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growing up in virginia beach: part ii from bonnie’s scrapbooks

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“after all these years, you still haven’t changed a bit.” colin adams x annie simmons

They finally did it. Kara and Annie finally hosted a goddamn party and so far, it’s the best one of the summer. Or at least, that’s according to these two girls who although are the hostesses of the party, are already drunk on the high of success and two shots of tequila.

Thank goodness John, Sally’s older brother, said he’d be their designated non-drunk host for the night. Leaving his sister and her friends to go a little wild at the best party of the summer. Duh.

So, you can imagine Annie’s excitement when Owen makes an appearance at her party. Sure, yes, he’s come with Birdie who is obviously the one who dragged him to come along, but still. He’s here. And well, after all, he is the one who got away. Perhaps, tonight - in her shiny glory of an amazing party - Owen will finally realize what he’s been missing.

She’s tipsy enough not to care about any awkwardness to follow. All Annie can think about are Owen’s rough hands running through her hair, down her back, and up her thighs. She picks him up a beer and hides it behind her back as she heads in his direction.

“Hey guys,” Annie says overly friend, reaching over to give Birdie a hug - of course not noticing Owen’s change in expression.

“Oh, Birdie, I love the dress!” She adds, looking her friend over as Birdie gives a shy smile and repeats compliments herself. “Listen, you have to have Sally and Kara give you one of our jello shots - seriously,” she adds, giving her a push towards the other two girls.

Of course, never noticing Birdie’s little shrug to Owen as she mouths a promise to be back.

“Owen,” Annie says, as her gaze shifts to him a bright smile on her lips, “Looks like it’s just the two of us,” she hands him the beer she brought him, “For you.”

“Oh jolly,” he mumbles but takes the beer. At least lately Owen doesn’t hate her anymore because she’s not been as crazy; she’s been able to hide the crazy - aka work really hard on making amends with people.

“Oh!” Annie let’s out suddenly, “I have to show you something!” 

Without any warning, she grabs his hand and pulls him along her. Annie is too focused to notice Owen isn’t a willing participant, but her sudden movement leaves him a bit too dazed to respond quick enough.

Squeezing through the different people, Annie pulls him all the way into her bedroom and toward her closet to show him – well, they stumble into it and crash into some of her clothes. Annie lets out a loud giggle and Owen, unwillingly, lets out a laugh too.

“Oops.” 

“You are insane,” he mumbles, while Annie pulls him closer.

“Yeah,” she says cheekily, “Insane about you …”

It’s a weird turn of events because Owen actually seems to be having a nice time and willingly closing the space between them.

“What did you want to show me?��� He asks, his voice quiet as if they are in a secret hiding place.

Eyes on his, Annie says softly, “I forget now.”

It feels like the air in the room leaves just as Owen’s lips touch hers. He smells like sawdust, gravel, and dirt. God, it’s everything she thought it would be and then –

“After all these years, you still haven’t changed a bit,” she hears from a familiar voice and instantly pushes Owen away.

There in middle of her room stands Colin Adams. Her best friend Colin Adams. You know, Colin Adams who two days ago, Annie had told she was done chasing after past mistakes. Weirdly, he’d asked her about Owen and she’d told him she was over him. It’d seem to make Colin happy at the time - for a reason, Annie hadn’t been clear about.

The look on her best friend’s face seemed to send a chill down her spine. She’d hurt him. The look he had was one of hurt. And then it got worse because he moved, he turned his gaze from her and left. Annie instantly pushed Owen out of her way, every once of alcohol draining from her system.

Without another word, she rushed after Colin - hearing some vague words from Owen as she left him behind. Nothing made sense other than finding Colin and she had to find him now. 

Eventually, she caught him just outside her apartment building. Must not have been going fast, she thought briefly.

“Colin!” She yells at him. “Stop!” He did and turned in her direction. “What happened, what do you mean?”

He’s silent for a while before he shrugs, hands in his pockets, “It’s what you do.” 

