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I’ve been expecting you

Hi guys! I thought about trying to write some fanfiction and this is what I came up with. I hope you’ll enjoy it!

Summary: Amelia Shepherd starts the first day of her internship at John Hopkins hospital. She is determined to start over, work hard and prove that she is great at what she does, although resident Dr. Owen Hunt makes it really hard for her to do that.

Chapter 1

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Come Home

It had been going on 3 months since Amelia Shepherd left home, hopping from Stephanie’s house to Mer’s. She was lost. She got scared, and she ran. 

It’s what she does

But there was no way she could’ve seen this coming. There was no way that she could’ve known that the first pregnancy test she took with Owen was a false negative. But the next day when she took another one, hoping to confirm her relief, she was confirmed of the exact opposite. She was pregnant. Confirmed by probably 10 tests that she took from the supply closet in the hospital. 

There was no way she could tell Owen. She made a bug fuss about how her and Owen were the only family she needed, and how she didn’t want another baby. But she wasn’t going to abort her baby. Not ever. She just didn’t know how on Earth she could tell Owen.

She also had this habit of touching her stomach, like too often. Stephanie had picked up on it a few times, glancing down at the neurosurgeons hand as she quickly pulled it away, avoiding the subject. She knew Stephanie would never tell Owen, but she had to be more careful.

Owen, on the other hand, was confused. One minute he was marrying his beautiful wife, and the next minute she leaves him with a ‘Dear John’ letter and takes off. All he wanted was a family with Amelia. That’s all he wanted

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Amelia had thrown up every morning this week, a common side-effect of Trimester 1 pregnancy. She scheduled an ultrasound with Arizona at 3:00, cluing her in about her pregnancy. However, she may have left out the detail about her husband not knowing. So when Owen approached her in the hallway, she already knew what he was going to say. The look in his eyes and the way he furrowed his brow spoke for him. 

“Amelia”

“Yes?”

“Why did Arizona just tell me she’ll see me at our ultrasound?”

Amelia teared up, just looking at Owen. Before she could even get a word out, Owen spoke again.

“Amelia, are you.. pregnant?”

She looked down at her shoes, wiping her tears before she looked up, giving him a small nod and then breaking down in sobs. Owen immediately embraced Amelia, stroking her hair and wiping away her tears before her sobs quieted and he stood back, looking into the dark blue of Amelia’s eyes.

“I’m so scared, Owen” Amelia whimpered while trying to keep herself together.

“Hey, it’s okay. This baby will be perfect, just like you are.”

Amelia cracked a smile for the first time in a while. She saw the excitement in Owen’s eyes, and couldn’t help but have a little hope. She couldn’t help but think of the nursery they’d build and the tiny clothes they’d buy. For once in her life, Amelia had hope that everything would be okay. She looked at her watch, 2:45.

“We’re gonna miss the ultrasound” Amelia said.

For once, she knew that as long as she had Owen by her side, she could get through this pregnancy and give birth to a healthy baby. She had hope for the future.

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stay soft. it looks beautiful on you.

Nayyirah Waheed (via thequotejournals)

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gifset request from anonymous: Owen and Amelia pushing each other into rooms so they can talk. Parallel 11x20 // 13x17.

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“At the end of my B.A., I was studying for finals and it was really stressful, and the way I would unwind and shake it off was I would binge watch the first season of this brand new show; Grey’s Anatomy. So when I was done with my bachelors, I was like, ‘I think I wanna go to med. school.’ So I signed up for this pre-lecture series at the medical faculty, and I got to the end of the six week course of study and had this like watershed moment where I was like…”

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Hi! So I have an idea for you. I really liked to see the Amelia with a big heart this week, when she hugged Stephanie etc. I bet Owen really finds Amelia amazing, so why not write something about Owen observing the gentle and loving Amelia. Being proud of her, finding her amazing and wanting everyone to know that she's his. Thanks!

You Belong To Me

’ I’m sorry I didn’t believe you- I should have’ Amelia whispered into Stephanie’s ear as she hugged the resident tight. Amelia continued hugging Stephanie tight as the resident continued to sob in her embrace.  

Stephanie is one of her best and most capable residents- and she is starting to really warm up to the resident. Stephanie is like her child- she is going to mentor and guide her and shape her to be the best neurosurgeon in the future. So if Stephanie is hurt, Amelia is hurt too.

From the nearest nurses counter- Owen Hunt watched the mentor- mentee exchange with interest. He thought he knew everything he needed to know about Amelia Sheperd. He knew that she was tough, strong, passionate about her work, and hard headed at times. He knew she had experienced more loss than others in her life. He knew she would even risk her life to save that of a patient. He knew all her deepest secrets , including her past addictions and her unicorn baby. This… This was new although it shouldn’t surprise him. She is sweet, loving and compassionate too.

