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JUST FOUND OUT THAT THE CREATOR OF 'A SIGN OF AFFECTION' IS A MOA???!?!!!!!!! AAAGGDNGDJGDHFSHFFSJT

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another update!! (no pretty font today, using phone webversion instead of desktop) (*^▽^)/★*☆♪

finally 27"!! been good lately, not having much sugar/salty foods, and keeping on top of not having gluten

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𝓲 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓻 𝓸𝓯 𝓳𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓲'𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓬𝓸𝓼𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓾𝓼𝓽, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓫𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓽𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓸𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓲𝓸 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓽! 𝓽𝔀 𝓮𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰

𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽: 27.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓰𝓸𝓪𝓵: 26.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓲'𝓵𝓵 𝓾𝓹𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮!!

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PRETTY DOLLFACE MAKEUP 1/∞

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okie so one of my friends- behind my back- said i was over the top and childish for being into kpop (I'VE BEEN INTO IT FOR FOUR YEARS I'M DEDICATED UNLIKE U SABRINA-CARPENTER-ONE-DIRECTION-KATHMANDU-JACKET BASIC BOO) so anyway because kpop's so childish here's our next generation of Play School, Sesame Street, and The Wiggles hosts!!!! Sesame Street

hwahwa to teach you how to resist restraints when you're being kidnapped, and sannie to teach you how to ride a bicycle!!

Play School!!

Wumutititi to teach you about internet safety & privacy, and Chris to teach you about stranger danger and not following random people to their cars!!

The Wiggles

Soyeon the red Wiggle, and Junnie the pink Wiggle!!

So, in conclusion, we can all see that kpop is indeed, veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery childish and should be advertised for children!

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i looked up 'cute guys' on pinterest (your girl's gotta get her daily dose of cute guys, okie??) and guess who comes up in the results jake from enhypen like YUH THAT'S RIGHT HE'S A FRUCKING CUTE GUY AND YOU BETTER KNOW IT, PINTEREST THAT MAN IS ASDKJFHSJGHSJKFS

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𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓪𝓷 𝓾𝓹𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮 <333

𝓲'𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓼 𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓵𝔂- 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 1100𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓴

𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲'𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 27.3" 𝓽𝓸 27.2"!!

𝓣𝓗𝓔𝓝 𝓲 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷𝔂-𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓷𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓼 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓲 𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓽𝓸 26.9"?????

𝓲 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓻 𝓸𝓯 𝓳𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓲'𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓬𝓸𝓼𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓾𝓼𝓽, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓫𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓽𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓸𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓲𝓸 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓽! 𝓽𝔀 𝓮𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰

𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽: 27.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓰𝓸𝓪𝓵: 26.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓲'𝓵𝓵 𝓾𝓹𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮!!

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“Pretty aint face value. Pretty is an energy. It’s how you carry yourself”

-Saweetie

Instead of adorning yourself in new clothes or expensive things just to feel better, address the issue at the root. Learn to love your SOUL before the physical vessel and knowing you are beautiful, wonderfully and fearfully made will come naturally 🤍

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wonyoungism + glowing up shouldn't align with materialism

this may piss off some of the gurlies on here- or on yt, tiktok, whatever. but one thing i've noticed a lot in wonyoungism influencers is the sheer amount of materialism that they show- id est, a 'flower knows' haul, a coquette clothing haul, always buying matcha after pilates, needing to have the most popular/trending makeup or skincare products, everything having my melody or hello kitty plastered on it. now- this may sound cute, "they're treating themselves!" or whatever but it doesn't set a good example to people who may watch their vlogs/videos, simply wanting inspiration on glowing up, being organised, things like that but instead being bombarded with "ooh i got a pr package from dior beauty!" "i bought all these things from yesstyle- here's my coupon code!". that doesn't help you feel organised or give you inspiration; more often than not, it would simply cause jealousy or envy. not everyone can afford buying the 4 newest rom&nd lip glosses, or getting a whole new closet for whichever season their entering- that's unrealistic! personally, most of my clothes are second-hand! they're cute, but goodness does it take some searching when most of the op-shops in my town cater to middle-aged women. most of my skincare is by small australian companies, to support local + because my mum and i share the products. my makeup? either from kmart or the local pharmacy (if it's not too expensive!). don't get me wrong- i love treating myself; yes, sometimes a matcha if i'm in town and have the money, yes, sometimes a new lip gloss (although very rarely), yes, sometimes a new top or skirt from the op-shop. but treating yourself doesn't have to be materialistic. it can be going for walks, a good workout, watching a movie/show you've wanted to see for a while, making something. treating yourself doesn't have to cost money- neither does glowing up or following the wonyoungism aesthetic. what a lot of these influencers show are short-term hits of dopamine disguised as 'this will change everything!' 'shopping heals the soul <3'; and while these things may be nice in the moment, will that dior blush or that fast-fashion clothing haul make you feel better externally in the long run? no. because glowing up isn't just about the external you, it's mostly about the little ways you change things for the better- whether it's different habits or aiming towards a healthier mindset.

remember- this is just what i think and my opinion. i've never been a fan of consumeristic culture, and never will be <3

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someone get me to the doctor and someone call the nurse and someone buy me roses and someone burned the church we're hanging out with corpses and driving in this hearse and someone save my soul tonight

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No thanks, I can’t eat now… I've just put on lip gloss.

