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angel as NiGHTS because theres more similarities than youd think

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icons for the new version of the character page, which is very unfinished and i need to do lots of work on it.... but its getting there......

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i fw yuri in a way most normalfags wouldnt understand. although i am a man i find elements of myself in yuri that make me feel like a pretty little lesbian princess. i look at my girlfriend in a very lesbian way, i think my feminine side comes out and i feel like a little butch girl again and lowkey it makes me miss having boobs. something incredibly beautiful about girls loving girls that you cant achieve with anything else. sometimes my gf makes me feel like a girl but in a good way. odd feelings to have as a ftm but its like, safe, yanno... i kind of feel trans squared. like i am a boy who enjoys being a girl, not the other way around . i think this is a unique yuri experience maybe.....

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Gangsta pony

hold up ring ding ding ding ding ding

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my hatsune miku for peace design. heiwatsune...! i did this for my class final, and shes supposed to represent peace between japan and the usa after ww2. the sailor motifs are referencing the naval soldiers from both sides, the gingko leaf is from our schools peace tree which was salvaged from a mother plant that survived hiroshima, and the colors are supposed to be natural but a little rustic still, aiming at newfound life and love despite current and past events. she is a marine full of love!

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Holding my chud sheep

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cannnot sleep. instead thinking of bedman comeback design. this would not be strive compatible cause its fucked up looking but maybe he could be taken care of. he returns looking horrible, hooked up to another machine to get him around that vaguely references the bedframe but cannot ever compare. it's more akin to an actual hospital bed with lots of modifications done to it, as if he built it himself somehow. there are many boxes and wires and tubes that are connected to the bed and himself, linking them to be able to function.

it is more electronically focused than magically, to express his reliance on the machine and how deteriorated hes become. bedman himself is seen with faded colors, messy, slightly overgrown hair and a broken arrow. hes missing his glasses entirely, and his usual sleeping expression is replaced with open, foggy eyes that are not seeing anything, mouth agape and occassionally drooling to really emphasize the comatose state hes in. his dress will be tattered and wrists rubbed raw from the shackles hes had to use to secure himself to the hospital bed. his body shows signs of malnutrition and grime; a result of losing a very large amount of his powers. at this point hes limited to controlling the movements of his new bed, and his telepathy minus the ability to truly obliterate somebodys mind from the inside out. he's much weaker now, but can still project himself into peoples brains superficially. this is how he communicates since his real body is very useless. theres potential for a text to speech board on his new bed, but i think being able to only communicate telepathically like last time is impactful. back to looks, the bed itself would be pretty underwhelming other than the copius amounts of iv drips and medical electrodes that connect the bed to the man (lol). a dirty bed that you can tell was white before, but now is stained a faint yellow-brown with both new and old speckles of blood in small areas. the metal has started to rust and its become obvious that this thing has been found rather than gifted. bedman himself shows no true attachment to it, since his current drive is to find his true bedframe and his sister. infact he expresses distaste for his current bed and is kind of sassy and sour whenever its brought up. what. did you think his personality would change? you could beat this man into the ground for hours and if you gave him the chance he'd still mock you. but in this state i think he'd be a bit more delirious, being malnourished and desperate now to find the only two things that make his life worth living. this version of bedman would be one that runs purely on desire, because without delilah and his bedframe, there is no real reason for him to exist. i think itd be cool to have a self destructing function if the time came. like, if he found out that somehow delilah and the bedframe are out of his reach or gone completely. i dont really want him to be happy lol. this is just my concept though, i kind of want to draw him but we know thats not happening any time soon, or ever

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just a hunk of junk lately

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damn u been grinding bro good shit

it feels like the opposite lul but ty brudda

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i wanna get back into bedman but the bedman fandom was kind of scary is it still like that because im scared

well i still love him and look at him a lot but am afraid to draw him, because ive found when i post in communities people dont really like how i enjoy him. kowaaaaiiiii

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memole and snufkin collab is real

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regular from my shows

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comic+character concepts then self portato wip

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