“What do I do?” She demands.

“Always looking to get loved by the guys who don’t actually love you.” His voice is quiet but steady. Their gaze never leaves each other but Annie is left without words.

Colin breaks the silence, “Look, I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?”

Before he leaves though, Colin approaches her and places a soft kiss on her forehead. His lips feel warm. Annie doesn’t want him to go but as swiftly as he’d appeared in her bedroom, his figure is out of her sight. 

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And then, the bright summer sun stings against Annie’s eyes, she wakes up abruptly and she’s not sure if it were all a dream or real.

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sugar buddy: your totally platonic rich friend who gives u expensive gifts 

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“i said i love you.” colin + annie

He laughed.

It was a joke, right? There wasn’t any possible way that this was really happening: Annie Simmons, the love of his life, girl of his dreams, had certainly not just told him that she loved him. Not seriously, anyway. Definitely not in that way. So he waited, awkwardly, for the punch line. For her to laugh. But she didn’t. She just stood there, looking back at him, waiting for him to say something.

“Wait, you’re serious?”

“Yes, you idiot. Haven’t you been listening to me?”

“You love me?”

“Yes.”

“… why?”

“What do you mean, why? You’re kind and you’re genuine. You’ve always been there for me. And yeah, sure, you are ridiculous and awkward, and the biggest nerd I’ve ever met, but I love that about you, too. Colin, you’re my best friend and I love you.”

He took a nervous step towards her, “Okay, so just so we are clear: you love me. You, Annie Simmons, love me, Colin Adams, whose idea of a wild night is eating too much candy and checking out the maximum books allowed at the library? You love me and not just like a brother … like you love me, love me?”

“Yes.”

He reached out for her, took her hand and —

“Hey, are we out of toilet paper?”

Colin opened his eyes, sitting up abruptly. His eyes adjusted to the sharp light, and he realized that the hazy figure in front of him was Bobby. He exhaled back into his pillow, seeing now that it had all been a dream (what else?).

“Under the sink,” He said, turning over back over, sleepily hoping to return to his dreams of Annie.

Instead, he dreamt that Stu and Zach had arrested him for that eraser he’d stolen back in grade school and he woke up screaming.

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"Whoa, no, that’s -- that’s not what’s happening here at all. I don’t know why I said that. I mean, I do know why I said that -- I didn’t want you to think that I stole this. Because I didn’t. Not because I did. I just wanted it to be clear that I wasn’t doing anything wrong.” Just shut up, Colin. You are making this worse. The more he said, the more guilty he sounded. 

“I mean, think about it, what kind of idiot would steal ice cream? It’s like three dollars. Would I really risk it for three dollars? I mean go big or go home,” He tried to laugh, tried to make it a joke, but he couldn’t and he just made this strange noise instead. And then his face turned white as he realized that it might have sounded like he was planning on stealing something much more valuable than just ice cream, “But I’m not the go big guy. I’m the smart guy. The one who ... goes home.” 

He was really starting to panic now, as soon as Officer Runkin said that they had to return to the place where he had bought his ice cream. Was it really going to come down to this? He’d bought it at Ben and Jerry’s and Josh Lucas had served it up to him, but he was about 90% positive that Josh had come to work high and would he even remember he’d sold any ice cream to him? Did he even know what planet he was on right now? Would this turn into some drug bust? Would Officer Runkin think that he’d gotten drugs, as well as ice cream, and that was why he was acting strange? 

“Yeah, okay, sure. I think I might even have a receipt,” He said, fishing into his back pocket, only to find it empty. “Er, okay, maybe not. But I got it over there at Ben and Jerry’s,” He explained. 

His face turned white when he was asked his name. “It’s Colin. Colin Adams. Oh my god, are you serious? It’s been like twenty years! There’s gotta be a statute of limitations! Right? Should I get be getting a lawyer?” He was so nervous that he didn’t realize how tightly he was holding onto his ice cream cone and that’s when it broke and melted ice cream started to run down his hand and onto the sidewalk. 

