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more than a late night snack – gojo satoru chapter 10: yakisoba
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contents: gojo satoru x reader, gojo calls you babe, gojo being a little shit, idiots in love, super fluff, conflicting internal thoughts
summary: after getting caught sneaking out, detention with gojo proves to be a headache, but with some new found courage you and gojo grow closer.
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“yeah! okay! let's go after this?” you glance up to notice his eyes, half visible behind his dark glasses, practically flashing in excitement.
“.. uh, yeah right after this.” you nod your head, a twitch in your lips.
“okay, i can call shoko and suguru when we’re don–” half pulling out his phone from his back pocket, phone charm jingling as he unlocks his phone. But with the sound of the clearing of your throat, he hesitates and looks over at you, his eyes widening at the sight of your sheepish face, slight blush dusting the plains of your cheeks, flashing quickly.
“hm, i thought we could just go? like just us…” you mutter.
just us?
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grumbling to yourself, you ignore the growing pain on your back as you continue to clean the classroom floors with a worn out rag. 
how the hell this classroom managed to get this filthy, there were only 3 others in your year?! why were there so many scuff marks on the floor?!  
sighing, you turned to look outside at the deceivingly bright late autumn day. this was not exactly how you pictured spending your thursday. this would probably be the last nice day of the year and you were stuck in a drafty, dirty room with satoru gojo. eugh, not exactly ideal. wait, why is it so dirty still? didn’t gojo just sweep – there’s no way, no fucking way– 
“oh my god gojo! you have to sweep up the dirt – dont just fucking sweep it under something.” you exasperatedly cry, hotly tossing the rag to the side whipping your head back to catch gojo half heartedly sweeping.
your patience was wearing dangerously thin, you could already feel a dull ache developing in the back of your head – a spot where satoru gojo’s face had been in a lot more than you’d like to admit.  this must have been the most household chores that gojo has done in his whole life, begrudgingly taking into account his never ending flow of complaints. tsking in annoyance you wondered if it would be easier to just cut off your ears. 
“grumps, im boooored. we’ve been at this foreverrrr,” he pouts, his whole body sulking like a wilted daisy as he turns to meet your seething stare. you massage the space in between your eyebrows, wisely opting to bite your lip instead of voicing the even flow of obscenities that you’ve been thinking for the past 2 hours. “look, so am i but you have to fucking do it right the first time or we’re going to be here forever.” you snap, your twitching hand moving to your temple, massaging the ache. 
you and gojo were reaching the end of a two week detention for getting caught sneaking out. you remembered the way that shoko obnoxiously laughed in your face when you told her the other day, you’ve never seen her laugh so hard. suguru on the other hand knew how to get under your skin, you almost punched his arm when his familiar shit eating grin appeared, teasing for actually getting caught. but you definitely punched him when he sassily asked why you didnt get a donut for him. it was times like these that you were starkly reminded that gojo and suguru were friends for a reason.  gojo strangely seemed pleased about it all. you couldn’t figure out why, especially since he complained about it every hour. 
“fine, fine. but i dont know know why we have to do this shit for two weeks..” he whines as your nostrils flare. “ oh? you dont remember? i’ll remind you, it’s when you teleported us right into yaga’s bed when you said that you could totally do it right the second ti–” “babe!” he cries, and you scrunch up your face at the ridiculous pet name.  “i said i was sorry! what do you want me to do, i can’t fucking turn back time !” you stick your tongue out at him to gojo’s quiet amusement.  “my perfect record, soiled all due to some hyperactive white haired brat..” you mutter. 
“ hey! I heard that! you always mutter and i can always hear you! ” he says as he takes the broom to poke your side. “and that’s totally a lie, i know what you sugu have been up to – you’ve just never been caught yet!” “only losers get caught.” you answer, sticking out your tongue at him. 
gojo snickers, dropping the broom carelessly to ruffle your hair. “and look who’s the loser no–” you smack his chest in retaliation, moving away from his too warm hands and blinding smile. smoothing your hair out, you barely notice the way his trailing blue eyes shine behind his dark glasses – probably just a trick of the light. 
“i just dont see why we got two weeks, it’s so dumb. when sugu and i got detention last month for sneaking out we only got a week..” he sighs, stretching his torso with a groan. 
“uh huh..” you mutter, not even bothering to act like you’re listening. picking up the rag again to busy your hands before they strangle him. 
“OOoOOOoh shit, babe! i forgot to tell you heh , last week when suguru and i –” 
why was he like this anyway? what was his deal?frustratingly you didn’t understand gojo. 
all week he seemed to be in a great mood despite the strangely long detention, always finding new things to talk about. you noticed that gojo was getting more and more comfortable with you – if that was even possible – often dropping by your room in the evening. It started when suguru was on missions but quickly his visits happened when suguru was home, even as much as every other day. initially he’d knock on your door, “i know you’re in there babe, dont ignore me!”  somehow he’d easily slide past you despite the multiple feeble attempts to keep him out, eventually you stopped the charade and begrudgingly allowed him to teleport into your room, as long as he texted you 10 minutes before.  gojo would waltz like he owned the place, annoyingly touching everything in your room while yapping on about the cool new show he was watching with shoko or how he beat suguru in a video game. you recalled how much he’d whine in class the day after when he teleported into your room to find you and shoko on the bed flipping through magazines, loudly complaining he was being “neglected.” needless to say, you found that your nights were louder and more lively – fun. 
“-and then i said, “what the fuck suguru?! this thing is huge , and if you dont think that it’s scary –” 
you stretch out your sore back with a groan. you swear all this stupid cleaning was exacerbating your already sore back from your usual sparring session with suguru the other night. your muscles were so tense that you even complained about an unusually quiet gojo earlier in the day. 
“–but y’know how he can be, right?” he clears his throat obnoxiously, waiting for a response, a grunt, anything to acknowledge his demanding presence. ugh stupid gojo and his stupid plans for his stupid mischief. 
“..and i told him that was seriously something he had to work on – ” he impatiently whips his head to look at you, eyes narrowing when he sees you lost in your thoughts. 
