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You’re the first tumblr I’ve ever followed Nox. Do you Feel special!?!

Y e s

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Let’s learn about the algorithm, hm?

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Me, reading my scraps of fics in my notes app: oh, that’s good, I really like that. Someone should finish that.

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Can someone please reply to this post with a gif or video of a cat rotating. I'm not picky, I just need it to regain full HP

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Okay… I’m watching the Lorax (please don’t let my containment facility know I’m seeking out entertainment that isn’t a fairy porn book series), and… The Onceler really needs a boyfriend. Like, REALLY. He’s so yaoitastic looking. But…

There’s nobody in the movie to really ship him with in a yaoi way. 

But… He has two different parts of his character arc, that kind of have different personalities, and different outfits.

I’m thinking…

What if we just… shipped him with himself?

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Recent purchase from an independent online bookseller. :) 

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Dear Mountain.

Thinking about how a year ago we were eagerly counting down days until we saw each other. Thinking about how Doritos taste different in your country than they do here. Thinking about sitting on your counter drinking squash while you cool and we bitch about our roommates or whatever we’ve seen on tiktok. Or football. Thinking about being curled up on the couch with you while you do your schoolwork and I read a book. Thinking about ratatouille in bed. About the day you let me walk to the corner shop with you. About the way you click your teeth when you’ve first drifted off to sleep.

Nobody will ever be able to make me feel safe like you did. Nobody will ever be able to embody home like you could. I’ve never been so at peace as I was in those months. Today I miss your smile. I miss your laugh when you’re telling a story about something somebody did and you keep cracking up the whole time. Today I miss the microwave dance and picking the perfect playlist.

I hope you’re doing well. I hope I learn to let you go because holding onto you is starting to hurt.

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Mountain,

Missing you extra tonight. I wish you were still my drunk text. I wish I could send you videos about how much I love you for you to wake up to. I wish we were planning our next visit to each other right now. I wish I was packing my things to come take a job in Brighton and we could be happy together.

I wish I hadn’t ruined us. I wish I had been patient enough to let you work with me like you wanted to. I wish I could have let myself be vulnerable with you instead of being so afraid.

I keep hoping you’ll come back to me. That we can talk again. That maybe I’ll get a chance to make you fall in love with me all over again. I know you deserve more than I could give you though. Doesn’t make the missing you stop.

I hope you had a good day. I hope you still think of me sometimes.

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None Pizza with Left Beef is 10 years old today.

happy birthday to a decade-old meme.

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reblog to add +10 haunting power to your ghost when you die

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Мария Волк