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arya <3

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"I think I understand a little how painters must feel."

The part in the short story:

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Pvt. Lorraine said bi rights

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Catch the latest Pokémon news in our next Pokémon Presents on July 22nd at 6 a.m. PST.

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“I wish my ‘rightful place’ would be right next to you.”

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husband..

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special flowers for each other💕

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shopping🍅

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obligatory university au doodles or something <3

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Shells | Part 30 (shelliott stardew fic)

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love writing for Elliott cause I get to nerd about things I'm actually obsessed about and I don't have to look up any chicken facts hahaha

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Shells | Part 29 (shelliott stardew fic)

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this one feels really personal 🥲

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Shells | Part 28 (shelliott stardew fic)

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ok let's get burning guys

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aizawa drawing i did for the @guardianaizawa zine two years ago. packed with vigilante easter eggs (i loooove the manga) - now that the show is running, i felt like it'd be a good time to post it. i remember being very proud of all the details i punched into this one (੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ enjoyyy

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[Image Description: Digital drawing of Aizawa Shouta from the show My Hero Academia. Aizawa sits on his desk with some papers spread in front of him and a pinboard and a bookshelf behind him. He's smoking. End ID.]

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Reaper of the Bailey

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Happy mermay!! (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Marine biologist Phoenix Wright finds out that the mer he met as a child is being held at a research facility! Now he’s got to work his way up through the ranks of the lab to find his long lost love 💖

(Thank you @wr1ghtw0rth for basically coming up with the entire premise X3)

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As someone recently diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, one thing that’s been helping me grapple with the intense shame I have over all my “wasted potential” is accepting that potential doesn’t exist and never did.

This sounds so harsh, but please bare with me.

I procrastinated a lot growing up. I still procrastinate today, but less so. And yet, I got good grades. I could write an A+ paper that “knocked [my professor]’s socks off” in the hour before class and print it with sweat running down my face.

I was so used to hearing from teachers and family that if I just didn’t procrastinate and worked all the time, I could do anything! I had all this potential I wasn’t living up to!

And that’s true, as far as it goes, but that’s like saying if Usain Bolt just kept going he could be the fastest marathon runner in the world. Why does he stop at the end of the race??

If ANYONE could make their top speed/most productive setting the one they used all the time, anyone could do anything. But you can’t. Your top speed is not a speed you’re able to sustain.

Now, I’ve found that I do need to work on not procrastinating. Not because the product is better, even, but because it’s better for my mental health and physical health to not have a full, sweating, panicked breakdown over every task even if the task itself turns out excellently. It’s a shitty way to live! You feel bad ALL the time! And I don’t deserve to live like that anymore.

So all of this to say, I’m not wasting a ton of potential. I don’t have an ocean of productivity and accomplishments inside of me that I could easily, effortlessly access if I just sat down 8 hours a day and worked. There’s no fucking way. That’s not real. It’s an illusion. It’s fine not to live up to an illusion.

And if you have ADHD, I mean this from the bottom of my heart: you do not have limitless potential confounded by your laziness. You have the good potential of a good person, and you can access it with practice and work, but do not accept the story that you are choosing not to be all that you are or can be. You are just a human person.

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Sent a 12 year old on a fake Hero’s Journey last week and holy shit he actually did it