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Starter call!

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━━━━ 𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝑽𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 

ind. sel. priv. 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞 𝐝'𝐚𝐫𝐜 𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐫 a headcanon-based portrayal originating from Kinoko Nasu’s Fate series. verses for Fire Emblem ; Boku no Hero ; Kimitsu no Yaiba available. 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐮𝐬

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“Hello?” Ritsuka spoke to the newcomer servant that she had welcomed to chaldeas, but had not yet really gotten to know her yet. Alas, moments like these when Ritsuka had nothing but free time were ideal in doing just that. 

“I’m going to head outside, want to come along?”

“Ah, Master! I’d love to!”

Jizo Bostatsu was one of the newer members of Chaldea, a Pseudo-Servant Caster. While most of the Pseudo-Servants who had come to Chaldea’s aid had been centered from a particular city in Japan, Jizo did not seem to come from there.

But, her determination for the preservation of Human Order was undeniable in every capacity, as well as her abilities with cursing magic.

“Is there anything in particular you need done, Master?” the girl asked, still not used to the more... casual aspects of living within Chaldea. “Is there a mission that needs to be undertaken?”

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“Kishinuma-san... I think with this, we can save everyone. Please... help me perform this ritual, please.”

“... Pseudo-Servant Caster, Jizo, reporting for duty. Master... er, are you unwell?”

In a twist of fate, in another timeline, Ayumi did not take Naomi to perform the Land of Corpses spell in order to try to bring back the dead from Heavenly Host Elementary School.

In attempting to deliver their friends from salvation, something instead had now made its home within her. In her hand was a giant khakkhara staff, larger than Ayumi herself, and Ayumi’s once blue eyes now took a vibrant pink.

To complicate matters, on the back of Yoshiki’s right hand was an odd, tattoo-like symbol. “Uhh... Master? Earth to Master?”

“... Umm... you... you did summon me into this girl’s body, right?”

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                                                  So we roll the dice,                                               See where they may fall                                     Come on, why don’t we spin the wheel                                                  See whom it may call

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YAY! Collaboration! With @mblwka  I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!

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Starter call!

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Hiya. Do you run any other blogs? Your writing style is familiar but I'm a little leery wrt Corpse Party stuff, so seeing that it's a writer I trust behind it would make me feel better!

ive written quite a few blogs throughout the years!!! i'll @ a few of them for ya!

@mega--bitch-blog

@compassionatehanyou

@thecruelestsalvation-archive

@sacredharlot (i need to revive Shamhat one day...)

@luckyrabbithunter (read the blog desc before you poke around on this one bc this blog has triggering content!)

luckyrabbithunter and compassionatehanyou is where ive been lately!

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Jizo’s desire to save the damned that is, far more than it is noble or heroic, outright neurotic or obsessive.

For her, it’s an all-consuming desire that has driven her every desire for thousands of years. She must see the hells emptied. She must save everyone there. There is no compromise for that- it is her sole desire and passion.

Even people she knows deserves it. If there was a sinner so wretched he needed to suffer for ten million years in hell to possibly atone- Jizo will resolve herself to be next to them, suffering alongside them all those years to help ease their burdens and pain. She can easily obtain buddahood but refuses to do so until this impossible dream is fulfilled.

To her, it’s the only path that she can follow. Only the preservation and defense of Human Order is on-par with that desire, her most fundamental duty as a Heroic Spirit.

Simply, there is absolutely nothing that can convince her it is not the ultimate goal worth pursuing.

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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Hello there, fellow RPers!

Do you perhaps like Fate Pseudo-Servant OCs? How about if they’re a Pseudo-Servant with a host from another fandom? ... Ehehe, hard sell? Would it make it better if I said you actually barely need to know anything about the other video game and you can focus on her entirely as a Fate OC?

Well, regardless! If writing with a bodhisattva OC is something that sounds up your alley, if you’d be interested in interacting with a brand new Caster Pseudo-Servant Jizo Bosatsu (Kṣitigarbha) using the body of Ayumi Shinozaki from the Corpse Party franchise, please give this post a like or a reblog and I’ll check out your blog! All blog links that are necessary to understand this muse like about, rules, and profiles are up! Mun has 14+ years of RP experience and is eager to get this blog rolling!

I hope we’ll have a wonderful time with this Caster who’s hellbent on saving all those within hell at any cost! And if there’s any rare Corpse Party RPers out there, I’d love to write with you too!

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