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i know im saying things only a miserable person going through a lot in their life would say. it's because i am and it's been like this for 9 years with me and i dont know what else to say. but please shut up about good things happening to you, it should've happened to me instead

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some bitches here will be like “i dont have instagram” to look cool but their entire blog will be full of boastful “i went to these countries this month” / “i am pursuing these many majors” / “my parents are rich as fuck” / “im so grateful i had a happy no trauma childhood” / shows clear signs that they don't struggle with doing things type of posts that will break a decade old struggling me's patience and faith. that i know i would beat myself up because of a random stranger on internet for a whole month

so funny to me that these bitches will stilll have thee nerve to post shit like “we have our own crosses to bear” bitch come again?

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have to delete all socials because i hate seeing people's life updates when nothing good has happened to me in like 9 years and i can't for the love of god stop comparing myself with others.

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crying. can't accept the fact that we all can have different journeys because why does mine feel like more of a punishment than yours

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being saturnian and it's curse of being late than everyone else in achieving the same goal. giving 5 times more hardwork than the average person to achieve the same goal. fuck my life

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fuck you. you dont have to rub your achievements in people's face to feel good about it. too many insecure overachievers on this site. hope they have an humbling experience soon

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genuinely feeling so jealous of seeing everyone around me get everything right in their first try.

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feeling so negative today. why are people on this loser website who are so blessed in life bragging about it. shut your mouth.

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The planet where your Lagnesh (ascendant lord) is exalted often indicates the sign of your spouse’s Moon or Ascendant.

E.g. Cancer (Lagna)-> Moon (Lagnesh)-> Taurus (spouse’s Moon or Lagna).

It can show up in only one of the spouse’s charts.

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How to Analyze your Man ♃ (For Woman)

Knowing about the man in your life is quite simple. Many people suggest using Mars for your man.

While Mars can indicate the type of men you find hot for sex or one-night stands and his longevity, when it comes to a traditional setup of family, marriage and especially raising children, Jupiter has more weightage because your man is supposedly instrumental in the birth of children (Jupiter rules children). So, whomever you co create with becomes your Jupiter.

Check your Jupiter sign and conjunctions and aspects to Jupiter. Jupiter stays in 1 sign for about a year. So, the conjunctions and aspects to Jupiter can differentiate your man from other Jupiters. If your Jupiter is in Libra but conjunct Mars, this can be very different from just having Jupiter in Libra alone.

Check for aspects to Jupiter. If Sun squares or Mars opposes Jupiter, this can mean a more masculine partner. If Moon or Venus aspects Jupiter, this makes for a more feminine partner. So accordingly check for all aspects to Jupiter. Aspects make the most subtle difference.

Check the houses Jupiter rules. This is very important as this is dependent on your ascendant. Example for Capricorn ascendant, Jupiter rules 3rd and 12th house. So, your spouse will have qualities of Gemini and Pisces. IMO, this is single most important factor as the sign is pretty much the same for all women born in that period. If you are Leo rising, husband will activate houses 5 and 8 meaning qualities of Sun and Pluto. your husband will bring themes of these houses in your life (children and sexual bonding here for Leo)

Check the house placement of Jupiter. This is again important to differentiate. If Jupiter is in cancer but in 10th house, then your spouse may not be so nurturing but also have some Saturnian qualities.

Check if you are running the major period of Jupiter. This can be significant if Jupiter runs anywhere between ages 20 and 60.

Check the house distance between Moon and Jupiter. Jupiter in 6,8,12 from Moon can mean a difficult relationship with your Man (6=Addictions, 8=Transformations, 12-distance).

Check if Rahu or Ketu or Pluto conjuncts Jupiter. This can impact your marriage deeply.

Finally check placement of Jupiter in D9 and D7 (if you are aware of these harmonic charts). You should check the conjunctions, aspects, house placement and house rulership as we did above.

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I’ve noticed a pattern with Saturnian children: they are often extremely protected and kept in a bubble by their parents, sometimes to an extreme. However, despite this, life or circumstances seem to put them in situations where they need to mature faster.

This reminds me of Elizabeth Taylor, who had her Sun and Lagnesh in Shatabhisha. She spoke about how overprotective and controlling her mother was, to the point where she couldn’t go anywhere without her until she turned 18. Then, suddenly, at 18, she married Conrad Hilton.

"I was a virgin. Not only a virgin physically, but mentally. I was not prepared to be an adult. I'd been sheltered, protected. The repercussions were that I made horrendous mistakes... I thought something would automatically happen to me inside. I thought I would obtain maturity …just because I was a missus instead of a miss. Of course, it had nothing to do with it... And the time came to leave, and I became more and more petrified. Because I really had no idea what was coming."

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Moon, Jupiter and its 4 Moons.

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gemini moons, venus square jupiter/neptune, sagittarius & pisces placements, (scorpio + libra/sagittarius) in a chart

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why is it always the venus square neptune boys falling in love with me 😭

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having your sun in the 12th house is very lonely. as a child i walked cemeteries and talked to ghosts.