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why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

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Every time I manage to pull myself out of a spiral after weeks of trying it always coincides with me opening and searching through my ao3 bookmarks. Sometimes I don’t even pick and read any it just bolsters me to know they’re still there

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you literally just have to go outside.

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x / martha gellhorn

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They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

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Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

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it’s crazy how much you can read if you read

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Exploding in the kiln on purpose for attention

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ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

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it actually completely unironically pisses me off that there was times when i wasn't alive and there will be times when i'm not alive. i should have been there for everything

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this is your daily reminder to dump a glass of water out onto the ground and then eat the glass. take care of yourself please 🩵

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