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When you're post nut with your internet partner and trying not to say those three words that make it too real.

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I managed to get a partner lmao

yeah so im still alive but like in a relationship?

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I am only a teenager for four more hours and ten minutes.

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Drew Apollo. Hes very difficult to draw and honestly I dont like how i drew him. He's one of my older OC's and hes essentially the casted out son of satan.

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i never believed stress can cause a relapse in addiction until it happened to me. I'm never going on an overnight trip with work people again.

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latest obsessions: prucan (as usual), good omens (that's new), and that new prime movie about a prince and the presidents son (I just finished that an hour ago, it was good though cheesy)

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Me (currently in San Francisco): the Golden gate bridge is overrated, it's just a big bridge

Also me (at the Muir woods): fuck yeah big trees

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Last few days drawing. Summer break just means I get to draw more although next month I probably cant draw as much

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another drawing to just entertain myself

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need to vent real quick cause i think my irl friends are tired of me doing it

so i just realized i am in fact NOT aromantic like i thought. I just didnt like my ex. and i realized i am experiencing new feelings and they are weird and i dont know how to handle them 

wish me luck i guess especially since the person in question according to my friends might like me back

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long time no talk.

just an update for those who care. I'm doing great, well kinda. I still have depression and health issues but that's not gonna change. I have a job I enjoy and I survived my first term of college.

If anyone wants to see me irl I will just say some confirmed events I'm going to are

ren faire the first or second weekend of June

world beat, last weekend of June

six the musical, last week of July

San Francisco, last week of august

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im letting my eating disorder win lmao

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one of my toxic traits is im attracted to the crustiest of stoner dudes

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if 2 of your old friends really missed you, thought about you all the time, and wanted to reach out to get back in touch, how would you feel about that, and how would you want them to go about it?

id love it but also i havent used tumblr in a few weeks and just noticed this

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I fucking miss my old friends. But its my fault I left them. 

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Ive been listening to ghost and papa emeritus has an aesthetic i love so I did some experimenting with my old linework style + realism leaning shading 

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Just a ittle someone, I’ve been playing skyrim lately as her but the Elf races looked weird so I had to make her an Imperial. Doesn’t stop her thievery though. Also her appearance has had some official changes after almost a year of thinking.