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I'll crawl into the skin of your warm body
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āI'll crawl into the skin of your warm bodyā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 1.4k
Fandom: To Be Hero X
Characters: Lin Ling, Nice (mentioned), Wreck (mentioned), Moon (mentioned), Miss J (mentioned)
Tags: Lin Ling Character Study, Lin Ling has OCD, Nice has OCD, Dubiously Linear Storytelling, Relationship between Original Nice and Wreck up for interpretation, Referenced Suicide, Psychological Horror (if you read it as such), Blink and you miss it Self-Harm
Summary:
Lin Ling thinks a lot about Wreck. Did they not tell you?
or,
The terrible descent into becoming Nice, and all of the horrors that apply.
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#I just KNOW Lin Ling is so very mentally ill#So you know I had to write a fic about it#to be hero x#åøåč±éX#tbhx#nice to be hero x#Lin ling#lin ling to be hero x#tbhx nice#ao3 link#tbhx fanfic
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hate me not for my circumstances


by nhi_theuserof_this
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āhate me not for my circumstancesā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 740
Fandom: Ninjago (2011-2022)
Characters: Lloyd Garmadon, Morro
Relationships: Lloyd Garmadon & Morro
Tags: Lloyd Garmadon Character Study, Morro Character Study, The Inherent Worthlessness of the Relationship Between Yourself and Someone Who Hates Your Title, Possession, Ninjago season 5: Possession, Lloyd Garmadon and Morro Canonically Look Alike, Morro Possessing Lloyd Garmadon
Summary:
He looks deep into eyes that are not his own, and feels nothing but hate.
"IĀ hateĀ you," he rasps, "personally, and deeply."
"You don't hate me," the boy croaks.
or; a theoretical interaction between morro and lloyd
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#lloyd and morro could beat each other half to death and say āit isnāt personalā and completely mean it#I do NOT mess around when it comes to my goated og fandoms#I canāt believe itās been a literal decadeānearly to the day might I addā#āand none of you did anything with the fact that they canonically look alike#Misako literally saw morro standing on one of the preeminents tentacles and holding the realm crystal and said ālook! Itās Lloyd!ā#How does one in that situation get mistaken for Lloyd for any reason other than being freakishly identical to him#They need to be toxic best friends who are scared the other will actually betray them horribly#Itāll do them both some good (it wonāt but itāll be fun)#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#ninjago morro#ninjago fanfiction#ao3 link#nhiwrotehere#Btw I was lying in the last post I thought writing this would kill the worms#But the worms persist so Iām gonna write more Ninjago stuff
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rereading my trigun fanfiction to remember how I characterized everyone instead of rereading the manga>>>>
#Guess what fandom Iām writing for next guys#Iām still going to reread and rewatch a bit of everything but I thought it was funny#Iām about to write the most diabolical vashwood ever#(Iām going to throw my hat into the morally ambiguous trimax vashwood dynamic like every other author ever)#trigun#nhiyells
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Imitation
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āImitationā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 7.6k
Fandom: Blue Eye Samurai
Characters: Mizu, Taigen, Ringo, Akemi
Tags: blue eye samurai if i got my hands on it, onryo mizu, He/him pronouns for Mizu, She/her pronouns for Mizu, Genderfluid Mizu, Supernatural Elements, Mizu-centric, identity exploration, metafiction, just a bit, canon divergence, right at the end
Summary:
It's important to note that this white man is, in fact, no man at all, but a woman.
"What the fuck?" The woman scrambles to stand and backs away quickly into the wall behind herself. "What, what, whatā!" She reverts to English and shrieks words that Mizu doesn't care to parse. He swiftly makes his way towards the woman, backing her into a corner of the room as he lets the glasses resting on his face slide further down his nose. The woman manages to squeak out a desperate "Please!" before she finds her scarf tight as a noose around her neck.
Mizu has one hand around the woman's throat and uses the other to draw his sword. He guts her in one clean motion, and she spurts blood and apologies, begging to be saved from death. Her blue scarf stains a deep violet as Mizu runs his blade through her throat.