“right, grumps? ??”the sound of gojo’s impatiently tapping foot on the still dirty classroom floor brings your attention back to him. you dont even need to look at him to sense the annoyance from his gaze burning into you –  what was he on about? 
oh shit he was talking to you. 
“i said, right?????” 
busted.
“yup – totally.” “i thought you got two weeks?” you try, looking up at his exaggerated frown, recovering quickly.  
“didnt shoko and i see you and suguru cleaning out the cursed tools shed at the end of the month? and then i saw you cleaning the kitchens after? you snuck me that sesame milk!” you add, attempting to ease his pouting. 
“nah, the second week was because we tried to smuggle back a cursed tool – ” he smirks.
good. a smile. he was satisfied with your response, you’d lose it if he had another tantrum. It was a long two weeks to say the least.  “gojo–” you start with a sigh. “what – hey dont look at me like that – it was suguru’s idea! you didnt see how big that blade was – it was so cool!” 
“you guys are fucking crazy.” 
“special grade, babe, can’t help it.” your rolling eyes only cause him to smile even brighter.
you look out the window once more, the sun was sitting lower in the sky, its rays of light now casting shadows on the semi clean floor. 
hmm.. if you went in the next hour, there would still be time .. 
“hey..?” you test carefully, quickly busying yourself by grabbing the discarded rag and resuming your floor polishing, missing the way that gojo’s eyebrows raise at your hesitation. 
 “..do you have training after this?” “nah, not today, thought i’d just stay in, i think. my back and legs are killing me from the slavery. ” he stretches, groaning obnoxiously, before cocking an eyebrow at your curious expression. 
“.. why?” he says nonchalantly, blowing his bangs out of his face, glasses sliding down his slender nose to reveal brilliant blue. 
that was unfair. but what do you expect from gojo? this was the gojo heir, you had to remember.  
“i just.. no, it’s okay you’re tired,” you add hesitantly wondering if he even deserved an answer, the embarrassment surging, quickly morphing into meekness against your will. you cursed your weakness, you cursed gojo as well but at this point you were afraid to even wonder if it was one in the same. “no- hey! look! look, im fine – look wanna watch me blue this chair right here because i totally can, im surging with energ–” “nah, you’re tired, it’s okay..” you quickly turn around, not wanting him to see embarrassment already taking charge of your body. placing the rag onto the desk beside you, you walk past gojo with purpose, your own thoughts enough to cause your fight or flight response to trigger. “wha-what? wher-” gojo’s eyes widen, eyes blinking rapidly in confusion at your retreating figure.
did he do something wrong? 
“–i’ll just ask suguru.” he thinks he hears you mutter as you fidget with a button on your uniform. 
why were you –  “hey…” gojo takes two large steps to meet you before grabbing your arm gently, halting your escape plans. “c’mon just tell me…?” he says softly in a voice that you don’t think you recognize from him. 
“i– no.. it’s okay. you’re busy.” you shrug his searing touch off you, it’s harder to think when he’s that close. “no, really – im not, you’re not bothering me, okay?” gojo says, his twitching hand going instead to rest on his hip. 
you’re never bothering me , he thinks, studying the way you slowly look up at him, eyes no longer darting at the door. for once gojo thinks you look defeated, you were always guarded, sometimes annoyed – especially around him – but never defeated. 
he wonders if you know that you could ask him for help – for anything really. gojo watches you as you fiddle with your uniform, a nervous habit he’s noticed. as every stale second that passes, he starts to worry. what was going on in that head of yours? 
“..okay?” he tries again, a step closer to you. you sigh, turning your head away from him, he always has to win doesn’t he?
you clench your fists in frustration, why do you always fall for it? but.. maybe, this could be good – maybe a little fun would relax your tense mind. what’s the difference? gojo and you hung out with shoko and suguru all the time, he teleported into your room basically whenever he wanted it’s not like he wouldn’t want to go, he just said he was bored – maybe you needed something to break your routine, something to shake things up - maybe – it wouldn’t hurt –  impulsively you make up your mind, throwing caution to the wind, you turn around to face him, almost defiantly. “...wanna go to jinbocho today?” “jinbocho?” gojo’s eyes light up. 
you clear your throat to rid yourself of the hesitation still attempting to gain control of your tongue.  “uh yeah, i want to get that new manga volume that came out.” 
“the one about the shark head dude?” 
“ha, yeah that one..” your eyes narrow in suspicion.
 how the fuck did gojo – “suguru mentioned it.” he says casually, easily reading your loaded expression.
“.. right.. and uh i want to check out some other books.” 
“yeah! okay! let's go after this?” you glance up to notice his eyes, half visible behind his dark glasses, practically flashing in excitement. “.. uh, yeah right after this.” you nod your head, a twitch in your lips. “okay, i can call shoko and suguru when we’re don–” half pulling out his phone from his back pocket, phone charm jingling as he unlocks his phone. But with the sound of the clearing of your throat, he hesitates and looks over at you, his eyes widening at the sight of your sheepish face, slight blush dusting the plains of your cheeks, flashing quickly. 
“hm, i thought we could just go? like just us…” you mutter. just us?something explodes in gojo, you still manage to catch him off guard every time. it unlodges in his brain and falls into his stomach, clanging loudly all the way down in his empty cavity. falling so rapidly it catches fire and leaves him breathless. this was the first time that you’ve invited him out. when you first arrived he begged you to go to jinbocho with him for months but you always ignored him or claimed that you were busy. 
 “just.. just us?” “uh, yeah?” the ghost of a cheeky smile haunting your face. “..unless you want bun bun to come?” turning your back to continue wiping down the floors on your knees, the slight sense of teasing in your voice. he’s glad that you cant see his flushing face. “honestly, i think he’d like that,” he says with a grin as you amusedly shake your head. 
he laughs, and you suppress the flutter in your heart. “oy let’s go! keep sweeping –” you say waving the rag at him. “stop yelling at me! i’m going, i’m going!” “it closes at 9!” 
“ – see sweepy sweepy!!” he shouts as his exaggerated movements toss the dirt around the floor, grinning as he catches the slight upwards turn of your lips before you hastily turn around. 
