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I have something worth protecting too

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what if one of us had dark hair and had trouble expressing our emotions and frowns about while the other one has lighter hair and trouble expressing their emotions and smiles about it.

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I can't describe how much I love them

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the kurusu family grows 🐈‍☔️

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OH

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My fav Blitzo faces:

he had so many goofy ah expressions in the newest short i just had to compile them real quick don't mind me

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Blitzø has never been more relatable

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Blitzo icons from the last short! Enjoy 😂👌

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every time hua cheng gay panics in episode 5 (inspired by this post)

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STOP👏🏻HATING👏🏻ON👏🏻HIM👏🏻I👏🏻AM👏🏻SO👏🏻SICK👏🏻OF👏🏻IT!!! Stop looking at HOW he gets angry and look at WHY. Stolas just told Blitz he has feelings for him, and the second Blitz figures that out, Stolas has declared that he’s done with him. They’re finished. This is goodbye. And Blitz has no say in this. He doesn’t want Stolas out of his life. He does have feelings, and most importantly, HE AGREED TO THE DAMN DEAL!

And what about that? He’s never had ANY qualms about using his body for personal gains. Look at what happened with Chaz. He was only ever bothered by Stolas’ embarrassing PDA and classist, speciesist comments, not the act of using his body itself. Sex work is whatever to him, but he still wants to be respected as he does it. And his anger comes from feeling disrespected.

Blitz is not a prisoner or an employee and he makes it clear that he will not be freed or thrown away like one: “Treat me like one of your little butler imps? You can’t just dismiss me like that.” He’s an adult man who made a conscious choice to use his body. If he considered himself an employee, JUST a mere sex worker, he wouldn’t behave like this. This is more of a freelance, kinky transaction. Blitz is an adult man who is allowed to feel whatever he wants about having sex with Stolas. After all, he considers him a part of his sex life, which already implies consent. He’s also allowed to feel nothing, to consider this sex ONLY: “You spring this ‘feelings’ BS on me are f*c*ing kidding???”

How DARE Stolas put words in his mouth! How DARE Stolas diminish his autonomy by acting like he was some sort of sex slave! Does he actually think Blitz would have stuck around if that was the case? He doesn’t think THAT low of himself! Remember, up to this point we’ve never actually seen them do the deed (the nature of consent in their relationship would be much clearer if we had an understanding of how these nights happen). However, in the aftermath it’s always hinted to be the best sex ever. For both of them.

Think about it for a moment. You agree to hook up with this hot person (not a chore or anything cause they’re HOT) and in return, they let you borrow something you need for work. They’re nice and patient to you despite how guarded you are. Yeah, they get weirdly horny about you in public, but that doesn’t mean you’d stop hooking up. They’re.. really hot and the sex is great. But while they generally love being seen with you, the one time being seen with you counted, they hid their face away. So you start to think you’re just a body to them. And then they need your help and you realize you care more about them than your belief that they think you’re a body. Worst of all, you have feelings and you can’t squash them down. And maybe, because of how they look at you, they have real feelings too.

You’re angry when they get hurt and you can’t help them. But you’re too afraid to let them know how you feel. What if you are just a body? And would they even want to see you? So many signs point to yes, but you can’t be sure. The guilt eats you alive though, so you try to do everything you can to impress them. When you meet again, you’re determined to give them the night of their lives…

And that’s when they decide that you’re unhappy with the arrangement. They decide that you never liked them, never appreciated their company, heck, were borderline sexually assaulted by them. They think YOU sacrificed your body to them. They say you were an unwilling captive, that they never want to see you again, that you must be disgusted with them, all in the same breath as they declare their love for you. The FUCK??? What kind of mindfuckery is this??? What kind of nonsensical feelings are these??? They can’t love you, and they sure as hell can’t admit it like THAT.

They’ve got to be kidding. Who tells someone that they never had any autonomy, and then begs them to love them? I mean, your lover’s always been a little insecure, but this??? This is INSANE. You know what history you have. You know everything was consensual, or else you wouldn’t be here.

