Obsi. 29. he/they. I like Repugnant, Ghost, and assorted metal bands. Incredibly normal about The Character (Mary Goore), approach at your own risk. I write fics on ao3. Find me at Kestrelshade!
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Biting killing
#I swear this week has been dredging up some trauma#I thought I was healing but I’m still angry#can we please have a day where I don’t ruminate over every bad thing I have experienced ever#this was 5 years ago can’t I be done with this
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having ocs is so fucked .... i miss them so bad but im the guy who has to create new content. but im sleepy
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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack
#summer is a little better now that I have learned to hydrate with electrolytes#but I would like not to be constantly sweaty
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#they probably call me a witch#it’s this print of Mary Goore and the rest of Repugnant by the original photographer#I am not sure I can explain a Satanic band with necrophiliac overtones to this poor peasant
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The thing about your favorite songs being used in annoying tiktok trends is that you care way less about that if you dont use tiktok.
#I was pretty happy that Ghost was getting mainstream attention for MOAC#but I’m so glad that I didn’t have to hear it repeatedly#I’m an old man I don’t use tiktok 😔
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some day ill be able to post this on thursday
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yall out here still pretending anime characters are hot? tch…
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Once again I am thinking about big drummer tits. And arms, even
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Did you think I was done? WRONG. More Omega gifs
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Inshallah he will be stirred into a fine fry
A delicious meal
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Sniffing the spiked bracelets someone gave me to tell if they're real leather with a coating or just plastic all the way through like a truffle hog for faggotry
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It goes crazy when your therapist affirms something that you experienced was actually a trauma incurred and not something that is stupid to be hung up on a year later
#it’s going to take awhile to process that I did experience this thing even though I wanted that attention some of the time#I’m also like nahhh it wasn’t that bad#but if it’s enough to raise my therapist’s eyebrows then maybe something fucked up was happening there#negative/
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Not to call everything a symptom, but is it a trauma thing to be able to compartmentalise people into "can do better" and "can't do better"? And I don't mean like splitting, I mean like you've got people that you know are capable of being kind, decent and just treating people right, and then there's people who aren't. So if someone that you already know and have mentally slotted into the "can be expected to do shitty things" does something atrociously shitty, you can just shrug and go "yeah they do that", not being any more surprised than you would be if a rock you just dropped from your hand fell on the ground.
But if someone that you know and have categorised as "capable of treating people right" did something cruel and shitty to you, you'd be shocked and heartbroken, because that's not something you're mentally prepared to expect from this person.
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Has anyone else noticed that they do this?
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