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oppersdorff ¡ 2 days ago
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The actor in the second film does not look like a schoolboy. Both Cedric and young Sirius are tall and dark-haired. Who is more handsome Tom, Cedric, or Sirius? Harry thinks they are all handsome.
A bit. He looked more like a college boy, but still matched Tom Riddle’s visual allure.
Cedric was “exceptionally handsome,” and even more so, Sirius. But Tom distinctly reminded him of a kind of beauty that was more haunting, magnetic, otherworldly. Harry couldn’t stop mentioning how handsome his mortal enemy was, or how he stood out among the other boys.
Tom is definitely the prettiest.
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oppersdorff ¡ 2 days ago
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In the early years, the Slytherins thought that Tom was Muggle-born. This is 100 percent. Tom didn’t know who his family was. Tom Riddle has a very Muggle surname and he lives in an orphanage with Muggles, how did he get his rich classmates to respect him?
What he learned growing up in a hostile environment like the orphanage, he applies at Hogwarts, using his gift (magic) to his advantage. Just like how he starts to adapt at Hogwarts and subtly manipulates and downplays himself around people he tries to lean on to get something from them. I think the only ones, other than Dumbledore, who really knew what he was capable of, beyond the general label of being a charming, quiet nerd tucked away in the library (which he definitely was), were the ones who, ironically, stuck closest to him. I wouldn’t be surprised if some in his tight group gave him a hard time at first, only to find out through experience that he wasn’t an easy target after one of them faced consequences they couldn’t prove Tom caused, thanks to his spotless good-behavior image.
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oppersdorff ¡ 4 days ago
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That's it.
We really don't need more self-inserting fans projecting themselves onto characters.
And if those especially loud Tomarry haters aren't people who actually read the books and understand that Voldemort was quite literally not grasping love (which is the entire point), then what are they even doing?
The obsessed ones are like:
– Deniers who feel uncomfortable admitting that Voldemort had an unhealthy, obsessive fixation on Harry.
– The same people who clearly don't understand (if it's even possible not to understand) the parallels and the striking resemblance between the two characters, which was literally stated. That tension amid divergence and forced connection (Horcrux) is the core of their dynamic.
– They don't understand either character as individuals. And to be fair, I'll acknowledge that the author has her flaws, since she tends to normalize trauma, and either vilifies or sanctifies concepts to an extreme.
But outside of the obsessive hatred, what I really find deplorable is when characters like Harry are turned into empty vessels for people who just want to stand in the center of the narrative and feel as complex and compelling as he is.
I mean, there's nothing inherently wrong with seeking protagonism or indulging in a bit of self-insertion. Let's be honest, we all do it to some degree when we write our own stories and characters. It's part of the creative process.
However, in that specific case, turning Harry into just another Mary Sue version of someone's idealized self? That's where it loses me. Why not just create a brand-new character instead of projecting a maximized version of yourself onto the actual protagonist of the books?
Harry was never a blank slate. He was never a character built on a clean-cut dichotomy of good vs evil. He was deeply flawed, and human. Just like Tom. Just like real people.
So no, you can't just hijack him like he's some open-source avatar (and claim we are the ones doing him wrong). He means something. He carries weight. And that weight deserves to be understood, not completely overwritten.
Guys, don't waste your time arguing with people talking crap about Tomarry. The fewer idiots on our side, the better. Simple as that.
There's already enough self-insert content in every ship out there, and we definitely don't need more of it in ours. A few authors are carrying this fandom on their backs, and that's fine. Twitter's shipping culture is awful, full of blatant self-inserting that doesn't even try to hide anymore.
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oppersdorff ¡ 8 days ago
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I wish I could have friends without needing to feel some weird, crippling anxiety or to create an alter ego out of who I am. It sucks so much because I can only communicate if I have a goal or a very specific reason. I can't be natural anymore, but also, it's funny since I feel like I'd never been that natural before. My mind, my obsessions, random ideas and distractions, like two or three friends, I can feel them all as genuine sources. But I wish I could live, really feel I am living without having to think about everything, and it hurts even more to be understood. My lack of connection is killing me, but maybe my ego is making it worse.
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oppersdorff ¡ 8 days ago
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@hinaliapeverell really got this idea in my head, truly the perfect young Tom Riddle. I had to add these other photos because they remind me so so much of Tom
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oppersdorff ¡ 10 days ago
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I don’t get how people watched Coulson playing Tom and thought that man would be the Christian Grey of the WW. Like, no matter how insanely persuasive and dangerous he is (and he’s way more intense than just these words), he clearly exudes this bratty, sharp-edged—cunty—manipulativeness, weaponized yearning, disguised as authority.
And book Tom in CoS seemed almost needy in the way he fixated on Harry as he needed to know the one who matched LV’s power just as much as he craved, deservedly, to outmatch him. I mean, he’s not dominant, he’s desperate, he’s the cunning, demanding, obsessive little shit trying to seduce his obsession’s source into going down the path he desires. Tom actually behaves like someone who thinks domination is a performance and obsession is his consumption, believing control is something you perform until the other person believes you have it to.
