ox0crybaby0xo - Tumblr blog

[ox0crybaby0xo]

Twin, where have you been? 😩💅🏼✨💕

[ox0crybaby0xo]

Pardon my hiatus. I’m a decent artist but a bad poster. 🫠

[ox0crybaby0xo]

“These deathless dreams hold memories of a mortal life once-forgotten. Of the boy I was, the man I became, and the monster that will not end.”

-Cazador Szarr

[ox0crybaby0xo]

Cazador’s a victim too, brother. 😔

But I feel that his end should have been worse. Unascended Astarion’s end, perfect, chef’s kiss 😩👌✨💕 but I can’t help but feel like Astarion could have taken a token, just like Cazador did with Vellioth’s skull..

But then again, that’s the point, you know? Obviously to break the chains and stray from Cazador. Maybe keeping something of Cazador would have only reminded Astarion of the torment and anguish that he suffered.

Maybe Cazador tried, maybe Cazador didn’t want this for himself, maybe he only wanted freedom, but with the constant reminder of his former master, he just could not get over all the hate in his heart.

I don’t know, really makes you think…

I only feel bad for Cazador sometimes because sometimes I think Ascended Astarion is hot. 👀 my guilty pleasure, leave me alone.. i can’t be a hypocrite…

I like cuddly Astarion best though, anyway, so don’t come for me. I’m of sound mind. Healthy Astarion is best Astarion.

But also.. what would healthy Cazador look like 😔 who knows.. oh well.. moral of the story: Unlearn your toxic behavior, okay? please,thankyoulove you 🫶🏼✨💕

[ox0crybaby0xo]

Continued WIP of Cazador and Vellioth

Convinced Vellioth looked like Astarion.

Sigh.

[ox0crybaby0xo]

WIP of Cazador

Been thinking about the cycle of abu$€ lately.

Very big sad… 😔

[ox0crybaby0xo]

babygirls 🫶🏼✨💕

[ox0crybaby0xo]

WIP of Dadstarion 🫶🏼✨💕

Briar and Astarion’s daughter, her name is Dismay

[ox0crybaby0xo]

“How stupid, selfish baby…”

“I’ll wreck you if you chase me..”

-BATTLE OF THE LARYNX

Finally finished 🤘🏼✨ 6 and a half hours, because I’m so indecisive.

[ox0crybaby0xo]

WIP of Astarion, a little bit of an art study 🫶🏼

💕

🫰🏼

Obsessed. I think of him every night and day, he consumes my mind, sis

[ox0crybaby0xo]

They were flat, so I decided to make them a little juicy.

[ox0crybaby0xo]

“I am obsessed by the ground under your feet and the wind over your head. I see your face just before I sleep and after I wake.”

—Lae’zel

[ox0crybaby0xo]

“We needn’t be enemies - there’s plenty of those to go around already.”

—Shadowheart

“What would you have, that we be friends?”

—Lae’zel

“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”

—Shadowheart

Still just a WIP

[ox0crybaby0xo]

WIP of Lae’zel and Shadowheart

🫶🏼

You cannot tell me Lae’zel would not look absolutely fire in a cottagecore dress.

If you think otherwise, you’re lying. She is fuego 🔥

[ox0crybaby0xo]

After a long awaited procrastination… I finally finished. Siiiiiiiigh—-.

[ox0crybaby0xo]

WIP of Astarion! I wanted to draw him in reference to David Bowie~ kekeke~

[ox0crybaby0xo]

Gossip sessh~

Astarion and my tav, Briar.