palilogie

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picnic with the faeries

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magnet girl

just like you could barely

control your emotions

you were made of hell

pretending to be heaven

because you were roses

being set on fire

and like lover letters

being shredded apart

you gave me everything

because paint dilutes in

water, colors rub off

and i caught feelings

you were the bad girl

but i couldn't resist

there was so much red flags

but you are powerful

when you burn, the whole

city falls with you

when you love, nothing

can ever stop you

you were a magnet

and my body couldn't resist

your emotions made me live

at two hundred percent

[palilogie]

every drink is from heaven with you

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suicide

-i can't believe it's all going to an end

-it could be worse

-how?

-we could have been told how to prevent it and done nothing

[palilogie]

i love you

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the beauty of the sea

running off a cliff

seems to be

the only thing to do

abandon myself

to the sea

and let my body

sink far underneath

what we all know

hear the sound

of millions of lives

beneath my

unconscious body

feel the water

surrounding me

for an ultimate time

before i completely

let my body return

where he belongs

[palilogie]

11:11

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la femme sur le quai

je t'ai attendue si longtemps

le vent soufflant sur le quai

le givre recouvrant les bancs

en ne sachant plus que penser

le souvenir d'une promesse

emporté par le bruit des trains

ton absence éveille ma tristesse

écoutant la ville qui s'éteint

une journée de plus passée

à espérer ton retour

ne te rappelles-tu pas l'été

quand on souriait chaque jour

accrochée à ton souvenir

j'en oublie l'odeur de ta peau

ne souhaites-tu pas revenir

et oublier tout ce chaos

le dernier train est reparti

je sens mes larmes monter

pourquoi faire tout ceci

si tu ne reviens jamais ?

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the place where all the lovers want to go

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i met sarah in hell

she was made of everything

no one would ever wish for:

her skin was always so fiery,

and her eyes were thunderstorm.

she attracted rainy days,

flowers were dying around her.

she was made of everything

no one would ever wish for,

yet my rainy days were turning

into sunny ones, nature was

flourishing, the warmth of her skin

comforted me so much,

and the print of her lips

fitted perfectly with mine

i fell in love with a girl

i met in hell.

[palilogie]

reading over and over the last letter you sent me

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drowning myself

it feels like

i can't get

these thoughts

outta my head

they always keep

my brain awake

the same ideas

running over

and over in front

of me tend to

make me overthink

i think i am

drowning myself

in all those memories

again

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wings made of angel tears

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toxic relationship

we used to love

each other

but it happens

to lovers

they hug tighter

and tighter

end up choking

the other

blood is thicker

than water

but you can drown

in either

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the view of our date at the harbor bridge

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une lettre depuis là-haut

envoie-moi

une lettre

depuis le

paradis,

quand je serai

en enfer,

glisse

une carte postale

dans l'enveloppe,

fais-moi rêver

au milieu

de l'horreur

de l'éternité,

et du temps qu'il

me reste

à passer,

de nouveau vivante

en enfer.

[palilogie]

picking flowers on a sunny wednesday