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oppersdorff ¡ 11 days ago
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No matter how much I’m enjoying a fic, if it says he’s buff or has abs I will instantly click away lol. Not my pathetic evil nerd.
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oppersdorff ¡ 12 days ago
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IQ is pseudoscience, and trying to generalize it is just as dumb as assuming every fan of a ship likes the same dynamic based on what individual people prefer. And no, I don't talk about Wolfstar because it doesn't interest me personally, much less the way it became popular. That style of headcanon (way too fanon) just isn't for me.
Tomarry, on the other hand, is a classic hero vs. villain setup, BUT it opens the door to far deeper and more varied interpretations, especially because they're not simply "the hero" and "the villain" of the story. Either one could've easily been the other in a slightly different timeline, or even under just one different condition that wouldn't stray far from canon. They're characters full of narrative potential precisely because they are two of the most complex, well-built figures in the books. Their symbolism holds more weight when the other exists, it is a dynamic built on that interdependence.
So why not take what's already in canon and deepen it, or explore it in other contexts that can either deconstruct or further enrich the layers that are already there? Honestly, all these purist takes on canon feel like textbook examples of "becoming what you criticize." It's predictable, and all it really does is show how uncomfortable people are with something that might actually be just as meaningful, if not more, than what they cling to in canon. The truth is I'm starting to think they're just afraid to admit it is good.
Some people might not like it, but the fact remains: Tomarry is the most popular pairing with Voldemort & Tom Riddle. Just look at AO3, since the beginning of this year, Tomarry has consistently ranked among the top.
And? The most popular Marauders ship on AO3 is Wolfstar and that's just as shitty as Tomarry. Popularity doesn't mean quality. It just means it's digestible to the masses. The more surface level and palatable something is, the more people jump on board. Depth requires nuance, pattern recognition, psychological insight, etc, which are things the average person isn't exactly known for. Just look at the IQ bell curve. Most people literally aren't capable of understanding something complex or substantial, so the fact that Tomarry is topping charts proves it's a bad, shallow ship. Things that require zero effort to understand always rise to the top because most people lack the depth or attention span to grasp anything richer. Majority of people are drawn to familiar tropes, easy dynamics, and surface-level angst, which is exactly what Tomarry is. Its popularity just confirms it's basic, trite, and tailor-made for people who can't handle depth.
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oppersdorff ¡ 12 days ago
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Some people might not like it, but the fact remains: Tomarry is the most popular pairing with Voldemort & Tom Riddle. Just look at AO3, since the beginning of this year, Tomarry has consistently ranked among the top. Voldemort has never had such a powerful, deep, and interconnected dynamic with any other character as he does with Harry Potter.
They were the only two who could speak Parseltongue. The language of snakes is a gift, not a curse. Nagini, despite her connection to snakes, didn’t speak Parseltongue in her human form and had never even seen Tom Riddle. They first met after he had already lost his body, and she hadn’t been human in decades, though she remained an intelligent snake.
Harry and Tom were bound by a prophecy that didn’t just point to their enmity, it emphasized their mirrored nature and underlying similarity. Their wands were twins, made from feathers of the same phoenix.
If he loved Nagini at all, it was probably in the same way Dumbledore loved Fawkes: admiration for a rare creature, part of his sense of uniqueness. Voldemort didn’t know how to love in the human sense, and Rowling emphasized that more than once. It’s one of the core messages of the books: Harry represents love, and Tom its absence.
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oppersdorff ¡ 13 days ago
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@tomarrymortmicrofics | brush | 80 words
Harry smoothes down the wrinkles in his shirt and studies his appearance in the mirror. Even after all the failed meetings with prospective parents, Harry continues this ritual. He remains hopeful. Tom is unsure if he should admire his faith or pity him for it.
Harry tugs at his unruly hair, frowning. Wordlessly, Tom hands him the brush.
In the dead of night, crammed together in the rickety bed they share, Tom will hold Harry close as he silently sobs.
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oppersdorff ¡ 13 days ago
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Tom has a sound logic against falling in love... he loathes the word "fall"
He reasons... why is it people have to always fall in love. Why not rise, be uplifted, gain more power, transcend?
The word fall is enough to make him suspicious.
Falling indicates a fundamental lack of balance and grace. A weakness.
People born with silver spoons in their mouths and more gold in their vaults than grey matter in their head can afford to fall, as they will always land on a bed of feather or a satin cushion. They won't feel the impact when they slip. There will be someone to shield them from bruises, soften the blows.
They have a legacy and last names which guarantee them an apex spot in Wizarding society, a spot in the Ministry. They can afford to be poets and speak of love's ecstasy.
Tom doesn't want to fall. He knows if he does, no one will heed if he cries for help, if he smarts from the stinging pain. He was born alone and he has always been enough... for himself.
Tom wants to fly high, to ascend the heavens and conquer the skies as well as the world he inhabits. He will surpass every wizard living in might. He will reach the pinnacle of power, bring Wixen World to it's heyday.
Tom will be their God and Prophet and Sovereign and Saviour.
He won't fall. He can't afford to.