(A little spark of identity makes way as the burden of revenge significantly lightens after the death of the first white man.)
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#Blue Eye Samurai#nhiwrotehere#Ao3 link#mizu blue eye samurai#The foretold dropping of posts advertising my own fanfiction has come#This is an older one but itās literally my magnum opus#Iāve heard not good things abt the creators of bes and tbh thereās a lot of things they could have done better in my-#-opinion as a queer mixed person but like#Thatās the point of me writing my own spin on it#Itās a oneshot that covers the whole of season one btw#And I plan on writing a second part whenever season two comes out#But Iām not specifically in the bes fandom so this is all Iāll be posting of bes until s2 comes out in like a year#Go read it guys!! Go go go!#Also also I want to say that ofc if anyone has questions and wants to hear me talk abt any scenes in this fic send me an ask or smth#Always happy to yap guys
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Hey all
doing some maintenance on my blog so if my posts start disappearing thatās not me nuking my acc or anything Iām just moving all my rbs to my little side blog for rbs and then afterwards Iām gonna spam my account with posts for my fics like I intended like. A couple years ago or whenever I started this account .
Iām so fried guys you wonāt believe the weekend Iāve had
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#ZORANGEDTIYS š£ļøš£ļø
@zorangezest
He thinks heās soooo special for getting the last donut huh
flat color and lineart!! (Plus some commentary)
For this one I at first wanted to mess around with perspective, and originally was attempting to make Starscream do a silly ābig stepā sort of walk(you can see the remnants of that in his leg positioning), but figured the pose I ended up using was best. I drew him legs first lol, took āfrom the ground upā a bit seriously there. I had to make it as dramatic as possible to match his aura(channeling āoverly proud about something mundane but funā with this one). I imagine Iād have tweaked out and died if I made any attempts to get too serious about making sure this turned out perfect, so I leaned into all the little things that would make this as fun as possible!!
I used to be way more into art circa covidtimes, but Iāve really shied away from sharing with the online space as time has passedāarguably Iāve gotten better but somehow am more frightened to share, so I really am happy to have gotten the courage to post this lol. Iām obviously not submitting a pro piece over here(Iāve seen other participants works so far and youāre all so cool), but I admire zorange a lot and wanted to participate to express that by participating!
(sorry if this is mildly incoherent itās quite late when Iām posting this haha)
#zorangedtiys#nhidrawsstuff#YAYYAYAYAY ZORANGE DTIYS REAL#hey guys btw im a transformers fan I forgot to say so on main#transformers#starscream#dtiys entry
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my first exposure to body horror was the tmnt(2012) episode where the pizza mikey was gonna eat was alive. I remember nothing except the part where the pizza gaslit him into thinking he was insane cause it was normal when the others came to look at it
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!!!!OMG
theyāre all twisted around I love it⦠space hands⦠ohhh thereās so many little things to pick and prod at!
Here is my gift for @nhi-theuserof-this for the @mcythorrorgiftexchange !! I had a ton of fun doing piece and trying to figure out something that is hopefully creepy enough for you!
