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I had an aquarium day this past Thursday and it made my week! ٩( 'ω' )و

My friend and I got lunch before it and we each spent $10 on a god damn mimosa, then bought our tickets for the Florida Aquarium - which is far superior to the aquarium in Orlando ϵ( 'Θ' )϶

We went around 1 pm and, despite a good percentage of the aquarium being temporarily closed, spent over an hour just walking through the exhibits spewing facts at each other (*´꒳`*)

When we got to this one section we were squatting to look at these sharks and a guy around our age squatted too and pointed at one of the sharks and told us it was male, I asked him how he knew and he said “they have dual penises.” I told him and my friend that I should have known that cause I took a vertebrate anatomy class (´･ω･`) and this man, my god this man, turned to us and said to me “you’re also wearing a shark necklace.”

This man was DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!!

(・Д・) It was INSANE! But he looked to be on a date so we didn’t wanna bug him

We IMMEDIATELY regretted not continuing the conversation as his date look so uninterested in what was going on

We are begging the universe to let us see him again at the aquarium in the future and this time we won’t fuck up

Anyways… here’s a song that’s on my mind

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I finally got to have a beach day yesterday!

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

An event that took us two weeks to coordinatefinally came into fruition! The day was beautiful and it was so damn hot ⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊ but it was glorious!

She lets me yap to my hearts content about anything, and is always validating me and complimenting me and she’s such a BADDIE!!

SADLY she’ll most likely be moving out of state after June to go back home BUT she’ll live bill free once again and get to focus on her career (I’m jealous) (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

I got sunburnt too cause I always suck at reapplying and forgot to do my hairline and part, SO the biggest burn is right at the top of my face!! (⇀‸↼‶)💢

THEN today I had a meeting at the university I just graduated from about doing some research and it went AMAZING (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

I’ll be helping with some very cool bird stuff on top of the volunteering I do in a soil lab- hopefully all of this will land me in a grad program out west 𐚁𓄀✮⋆˙ when work kicks back in for me and I finally have money I might see if I can get some basic horse riding training so that I can be a ranch hand

I really wish I could enjoy all these achievements more but I was an actual moron and stopped my antidepressants at the beginning of the year and now I’m in a depressive episode and deal with a brain that is only capable of obsession to the point of pain on both interest and thoughts

I did start them up again along side my other meds and I am dealing with the Wellbutrin side effects: insomnia and agitation. BUT hopefully in about a month I’ll calm down like last time (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

I still love and adore Lewis Pullman! He is my pookie and is my ideal man but alas the image I have in my head is one of fantasy and fan fiction and will never come into fruition (III╥_╥⁠)

ANYWAYS… here’s the song on repeat in my head that is helping me stay bouncy ˋ°•*⁀➷

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My Lewis Pullman obsession has been very intense so I started watching his entire filmography.

So far I’ve watched all the short films he’s acted in except for 2 that appear to me lost to time

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AND every film he’s been in up till 2018

As well as the pilot he was in (*´∀｀*)

It’s weird to wonder what level of stardom he would be at if the show was picked up (・∀・)?

The band he’s in is also right up my alley and I’m pretty sure I’ve come across them before (I really hope one day I can go to one of their concerts)

One of my favorites of theirs .• ° * જ⁀➴

He is genuinely so attractive and my ideal type, obviously as a fan though I’ll never know what his true personality is BUT so far I’ve oh seen positive reactions from his peers ･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+ so good for him

To be fair though fan fiction men are not real

I genuinely could ramble for hours about Lewis Pullman and I’ve picked up so many facts about him my sister has told me “I’ve lost you to the void” and that I’ve finally become “delulu”

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

That’s okay though

I have lots of great things happening this week that will take up some of that obsessive energy and have started pouring some of that energy into going back to the gym every day ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

Sorry for any grammar or spelling errors ✌︎('ω')✌︎

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I just want a place to just talk about my days