Owen didn’t realize he was staring intently at Amelia until he felt a tap on his shoulder. Startled , he turned around to face the nurse beside him.

’ It’s Shepherd isn’t it? It can’t be Edwards’

’ Huh?’ Owen asked confused.

’ The way you’re looking at her- you look like you are in a dream- in heaven or something’

Owen blushed. He didn’t know that he was making it so obvious.  

’ So… You have feelings for her?’ The nurse prodded further.

’ I love her’ Owen answered simply, not taking his eyes off Amelia. He was surprised himself by how easily the words rolled off his tongue as he said it. It came naturally to him. He now realized that Amelia was the one for him.  Now that he could add caring into the list of qualities he liked about her- he wanted to claim her for himself. She is perfect, she is his and his only. No one else can lay a hand on her.

He’ll make sure to let her know that.________________________________________________________________

A few nights later , Owen was walking towards his car in the hospital carpark when he heard a loud shrill scream. He could recognize the scream- he had heard it before , screaming at him that the water in the trailer was too cold or the pancakes were burnt. But this was a different type of scream.

He ran towards the direction of the scream until he stopped abruptly, shocked at he scene before him. There was his Amelia pinned against her car by an unknown burly man. The stranger towered over her and his hands were all over her.

’ Stop it’ she yelled again as he covered her mouth. He seemed to be trying to get her into the backseat of her car but to no avail, as she was putting up a very tough fight.

’ HEY YOU STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!’ Owen yelled at the man, charging towards them. Any other man who dared to lay his hands on Amelia would be strangled to death. ’ GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER!’

The man turned around to face Owen, letting go of Amelia. Owen’s face was now red with anger and his fists were clenched. He would punch the guy’s stinking face and guts out, no regrets. The man turned to leave as Owen stomped towards him. He didn’t want any part of his body broken.  But it was too late for him as Owen grabbed him by the arm and delivered a hard punch to his face. As the stranger tried to get up again, Owen threw another hard punch , this time on his jaw and yet another on his stomach. Blood was now pouring out of the stranger’s mouth.

’ Owen stop it! He’s bleeding!!’ Amelia cried out.

’ If you lay your filthy hands on her one more time, I’ll make sure you don’t live to see another day’. Owen growled. Clutching his now broken jaw- the man scurried away. He probably needed an ENT and Ortho consult but right now he was scared for his life.

’ Amelia you ok?’ Owen turned to look at her , cupping her face in his hands and stroking her hair. He will never let another man lay a hand on her again, he was damn sure of that.

Amelia just nodded her head, obviously still in shock about the whole incident.

’ Owen, you could’ve killed him! ’ she finally found her voice back.

’ I would kill anyone who dares to lay their hands on you’ Owen replied.

’ Owen’ Amelia opened her mouth to say something, but no words came out.

She had never seen this side of Owen before and it scared her.

’ Amelia’ Owen’s hands were still cupping her face. ’ I just can’t bear the thought of another guy laying their hands on you. You’ re mine ’ he said firmly hugging her tight.

At the corner of his eye- he saw a huge crowd beginning to gather at the carpark, witnessing the commotion with interest. But he didn’t care. Amelia Shepherd belonged to him and he wanted to announce it to the whole world.

Amelia buried her face in his chest, feeling the comfort of his heartbeat against her face. It was nice knowing that she belonged to someone, that she has someone to protect her from harm. She is never ever letting him go.

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EXTENDED PROMO | Grey’s Anatomy 13x20 - “In the Air Tonight”

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“…I walk the streets uncertain of what I was searching for

She stands alone in silence I see that she’s been hurt before

And every step’s a chance to lose the past

And breathe again, but we pretend we’re soldiers…”

-  Sebastian Kole, Carry On

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we’re dancing it out

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An important parallel of Owen’s friends living exactly what Amelia is afraid of.

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Happy TGIT!

Will we be getting any Omelia tonight? Fingers crossed!

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Nathan cheated on my sister. And when she found out, she called. She told me.

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I made a thing…

Seven Years - Amelia Shepherd

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So, um, kids? Five. Whoa. Five? Sure. Unless the first few terrorize us. Then we can have four.

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“You didn’t kill him. He took the drugs himself, you didn’t make him take them. He took them himself. You’ve gotta get that.

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“Everything comes apart at some point. We all will. It’s the law. It’s what we’re designed to do. We have to face it and accept it, and try to hold it together, for as long as we can.”