Bad Boyz (Or Not) || Colin & Stu

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I think he does??? I mean, I don’t think that he shows up at much as ward b/c he actually has a job/a sense of personal space haha but i do think that he stops by sometimes! definitely enough to have met stephen tbh!!!! and I can see him being pretty friendly towards him/liking him a lot/offering to give him a tour of va beach! (ofc this is an adams tour of va beach so stephen will know where all the best museums/bookstores/historical sites are and that’s about it but y’know ;DDD) 

colin: .... nick can i have his job??? ;DDD

jk jk but yeah he’d be like “why do you even have this guy” haha actually i love that that’s basically everyone about all of nick’s employees except for sally hahahahah but anyway THE POINT IS i def think he’d know stephen from nick and he’d potentially run into him over at the apartment building since i’m pretty sure that that’s where jane/carrie live too??? or am i remembering that wrong?????? 

[ooc] Colin & Stephen

sooo i realized that i don’t think we’ve ever really talked about this buuuut, how often do you think colin comes to nick’s house? i think we’d pretty much said that nick just kind of shows up at skyfall whenever he wants to see colin??? but colin does come over to nick’s a house a lot, right? in which case, he’s probably met stephen!!

also headcanon that colin was there on one of “stephen’s progress report days” and stephen just gives nick all these figures telling him he’s still rich and nick is like “great. thanks. can’t wait for next month.” and colin is just like “??????? you pay him to do that once a month?” and nick is like “he’s on retainer. sometimes i ask him how rich i am *twice* in a month.” *facepalm* i don’t know what to do with any of these people. i really don’t.

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!!!!!!!!! omg can we just appreciate how much of a disaster that would be??? i feel like noah will try to be “badass” and show off his skillz but just end up breaking stuff shdm.  oh!!!! also so noah is really into jane, yeah??? how obvious do you think it is/do you think colin knows about that?? 

OOC | Noah & Colin

I can def see Noah being a frequent customer at the golf place and honestly I’m sorry in advance

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PLEASE LET THIS HAPPEN. HERE IS A VIDEO OF COLIN TRYING TO JOG. THE ENTIRE INNER MONOLOGUE IS WORD FOR WORD WHAT WOULD BE GOING THROUGH HIS HEAD. 

but yes!!!! they totally could meet at one of nick’s parties??? I feel like colin doesn’t go to too many but when he does he 1) gets drunk 2) ends up in the pool ;DDD but he’s also more social when he’s drunk and I can def see him chatting it up with her and being like “YES A JOG! THAT SOUNDS AWESOME. I should exercise more.” and like agrees to it and then it’s a total disaster and he probably does end up actually throwing up smdh

OOC | Pippa & Colin

I’m just picturing Pippa forcing Colin to run smdh but idk how they’d meet?  maybe at one of nick’s parties?

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The Great Colin Adams Book Recommendation Failure (Part X) | Colin x Sasha

Skyfall was peaceful. 

Bobby was hibernating in his room (per usual) and Colin and Chase were out in the living room. Chase was working on his laptop trying to coordinate some up-coming gigs and Colin was lounging on the sofa with a book. The only noise was the distant crash of the ocean waves that came in through the open window.  

And then the door rang. 

“It bet it’s for me,” Colin said, getting up from his chair. 

It was late on a tuesday night and usually that meant that it was either a) Nick (who kept strange hours) or b) Sasha ... who hadn’t been able to sleep after the last nine books she’d read based on Colin’s recommendations. He’d given her a stack of at least twenty books to read, which she had eagerly taken, and to her credit, she was still trying to get through. 

And there, standing on their front step, was Sasha, looking terrified. He moved aside to let her come in, “Okay, which book did it this time?” He asked. He already was moving towards the kitchen to make them both some tea.

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“Food will never stand a chance in this house,” He agreed, taking a sip of coffee. Colin and Chase had very different interests from Bobby, but when it came to food, none of them were picky. It was one thing, at least, that they could agree on (of course, there would always be fights over who got the last slice of pizza). 