#Iām eating this#its platrd on my favorite single plate from ikea and Iām using the small fork to take a great number of bites#the little symbol on each one of them..#Iām very pleased!!!#this was a lovely gift <3#nihisretumbls#horror#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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Empty Desert, Full of Hunger



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@mcythorrorgiftexchange @elmhat
A message to giftee:
HI!! I hope you enjoy reading this, I had a crazy time trying to get this moving along at one point--picked yours up as a pinch hit and had the greatest ideas reading what you had written about what you wanted. I really hope I delivered on the psychological aspect, as it's a thing I have trouble gauging whether or not I've properly achieved it, though I do think the other elements I've incorporated give it the somewhat impending if not harrowing feeling I intended to create
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āEmpty Desert, Full of Hungerā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 2.3k
Fandom: MCYT, DSMP
Characters: Quackity, Sam, Slime (Implied)
Relationships: Quackity & Sam
Tags: Las Nevadas, The Earth Beneath You is Alive, Light Paranoia, Plot Relevant OOC (not too much), Psychological
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#Iām so happy you loved this!!#I had to make sure their dynamic was as twisty and turn-y as possible haha#overcomplicating things is just another way to world build character dynamics#nihisretumbls#sososo happy still that you enjoyed!!#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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Empty Desert, Full of Hunger



nhi_theuserof_this

@mcythorrorgiftexchange @elmhat
A message to giftee:
HI!! I hope you enjoy reading this, I had a crazy time trying to get this moving along at one point--picked yours up as a pinch hit and had the greatest ideas reading what you had written about what you wanted. I really hope I delivered on the psychological aspect, as it's a thing I have trouble gauging whether or not I've properly achieved it, though I do think the other elements I've incorporated give it the somewhat impending if not harrowing feeling I intended to create
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āEmpty Desert, Full of Hungerā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 2.3k
Fandom: MCYT, DSMP
Characters: Quackity, Sam, Slime (Implied)
Relationships: Quackity & Sam
Tags: Las Nevadas, The Earth Beneath You is Alive, Light Paranoia, Plot Relevant OOC (not too much), Psychological
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(For those interested in my other works, you will need an ao3 account as they are locked and unable to be seen by guests)
#mcythalloweenhorrorexchange#nhiwrotehere#the song didn't fit my little aesthetic pictures so i hid it under the break lol#dsmp fanfic#dsmp#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#ao3 link#i hope i delivered on this cause its hard for me to tell if my stuff is good enough using my own eyes#i think i did a good job at the important bits#gift exchange#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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my september
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@mcythorrorgiftexchange @kitty-dunks
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ANIMATION!!!! I made one for you! I hope you like it, along with the other little things I dispersed across this post, I left a similar message on the video too, but I'm leaving one here also!
I wanted to write something, but felt the animation was great on it's own, and that supplemental writing would only be too dependent on the video, so I cooked up a very mini list of songs for you to enjoy:
NASTYONA songs
I Love U So by Cassius
i love you but i donāt like you by Molly Moore
Sour Switchblade by Elita Harkov
Red Sex (Re-Strung) by Vessel
Butcher Vanity by Vane Lily
These songs are not particularly in any order or specifically related to the animation I created, but are some things I think you'd enjoy checking out! Again, I hope you like my gift, and happy Halloween to everybody!
(Additional link, in case I accidentally made the first one too subtle)
#mcythalloweenhorrorexchange#dsmp#dsmp animation#gift exchange#I DID IT!! I SAVED THE TOWN--wrong fandom. but#I feel so good for this one I put a lot of work into it#can anybody tell it's been a fat minute since i've done art#love you minecraft youtuber fandom#nhidrawsstuff#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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AUGH ITS LIKE I GOT SHOT IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY
Dropped everything and read this when I saw the notifā¹3 the variety of words and descriptive language pulls this entire thing together beautifully and made for and amazing read the whole way through-to the point that I ended up so engrossed with it that i didn't even realize I was nearing the end until I finished!
<333 <3 <3333333 love this sm thank you sincerely this made my day reading it
DIV 03 | Metamorphosis
Part 3 of the gift for @nhi-theuserof-this for the @mcythorrorgiftexchange! "Just on time," she said in denial. The challenge of doing this many is that one takes the back seat. Mix that with life and you have a recipe for finishing everything you have planned a little later than expected. It's here now, though! A few thousand words longer than I thought, but here.
#I REBLOGGED ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT TWICE IM SO EMBARRASSED#AUGHHH#Anyways#yes I love this a lot#nihisretumbls#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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Into the
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Took a hot minute, but I had fun writing this!
@mcythorrorgiftexchange @rotinthehead
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Sorry for posting this one the late end, wanted to put my best into it and it spiraled into something a lot longer than I thought itād be. I had a lot of fun conceptualizing and writing this, especially working through the tech-y stuff youāll find spliced throughout the fic, thought Iād take a chance to do this type of thing with that when you mentioned fourth wall stuff. I originally had an extension, soI decided to brush up and make sure the fic and this post itself is extra nice! (Happy little surprise that I finished within the original posting period!) So I made a little picture spread, dropped a song I felt went well with this work, and did a bunch of little things as much as I could to elevate the experience. Hope you like it!!