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crowded tokyo trains really were the worst. your hesitant hands play with the button on your coat, something to soothe the anxiety creeping up on you. crowds weren’t your favourite, you needed the space to breathe. crowds had too many uncontrollable variables, too many potential surprises. no control. 
maybe you should have given in to gojo’s suggestion of teleporting there. you had understandably insisted that you take the train, withstanding his annoyingly persuasiveness. you swiftly dodge the hoards of people, walking slightly in front of gojo, his long strides following you close behind. 
“..she’s not the only one who likes strawberry milk – look i’m just saying! did you see the 50 cartons of strawberry milk in her dorm trash can – how the fuck does she go through all of that!?” he yaps, as you get onto a crowded train, his tall frame slouching slightly, not noticing your slight grunt at being jostled among the other passengers. 
“and so quickly too – there’s absolutely no way she’s the sole reason why we’re always sold out of strawberry, theres like 3 fucking vending machines on campus that carry it! and i’m pretty sure suguru is lactose intolerant even though he denies it and your favourite is the sesame milk–”  you step closer to him in an attempt to gain some personal space. you mentally tsk in the irony of it all. “pff, yeah suguru’s definitely lactose intolerant but he just ignores it,” you add, adjusting your long scarf. “ right?! i fuckin' told him!  i think she also goes and buys her own stash,” he grins,  you hum in response as you ignore the laughter of some teenagers further down the train. 
 “I went with her the other day to get some, dude she bought like 2 cases.” you see his blue eyes widen in realization as you visibly watch the gears turn in his head. 
“ what? ! when?” “hm.. like two or three days ago…maybe?” you say thoughtfully as you lean your weight to one side to accommodate the swaying of the train. “that fucking – oh myyyy god - m’gonna kill her!” he moans, dragging a slender hand over his face – you couldn’t help but grin in amusement, not minding when the man beside you elbows your side softly. maybe seeing gojo struggle a little bit at something made you giddy, or maybe you just liked seeing him pout cutely. “she made me beg for the last one in the vending machine after training yesterday!  i even agreed to do her garden duties next tuesday and wednesday in exchange for it!!” he groans, lip jutting out at the injustice. 
you scoff in amusement, quickly shuffling out of the way as the business woman beside you swings her large bag. you knew too well that shoko was the sneakiest when she wanted to be, gojo wasn’t the only victim of shoko. just last week you ran into suguru at the convenience store picking up extra snacks for shoko at her request when she missed class claiming to be unwell, “she sounded really bad – must be a nasty cough,” you remember him saying with concern near the hot food section. you knew for a fact that shoko was feigning illness to get concert tickets –  shoko was incredible. “ugh it’s so crowded,” gojo craning his neck as he looks down the train, “we really shoulda just –” his eyes widen as the train lurches forward, with a surprised yelp you stumble into him 
 “–whoa babe.”
your smaller frame leaned into his, your hands settling into his chest to stabilize yourself. 
“don’t worry I gotcha,” he mutters, he loosely winds his arm around to steady you. 
your breathing hitches as you feel his comforting arm find a home on your lower back, holding you there comfortably. eyes glance up to his face only to catch him already looking down at you, the twinkle in his eyes echo a fondness for you that you didn’t notice before. something in your stomach flutters while you feel your body relax. 
the train lurches again, as school bags and bodies knock you even closer to him. you sigh – in relief or in frustration, you weren’t sure just yet but it seems that the universe was against you today. 
he slouches down to whisper to you, “don’t worry babe, i’ll fight off anyone who knocks into you again,” teasing dripping from his tone. 
“oh really ?” your eyebrow raised in amusement, your hand going out to grip his open jacket as the train hits a bumpy path. his protective arm curving around you, gently tugging you closer to his wide frame to your appreciation. 
“even that baby over there?” turning around slightly, your chin pointing out the sleeping baby in a stroller, softly sucking on a green pacifier. 
“ especially if it’s that baby over there.” 
you stifle a laugh at his theatrics, a reluctant smile spilling onto your face as you gently knock your shoulder to his abdomen to reprimand him. 
“d’ya think I can take him on?” he whispers, leaning down slightly to you, his boyish face playfully feigning worry. 
and that’s what does it, you cant hold it in anymore as your laughter reaches gojo’s pleased ears. a really pretty sound, rare and fleeting, gojo thinks. his lips perk up in pride to be the cause.
“you’re crazy.” you shake your head with a smile, tossing your scarf’s tassels in his face, not missing his wide grin. unconsciously leaning on him with the excuse of the train being crowded to ease your mind, enjoying the warmth he brings. 
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as the late autumn winter finally sets, you find a strange comfort walking side by side down the familiar street to the bookstore. 
“–and given the circumstances, i think that sugu should just let me ride that damn dragon once, even after uh.. that incident –” 
you laugh, “you mean when you threw up on it?” “look in my defense, okay –  i didn’t expect it to go that fast!” “eughhh, shut up! it was so gross dude – what did he say? Didn’t suguru say that you had like 8 pieces of cake or something before, right?” 
“right, thank you, exactly my point! i was vulnerable ! baby was being so mean – ” 
ignoring him completely, you grab his jacket sleeve to still him, something in the shop window catching your eye. you dont catch the way gojo’s eyes narrow in confusion. 
“let’s go in here!” you say grasping his hand to pull him along with you, not waiting for an answer – you didnt want to wait for protests or commentary. gojo’s eyes widen at the contact, your smaller hand grabbing his. your hands were cold, were you warm enough? he could keep you warm if that’s what you wanted, he’d give you the clothes off his back if it meant that you were safe and happy, but holding your hand would be preferable. he lets you lead him, gently tugging on him to follow you but as quickly as it happened, you let go of his hand in favour of walking around the small store of knick knacks and handmade gifts. he looks around in mild curiosity, stopping to smell some of the hand poured candles.
his ears perk up to the sound of you softly calling him over, finding you in the back corner of the store,  picking up something that clearly interested you on a table, filled with what looked like little chopstick rests in different shapes, cups and little ceramic sculptures. “look! it’s shoko!” you hum, examining the little brown cat, gojo leans into you his large frame brushing your arm as his eyes pull away from the carefully painted prints on the table beside you. 
gojo grins, “hehe! it’s just missing the cigarette...” he comments as he bends down to examine the homemade ceramic animals. he decides that  he likes seeing you like this, shy smiles and mischievous eyes, teasing words dangling from your pretty lips. it was a rare sight but gojo’s happy to see it more often even if it meant he had to be a bit more ridiculous than usual. his stomach does backflips as he watches your growing smile, hands picking up little trinkets examining them with a careful eye. 
