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actually i lied

nothing is worse than this not the abuse or pain or leading on or call outs or anon harassment or name calling or playground insults-

nothing, this is the worst thing someone's ever fucking done to me i'm not joking

i NEEDED to go to therapy today, i NEEDED help, i NEEDED aid, I NEEDED MENTAL CARE

FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE THIS IS A FUCKING BACKHAND AT MY VERY LIFE, MY LIFE IS IN DANGER BUT THEY COULDN'T CARE LESS THIS IS FUCKING INSULTING

WHY EVEN FUCKING BOTHER? WHY DID I EVEN. FUCKING. BOTHER.

I'M DONE, THAT'S THE LAST STRAW, FUCKING OVER IT NOW.

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ah great, i've been stressed into letting little things bother me and devaluing my audience

great, great great yea

not getting those back

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there

now surely my mutuals wouldn't ignore when i make cool new stuff

correct?

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ah fuck it, i just won't fucking show you guys anything if you insist on being ignorant and wasting my time

in fact, go entertain yourselves. thanks for nothing.

not even worth the gum at the bottom of my shoes, the lot of you

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yeah sorry for giving you those weird new kinks. do you want me to make it worse

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i kind of hate myself bc i lose motivation to do Anything if i know people aren't paying attention

that said, why didn't anyone give my fic more kudos?

do you know how Hard that was to write? :) that latest chapter? :)

do you? :) DO YOU? :)

FOR YOU. AND NOTHING.

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I kinda love being in so many minorities (not like protected minorities but like a small percentage of people are like me minority) for one particular reason. I’m more unique than everyone else. Like yes we’re intersex, trans, queer, aroace, not at all human, have did and 4 personality disorders, and guess what??? We’re better than you because of it. Like look at me I’m so unique and special and that makes me better than you ✨✨

.

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getarealjobkid

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with these " cheap " ( 75 buck ) wireless earphones, i think my ears are starting to bleed...

... i'll just blame listening to ariana grande

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I FINISHED CHAPTERS 3 AND 4 AND CAN BROWSE THE INTERNET WITHOUT BEING SPOILED

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this person really... REALLY, needs to take a page out of my book, and just shut the fuck up already.

shut up. just shut up. jesus CHRIST YOU'RE RUINING YOURSELF JUST SHUT UP

i'm so sorry you STILL have to deal with this, their apologies don't mean shit, they just want to jebait you, fucking annoying...

Is the sextortionist in the room with us? we know they are! the froggiest amphibian, the swampiest provocateur, armchair white knight of all things backwards.

Proship "Ezra" Froggo! 👏 congratulations and some radiation poisoning.

Hey, Choco anon from the screenshot below. That wording wasn't my own, btw.

Again, honk that red clown nose for me, buddy 🤡

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i think this therapy appointment cancellation is a sign...

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i hate myself for being such a coward. i should have taken my life years ago.

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HEAVILY suspected npd culture is going through your own blogs and admiring how cool you are to supply yourself, as a way of staying sane

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fucking weirdo traipsing around the npd tags talking to girls about him supposedly " knowing aspd/npd girls " and them getting rightfully offended by his misogyny, very annoying.

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is anybody gonna pet the gentle freak…….the gentle freak is gonna grow sad and anxious if nobody pets it……is nobody gonna pet the freak……nobody?…..nobody pet the gentle freak?…..

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i'm not and never do have to be sorry for my actions to random strangers heckling me in my inbox

i am however sorry to the people who it happened to, but it doesn't mean i have to apologize to strangers trying to drag me back into drama.