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R u fucking kidding me i hope you get murdered

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the people in this “community” are so fucking entitled and treat creators like shit

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You ok?

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yyyyes i am sorry. i will be back to normal again soon. also i will respond to your asks. i am sorry😭😭😭

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what if i kill mysel

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WHY DID YOUTUBE GIVE ME A FUCKING STRIKE FOR A RANDOM PERSONAL SUBLIMINAL WHAT THE FUCK THERE WAS NO ODENTIFYING INFORMATION WHAT THE FUCK

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i’m fine. It’s fine

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SORRY IM GONNA STOP TWEAKING NOW

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i am so easily distracted OOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this iswhat happens when u manifest adhd (or at least traits of it.) at the ripe age of 12 years old and now you're 17 and CURSED FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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@jimakoss

for the npd sub from corrupet

videos: calm version, music version

audios: calm version, music version

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hii do you play degrees of lewdity? cuz if not i feel like you would LOOVE that game omg. my fav love interest is kylar (⸝⸝> ᴗ•⸝⸝)

I FORGOT TO RESPOND..IM SORRY..

i have never played it actually! but i have heard of it :3 maybe i should play it!! awesome :3 what is it about.? :3

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some guy yelled at me at work 😭 wtf

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i think you are really cool so i dont think you need to copy anyone

-🥮 cake anon

!!! thank you hehe (^_^) i appreciate it :3

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sorry i forgot to post on here um. Im alive. im so tired

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me trying to study who gets attention so i can copy them. Ithink i need to seek mental help

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the bad feels comforting but the good feels terrible like something not meant to be ;-; help idkksekwl

aaaaaaah i understand completely (T_T) i've been that way for a while,, though i'm trying to move past it at least somewhat

i don't know if you want advice ? but . here . feel free to Ignore this if you don't want advice .

i think you kind of just have to keep pushing through it,, it really sucks but like. try small good things. like taking a nice warm bath/shower without feeling bad about it , let someone say something nice to you and not deflect or cringe or flinch , avoid listening to negative thoughts and say the opposite of them - " i am worthy, i am enough as i am no matter what "

because,, you are enough as you are . the bad things do not define you ! nothing does . you just exist as you are and that makes you enough . no matter what you do , you will always be yourself - imperfect but always enough , always worthy.

it's. not an easy thing to learn. i'm still trying to learn this and i'm not the best at staying consistent in knowing it's true. but it's something you want to learn if you don't want to be drowning in misery all the time... it's hard not to hate yourself and hate your life if you associate everything bad with everything you need , everything you're comfortable with.

you have to step outside of your comfort zone into good things. one little step at a time

,, i hope that helps at least a little . sending you hugs /not forced

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Wtf have i even done today idk. ok now that i think about it i did finish part of a big etsy order so that's good i guess. ugh i need to do More tho!!!! Im so cooked