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And Now, Back To Your Regularly Scheduled E-Begging

Also titled: It's My Turn with the 20 Dollar Bill

I need grocery money. Again.

I don't know how many more ways I can say it. I'm fucking broke, the world is on fire, everything sucks, and I need to eat.

My headphones are broken, and I'm gonna have to shell out 60 bucks on Fleabay for a replacement.

The combination of the news cycle and the hardship of the people around me has fried my brain to the point where I'm struggling to take care of myself. Found out I'm schizoaffective while all that shit's been going on, so that's fun.

Fuck ICE, free Palestine, leave Iran alone, death to the gender industrial complex, rest in power Adriana Smith, fascists should eat a curb.

I'm fucking tired.

c: $audacenoire v: @ audacenoire k: https://ko-fi.com/audacenoire p: http://paypal.me/audacenoire

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Can't catch a damn break

We're tired. Very tired.

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Funding Urgently Needed!

We are short 90 for our goal to pay for two more nights, plus the pet fee for our cat, which is per day of the stay.

We are offering commissions, tarot readings, and editing services on top of asking for mutual aid sharing.

If you're a writer and you need some eyes to check your work, let us know. We are offering discounts on all our editing/writing services. Commissions too.

We would much rather work in exchange for money than to be given it outright. Please assist in any way that you can.

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GoFundMe as a last resort, or if you don't like the other donation methods!

As we said, we would rather give something in exchange for funding than get donations outright.

Please boost/share this post, or get your commission/service requests in immediately, we are ready to work.

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Actor Jonathan Joss was just murdered for being gay and married to a trans man. On the first day of pride 2025. He was best known for playing John Redcorn on King of the Hill.

I had no idea he was gay but he was married to a man named Tristan Kern de Gonzales (on valentines day 2025!)

They lived in San Antonio Texas where his family is from and he grew up. He was 59.

In Janurary 2025 his home was burned down which made news. It killed some of his beloved dogs. He didnt elaborate beyond he believed it was arson (gofundme is still up and i suggest donating to help his funeral costs and his husband

Update: de Gonzales says hes fine he just wants justice but i still think its nice)

Now we know he and his husband had been threatened by several neighbors for being queer. They told pigs, pigs being pigs did nothing before or after it happened.

Yesterday Joss and his husband went to check their mailbox wherein they found one of their dogs skulls (statement from his husband

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As they weeped and mourned in shock, a neighbor, Sigfredo Alvarez Ceja, came out and aimed at de Gonzales…but Joss jumped in front of the bullet and was instantly killed.

Ceja, homophobia murdering coward, tried to take off but de Gonzales had called pigs who vaguely tried to do something. He was arrested and his bail set for $200k. Or as my sister said who the fuck sets bail for a murderer?

San Antonio.

De Gonzales is clearly mourning, posting pics on Hoss’ fb page. This one really struck me

This is why we need pride people, and not rainbow capitalism. Please donate to the gofundme and let san antonio cops knows what you think. De Gonzales said multiple neighbors had threatened them…id like to see those people investigated for arson.

Go into pride with rage and knowing. Have joy, kiss puppies, dont bow to homophobes. And maybe enjoy a little king of the hill.

UPDATE

Jonathan Joss’ husband Tristan kern de Gonzales identifies as trans on his facebook page.

Which explains the ramp up of hate and why the murderer shot at de Gonzales (Joss pushed him out of the way). So this is also a transphobia related murder

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We made the goal, thank you!

Emergency funding needed!

It is 5:30 AM as of posting this.

$0/$70 so far.

Need funds before 11am or there will be late fees/us possibly getting kicked out.

We offer commissions (writing and art) and have journal pages in our Ko-fi shop as well as an adopt up for grabs.

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Emergency funding needed!

It is 5:30 AM as of posting this.

$0/$70 so far.

Need funds before 11am or there will be late fees/us possibly getting kicked out.

We offer commissions (writing and art) and have journal pages in our Ko-fi shop as well as an adopt up for grabs.

Other ways to donate:

cash app: $noxsender

venmo: noxthesynners

paypal: noxjackson1987@gmail.com

Please reblog this if you can't donate!

Visibility is important!

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acceptable ways to correct yourself if you misgender a trans person

“I went to the store with her–him”

“He and I–sorry she and I went to the movies”

“He’s–I mean they’re a big fan of Marvel Comics”

not acceptable ways to correct yourself if you misgender a trans person

“She really likes–oh my god I mean he, I’m so sorry, I just don’t have it down yet, you need to give me time, I mean, I’m getting it, I promise, it’s just so hard sometimes, and I don’t even know where that came from, and I’m so sorry, I really didn’t mean to, you just have to go easy on me, I’ve never done this before, it’s just, I’m getting it, it won’t happen again, it’s just hard, you get it, right?”

this has been a psa

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hey, you! yeah, you. the person reading this with a cluster B personality disorder.

you are not inherently evil.

you are not inherently a monster to be destroyed.

you deserve safety and happiness.

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hey, you! yeah, you. the person reading this with a cluster B personality disorder.

you are not inherently evil.

you are not inherently a monster to be destroyed.

you deserve safety and happiness.

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Marsha P Johnson with Snoopy

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is it too late at night for you to be making life changing (or ending) decisions? have you eaten, drank, and slept enough lately? if not go do that and then do one thing that you enjoy. it doesn't have to be anything much, maybe it's just a warm shower or sitting outside for a bit.

if you still feel bad after that, talk to someone. maybe it's someone you trust or a hotline or whatever. or if you really don't want to talk to a person, talk to a plush animal or a rubber duck or any inanimate object, or write something down on a piece of paper. it doesn't replace human connection but it's still something.

just make sure your basic needs are taken care of before you do anything else

Anon thank you for sending this.

After you did, the problem that we had solved itself.

We feel much better today.

Talked to quite a few people who helped us feel better.

Again, thank you.

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hello beloveds ☺️