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oppersdorff ¡ 14 days ago
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this whole exchange, this is harry james potter ladies and gents, we must bow down
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oppersdorff ¡ 16 days ago
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your post on harry’s handwriting was an eye-opener for me! ik his writing resembled his mother some and is decent overall, but i’ve never seen pics of it!
idk where the horde of fanfic writers came up with the weird notion that harry has bad/chicken scratch handwriting, which triggers me every. time. they make out his handwriting to be messy, his eating habits sloppy, his speech behaviour bumbling, his appearance unkempt, and that he’s rather messy as a person. which boggles the mind, because he’s used to cleaning up after the dursleys and probably enjoys an orderly space, if not super spic and span??? is it only certain fandoms, cuz they make the other character(s) all elegance personified and well-mannered? like, harry already is a well-mannered boy, otherwise petunia would’ve been tutting, clucking, and dying of shame even more before the nieghbours lmaoo. idk whether to cry or laugh, and sometimes it’s such a turn-off that i choose to rage quit fics.
please, if you have the time, i would love a thorough breakdown/meta on how harry actually comes across as a person!
Okay, I have so much to say about this. And omg, Harry's chicken scratch handwriting is one of my pet peeves in fics (here's the handwriting post, btw). Harry's characterization when done wrong in general, tbh is a huge turn-off for me. Becouse I love Harry, he's my boy.
So, what we're gonna look at is how other characters in the books perceive Harry, how he comes across in universe to people who can't read his mind (like we can, as the readers).
I'll start with a general note about how most characters in the books don't really know Harry. This is mostly because Harry, contrary to fanon interpretations, is a very private person and rarely talks about himself/his feelings/his thoughts out loud. This is a habit I believe was ingrained into him by the Dursleys.
Like, I mentioned in the past Harry doesn't talk as much as other characters. Scenes of the trio usually consist of mostly Ron and Hermione talking, for example. This is not becouse he doesn't have thoughts (he's quite judgmental inside his head, and we know he has a lot to say), but becouse he's used to not voicing a lot of them thanks to the Dursleys.
This essay turned out pretty long, but here we go:
How do others see Harry?
Harry comes off as confident. Harry is a defiant and courageous person, and this often comes off as confidence to other people. It's why Snape thinks Harry is arrogant and why most students are always sure Harry meant to do what he did. They think he has shit together because he comes off like he does:
Harry stayed silent. Snape was trying to provoke him into telling the truth. He wasn’t going to do it. Snape had no proof — yet. “How extraordinarily like your father you are, Potter,” Snape said suddenly, his eyes glinting. “He too was exceedingly arrogant. A small amount of talent on the Quidditch field made him think he was a cut above the rest of us too. Strutting around the place with his friends and admirers . . . The resemblance between you is uncanny.” “My dad didn’t strut,” said Harry, before he could stop himself. “And neither do I.”
(PoA, Ch14)
Snape sees Harry as arrogant, when in fact Harry is just defiant and intelligent.
“But you’ve been too busy saving the Wizarding world,” said Ginny, half laughing. “Well ... I can’t say I’m surprised. I knew this would happen in the end. I knew you wouldn’t be happy unless you were hunting Voldemort. Maybe that’s why I like you so much.”
(HBP, Ch30)
Ginny (and other characters) believe he likes to save the wizarding world. That he is this confident hero and savior. I mean, they believe her lie about the tattoo, which says a lot:
and all Romilda Vane does is ask me if it’s true you’ve got a hippogriff tattooed across your chest.” Ron and Hermione both roared with laughter. Harry ignored them. “What did you tell her?” “I told her it’s a Hungarian Horntail,” said Ginny, turning a page of the newspaper idly. “Much more macho.”
(HBP, Ch25)
Harry doesn't see himself as leader material, but it's clear everyone else does:
“I think we ought to elect a leader,” said Hermione. “Harry’s leader,” said Cho at once, looking at Hermione as though she were mad, and Harry’s stomach did yet another back flip. “Yes, but I think we ought to vote on it properly,” said Hermione, unperturbed. “It makes it formal and it gives him authority. So — everyone who thinks Harry ought to be our leader?” Everybody put up their hands, even Zacharias Smith, though he did it very halfheartedly. “Er — right, thanks,” said Harry, who could feel his face burning.
(OotP, Ch18)
Neville Longbottom, who gave a roar of delight, leapt down from the mantelpiece and yelled. “I knew you’d come! I knew it, Harry!”
(DH, Ch28)
“Look who it is! Didn’t I tell you?” As Harry emerged into the room beyond the passage, there were several screams and yells: “HARRY!” “It’s Potter, it’s POTTER!” “Ron!” “Hermione!” [...] “Are you all right, Harry?” Neville was saying. “Want to sit down? I expect you’re tired, aren’t—?” “No,” said Harry. He looked at Ron and Hermione, trying to tell them without words that Voldemort has just discovered the loss of one of the other Horcruxes. Time was running out fast: If Voldemort chose to visit Hogwarts next, they would miss their chance. “We need to get going,” he said, and their expression told him that they understood. “What are we going to do, then, Harry?” asked Seamus. “What’s the plan?” “Plan?” repeated Harry. He was exercising all his willpower to prevent himself succumbing again to Voldemort’s rage: His scar was still burning. “Well, there’s something we—Ron, Hermione, and I—need to do, and then we’ll get out of here.” Nobody was laughing or whooping anymore. Neville looked confused.
