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CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS FIC ON AO3 !!!

so essentially it's a vminkook au where tae is kind of a bad guy (?) it's a Harry Potter au and has the goblet of fire game. tae is from a pure blood slytherin family (his father is kind of evil) jungkook is ravenclaw and jm is slytherin/gryffindor (?) but from a muggle born fam. tae likes jimin but jimin doesn't like him that way. while playing quidditch one time jimin meets kook and jimin afterwards says that he might have a crush on kook. they get closer, tae gets jealous and tries to keep them apart (emotionally manipulates jm into staying w him) they have the ball and kook asks jimin and jimin says yes and then after that kook confesses and they start dating. tae gets rly jealous and he kidnaps jm and locks him in the chamber of secrets and then everyone's going crazy searching for him but jk finds out and rescues jm and then etc etc

PLEAK SEND ME A LINK IF YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT I hope the story line made sense 😭😭😭

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everything is pissing me off tday for some reason .. feeling v irritable and need some chicken popcorn and mogu mogu (lychee flavour)

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I also often feel very lonely but Im trying how to live w it I suppose

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do u guys ever wish u had "That Something" that u notice between two friends that are close to you? like, did you ever wish you had that with that particular friend too? often w my close friends I find myself obsessing over the friendships they have w other people and how it compares what I have w them. I don't think I know my friends as well as their other friends do. point in case: we had a birthday party of one of my rly good friends and I didn't know what to get her and my other friend who was rly close to her had such a thoughtful gift planned I was almost sick to my stomach thinking "why didn't I think of that?" it plagued me for the entire day and I just hated myself for not having thought of something better. my friend was sympathetic abt me not finding a right gift but I wanted to like. die. I wish I had a closer relationship w my friends... watching them get closer to each other but me, stings. I've watched my friends hang out w each other and not call me but discuss the day in front of me and tell me funny things from that day it makes me so nauseous and it feels like a giant rock on my chest and I can't breathe and I hate it. I wish I could be Okay w missing out on things without feeling like it makes me less of a person or makes me less valid so to say. seeing my friends hang out w eachother but never call me hurts a Frick ton. makes me feel very :/

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Of all the places I could be, I just want to be here with you.

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan, Daniel Scheinert

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Why do emotions get multiplied ten fold when ur on ur period ... I didn't ask for this..

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Hate it when my birthday is close ... it makes me nervous and anxious for absolutely no reason. Is it because of how fast time seems to be going around me or is it the fact that I'm getting older and there's nothing I can do about it but to embrace it? Growing older scares me a little, for some reason and a lot of the times i feel like I should be having a sort of manual to get through life but I'm kind of wandering around aimlessly in the dark with no clue what lies ahead of me. My friends are all prepped and planned with their career choices and have all secured good colleges abroad to go and study and build a life for themselves... yet it's hard for me to even come to a conclusion on what I want to do ... it's a little disheartening to me on most occasions when people ask me what I want to do in the future and for some reason, I cannot find an answer within the recess of my brains. Anyways. I'll turn older and I will hopeful figure out my future but I'm scared

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YES . even towards the end they're in yellow and red ... ketchup and mustard ... FUCKFKFKFKG

the first thing evelyn has to do to verse jump is confess her love to deirdre and it’s stupid and silly but it needs to be authentic and then the movie reveals realities in which she and deirdre DO love each other deeply and even in this universe evelyn finds a relationship with deirdre that has love in it as she tells her outside the laundromat that she deserves more than a life alone and bitter and it’s so simple but everything in the movie works together to reinforce that it’s all about finding the love !! that there is love in every connection you have with someone

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Watched everything everywhere all at once and the part where Evelyn hugged joy really had me bursting into tears because if there's anything that I'm weak to , its parent-daughter relationships... it was like drilling a hole right through my heart because my mom and I might be on the same page most of the times but when we're not it's just sad and heartbreaking because I know whatever she says she doesn't mean it but it doesn't take away from the fact that she said it. I love my mom so much it's shocking to see how much of a carbon copy I am of her . It was such a beautiful film wherein I openly cried for thr longest time ever

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foaming at the mouth rn

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I would risk my life for Mr howl

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My ideal day off would include ghibli movies , warm blankets, lots of warm soup and a lover . Can u imagine how awesome that would be