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literally me in my agriculture class

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dude we as a society have GOT to get back onto emailing it is so much better than instant messaging you can finish your thoughts and write complete sentences without racing the othwr person/people to get a word in you can put cool little gifs theres like no pressure to reply quickly it is awesomeee

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why you're not glowing up (it's not what you think) ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 🎀

you're doing all the "right" things. skincare routine, gym membership, new wardrobe, pinterest-worthy morning routine. you bought the supplements, followed the influencers, saved every "that girl" post.

so why do you still feel exactly the same?

because you're trying to glow up from the outside in. completely backwards.

the girls who actually transform — the ones who look different six months later, who carry themselves like they know something you don't — they didn't start with the aesthetic. they started with the invisible stuff first.

you're still operating from your old identity

here's the thing nobody tells you: you can't dress like her, work out like her, eat like her, and still think like the old you. your brain will sabotage every external change until your internal world catches up.

you'll buy the expensive skincare and still pick at your face. you'll meal prep on sunday and binge by wednesday. you'll set the 6am alarm and hit snooze until 9.

why? because deep down, you still believe you're the girl who doesn't follow through. you still see yourself as the one who starts strong and gives up. you're trying to change your actions while keeping your old story about yourself.

the real work is rewriting that story. deciding you're someone who keeps promises to herself. someone who deserves the life she's building. someone who doesn't quit when it gets boring.

you're avoiding the real work

face masks are easier than facing your patterns. new clothes are easier than new boundaries. gym selfies are easier than sitting with why you actually hate yourself.

the real glow up work is boring:

going to therapy and actually doing the homework

journaling without making it aesthetic

saying no to people who drain you (even when they guilt trip you)

setting standards and sticking to them when someone tests them

sitting with discomfort instead of shopping it away

looking at why you seek validation from people who don't even like themselves

you want the transformation without the mess. but healing is messy. growth is uncomfortable. real change means grieving who you used to be.

you're performing transformation, not living it

posting about your 5am routine doesn't make you a morning person. talking about self-love doesn't mean you practice it. buying the books doesn't mean you read them.

you're performing the aesthetic of change without doing the actual work.

real transformation is invisible at first:

choosing yourself even when no one's watching

doing the work when it's not exciting anymore

building habits so quietly no one notices until the results are undeniable

healing your relationship with yourself before you try to fix anything else

stop documenting your journey and start living it.

you're waiting for motivation to maintain you

motivation got you started. that burst of "new year, new me" energy that had you buying workout clothes and downloading meditation apps.

but motivation is a liar. it shows up when you don't need it and disappears when you do.

discipline keeps you going. discipline is showing up on tuesday at 6am when the excitement has worn off. discipline is choosing the salad when you want the fries. discipline is doing your skincare routine when you're exhausted.

the girls who actually transform? they show up on the days they don't want to. every single time. they built systems that work even when they don't feel like it.

you're trying to skip the basics

you want the advanced routine before you've mastered drinking enough water. you want the perfect morning routine before you can wake up on time. you want self-love before you've learned basic self-respect.

glow ups aren't built on complicated routines and expensive products. they're built on basics done consistently:

sleeping 7-8 hours

drinking water

moving your body

eating food that nourishes you

protecting your peace

keeping promises to yourself

master the boring stuff first. the magic happens in the mundane.

you think time will fix what discipline won't

"i'll start monday." "after the holidays." "when life calms down."

life is never going to calm down. there will always be stress, chaos, reasons to wait. the girls who glow up don't wait for perfect conditions — they create them.

stop waiting for the right time. there is no right time. there's only right now.

the real glow up formula

change your identity first. decide who you want to be, then start acting like her today.

do the boring work. therapy, boundaries, healing, discipline. the stuff that doesn't photograph well.

build systems, not motivation. create routines that work even when you don't feel like it.

master the basics. sleep, water, movement, nourishment, peace.

stay consistent longer than you stayed inconsistent. this is where most people quit.

stop trying to look transformed. start being transformed.

stop performing your glow up for the internet. start living it for yourself.

stop waiting for motivation to save you. start building discipline to sustain you.

your glow up isn't about becoming someone new — it's about becoming who you've always been underneath all the fear, doubt, and other people's opinions.

she was always there. you just forgot how to be her.

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𝔀𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪𝓷 𝓾𝓹𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮! 𝓽𝔀 𝓮𝓭 & 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰

𝓼𝓸 𝓲'𝓿𝓮 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓵!! 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 27.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓼, 𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓽𝓸 27.3 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓼!! 𝓲𝓽 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽'𝓼 𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽. 𝓲'𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓭𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓮 "𝓦𝓐𝓘𝓢𝓣𝓔𝓓" 10-𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮 𝓫𝔂 𝓗𝓪𝓲𝓵𝓮𝔂 𝓒. 𝓸𝓷 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓣𝓾𝓫𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓰𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵! <33

𝓲 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓻 𝓸𝓯 𝓳𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓲'𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓬𝓸𝓼𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓾𝓼𝓽, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓫𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓽𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓸𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓲𝓸 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓽! 𝓽𝔀 𝓮𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰

𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓽: 27.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓰𝓸𝓪𝓵: 26.5 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓱 𝓲'𝓵𝓵 𝓾𝓹𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮!!

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my music taste is all over the place lmaooo

why is drake, illit, pnd, aboogie mitsiki and yves all in da same playlistt 🥲

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gurl so today some of my friends and I were talking and the topic of Changbin came up. so in this group (my performing arts group) we're performing some songs soon at a midyear concert thingy, and i'm rapping a part in a song, so my STAY friend was like "changbin would be proud of you" so we were like nyaww i'd give him a hug and then i said i'd let his put me in a headlock and my friends thought that was the freakiest thing ever in the history of the universe BUT i wasn't trying to be freaky. i didn't mean to be freaky. i don't want to be freaky. nuh-uh. he just has nice arms.