(DH, Ch29)
Everyone expected Harry in DH to have a plan of attack the moment he arrived because that's how he acts. Even in the above scene, he's in terrible pain from his scar, but the others don't see it. What they see is a Harry who looks exhausted but says no to rest because there's work to be done and they expect this of him. They see someone fearless and capable with a plan who could lead them, but this isn't what we see because we're inside his head.
How Harry doesn't speak much and acts overall quite distant, as in, he actively avoids the girls who fancy him:
Then he blinked and looked around: He was surrounded by mesmerized girls. “Hi, Harry!” said a familiar voice from behind him. “Neville!” said Harry in relief, turning to see a round-faced boy struggling toward him
(HBP, Ch7)
And he only has two close friends and barley knows the other students in his year. Most students only know Harry Potter from the stories, rumors, and Dumbledore's end-of-the-year speeches about his heroism. They have no clue who the real Harry is — so they expect the hero they do hear about.
He stands his ground a lot (again, defiance):
Harry turned to McLaggen to tell him that, most unfortunately, Ron had beaten him, only to find McLaggen’s red face inches from his own. He stepped back hastily. “His sister didn’t really try,” said McLaggen menacingly. There was a vein pulsing in his temple like the one Harry had often admired in Uncle Vernon’s. “She gave him an easy save.” “Rubbish,” said Harry coldly. “That was the one he nearly missed.”
(HBP, Ch11)
And more often than not, he does so coldly and calmly. A lot of his more fiery anger is a sign of trauma with Harry, his baseline anger reaction is cold.
All of this adds to him appearing to others as controlled, confident, and like he has everything together and could never have any issues. He comes off as this bigger than life person to most people. Snape isn't the only one who reads Harry's behavior as confident. But it's actually far from the truth.
We, as the readers, see how depressed Harry is. How lowly he thinks of himself and how much he doesn't think of himself as anything special when he very clearly is. But the fact he doesn't say any of it and has mastered the skill of acting cold and like everything is fine when he literally wants to die at the age of 5, no one knows. Even Ron and Hermione didn't truly realize the full extent of Harry's low self-worth until 5th year.
The other students are shocked to see Harry as angry as he is in book 5 because he's often way more controlled and well-mannered than that. They're used to seeing him cold and quiet, not firey. Most of his fire stays inside his head unless he's really angry or emotional in general (or traumatized):
Professor Umbridge sat down behind her desk again. Harry, however, stood up. Everyone was staring at him; Seamus looked half-scared, half-fascinated. “Harry, no!” Hermione whispered in a warning voice, tugging at his sleeve, but Harry jerked his arm out of her reach. “So, according to you, Cedric Diggory dropped dead of his own accord, did he?” Harry asked, his voice shaking. There was a collective intake of breath from the class, for none of them, apart from Ron and Hermione, had ever heard Harry talk about what had happened on the night that Cedric had died. They stared avidly from Harry to Professor Umbridge
(OotP, Ch12)
The shock of the other students, I believe, is because of what he's saying, yes, but it's also because Harry is behaving very unlike him here. He usually doesn't shout at teachers or anyone, really. He rarely speaks in classes actually.
And regarding his confidence, everyone, Ron and Hermione included, was sure Harry is super skilled and that that's how he evaded Voldemort:
“You don’t know what it’s like! You — neither of you — you’ve never had to face him, have you? You think it’s just memorizing a bunch of spells and throwing them at him, like you’re in class or something? The whole time you know there’s nothing between you and dying except your own — your own brain or guts or whatever — like you can think straight when you know you’re about a second from being murdered, or tortured, or watching your friends die — they’ve never taught us that in their classes, what it’s like to deal with things like that — and you two sit there acting like I’m a clever little boy to be standing here, alive, like Diggory was stupid, like he messed up — you just don’t get it, that could just as easily have been me, it would have been if Voldemort hadn’t needed me —” “We weren’t saying anything like that, mate,” said Ron, looking aghast. “We weren’t having a go at Diggory, we didn’t — you’ve got the wrong end of the —” He looked helplessly at Hermione, whose face was stricken.
(OotP, Ch15)
They didn't for a second think he wasn't confident in his own abilities because Harry acts in a way that comes off as confident and capable. It's why everyone so easily accepts him as a leader under various circumstances. He acts level-headed while he's terrified, so everyone thinks he knows what he's doing except Harry (and the reader). Ron and Hermione had zero doubts Harry's skill was a big part of why he survived book 4, it's only Harry who doesn't think that.
The fact Snape bothered to extract his own memories during his Occlumancy lessons goes to show how he thinks Harry is talented, contrary to his words. He feared Harry would reverse the connection and see into his mind, otherwise he wouldn't have taken these precautions.
Think of Voldemort’s resurrection even. Inside his mind, we know Harry's terrified. We know he has no idea what he's doing.
