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ARE WE JUST COMPLETELY IGNORing this because this has been the HIGHLIGHT of my 2020 .................... ngl 

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this is who i am

I am someone. I'm the crest of so many experiences, people, stories, writings, culture, skin, sex, and bone. I am one and all with these and I'm not done. I am unable to cope with being out of control. I am overwhelmed.

I am overwhelmed, I have much to face, to come in sense with — things that are not my choosing. Of this feeling, I recognise I am unable to cope with being out of control. Out of control of my own and out of control of others feelings and thoughts.

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stress

please tell me someone reading this is a senior doing the IB diploma rn. im beyond stressed and submitting college applications too. y’all what even is this im literally 17 years old let me be :(

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incase you were having a bad day, ur welcome 

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corona

y’all im so over the coronavirus. everyone has their own reasons as to why they’re over it, and honestly its rly not vibey at all. the amount of deaths and everything, all of this could’ve been so easily avoided.

here are the things im missing out on this year, due to the virus: 

- omar apollo concert, yungblud concert, rex orange county concert, hydeout festival (ft. asap rocky n all), my trips to LA and San Fran, VidCon, a really important conference in New York, meeting my family in the states, meeting my friends in the states, probably f1 too, my India trip, my Kuala Lumpur trip AND MORE. thanks corona

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bby on film 

the picture u needed but just never knew u needed 

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credits to whoever - mid90s is the best modern day skate film movie there is. fuuuuckshiiiit

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confusion (30.09.19)

today I went for a university talk at my school and it honestly shocks me how quickly time has flown by. one minute we’re in the fourth grade having the time of our lives, spending our summers under trees, sipping ice cold lemonade with our best friends. Bad mood? No problem, just grab your swimmers and run down to the pool. Now the only time we have time to grasp some fresh air, if we have time, is late evenings. The amount of pressure coming from different parties is crazy and we often have certain ‘personas’ which make us act, or think like different people. This is known as stress, the stress we get from wanting to achieve a perfect life, the stress we get from different people asking us where we wish to apply for university. The excitement is one factor, but now we have to balance all of that with our other problems - the workload, boy problems (or girls), judgemental characters of people you thought had your back, but instead made a hole. There’s no where to run or to hide, so you get under your covers and hold on tight to your sheets but suddenly it’s 7am and you alarm rings because it’s time to go to school. It’s a reoccurring cycle - school, homework, study, sleep, repeat.

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ITS OCTOBER IM BACK

spooky season is the best time of year

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my last igcse exam is tomorrow and i couldnt be more excited. i have biiiiiiig plans for this summer and istg im gunna become a whole new person and act like i dont know NOBODy 

(except my mains xo)

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can someone explain the difference between tumblr and twitter to me? 

or am i just 5 years late??? lol 

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so last night i had a dream that i was a professional football player, which is funny enough considering that i can barely kick a football 

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this is a live picture of pizza flying in the air 

i hope u enjoy 

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just experienced deja vú lmaoooooo 

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so my best friends and i took a party bus to school (yes, at 7am), got told off and honestly do we regret it?

no lol 

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shameless self promo

yeah i think im cooler on instagram than i am anywhere else so here @nickyyarora 

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film is not dead at all and i dont rly think many people understand that. like honestly compare an iphone photo with a photo taken using a kodak 35mm disposable. 

is

this

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it

has

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to

also if u want, check out my film posts on insta @nicksm3mz