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if i stop now call me a quitter.

if lies were CATS you’d be a litter.

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neeeed to do a cvtting supplies run but 1. i hate leaving the house 2. i hate going up to the cashier with gauz pads bandaids and razor blades and they Know

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me personally i make playlists that are kinda depressing but also have a faster pace and yknow just fire songs.

journaling aside from vents works for me too

I need tips to romanticize MY OWN mental illness, I want my life to be a movie, not a train wreck..

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NOOOOOOOO

is this about the cd? cause i’ve got five lol. skeleta meliora popestar impera and infestissumam. and just a lot of ghost merch

yeah, the autism is strong 😎

TW SFX BLOOD! FAKE WEAPON

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no wounds just super fake blood

me when i get my knife back and i can feel cutesy when i cut and bleed all over!

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i have to get my room clean by this weekend but i’m so fucking tired all the time. told my mom about that and she said “tired? you sleep all day what do you have to be tired about?” thanks mom.

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god how i wanna cvt to this song it would go SO hard

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legit all the reasons i’m being out in therapy are there wtf can’t tell that bitch anything.

Things therapists have to report:

(this is for everyone under 18 who speaks to a councillor/therapist. There are certain things they HAVE to report to your parents/careers, and for anyone who doesn't want them to know, you should avoid talking about these topics. Stay safe always xx)

Self harm (of ANY type)

Addictions (that could threaten your life/physical health)

Purging (making yourself sick)

Suicide plans

If you know of anyone else's SH/suicide plans

Harassment

Planning to run away

Homicidal ideation

Sexual abuse (you/others)

Physical abuse (you/others)

Domestic violence

Current or future crime concerning the safety of you/others

Neglect of you/others

Non-consensual sex (corrosion, pressure, unable to explicitly consent, drunk, high...)

Grooming (forming a connection with a young person with the intent to use them for illegal/sexual acts)

Threats to your physical health (this one is quite vague, and changes depending on the laws of different places, but I'm just gonna go with the general consensus. If you're taking life-threatening amounts of drugs, not eating for a dangerous amount of time...)

Drugs/alcohol (this really depends on your age and to what extent. Most of what I've read says this will be confidential unless is an excessive amount or you are really young. This probably mainly depends on the therapist's ethics and the laws)

This might not be 100% accurate, depending on your therapist, your history, and the laws of where you live. However, this is a mix of personal experience and anything I could find online. If there is ANYTHING I missed, please comment and I will add it.

Not everyone has parents/carers who are safe to talk to about touchy subjects. Sometimes, the safer option is to speak selective truths until you are eighteen and can gtfo of whatever situation you are in. I am not condoning lying, but the reality is that a lot of children are not safe with the people meant to protect them.

!BTW! :

If you need to know whether your therapist will report it, and you're not 100% sure, then ask a hypothetical. Say, 'Hypothetically, if my friend tells her therapist that she <whatever you need to know> would they have to report it?'

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LUCKY. my mom is working on getting me tickets (hopefully!!!!) but i might bring it up to my lowkey rich uncle who might try and get us closer tickets!!!

also side note my infestissumam cd just came today 🗣️🗣️🗣️

TW SFX BLOOD! FAKE WEAPON

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no wounds just super fake blood

me when i get my knife back and i can feel cutesy when i cut and bleed all over!

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hope that bitch dies (your abuser not you obv)

sorry if that’s a bit much i’m not good with ppl

before

during

after

Hit beans for the first time, and who would've guessed, it's because of my abuser <3 every note decreases her life by a week trust

The lighting is very odd towards my skin

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off topic i love ghost and in fact have that ghost shirt (if that’s the one i think it is)

TW SFX BLOOD! FAKE WEAPON

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no wounds just super fake blood

me when i get my knife back and i can feel cutesy when i cut and bleed all over!

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i keep myself from cvtting by stealing shit. it’s a rush yknow. only been doing this recently so i’m just nabbing things from my house. snacks. bandaids for when i finally can or i suck it up and cvt my thighs.

censoring myself cuz i’m worried about being termed now

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:P

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not me i’m an asshole

I HATE HATE HATE when ppl think all autistic ppl are high empathy ppl with only hearts of gold that can do no wrong and are just stimmy babies. AND ANYONE WHO PULLS ANY PSEUDOSCIENCE BULLSHIT LIKE “autistics can identify when a narcissist is in the room” like some magical 6th sense bullshit…DIEEEEE

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yes, brendon urie.... I will, brendon urie....

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i know i sound weird but i mean this in the best way possible, i think they’re pretty. and you’re not fat i know it won’t help much but i think you look nice.

ik i’m just a stranger on the internet but yeah, just hope you fell happy for at least a moment

tw sfx ai generated shit

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poser ahh cvts that aint even real $h bruh

im so fucking fat i need to die

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honestly yeah when my fuckin school counselor was spewing off about “moving sharp objects away from you” or “keeping harmful objects out of the house” i wanted to ask if she ratcheted i use a blade that would give me a clean cut that i knew would work and isn’t rusty or dull or use anything i can even something dangerous

anyways i’m being put in therapy

I wish self harm was acceptable so that no one would try to stop me. Like please just let me do it I promise I'm safe

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lying through my goddamn teeth.