But imagine being a Death Eater in the crowd and you see this 14-year-old kid stand up after being Crucio-ed by their lord, and he stands up, resists the imperius, and shouts at your lord like he thinks of himself as equal to him — or, perhaps, better than him:
“I asked you whether you want me to do that again,” said Voldemort softly. “Answer me! Imperio!” [...] I WON’T!” And these words burst from Harry’s mouth; they echoed through the graveyard, and the dream state was lifted as suddenly as though cold water had been thrown over him — back rushed the aches that the Cruciatus Curse had left all over his body — back rushed the realization of where he was, and what he was facing. . . . “You won’t?” said Voldemort quietly, and the Death Eaters were not laughing now.
(GoF, Ch34)
That's pretty badass. Harry comes off like a confidant badass. And he gets more badass and confident as he matures (even if he isn't actually as confident as he appears).
Even in the DoM, Lucius Malfoy, who was in the graveyard, takes Harry seriously:
“Don’t do anything,” he [Harry] muttered. “Not yet —” The woman who had mimicked him let out a raucous scream of laughter. “You hear him? You hear him? Giving instructions to the other children as though he thinks of fighting us!” “Oh, you don’t know Potter as I do, Bellatrix,” said Malfoy softly. “He has a great weakness for heroics; the Dark Lord understands this about him. Now give me the prophecy, Potter.”
(OotP, Ch35)
Bellatrix makes fun of how Harry gives the other kids orders as if they're going to fight, but Lucius knows better, he knows Harry is going to fight, and I think, he's scared of what would happen when he does. Even Bellatrix quickly starts taking Harry more seriously:
“Oh, he knows how to play, little bitty baby Potter,” she said, her mad eyes staring through the slits in her hood. “Very well, then —”
(OotP, Ch35)
And she changes her tone completely after he casts a Crucio at her:
“Never used an Unforgivable Curse before, have you, boy?” she yelled. She had abandoned her baby voice now.
(OotP, Ch36)
His aura is one of competence and confidence even when he's frightened and has no idea what he's doing. Especially when he's frightened and has no idea what he's doing.
And for the most part, he doesn't come off nearly as judgmental as he actually is, because he doesn't say a lot of what he thinks. We only see him start to actually speak his mind and be more sassy out loud around 5th and 6th year. And even then, his highly judgmental physical descriptions stay part of his narration, they aren't spoken:
“That’s the bell,” said Harry listlessly, because Ron and Hermione were bickering too loudly to hear it. They did not stop arguing all the way down to Snape’s dungeon, which gave Harry plenty of time to reflect that between Neville and Ron he would be lucky ever to have two minutes’ conversation with Cho that he could look back on without wanting to leave the country.
(OotP, Ch12)
Ron and Hermione banter while Harry feels done with them, but he doesn't really say anything or complain. He keeps a lot of his thoughts inside his head.
If we look at how Ron, Hermione, and Sirius see Harry, they're the closest to who Harry actually is as these three know Harry best. (They're also more objective than Harry who looks down on himself)
After the book 5 conversation I mentioned above, Ron and Hermione are more aware of Harry's insecurities, but they find them silly. They see Harry as incredibly capable and skilled:
“Did he?” said Harry. Behind him he felt rather than heard Hermione passing his message to the others and he sought to keep talking, to distract the Death Eaters.
(OotP, Ch35)
“What are we going to do with them?” Ron whispered to Harry through the dark; then, even more quietly, “Kill them? They’d kill us. They had a good go just now.” Hermione shuddered and took a step backward. Harry shook his head. “We just need to wipe their memories,” said Harry.
(DH, Ch9)
When danger comes, everyone's instantly following Harry's lead. Harry's the planner when the situation is dangerous, he calls the shots, not Hermione. Hermione and Ron look to Harry for a plan when things get tough, and Harry always figures something out. Now, we see Harry thinking he has no idea what to do:
He could not think what to do but to keep talking. Neville’s arm was pressed against his, and he could feel him shaking. He could feel one of the other’s quickened breath on the back of his head. He was hoping they were all thinking hard about ways to get out of this, because his mind was blank.
(OotP, Ch35)
But Ron and Hermione don't. No one does. They just see Harry coming up with a plan to save them. Every time. They don't see him wracking his brain for a way to keep everyone alive.
Hermione never considers Harry stupid, not even in first year:
“I’m not as good as you,” said Harry, very embarrassed, as she let go of him. “Me!” said Hermione. “Books! And cleverness! There are more important things — friendship and bravery and — oh Harry — be careful!”
(PS, Ch16)
And Ron clearly doesn't expect stupid behavior from Harry. He's surprised and shocked when Harry does something he considers stupid:
“What the hell,” panted Ron, holding up the Horcrux, which swung backward and forward on its shortened chain in some parody of hypnosis, “didn’t you take this thing off before you dived?”
(DH, 19)
Both Ron and Hermione trust Harry's opinion and they trust him to know what to do when shit hits the fan. When things are dangerous, both Ron and Hermione (and everyone else) turn to Harry to know what to do becouse that's the aura he has:
“I’d tell him we’re all with him in spirit,” said Lupin, then hesitated slightly. “And I’d tell him to follow his instincts, which are good and nearly always right.” Harry looked at Hermione, whose eyes were full of tears. “Nearly always right,” she repeated.