You can’t feel anything. They won’t LET you feel anything. Anything you feel gets misconstrued. Any way you’ve tried to please them this night has failed. What the hell do they want from you, really? You gave everything you could. But you know what you want. Satan, you want THEM. You lash out. You call them out on their bad behavior, because this *is* bad behavior. No one should confess love so callously. No one should dehumanize their partner in order to assuage their own guilt. But in doing that, you realize you’ve hurt them, and that’s the one thing you never wanted to do.

Blitz was wrong, yes, but Stolas’ side is much more straightforward to understand. Stolas did well in the eyes of an audience that is missing the most key part of this relationship: the sex and what it looks like, because actually? That’s none of our business. But these two know about what was consented to and how, and I’m sure it was devastating to both to realize they weren’t on the same page. They’re both trying to accommodate the other’s personality in Season 1, and have failed massively. But trying to accommodate one’s partner is a good relationship step regardless. Give both my boys a break.

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👏🏾Education 👏🏾is 👏🏾a 👏🏾right,👏🏾 not👏🏾 a👏🏾 service 👏🏾

Pass along and use the shit out of them

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do you ever just-

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yashiro fans (me) are winning ....!!!!!

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Look. I'm only gonna say this once, bc due to some incredibly recent and painful life circumstances this short and especially the fandom reaction has been like, actively triggering to me.

I do not accept "Blitz is selfish in bed" slander.

I'm looking at this

And this

And this

And CRITICALLY this

And see a guy who is excited to turn his partner on, a guy who buys new toys explicitly for his partner's pleasure, a guy who is terrified that if he doesn't please his partner he'll be abandoned and disposed of

We can debate whether or not he's good at eating bird puss if you want, and how much of this episode is indicative of a loss of confidence (especially considering he had NO trouble using the crystal in Apology Tour), but in the balance of everything we've seen so far we know Blitz isn't selfish in bed, at least not with Stolas

And I just don't buy anything about "poor Stolas what if Blitz never made him cum and he didn't realize sex was supposed to do that?" The man reads smut at the dinner table, he knows what an orgasm is. Even if Blitz is not the champion bird puss-eater he claims to be, they've clearly tried a wide variety of toys, positions, and techniques together. I don't think their sex life is lacking in orgasms.

Sorry if I seem confrontational here, like I said, this short was almost hilariously triggering considering the subject matter (it isn't inherently bad or anything, just really unfortunate timing for me personally) , and honestly I might have to take a break from most fandom spaces until we have something new to talk about

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I didn't really have much feelings for Verosika until this episode.

But the fact that she's so smart that she knows Blitz actually hates himself more than she could ever hate him. She says that she feels bad just yelling at him cause she knows that will only dig Blitz deeper. Her hurt is so visible, the fact that she sees the way Blitz looks at Stolas and just says to him "let him go". The way she let go of him in just that moment. The fact that she still in some way loves Blitz, i think this moment was the exact moment she let him go. She didn't encourage him, she just said "if you want to change, just let him go and change, he doesn't deserve the hurt from you no longer". Like that girl just straight up said "get your shit together and wish him happiness". She still cares for Blitz and she cares in some way for Stolas. She's such a sweet person and i think because of the depth of her character shown in this episode she became my favourite.

Like look at that expression. She's just like "I'm glad you're trying to change Blitz". Like she's not angry at him for changing just now, she's glad that he finally saw the wrong of his ways. I love the way she cares for him. And Blitz still cares for her too. This was his only real apology in The Apology Tour and it was to Verosika.

I think they both needed eachother to grow as people. As much as i loved interactions of Stolitz in this episode. Verosika and Bltiz talk was the most amazing part of the whole season 2 for me.

It's like that old type of love. The first break up, first love. The nostalgia that comes with that. They both still care, the just weren't meant to be together. They were eachother's some type of awakening. I adore they way they both had the same problem and Verosika could see that what he was going through was what she's gone through with him.

Aight imma stop there but i could talk about them for hours.

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Stolas playlist 🎶

It was about time I made a Stolas playlist to go with the Blitzø and Stolitz Angst ones! Hopefully someday we'll have reason for a Stolitz Fluff playlist to exist 🥲

(👆🏼 this one is dedicated to Stella, not Blitz)

I'll add more songs in the reblogs when I gather a few more! Recs are welcome 😊