ournewpuppy

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quantum immortality has been infiltrating my mind lately as a truth. at first i heard of this and immediately dismissed it, and then realized that there is really no way to determine if it is or not, which led me to wonder how far it would go if a real principle. just like hypothetically, if it were true and i was crazy old (like falling apart) what happens? does the universe give up and let me die? has technology advanced within the next century to where i dont have to die? am i just a special girl who will live forever? then again i know logically that i will die someday and it may even be soon (crossing my fingers it isnt) i just like thinking about this

permaglo

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on monogamy

im not polyamorous as far as i know, but the idea of being tied to only one person distresses me. for all i know this could maybe just be because i havent found the right person yet, but that thought itself pushes me into this hole of belief further. what if i date someone only to find out that there is someone more perfect for me? im scared of having to be being held accountable if i happen to be attracted to someone else. this doesnt mean i will (want to) cheat on my future partner, im just someone who often feels caged in and guilty, and im worried that monogamy is something that only works for a handful of the population. people just dont want to admit they are into polyamory because most people who openly are are freaks and losers

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love

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permaglo

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welcome home gray aliens

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