(DH, Ch22)
Hermione agrees with Lupin's assessment here. Dumbledore did too, he's the one who told Kingsley and Remus to trust Harry's instincts. Harry doesn't give the impression he's messy and bumbling, quite the opposite. Yes, Harry and Hermione have their doubts, they don't agree with Harry on everything, especially when he has no evidence for his claim except his intuition. But, it's telling Harry can make claims based on gut feeling and Ron and Hermione ask him why he thinks that instead of just instantly rejecting the claims.
Like I mentioned above, he looks like he has his shit together even when he really doesn't. He's an expert in keeping a mask on and bottling up his feelings.
Sirius, also sees Harry as mature and capable for his age. It's why he's so insistent on telling him things while Molly wants to cuddle Harry:
“I don’t intend to tell him more than he needs to know, Molly,” said Sirius. “But as he was the one who saw Voldemort come back” (again, there was a collective shudder around the table at the name), “he has more right than most to —” “He’s not a member of the Order of the Phoenix!” said Mrs. Weasley. “He’s only fifteen and —” “— and he’s dealt with as much as most in the Order,” said Sirius, “and more than some —” “No one’s denying what he’s done!” said Mrs. Weasley, her voice rising, her fists trembling on the arms of her chair. “But he’s still—” “He’s not a child!” said Sirius impatiently.
(OotP, Ch5)
Between them, Sirius sees Harry more accurately. Harry is incredibly mature and capable and wants to be in the know. He'd be better off in the know. Sirius understands Harry's curiosity which Molly seems unaware of. Lupin also remarks on how Harry is going to find out things anyway, he's aware of how curious and determined Harry is. Sirius considers Harry capable even during PoA and GoF:
I know better than anyone that you can look after yourself and while you’re around Dumbledore and Moody I don’t think anyone will be able to hurt you.
(GoF, Ch18)
Molly, on the other hand, never really sees Harry's capabilities. Molly only ever sees a polite, intelligent kid. In the early years at the Weasley, Harry barely talks to Molly and Arthur because he doesn't really know how to talk to them. So they talk to him, the other Weasleys talk around him, and he's polite in turn:
“I don’t blame you, dear,” she assured Harry, tipping eight or nine sausages onto his plate. “Arthur and I have been worried about you, too. Just last night we were saying we’d come and get you ourselves if you hadn’t written back to Ron by Friday. But really” (she was now adding three fried eggs to his plate), “flying an illegal car halfway across the country — anyone could have seen you —”
(CoS, Ch3)
Harry acts around most adults like this, especially when younger. It's clear he acted this way around his teachers too:
“You see what you expect to see, Severus,” said Dumbledore, without raising his eyes from a copy of Transfiguration Today. “Other teachers report that the boy is modest, likable, and reasonably talented. Personally, I find him an engaging child.”
(DH, Ch33)
Snape got it a bit different. Because Harry is defiant and sassy — it's how he responds to the Dursleys, and this is how he responds to threats he can't do anything about in general. Sass. It's why we see Harry do this with Umbridge, Snape, and Scrimgeour:
Who do you imagine wants to attack children like yourselves?” inquired Professor Umbridge in a horribly honeyed voice. “Hmm, let’s think . . .” said Harry in a mock thoughtful voice, “maybe Lord Voldemort?”
(OotP, Ch12)
“Do you remember me telling you we are practicing nonverbal spells, Potter?” “Yes,” said Harry stiffly. “Yes, sir.” “There’s no need to call me ‘sir,’ Professor.”
(HBP, Ch9)
“...You may wear that scar like a crown, Potter, but it is not up to a seventeen-year-old boy to tell me how to do my job! It’s time you learned some respect!” “It’s time you earned it.” said Harry.
(DH, Ch7)
Harry appears confidant and arrogant not only to Snape but to Scrimgeour too (I think other students at Hogwarts see Harry as arrogant too. His demeanor can come off as arrogant if you don't know what he's thinking. It's why they could believe the Daily Prophet, it fit what they got to see). It's because he is rude and sassy when speaking his mind. It's because he acts more confident when he's terrified. It's because he's cold, distant, and uncaring towards most people and actively avoids talking to most.
And even that's mostly when he's older. In 4th year, he responds to Snape by glaring at him silently and wishing he could cast a Crucio at him:
Harry sat there staring at Snape as the lesson began, picturing horrific things happening to him. . . . If only he knew how to do the Cruciatus Curse . . . he’d have Snape flat on his back like that spider, jerking and twitching. . . .
(GoF, Ch18)
Harry is overall really quiet, which does create the impression of him being put together. More than he thinks of himself, for sure. It also adds to why many students feel as comfortable talking about him as they do because he feels distant to them. His quiet makes him feel mysterious, unknown, and far away. Like a symbol rather than a person.
Something I want to note, specifically with Umbridge, is this scene:
Harry looked around at Umbridge. She was watching him, her wide, toadlike mouth stretched in a smile. “Yes?” “Nothing,” said Harry quietly. He looked back at the parchment, placed the quill upon it once more, wrote I must not tell lies, and felt the searing pain on the back of his hand for a second time; once again the words had been cut into his skin, once again they healed over seconds later.