“Oh, yeah ... that .... don’t worry, they aren’t here. At least, I don’t think they are ... ” 

Colin rubbed the back of his neck, nervously. The truth was, he had seen it. All of it. He’d seen Alan see it, too, but he didn’t know what to do. Chase and Alan were too of the most important people in the world to him, and he hated that the was the one who was stuck in between in this love triangle. 

He wanted them both to be happy ... and right now, they both wanted to be with Kim. Colin knew that Alan had been in love with Kim since forever, and on that field, he got “dibs” but then Kim was a living breathing person and she got a say in all this, too. 

And maybe she’d rather be with Chase, than Alan? He didn’t know what the right thing to do here was. He hadn’t talked with Chase yet about it, at all. He wondered how much Chase liked Kim. He doubted it was as much as Alan, but did that mean that he should step back to give Alan a shot (a shot that he was unlikely to ever take ... as someone in the same situation as being in love with your best friend, Colin had a pretty strong feeling that neither he or Alan would say anything to Annie or Kim, even after they both promised each other that this would be the summer they finally did.) 

“I don’t really wanna get in the middle of it,” He said, as he concentrated intently on eating another scone so he could avoid her gaze. 

“I mean, I know what Alan’s feeling. Annie didn’t exactly ‘suck face’ with anyone at the party last night, but I’ve seen it happen on more occasions than I’d like to remember .... and it sucks. Not to be dramatic, but it feels like the end of the world. But I wasn’t gonna try to break it up. I don’t even know how to do that without telling them why.” He sighed, “I mean, I guess I could have started some kind of distraction ... then at least it wouldn’t have been in his face ... could have left the door open and hoped that possum wandered in again ... if anything would stop people from making out, it’s possums crashing the party.” 

A Scone For Your Thoughts: Colin + Bonnie

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the skyfall boys + aesthetics

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OMMGGGGGG sally planting false clues as to who the person who has been sending him postcards is!!! then  when he does figure it out they can have an overly dramatic reveal and colin is like “IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG/I TRUSTED YOU/WAS OUR FRIENDSHIP EVER REAL?” i mean obviously he’d be joking but anyway that will be a thing that happens

LUKE SOLO!!!!!! OMG but no cue that gif of ben wyatt like “i don’t even have time to tell you how wrong you are/wait no, it’s gonna bug me if I don’t” and then colin pulls out his handy pre-made family tree of the skywalkers/solos and tries to give lex this very important life lesson but lex probs walks out i nthe middle of it haha (also colin would freak out if he knew that lex hadn’t even seen star wars and he probably goes up to nick like “how are you friend with this guy????” and like tries to schedule a sw marathon and basically cares wayyyy too much that lex doesn’t know anything about sw 

ANYWAY back to sally/colin haha 

THE VIDEOS OF COLIN TRYING TO LIE ABOUT NICK!!!!!!!!!!!! omg hahaahh I feel like gets so embarased about them and is like “well i was so drunk i usually don’t sweat thAT much” but mostly just like “please don’t show them to annie” hahaha

okay but while he’s a bad liar he’s good w/ coming up with stories so he def is an a++++ help when it comes to the brainstorming part of this but not so much with the actual execution haha 

ooc | Colin & Sally

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Colin had a good excuse for being late. Well, kinda. 

A good excuse in his mind and a good one in Jane’s didn’t always match up. Reading night was special, sacred even, where the Adams were concerned and you just didn’t show up late. Especially on Austen night. Which was one of Jane’s favorites. (Colin secretly enjoyed Austen night, too, he just didn’t like to say that out loud). 

Anyway, the truth was, Colin had been distracted. And he’d been distracted by coffee (or rather his new star wars themed coffee maker that would actually play the theme song when it had finished brewing), but he actually hadn’t bothered to bring any. 