“oh my god, they have suguru too!” you grab the sleek black haired ceramic cat with purple eyes, “doesn’t he look kinda spooky?” stroking the cat’s sleek head with your pointer finger, you were practically buzzing with excitement. 
the sound of your gentle laugher, brings his attention to you picking up a little fluffy ceramic white cat with big blue eyes and bringing it close to his face to compare. eyes darting between the sculpture and him, gojo feels his breathing pattern change under your scrutinizing gaze and sharp eyes.  “damn... you look good in cat form too! yours is the cutest.” you say casually, stroking the head of the little white cat, the kitty versions of suguru and shoko carefully held in your other hand. 
cute? did you think he was cute? he thinks his grin will split his face open as you go back cooing at the other ceramic cats, commenting on the cute little stripes on a green eyed tabby. “heh. grumps,” he mutters, bending dramatically to knock his shoulder into your much shorter one when you don’t give him attention. you grunt as you feel him pat your head when you ignore his shoulder bumps. you turn to him, eyes narrowing at his dramatics. “..what??? eugh , no pats, gojo !!” “..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
“hm? oh, –” you say hastily but not quick enough, “ definitely not . i was talking about the cat goj- catoru , dude.” 
gojo’s eyebrows raise at the slight wobble of your voice, as you immediately turn around to look through the rest of the shop, busying yourself with the homemade cards on a rolling rack. 
“really, babe? catoru ?! and you can’t call me satoru ? always gojo this, gojo that..” ” he groans playfully, clutching his chest dramatically, like you somehow wounded the strongest – and you have. 
but all wounds heal as he catches you shaking your head, the blush on your face telling him all he needed to know. 
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“what about this one?” his lanky figure trailing you like a clingy puppy as you move up and down the aisles of your favourite book store, the paper bag of safely wrapped ceramic cats brushing against his pants. 
“ehh? I actually haven’t read that one…” you say as you take the manga volume from him, an eyebrow raised in curiosity. 
“wait, really? it’s actually really good! it’s a little slow in the beginning but once you reach his arc –” he taps the cover of the book to a red haired protagonist, “it goes so hard, trust,” gojo says with a smile, taking the bag of shopping from you as you flip through the book. “really? what do you like about it? oh– ” you scoff, showing him a large spread of the book featuring a character with an absurdly large chest. “- i see, gros–” “okay wow, kill me for being a guy! you’re so judgemental you know that?! and it’s not just that, okay!? but even if it was I have needs, i have – ” “OKAY, then what –” you snort at his frantic expression. “it’s the character development, the way he –” he leans forward pointing out what seems to be one of the main protagonists, “learns from his past to find the strength to move forward, and the dialogue is so smart and the humour is so relatable like – actually, y’know i actually have the other volumes, you can borrow them,’ he adds exasperatedly, you snicker, seeing gojo so frustrated always tickled you, he was definitely the type to be able to dish it but not take it on the receiving end. 
“ honesty , you think i like this because of a pair of boobs?” 
“uh yeah, you’re a guy, you’re – ” “that’s so rude dude! i swear, babe i’m not some –”  
“dude come onnnn, i’ve seen your phone backgrou–” “honestly babe that’s super reductive of yo–” 
“tsk! gojo, have you read this one?” you point to a colourful cover behind him, determined to move away from that conversation with gojo. gojo looks over and wrinkles his nose obnoxiously. “nah, it looks weird – ” “ugh, don’t tell me you’re the type to not read something if the art style isn’t your preference!” “it’s so distractinggggg,” he whines, “how can you concentrate on the story when their bug eyes are staring back at ya? it’s scary . ” “you just get used to it –” “– but their whole face is all eyes!!” “ your whole face is just eyes, gojo!” 
“no it isn’t! look –” he swiftly removes his sunglasses to move his face close to yours for you to inspect, “i got a cute nose, some sculpted cheekbones – i’m a well proportioned boy, i mean heh.. except my d –” you slap your hand over his mouth, you hide your grin when you hear his muffled whine of your name.
“shhhhh!! you’re so fucking loud dude, we’re gonna get kicked out!” you scold, your grin leaking onto your face, only removing your hand when you make him promise to quiet down. 
“babe, you gotta stop doing that..” he mutters poutily. “you really need to be nicer to me…” 
you grab a copy of the manga on the shelf next to you, slamming the volume onto his chest, his wide eyes blinking curiously. “here, i’ll read your suggestion if you read mine,” you say with a grin. 
“oohh! babe’s book club?!” he whispers excitedly, his frown instantly turning into a bright smile at the potential of spending more time with you. baby steps. “we can call it BBC –  wait, actually no –” you roll your eyes but gojo you couldn't help but be amused at his enthusiasm. “c’mon let’s go pay, they’re closing in thirty minutes,” you look back at him with a smile as you watch him make quick strides to catch up with you, easily falling into place and chatting your ear off about how the bug eyed characters would haunt his dreams. 
curiously, you dont seem to mind. 
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for once it was you leaning closer to gojo, the glow of the street lights illuminating his uncharacteristically serious face. “– look okay, you can’t tell anyone -”. this was the most serious you’ve ever seen gojo you nod curiosity filling you. the moon fully out now, illuminating gojo’s bright hair as he enthusiastically sways your bags of shopping back and forth. 
“ – not even suguru!” damn he was good. you roll your eyes. 
“fine.” you sigh. 
“pinky promise?” 
you huff, hesitantly hooking your pinky with his, dropping your hand immediately to hear what he has to say. 
“... i was known for biting other kids until i was 9.” he says stiffly, his hand ruffling up his hair. 
you blink, his confession stopping you in your tracks. gojo takes a few more paces before he notices your stiff figure and stony expression, lip bitten.  a pregnant pause. 
your muffled giggles. 