(OotP, Ch13)
Part of why Harry comes off as such a put-together badass is that he doesn't let others see his pain. He doesn't show he's in pain to others, especially when it's people he doesn't like. He acts though, constantly.
He hates crying in front of others becouse Harry does everything he can to not appear weak:
Harry suddenly realized that there were tears on his face mingling with the sweat. He bent his face as low as possible, wiping them off on his robes, pretending to do up his shoelace, so that Lupin wouldn’t see.
(PoA, Ch12)
And it works, people see him as confident, and capable, and heroic. Most people don't see the struggle because Harry keeps bottling it in.
Even with Hermione, he tries not to let her see how upset he actually is. We know in his head, that he is devastated by his wand breaking, that he's mourning it like it was a dead loved one, but this is what he's willing to show Hermione:
“It was an accident,” said Harry mechanically. He felt empty, stunned. “We’ll—we’ll find a way to repair it.” [...] “Well,” he said, in a falsely matter-of-fact voice, “well, I’ll just borrow yours for now, then. While I keep watch.”
(DH, Ch17)
All this means, we, as the readers , see Harry's pain, his struggles, his vulnerability — but the other characters almost never do.
The only character who is consistently aware of Harry's struggles is Sirius who Harry confides his weaknesses to more than any other character:
“Never mind me, how are you?” said Sirius seriously. “I’m —” For a second, Harry tried to say “fine” — but he couldn’t do it. Before he could stop himself, he was talking more than he’d talked in days
(GoF, Ch19)
Harry is so used to saying his fine and bearing his burdens in silence. It's what he does. It's what he did for years. Most characters think Harry is unshakable because that's how he acts.
Even when Harry tries to lie so Sirius won't worry, Sirius sees through it:
Nice try, Harry. I’m back in the country and well hidden. I want you to keep me posted on everything that’s going on at Hogwarts.
(GoF, Ch15)
As for his room and appearance, he is a little messy actually when he has the chance to be in seventh year:
Harry had spent the morning completely emptying his school trunk for the first time since he had packed it six years ago. At the start of the intervening school years, he had merely skimmed off the topmost three quarters of the contents and replaced or updated them, leaving a layer of general debris at the bottom—old quills, desiccated beetle eyes, single socks that no longer fit.
(DH, Ch2)
As in, his trunk is a bit of a mess. But this makes sense, I think. He allows himself to be messy when he doesn't have the Dursleys over his head. It's like a sort of freedom he didn't have before, so he indulges in it. I think the mess in his trunk is also a result of him actually living from it for 6 years, as he couldn't really leave everything at home with the Dursleys, could he? Still, his room and belongings are nowhere near as messy as Ron's.
As for his appearance, the only thing mentioned to be messy is his hair:
His jet-black hair, however, was just as it always had been — stubbornly untidy, whatever he did to it
(PoA, Ch1)
But from other characters (including Hermione) thinking Harry's hot:
“Oh, come on, Harry,” said Hermione, suddenly impatient. “It’s not Quidditch that’s popular, it’s you! You’ve never been more interesting, and frankly, you’ve never been more fanciable.”
(HBP, Ch11)
We can conclude Harry's messy hair comes off as cool and attractive and not like a bird's nest.
We also see from Hermione and others that Harry looks scary. He is 5'11 by book 6 with an intimidating glare and that he looks like he can throw a punch, (and can definitely throw a punch when he wants to). So he has a physical intimidation factor when older:
“Well, it’s like Hagrid said, they can look after themselves,” said Hermione impatiently, “and I suppose a teacher like Grubbly-Plank wouldn’t usually show them to us before N.E.W.T. level, but, well, they are very interesting, aren’t they? The way some people can see them and some can’t! I wish I could.” “Do you?” Harry asked her quietly. She looked horrorstruck. “Oh Harry — I’m sorry — no, of course I don’t — that was a really stupid thing to say —”
(OotP, Ch21)
Harry was not aware of releasing George, all he knew was that a second later both of them were sprinting at Malfoy. He had completely forgotten the fact that all the teachers were watching: All he wanted to do was cause Malfoy as much pain as possible. With no time to draw out his wand, he merely drew back the fist clutching the Snitch and sank it as hard as he could into Malfoy’s stomach — “Harry! HARRY! GEORGE! NO!” He could hear girls’ voices screaming, Malfoy yelling, George swearing, a whistle blowing, and the bellowing of the crowd around him, but he did not care, not until somebody in the vicinity yelled “IMPEDIMENTA!” and only when he was knocked over backward by the force of the spell did he abandon the attempt to punch every inch of Malfoy he could reach. . . .
(OotP, Ch19)
To summarise
Harry bottles up a lot of his emotions and tends to be quiet, this creates the often wrong impression he is confident and has his shit together.
He doesn't show pain and weakness to others and doesn't cry or show he's upset to basically anyone (except Sirius). This means basically no one sees his struggles or how depressed and traumatized Harry actually is. It even surprises Ron and Hermione in book 5.
He is defiant and rude to people he doesn't like, especially when scared, the result is that he appears like a very capable and confident badass especially when under pressure.
He can be intimidating with his glare alone and once he's older he is a physical presence. He's not someone who can disappear in a crowd post-book 5.