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āinto theā by nhi_theuserof_this
Word count: 2.7k
Fandom: MCYT, DSMP
Characters: Ranboo, Karl Jacobs, Sapnap, Quackity
Relationships: Ranboo & Karl Jacobs, Implied/Referenced Karl Jacobs/Sapnap/Quackity
Tags: Fourth wall, betrayal, dream sequences, anxiety and fear, brief references to relationship troubles, modern au(up for interpretation), allusions to cannibalism/eating suspicious foods, Implied/Referenced temporary death
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#mcythorrorgiftexchange#ahhhh! I did it! so happy with how this went#even though I had a quick breakdown over the html lol#dsmp#dsmp fanfic#nhiwrotehere#horror#gift exchange#fanfiction#ao3 link#nhis obligatory mcyt tag#Spotify
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!!!!! AHH!!!! Theyāre so majestic! āTwo parts of a wholeā I AM SO HAPPY OMG
DIV 02 | Portrait
Part two of my gift for @nhi-theuserof-this for the @mcythorrorgiftexchange ! I considered waiting until 10pm to post this, but I'm not a particularly patient person. The first gift was indeed first made, but this is far closer to the original idea I had when I saw your prompts. Two parts of a whole, but each able to stand on their own.
#AUYYYYYYYUUUSYYS AAHHHHH#I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE#Can I use these as pfp with credit?šļøšļø#LOUDLY EATING#THEY#nihisretumbls#technoblade#Philza#mcythorrorgiftexchange#i am so happy#I feel so repetitive but I love it so much so much#AHHH!!#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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THE GASP I GUSPT šš I love this dearly??? First of 3??? Thank you so muchš
I am so happy to have given you a new AU to turn in your head and I am absolutely such a massive fan of what youāve done with my prompt/concept!! Youāve done such a fantastic job that Iām absolutely blown away, Iām so for real when I say words cannot describe how happy I am!
DIV 01 | Concept
Hello @nhi-theuserof-this! I was your gifter for the @mcythorrorgiftexchange! This is the first of 3 gifts I have for you, so keep an eye out for the others throughout the week. Think of it like a very short advent calendar. You mentioned biblical angels of the Blood God and Death, and suddenly, I have a new favorite AU to turn in my head! So very exciting! I hope this and all the other treats coming your way are everything you hoped for ^_^
#yeah let me just. deconstruct this rq and spitball come of my favorite bits#many arms? many wings? in love. one of my favorite things to do to a guy yk#the color palette and posing gives renaissance and Iām so here for it#eyeballs!! I love eyes!!!#I specifically like the one with like two pupils#AUGHHHH IN LOVE WITH THIS#I FEEL SO SPECIAL LOOKING AT SUCH A GOOD WORK#YOU ARE SO COOL#AAAAAAAAA#ueueueueuee.. this is my first gift exchange and itās so lovely? thank you so much??#mcythorrorgiftexchange#technoblade#philza#nihisretumbls#nhis obligatory mcyt tag
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I didnāt want to loose the original,, Iām so mentally ill
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#fanart#ultrakill fanart#playing 6-2 pretty soon.. ā¦hope it doesnāt end like 3-2#(five consecutive hours of playing and shaking hands)#itās my first shooter and Iām loving the (mostly) blind experience so far#iām mentally unwell#with clear disregard for personal health#nhidrawsstuff
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Update:


As a writer, Iām sure itās obvious what Iām about to do to gabriel and his gay boyfriend
#i feel like itās obvious I die to maurices often#I blame it on ultrakill being my first shooter#pull up on my ao3 @nhi_theuserof_this in 5-7 business days to see what Iāve done to gabriel and his gay boyfriend#hint: I donāt write p*rn#random#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#you know I also feel the need to mention my hands were shaking for the whole second half of playing that one session#the 5 hour long session. because I played 3-1 immediately before this and spent 20 minutes on it#gonna have to shelve the transfemme gabriel fic for another dayš
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