“babe dont laugh –” the panic in his voice amplifies your loud laugh, flowing loudly and endlessly as it echoes through the dark streets.
 “y’said you wouldn’t laugh!!” he pouts, his heart beating quickly, a rhythm matching the tempo of your laugh. gojo crosses his arms poutily, bags of shopping rustling in his hands. 
you mumble something close to an apology through your giggles, cold hands moving to wipe the tears in your eyes.
“listen, like i wasnt used to being around other kids because i always had to go to specialty training and – like i did it one time and then –” “ ah okay, sure! so the first taste of blood and then you were addic–” you laugh, the visual of a smaller more feral gojo biting every other child in sight has your legs weak, crouching as another giggle attack takes over you. “ oy, it’s not like that!” gojo quickly walks back over to you, shoulders hunched, self conscious hands running through his hair. “Ughhhhhhhh!! I  knew i shouldn’t have– ” “s’okay gojo, you were just a kid..” you snicker, standing straight once more, you swear you hear a sigh in relief. “but is that why you’re always eating gummy candies?” “no! they just taste go–” 
“wait, have you bitten shoko or sugu –” 
“i- mean, uh – of course not –” his frantic answers interrupted by another wave of your laughter. 
“HA! that means you’ve definitely bitten suguru! I cant wait to ask hi–” you say excitedly, grabbing your phone out of your coat pocket. “Babe! BABE! STOP –” gojo’s widen, quickly using his large frame to pry your phone out of your hands before you could sent the message. 
“OY! give it back!” 
“nope!” he says, a smile cracking onto his face. 
“gojo!” you giggle, “heh- stop!” you lightly slap his forearm, cursing his freakish height. “i’ll give it back to you if you tell me something that you haven’t told anyone.” you hum, considering his deal, a small smile still on your face – a curious one that always seemed to take over you while gojo was around – something you haven’t told anyone? 
“ and watch  – you just watch – i’ll be so nice i wont laugh at all!” 
“ suguru’s contact name in my phone is “throat goat.”’
gojo snickers, easily handing you back your phone. 
“you just laughed, gojo!” you snort, pocketing it, shrugging your scarf tighter on you. 
“what, i can’t laugh at funny things now? ‘sides,i told you something personal about myself! you told me a lame secret -” 
“still something about myself!” you argue, tone testily, cold hands moving to dry your eyes from your previous laughter. 
“doesn’t count babe, y’owe me another secret!” he says in a sing song voice, wagging a finger in your face as you roll your eyes. 
“man, now I have to change his name on my phone too! why didnt i think of that…” he mutters, taking out his flip phone from his back pocket. “what do you have him under right now?” he grins, flipping open his phone, his other hand gesturing you to come close for you to take a closer look. gojo snickers in your ear, suguru’s contact had a photo of suguru pouting with his arms crossed in a high bun with blue bows in it with the contact came of: sugu baby decorated with bow on the side 
you snort,  “where’d you get the bows?” “shoko!” he responds cheerily. “it suits him, strangely.” you comment, head tilting to the side. you watch in amusement as he changes suguru’s contact name to THROAT GOAT, opting to keep the bows on his contact name. “see thats what i said, babe! it contrasts his sharp jaw, cute right?” he says, glancing at his contact screen proudly, as you stifle a grin. 
“how ‘bout me? what am i, grumps? knowing you, you must’ve changed it.” he frowns slightly, eyes still bright. 
“mmm wouldnt you like to know, chomper ?” you playfully tease, wiggling your eyebrows. 
“ hey !” he pouts incredulously with a whine, “you promised …” he takes off his glasses to rub a hand past his face exasperatedly groaning dramatically. 
“if you keep pouting, it’ll stay that way, gojo!” you laugh at his expression, ruffling his hair playfully in an attempt at an apology, you could practically see his imaginary tail wagging at the gesture before walking down the street. 
a bright stall comes into light, a savoury smell insticing your brain, beside you hear your stomach grumble loudly. he sniffs the air enthusiastically, eyes almost glowing in the dark as you approach a busy yakisoba stand.  
gojo shoots a knowing look at your sheepish face, “that smells good, hey? wanna grab some?”  
you nod as you make your way forward, gojo trailing behind you closely. your eyes take in the busy yakisoba stall, the glow of the amber lights illuminating the steam rising from the noodles and vegetables cooking, making your mouth water from the short line at the stall. 
“hi, can we get 4 yakisobas?” gojo contemplates, “and… uhh maybe 2 of the sodas?” 
“– please!” you tack on, elbowing his side as you, chastising him silently at the lack of his manners. you satisfyingly smirk at gojo’s dramatic grunt as the middle aged woman at the counter smiles at the scene. 
“that’ll be 2405 yen, please.” “ah okay – hmmm” gojo hums, pats his coat pockets for his wallet – where’d he put it again?
bumping your hip to his, you move to grab your wallet in your jacket pocket. 
“you literally paid for everything else today, gojo, lemme – ” “babe, it’s okay –” 
with a soft sigh, a soft hand stills his forearm, the heat of your kindness burning through his coat. “but you cant do this all the time…” displeasure written out on your face, a slight pout, your nose scrunching up – a cute combination that gojo has learned means that you’re stubborness is rearing its head. “really, it’s fine – ” gojo tries again, he’s stronger than this, but he also knows that the sweetness of your gaze in combination with your gentle touch is enough to question his sanity. “can you just let me this time?” 
“nope – ” he says cheerily, triumphantly finds his wallet amongst the empty candy wrappers, loose digimon cards, hair ties for suguru and strangely enough some star stickers in his back pocket. he wrenches open his too stuffed wallet to grab some yen before –  “thank you, auntie,” you interrupt, bowing slightly as you quickly hand over your money. 
turning to accept two containers of steaming noodles, you meet gojo’s confused stare, his hands still holding his open wallet, suspended in mild disbelief, the frigid cold late autumn air biting at his fingertips. 
“just let me, you can’t do everything all the time...” you say quietly. 
gojo blinks. 
