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Halfway to Sunrise

A New Moon rewrite (BellaxJacob)

Art@: @little-lynx

This is how I imagined Jacob and Bella in my story.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67220323

Description:

*The dark passed. She rose with what remained.*

After Edward’s disappearance, Bella is left unraveling, grieving, isolated, and certain there’s nothing left to fight for. But a near-fatal encounter in the woods awakens something she thought was gone: the will to survive.

And then there's Jacob. The boy who once made her laugh now moves with secrets stitched into his skin. He’s distant and changed. But when he looks at her, Bella feels something shift—something quiet and powerful, like a tether pulled tight between them.

As the legends of La Push begin to bleed into reality, Bella finds herself caught between what she thought she wanted and the life she’s beginning to choose for herself. Not because someone asked her to. Not because she’s waiting to be saved. But because she’s ready to stop disappearing.

'Halfway to Sunrise' is a story of quiet resilience, and the kind of connection that doesn’t demand—it invites.

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I hate Smeyer for many reasons but mostly for her blatant native racism. Not only did she write a story about a real Native American tribe and misrepresent their culture and in doing so create real ramifications for them (while not offering a single dime to help them after the damage she caused), but her entire story hinges on racist and classist tropes.

The wolf pack are treated so terribly by her writing. They’re also sexualized and objectified by her despite them being teenage boys, the youngest of them by Breaking Dawn being like 12-13. They’re literally just a bunch of traumatized kids that she says look like 25 year old men, and the only reason she did that was so she could write about them naked all the time and shit

She wrote them as aggressive predators who harm women, despite her own writing contradicting this very thing, seeing as their sole purpose for existing is to protect the sanctity of human life.

She writes about Jacob assaulting Bella, about Sam tearing up Emily’s face, about them being unable to handle rejection and becoming violent and incapable of controlling themselves specifically around women. It’s a disgusting stereotype she plays with. She writes about them as if they have no right to their anger, despite their lives being intruded upon by a bunch of white colonizer vampires lol. The Cullens are quite literally the entire reason they shift into wolves at all. The Cullens don’t have to live there, they just choose to, even knowing that they are uprooting and destroying their lives by doing so.

And she writes it as if the native characters are the villains in all this. She ends her story quite literally enslaving Jacob to his canonical oppressors. He ends up having zero bodily autonomy and no mind of his own. He becomes forever bound to the Cullens and to the girl he loved who is no longer her but an undead demonic thing.

It actually pisses me off so bad lmao

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When you're goth but the rest of your family are normal humans

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I have anxiety about this next episode

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me_irl

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This is so bad, I cannot handle it.

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Omg this game is so amazing! As a huge longtime fan of the series I’m completely obsessed. Watch this fangirl play Resident Evil 2 remake! #residentevil2 #residentevil #residentevil2remake #horror #scary #zombies #gamergirl #survivalhorror

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Resident Evil Fan Girl plays RE2 Demo! Eeeee!

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I made my first YouTube video! I am super nervous about it but it was so much fun. I love the Resident Evil series so much! If you are interested check it out!