His rudeness oftentimes stays in his head except when someone really annoys him. This makes him appear defiant, but overall polite because he keeps most of his mean comments to himself.
When younger, he is very polite and quiet, especially toward adults. When he's older, he gets a little sassier (as in, he says some of his internal monologue out loud). But he is a polite, well-mannered kid for the most part.
The character who has a messy room, is a bit of a slob, has chicken scratch handwriting, and is lazy with schoolwork, is Ronald Weasley, who I love dearly, but these descriptions have nothing to do with Harry and everything to do with Ron.
The only unkempt thing about Harry's appearance is likely his Potter hair, which is more messy hot than messy bad (if all the girls' reactions are anything to go by).
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don't you think Tom Riddle and Voldemort are kind of like two alters of someone with DID?
It would be interesting to read a meta about this topic, even though I don't agree. I do think that Voldemort was Tom Riddle's alter ego, but not in terms of a distinct personality, but rather the distortion and elevation of the self that he consciously molded in himself to a certain extent. There is no clear evidence that Voldemort was a second personality, not least because he is precisely what Tom most sought to become (the symbolism of self-destruction through the pursuit of immortality). So, I don't think DID is the best correlation for him.
I see Tom as having traits associated with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder). It is more self-delusion than dissociation. He seeks superiority and sees himself as superior, but deep down, his self-hatred and aversion to his very being were so intense that I can understand the whole work as Voldemort fighting more against himself than merely against Harry. His insecurities about his self-worth and his relentless pursuit of individual power could not be equaled, as one is a resistance to the other. In addition to clearer characteristics, Tom is undoubtedly very self-centered, with highly selective and limited empathy, and he sees hierarchies not only in systems but also in people.
Personally, I believe he has more of a narcissistic personality style than pathological disorder, and also because I prefer to stay in the areas of traits and correlations over than possible diagnoses. Even so, in his case, there's a fine line between imposition and simply being.
On the spectrum of personality styles regarding adaptation on one end and disruption on the other, he would still possess a heightened awareness of his self-loathing (expressed through externally projected contempt), which he already uses to fuel a severe deconstruction of himself. On that spectrum, he leans more toward adaptation than toward unconscious disruption. As for the hierarchy issue that I mentioned above, he lived and grew up in an environment that reinforced a worldview rooted in weakness and power. Not that he was obsessed with hierarchies, but rather that they were a mechanism he used for evaluation, tied to his own internal criteria for worth.
Something else I think about is that external projection is easier for him to process in his mind than self-reflection, which would lead him to gradually acquire more emotional intelligence. He projected much of the abandonment and rejection he experienced in childhood onto his father, further justifying his aversion to muggles; aversion to the very human and non-magical part that he most despises in himself.
He has a tendency to believe what suits him best, what doesn't make him process any deep-seated issues in a direct or unfiltered way, preventing any natural reevaluation of his feelings or their layered origins. So, conveniently, the projection and the imposition of greatness's symbolism may indeed, to some extent, be his own choices, but with elements of unprocessed and unconscious trauma. The inflation of his ego, the grandeur's pursuit, and a hierarchical worldview align more with imposed structures. While more ambiguous, intrinsic, and traumatic projections, such as hatred toward muggles and his father, stem from a trauma submerged in his unconscious.
So, he is undeniably a character with lots of layers, and reflecting on the whys and hows in the subtext also means questioning how much your own interpretive lens align with everything that has been presented regarding the subject. Even so, it's impossible to analyze in depth and not end up going down other paths that go beyond what is shown superficially. That's the beauty of it all.
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‘My Lord,’ said a voice, desperate and cracked. He turned: there was Lucius Malfoy sitting in the darkest corner, ragged and still bearing the marks of the punishment he had received after the boy’s last escape. One of his eyes remained closed and puffy. ‘My Lord … please … my son …’
Wouldn't you say this implies physical aggression on his part? It wasn't Crucio as Crucio doesn't leave marks.
Very unlikely, I think. There are hexes and jinxes that could cause such effects, just like Sectumsempra, which is a combat spell with a very extreme physical consequence. There's also the stinging hex that Hermione used on Harry in DH to desfigure his appearance, and it not only disfigures the target but also causes them pain.
We also have to consider that Voldemort was intelligent and creative enough to have invented several powerful spells. So it wouldn't be out of the ordinary for some, or even most, of them to inflict agony as visually striking as a direct agression, with the visible damage serving as a mark of punishment.
He always took pride in his magical power, in being special, in having found a way out of the precarious, doomed life he grew up with in the orphanage. Magic was both his protection and his weapon, I'd even argue that his style of manipulation is tailored to his magical abilities more than the other way around. He 'shaped' Lord Voldemort around everything about himself that was, at least in his perception, extraordinary. Anything that remembered him to his more human side, the parts he likely associated with his father, a muggle he despised, was rejected. He didn't just consider himself superior to everything that reminded him of his own flaws and humanity, he needed to be superior.
So, I really can't see Voldemort wanting to, or even feeling the need to do anything that might tie him more closely to muggles (non-magical aggression). He already possessed the perfect gift within himself; his natural (magical) talent and his abilities, which set him apart from both muggles and wizards, just as he desired.
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