“heh,” he quickly recovers, a smile gracing his pink face. 
“... what?” 
“so that’s what it feels like to be a sugar bab–” “just go find a seat.” you interrupt with a grumble, shoving two containers of steaming yakisoba at him as gojo snickers past you, singing a thank you. 
you shake your head as the sound of his fading laugher is replaced with the lively sound of the sizzling of vegetables and noodles on the grill. 
“your boyfriend –” a rich voice calls. boyfriend? you choke on the breath that you’re trying to catch, almost dropping the last two steaming containers in the process. 
what? who? 
“ – really likes you. i remember when my husband and i were like that, it felt like just yesterday –” the middle aged woman at the stand comments while putting two sodas in a bag. 
gojo?
you can’t help your widening eyes as you stare at her, as you try to juggle the containers of steaming yakisoba while accepting the bag of drinks and utensils.
“..and he’s always looking at you, you know? how sweet – oh here he comes!” 
likes you? boyfriend? 
perhaps sensing your thoughts, he rushes over, an arm stilling behind your back gently moving back and forth sweetly. 
“y’okay? here, lemme grab them..” he easily takes the containers gently from you, your fingers brushing against each other clumsily. 
you feel his warm hand on your back, your muscles easing at the short amount of contact. boyfriend?“take care of each other!” the yakisoba shop lady calls out with a knowing grin, as you carry the plastic bag of drinks and cutlery into your cold hands, waving to you before turning her attention back to the frying noodles. 
satoru. 
you stutter out a thank you and a quick bow before you follow gojo’s retreating figure, wondering if you even heard her correctly. as you sit at the table you feel gojo’s foot gently poke yours underneath the table, “where’d you go, grumps?” you feel him nudge you as you snap apart some wooden chopsticks. 
“mmm, just thinkin.” you hum between a mouthful of noodles. 
“well…” he mumbles as a slender arm pokes at  you, “aren’t ya gonna tell me?” 
you shrug him off annoyed, “i just did!” “babe, dont act dumb – i meant tell me about what you’re thinking about!!” “i can’t.” 
“what do you mean you can’t? ya got a mouth don’t ya” he points at your lips with his chopsticks with a cheeky smile. “i just can’t – it’s a secret.” you snort. 
“well great, you still owe me a secret, so – ” gojo teases as he opens his second container of yakisoba enthusiastically, his dark shades fogging up immediately from the steam. “oy! i dont owe you shit !” you counter, mouth full of slightly crispy noodles and perfectly cooked savoury vegetables. “mhm – well also, there’s babe tax –” he says with a mouthful. 
“no fucking way there’s more babe tax – “ you grumble, eyes rolling so hard that you think that your eyeballs would detach. “ – fine, suit yourself! so now you owe me two secrets!” he adds joyfully, wiggling his eyebrow at your pouty frown, taking off his fogged up sunglasses. 
you take extra time to aggressively use your wooden chopsticks to grab some yakisoba from your container to avoid looking at his too bright eyes. 
gojo notices the very subtle twitch of the corner of your lips – he loves it when you pretend to be mad at him, the way the ice melts, the brightness of your smiles bathing him in new light. 
“.. i was just thinking that i’m having fun is all,” you say shyly quickly shoving a mouthful of yakisoba in your mouth to counteract the flush of your cheeks. staring at your nearly empty styrofoam container you feel gojo annoyingly prod your foot under the table. you could already feel the heat of his gaze, the energy radiating off him infectious. 
“babe!” he lightly kicks you fussily, “hey!” his pout deepening with every passing second that you’re ignoring him. “babe! HEY! babebabebabe –” he pouts as he lightly pokes at your shin with increasing urgency, his empty containers of yakisoba tossed carelessly back into the plastic bag. 
“ow! what?!!? can you stop being so annoying for one second, im eati-” 
it’s the soft call of your name in gojo’s baritone that interrupts your complaints. you couldnt deny that you liked the sound of it in that way, something gentler with more intention. 
“i like hanging out with you too.” 
you blink owlishly. 
the words that you had planned to say die in your throat at his genuine smile, your eyes widening at the admission. you’ve seen gojo’s grin plenty of times, hell it was rare to see him without it – but this time was different. his eyes light up, a slight dimple on the left side of his cheek. he was the sun. 
with nervous tension you continue to slurp the rest of your noodles trying to find something to focus on other than his sparkling blue eyes, his white hair catching the amber glow of the lights, the way his shoulders would tense while he ate –  when did gojo get more.. muscular? why was he so – wait – 
you manage a noncommittal grunt in response, not trusting your fuzzy brain right now. must be the cold or something, right? 
being around gojo more often makes you more stupid, you guess – you make a mental note to hang around shoko more. he huffs dramatically at your silence, antsily bouncing his knee up and down under the table while drumming his fingers on his thigh. blue meets your daring stare –  did he always look at you this way? like you – “heh, got something there! you’re so messy, grumps.” he motions to the left side of your face, tapping his smooth face gently. 
you roll your eyes as you wipe the side of your mouth with unusual aggression, hoping the scrubbing erases the turning of your stomach. you must be hungrier than you thought. 
“You’re hopeless, to the left, grumps, no – left! my left not -y’know lemme just get it …” gojo mumbles, producing a napkin out of thin air and leaning forward to dab at your cheek with surprising gentleness, his other large hand caressing your cheek. 
your breath hitches  – what was he doing? but.. it felt kind of nice? 
what? 
stop.
have some self control. 
your hand winds around his wrist to still his slender hand on your face. “i can do it myself, im not a child..” you hiss, leaning back as his fingers obnoxiously wriggle as you tsk in annoyance, rubbing your hand to your face before he could dangerously come any closer. 
“uh huh, well accepting help is the mature thing to do, you literally said so back there!” 
gojo scoffs in amusement as feels you dramatically throw his wrist, effectively shoving his other offending hand away from your flushing face. 