“I’m really, really sorry that I’m late. And yeah, I don’t have any coffee. I can offer you a very old, but alas empty, mug that’s in my car and about -- “ He reached into his pocket and pulled out everything he had in there, “-- 26 cents, a button, and an old movie ticket. Does that gain me entry?” He asked. 

The Jane Austen Silent Reading Club || Colin & Jane

“You’re late.”

Jane leaned in the door frame, having wrenched the door open as soon as Colin climbed out of his car, now blocking Colin’s entrance as she raised an eyebrow. Behind her, Carrie was curled up on the couch, her head resting on her hand, silently backing her best friend.

“Silent reading time started half an hour ago. I had to stop in the middle of Emma. You know how much I hate stopping in the middle of Emma. Only for you. I would only do this for you.

“We even had snacks. Snacks, Colin! You missed the snacks. They were little crumpets and bought teacups for our Austen night.”

Her arms folded across her chest as she searched his empty hands for signs of peace offerings. “I’m sure you know, the only way you can make this up to me is with coffee. So where is it?

“I will accept it black and large and possibly in a new mug. Nothing more and nothing less. So cough it up, Colin Adams. Or I will consider you a forfeit on book night.”

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“As someone who has been repeatedly stabbed by them,” He said, moving another pair of shoes out of the way, “I have to disagree.” 

His smile faded when she started talking about quitting acting. "Hey, no. Don’t you talk like that.” He said, making a move to sit closer to her without realizing it. “Don’t you give up on your dreams, Annie. Never give up on  your dreams. If you wanna be an actress: that that’s what you are going to do. Don’t expect it to be easy and don’t expect it to happen right away. You are going to have to work at it. But you’ve got passion and you’ve got talent and one of these days, you are going to get that part. But you never will if you don’t try. And you’ll hate yourself if you stop trying. I know you. You’ll regret the shots you don’t take.” 

If only taking his own advice was as easy as it sounded. He almost told her, right then, how he felt. If there was ever a time to be bold, it was then. But he didn’t. He couldn’t. There was always that voice of doubt in the back of his head. 

And there was always that fear of what would happen to them if she didn’t return his feelings. He didn’t want this to end. He never wanted to stop being the person who was there for her after a hard day. He didn’t want to make things uncomfortable. So he didn’t say anything. 

“You can sit here and feel sorry for yourself tonight. That’s okay. But tomorrow, you are going to get up and check out when the next time you can audition for something is, and you are going to try again.” 

bad news ~ colin x annie

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Take Care of Her | Colin & Will

He’d gotten the closest he had ever gotten to telling Annie how he had felt tonight. 

That is to say, he thought about it hard for a good twenty minutes before deciding that he shouldn’t. And it turned out being a good thing, because as soon as he’d come out of the heated debate session with himself, there she’d been: standing in a corner with Will Selznick. 

He’d just made her laugh and her hand was resting on his arm. 

They were so natural together. Why did Colin think that he could go up against Will and win? He needed to just resign himself to the fact that Annie was never going to go for him. She might not even go for Will. But how could she pick someone like Colin, when she could have any guy in this room? 

He looked over their way again. They were standing closer. 

Their babies would be so beautiful. 

The night was winding down now and most everyone was going home. Colin had had more than enough (only a beer and a sex on the beach, but that was more than enough to make him just a little tipsy). Luckily, he had had the foresight to walk to Alan’s, instead of drive, so he was going to walk home. 

He said goodbye to Alan and then he left. And he left at the same time as Will. 

If he hadn’t been drunk, he might have taken this moment to notice that he and Annie weren’t going home together, but all he could think about was that moment between them he’d seen as he had come out of the bathroom. He stood up straight and looked up at him, putting a hand on his shoulder. “You’re a good guy, Will. A really good guy. Anyone would be lucky to have you, you know that? But if you make one wrong move, I will come for you. And I’m not stupid. I know how that would end: with me dead. But still, I will. Come. For. You.” He said, poking him in the shoulder after each word for emphasis.