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Totally

this is how it'll happen btw

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*dies of cuteness*

@camblossom

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Aidjdiwisxj *dies*

Oooh... someone's jealous...

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YESSS

Continuation of this post hehe

“I need to start writing more suggestions..”

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"The funny one?"

"Yeah! Ragatha's the cheerful one"

"Gangle's the sad one"

"Kinger's the crazy one"

"Zooble's the grumpy one"

"And you are the one who hasn't figured that out yet."

"We all just became archetypes. I at least have the self awareness to choose who I am."

"...the funny one..."

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LMAO

Heh.. Is that your circus archetype.. That's cringe....

YOU'RE CRINGE!!!

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I love Jax's charachter so much ;-;

In episode six of The Amazing Digital Circus — Jax gets too real!

In all seriousness, this was completely fantastic to watch. It was such a good depiction of self destructive behaviors and Michael Kovach was PHENOMENAL.

His instant reaction to pomni hugging him was super telling. He wants to get closer to her, his behaviors show that clearly, but he fears it as well.

His regret after the outburst is also extremely telling.

This did not go as planned. He did not expect to get so close to her and have to push her so suddenly away. He didn’t want to push her away, but felt in this moment that he needed to, at all costs.

As much as he wants everyone to believe his actions were planned, they were IMPULSIVE.

As insistent as he was on telling Pomni that he didn’t care, that it was stupid to think that he might, Pomni was right when she pointed out that Jax wasn’t fighting back. He DID care.

He never hurt Pomni for his own fun at any point in this episode. His actions directly contradict what he’s trying to make Pomni believe. He hurts the others, so she might believe him. But he didn’t want to hurt her. Not anymore. The only time he hurt her on purpose was when he felt like he needed to push her away. But otherwise? He has shown that he doesn’t see her as something to torment. Jax sees Pomni as an equal, a friend.

His words are hollow.

Even his reaction to Ragathas “accusing” him of making friends with Pomni was extreme. Initially his uncaring expression threw Ragatha off, but once she was eliminated you can see that this is the moment Jax realized he was going too far — far past even his own personal boundaries — in forming a bond with Pomni.

Jax was lying the whole time he tried to make Pomni believe he didn’t care. He used all his tricks. Deflected with jokes, brushed off the intensity of the situation, made fun of Pomnis attempts to befriend him, he even tried to make her push him away first with the traitor bit.

Actually, he seems to be obsessed with the whole bit thing, don’t you think? The archetypes.

He thinks that fitting into the role of the circus will help him survive.

As if trying to maintain humanity whilst being deprived of it causes abstraction.

So he picks the perfect role to extract himself of any sort of sincerity or responsibility.

The comedian.

He uses it as a shield even if it damages his relationship with Pomni. And he tries to use Pomni’s humorously chosen role to his advantage, to get her to leave.

Pomni’s prying would humanize him. He would be too open, too vulnerable, too human. He won’t be able to play his role anymore. Or use it to protect his sanity.

If he had nothing beneath his cruel exterior, he wouldn’t have to beg Pomni to stop looking.

Jax knows that if she keeps looking, if she helps him open up, if she pursues his friendship despite his protests, he WILL break, and he WILL show her who he really is. He can’t resist getting close with someone because he — like everybody else — needs a friend.

So he had to make her stop.

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They're stunned with love XD

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He's gonna bite him

the best therapist

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He's like a proud father 😭

I think Jax’s influence is terrible on her but she looks so crazy and free that is we should allow it

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it is a start ÖuÖ

(deltarune)

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Canon

anyone remember this vine

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this scene

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"When was the last time you let yourself cry ?" (spamtenna comic part 11)

[Spamtenna masterpost link]

[Read part 10 here !]

If you don't know already, I'm cringe and edgy.

You've been warned.

Funfact: the list of things Spamton went through are almost all from actual things he canonically said :)

That's not depressing at all.

This is the end of our adventure... They are together once more.

BUT !

I still have a some comic ideas so you will see more of this AU ! Anyway I hope you enjoyed your stay !

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Finally finished it! I’d like to do the rest of the scene, but I think six pages is a good chunk. If you like this comic, please like and reblog! It helps others find my work. If you have a favorite panel, thoughts, or comments, please let me know below! I read every single comment and tag.

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Ah yes

Came to me in a dream