“oh now you listen to me..” you mutter as  refrain yourself from being too sarcastic. Leaning over to you flick his forehead. gojo thinks that there should be a welt there for how much you flick the exact spot, but if it meant that you got into his personal space, he wouldn’t mind. 
using a spare napkin to scrub the yakisoba sauce off to distract yourself from his too loud voice, you’re sure there’s a red mark on your face where you wiped it. your were lips itching to say something, anythin–“see? what would you do without your best, most handsomest and the strongest friend satoru –” 
ugh, god – you’re going insane to have to have even considered – you stand abruptly, opting to collect the rest of the empty styrofoam containers on the table and shove them into the plastic bag to quickly dispose of them rather than confronting whatever that was. 
“we should get going, i'm not getting another detention,” you grumble stiffly, interrupting gojo’s passionate musings about the banned live action Dragonball movie.  if your interruption bothers him it, gojo doesnt show it as he carelessly throws a slender arm around you to teleport you both back. 
“well you shoulda said so! c’mere!” he says happily at the excuse of being close to you, not catching your grumbling.  ompffff.  
you stumble. 
you’re always stumbling lately. 
you dont know when you closed your eyes but you could still feel your stomach turning as you straighten your back as you feel your feet hitting the smooth wood of the hallway floors. “hehehe, see, grumps? see – I’ve been practicing! i told ya i could –” you feel his warm hand still around your shoulder, fingers soft and long, his thumb moving comfortingly back and forth on your shoulder as you blink away the dizziness.
huh. gojo actually did it this time. you sigh in relief, shrugging his too warm hand off of you.
thank god. shoko would’ve never let you live it down if you got another detention with the white haired devil. “– next time we should go further, i’m pretty accurate around most of central tokyo but it starts gettin a lil’ fuzzy past toshima. anyway, thanks for today, did you wanna go to the matcha cafe you mentioned next week?” 
“mhm.” you nod, accepting the bags of shopping from him, your cold fingers briefly touching his too warm ones. your twitching hands quickly latch onto the handle of your door, feet shuffling awkwardly. 
“sweet! okay, good night!” he turns abruptly, stretching. he takes out his phone to send a quick text to suguru – hmmm he should be home on his mission by now maybe he would want to play some game cube with him in his room? or they could spar together, but suguru would probably be too tried… or if gojo asked really nicely, maybe they could go on a ride on rainbow dragon and then he hears creaking of the floorboard –  Turning around with his eyes on still his phone, “what’d id this tim–” “satoru..?” 
gojo whips his head up to your pouting face, figure still your door way. wait- wait, you called – satoru? who’s satoru? gojo’s brain short circuits. the thumping of his heart going into overdrive, completely overwhelming him. a strangeness penetrating his heart. somewhere in his mind he hears his phone falling to the floor, his unfinished text to suguru cut short. 
gojo . you – 
satoru. 
he feels a slight jab to his shoulder, bringing his attention back to you. when’d you get so close?
“you good?” you ask, dusting off his phone before handing it to him.
gojo blink, words seem too heavy to hold, he takes the phone quickly. did you just call him satoru? he takes in your appearance. your cheeks still flushed from the cold, your scarf hanging from your neck, the ghost of the bags under your eyes still prominent from this close up. 
“...hey? i said, where are you going?” you ask with a furrow in your brow, something that gojo finds adorable coupled with your softened voice. he stares at you. you looked hesitant, almost meek, like a child waiting to be punished but ready to fight back. there was a bit of fight in you, there always was, you wouldn’t be you without that cold quiet defiance in your eyes. but in this light, there was something else in there, something softer and more fragile, something fleeting and gentle. 
“...uhh my room?” he says. “...i thought we were gonna read together.” you say gently motioning to your door behind you, the rustle of your paper bags sound too loud. 
in your room? you and him? reading? 
together. 
satoru? his eyes widen, the brightest blue blinds you for a second, you swear you see the slight tinge of pink in his cheeks as his long fingers card through his floppy hair. 
“uhh...read what?” 
“hello?? honestly, did you smack your head while you teleported or something?” you shake the bag of books in front of his face, brow furrowed in mild concern. 
what’s wrong with him? you knew first hand that gojo could be dense, but this dense?  this was strange behaviour. you take note of his loaded expression with a decision to ask suguru about it tomorrow. 
“c’mon, do i have to do everything?” you say rolling your eyes. gojo catches the miniscule smile in your eyes, something that he’s noticed that you were doing a lot more, smiles came easier to you now. 
his attention is drawn back to you when he feels your smaller hand grab his arm to practically drag him into your room. 
it only takes him seconds to settle beside bunbun on your bed, excitedly pulling out multiple volumes of manga out of the paper bags, pointing enthusiastically to the cover of one. you nod as he talks enthusiastically talks  about the stupid haircut his favourite character has in the first 3 volumes. the door shuts quickly, your quiet joy hidden behind a barely concealed smile, but gojo’s too loud laugh can be heard reverberating through the halls. 
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snackies!tags: @starmapz @ghost-buddies @perqbeth @thatbitchsatoru @briezy04764 @averyjadedemerald
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a/n: lol gojo would 100% be the kid to bite other kids. helloooooo! im back! did you miss me? this chapter was pretty indulgent, hope it's worth the wait. ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) what did you think? -- head image credit: Isekai Izakaya Nobu 異世界居酒屋のぶ dividers from: @/adornedwithlight
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peppertoastuniverse · 5 days ago
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Omg Trish!! 😭💖 thank you, thank you! this is so sweet - Trish is such an incredibly thoughtful writer, go read all of her stuff!
SPREAD THE LOVE AMONG FANFIC WRITERS 💖Who are your favorite authors? And what are your favorite/most read fics? Send it to five people so we can spread admiration and love among the community!
there are SO many amazing writers on here so i've almost certainly missed someone but here are the blogs (and fics) that i frequent the most! also trying to make this list a bit different from my sukuna recs but i just have to mention some of these twice. please respect all the authors' rules and check warnings <33
@fushitoru - aashi writes the most BEAUTIFUL regency era aus and i highly recommend checking out both knight!choso and bridgerton!gojo, and i'm always going back to her spiderman!gojo as well i'm so down bad for him tbh (the spotify scene in the oneshot has my entire heart)
@lostfracturess - nici's professor!gojo and professor!geto made me go through every stage of grief (in the best way possible), there's so much emotion in her writing and i'm in envy of the way the stories interconnect with one another, it's sooo well-done!!
