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"What does John see when he looks at Cas?

Cas doesn’t look like a monster.

But neither does Dean.

John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.

Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.

John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”

. . .

 

The closer you are to what you want—

Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.

—The more vulnerable you are.

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On The Road 💙💚

An art for Electric Boogaloo: a destiel event by @blanketforcas

Celebrating Dean's reciprocation 🎉🎉🎉

And here's Part Two of the celebration.

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This is so true!! Thank you very much for these words!!

Forgive me if this doesn't make sense but

Dean understands himself. He is not drowning in internalized homophobia. He doesn't not know that he's into men. What Dean is, however, is a liar. He lies to everyone, all the time. I think this touches on the queer experience in a way we dont always see in media. We always talk about coming out and coming out scenes but why never talk about why we come out. It's because of how difficult the lying is. But deans lied about everything, all his life. Not just about his sexuality, or things related to hunting. But he lies (directly or by ommission) about the music he likes, the clothes he likes, literally everything, just to fit into this box of what everyone expects him to be. He understands himself, you just don't have the critical thinking skills to see past his lies, you take his word at face value even though the show has told you repeatedly that dean is a liar

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On #Supernatural, Cas gave Claire a Grumpy Cat stuffy. I stole it from set and now it can be yours: I’ll randomly pick one person who texts me “VOTE” to adopt this SPN relic. (323) 405-9939

bit.ly/GeeksVote

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rules: without naming them, post 10 gifs of your favorite TV shows, then tag 10 people.

thanks @martellspear 💖

no pressure tags: @outofbluecomesgreen2 @sunsetstarrogue @princessanglophile

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 7 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

Thank you ☺️ I’m honored 🥹

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I distinctly remember being told I could lay my weary head to rest.

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The first five song lyric chapter titles of my current fic are as followed:

1. Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again

2. He said he’d loved me all his life, but that life was too short

3. We spend our whole life saying goodbye, saying one more shouldn’t be too hard

4. Now it’s getting dark and the sky looks sticky, more like black treacle than tar

5. Deathly loss this can’t be real, I cannot stand this hell I feel

This fic was created to give my boys their ‘happy ending’ I swear on Castiel’s god given name that they do get one🙏🏻

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"i heard people are shipping us" "...to where?"

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It’s done, finished: the last chapter is out!!

I so much hope you like my fic.

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It's Dean's face journey here for me

Dean was like: NO HOMO

*two second later*

Dean was like: ok. a little homo won't hurt

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The 7th chapter of my WIP is out!! It’s the beach chapter. For the ones of you who know “The Holiday Episode”: yes, it is THIS island, and we finally found out where it is!

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I'm happy to announce you that I posted the first chapter of my new and first long AU Destiel fic on AO3. I'll update every weekend.

Read the 1rst chapter here! More details below:

The tags: Alternate Universe ; Alternate Universe - Summer Holydays ; Summer Vacation ; Summer Love ; Feelings ; Pining ; Pining Dean Winchester ; Possibly Unrequited Love ; Fluff ; Light Angst ; Dean Winchester Has Self-Esteem Issues ; Beach Holidays ; Charlie Bradbury & Dean Winchester Friendship ; POV Dean Winchester ; Attempt at Humor ; Other Additional Tags to Be Added

The summary: Dean spends his summer holydays every year in Italy with his family. They go to the same hotel and see more or less the same people here. But this year, there is this new guy. Dean probably heard about him or even saw him a few years ago but this time it's different. Dean reacts to him differently, in ways he doesn't understand. He realizes along the holydays how strong his feelings become day after day. But are they requited?

The characters:

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Every time a celebrity speaks out for the trans community they risk becoming a target too like yeah bla bla don’t put people on a pedestal etc sure but also it means so much to me actually

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I posted the 5th chapter of my WIP. Right in time! 😁

Each week a new chapter of my BDSM, wrestling, Gunnar/OC, Cas/Dean fic ( with a tiny bit of Benny inside 🥺)

Check it out! 🏳️‍🌈😁

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Each week a new chapter of my WIP!! 🥳

This fic has a lot of OCs, a lovestory with Gunnar Lawless, wresling, light BDSM, Dean/Cas after 8/15 and I‘m writing it still, so I can’t promise a good ending now, but it will have an end and my posting schedules are reliable.

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Missed the game🥺, but didn’t Frank broke Sam‘s laptop first?