@celestie0 - i'm so down bad for ellie's ihm!gojo he's peak husband material fr and the world she's created for him and reader is so beautiful and well-done. kickoff is also the very first gojo fic i ever read and inspired me to post my writing <33
@yenayaps - sienna's sukuna is seriously so delicious i fear i drool on my screen at the sight of new chapters of defiance and i will never stop yapping about sorcerer!sukuna who i need carnally
@indiewritesxoxo - indie's band rivalry fic between sukuna and geto literally has me swapping who i'm rooting for constantly because indie writes them both too hot 😩 not to mention her pick your player series is sooooo fun!! youtuber!nanami i will always love you
@cinnamorollcrybaby - i will never stop preaching cinna's best friends to lovers series, especially sukuna's and suguru's, i seriously adore all of them and highly recommend checking them all out!! her subtle dom!nanami is also one of the hottest things i've ever read and criminal!sukuna from a therapist's perspective is SO interesting
@obsesssedblerd - the amount of times i've re-read reyna's nanami smut should be criminal, it's so hot and i think about it constantly. her toji x preschool teacher!reader is sooo cute, nothing makes me happier than toji in super domestic settings 🥹
@cuntyji - kash just started a med student sukugo x reader fic that has such a hold on me i can't even begin to describe how often i'm thinking about this. unscripted is also one of my all-time fave toji fics, soft!toji has my whole entire heart
@satoruxx - wolf hybrid!toji has my entire heart and i just want happiness for him 😭 what a sweetheart, seriously. the subtle ways rheya writes him warming up to the reader make me want to wrap him up in a blanket and keep him safe forever
@retiredteabag - the saga of me wanting toji to live a happy life of domesticity continues, dogsitter!toji just wrapped up and i adored every second of it. i just want this man to have a happy ending so bad. their arranged marriage au with nanami is also seriously one of the sweetest fics ever and i look forward to every single update <33
@screampied - vegas' entire blog is a goldmine of incredibly hot work but i always find myself revisiting boxer!toji & boxer!kuna and i don't think venomized!toji has left my mind since reading it, i never could have known how badly i needed him in my life
@madamechrissy - stripclub owner!sukuna my BELOVED. we all know i love a man that's so down bad and only has eyes for one person and chrissy does that dynamic SO WELL here, i adore this story SO much <33 i'm also anxiously awaiting pornstar!gojo from chrissy, i just KNOW i'm gonna absolutely eat that up
@emphistic - i'm just gonna leave em's entire historical au masterlist here bc everything here seriously deserves a read, but i'm a huge fan of veni, vidi, vici in particular, gladiator!sukuna works so well and my god he's hot
@peppertoastuniverse - more than a late night snack is one of the absolute cutest and sweetest gojo fics ever, pep has written such a fun dynamic between gojo and reader that has me absolutely itching to see them slowly both lower their walls.
@webism - just gonna leave abby's masterlist here bc her pornstar au for all the men is DELICIOUS. like, pornstar!sukuna has me wrapped around his finger like you wouldn't believe. she also has an incredibly cool and well-done interactive gojo fic that i HIGHLY recommend giving multiple plays to try out the other options
@kamiversee - my love note has me constantly changing who i'm rooting for, the way both gojo and choso are written is seriously masterful, they're both SO hot like who gave them both the right
@peachsayshi - one of my all-time fave oneshots has gotta be million dollar baby, i go back and read it every few months and every time is as good as the last, it's such a gorgeous piece and i'm addicted to the dynamic between geto and reader
@pseudowho - behind the wall (nanami) and behind the wall (higuruma) are both SO unique and i absolutely ate up both of them. haitch's series in which nanami's wife briefly becomes a cat is so funny and adorable and i love just how serious nanami is about his wife being included 😭
last but not least- a deactivated blog i once followed created one of my fave nanami pieces and gojo pieces with super unique characterization of both and they're both absolutely gorgeous. as far as i can find, they're not on ao3, but i really do think these pieces deserve the love.
if you check out my wattpad, ao3, or search my blog for '#trish recs - (insert character name)' [check the tags of this post], there are way more recs there as well and i highly recommend checking them all out <33 lots of love to all of these authors!
lots of love to all these wonderful authors 🫶
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peppertoastuniverse · 5 days ago
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Omg thank you for the mention @indiewritesxoxo 😭💖 Indie’s fics are so innovative and creative. everyone go read all of indie’s stuff, everything she writes is amazing!
indie's must reads
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my personal favorites fics of mine
only ones who know starring villain!Gojo + hero!Geto
no. one party anthem starring childhood fwb!Sukuna + rockstar!Geto
cyberbully!Sukuna
chronically online loser!Gojo
slim pickins starring toxic!Satosugu + rebound!Sukuna
lovefool starring king!Sukuna + jester!Gojo
snowed in starring yeti!Gojo
sweet tooth starring vampire!Gojo
paranoid android! starring robot!Reader
how to babytrap marry your best friend starring baby daddy!Geto
simply ear-resistable! starring bunny!Geto
(don't) kiss me starring fwb!Geto
my favorite fics from other blogs
what you know starring Sukuna by @starmapz
well, are you mine? starring Sukuna by @madamechrissy
the drowning starring Geto by @peppertoastuniverse
beat your heart to death starring Gojo + Geto by @specialgradefckr
the parasite starring Sukuna by @yenayaps
aita for stealing my hookup's cat? starring Geto by @toadtoru -> now @ken-toad
roll for initiative starring Gojo + Geto by @snail-day
nice to meow-t you starring Geto by @baepsays
bound to be starring Sukuna by @baepsays
not just anybody starring Sukuna by @yenayaps
isekai'd as game protag starring Gojo by @sixeyesonathiel
dilf!Kento starring Nanami by @webism
billion dollar man starring Sukuna by @emphism
untitled drabble starring Sukuna by @deathofacupid
a cat-astophric curse starring Nanami (acct deactivated)
convergence theory starring Geto + Gojo by @deathofacupid
untitled drabble starring Gojo by @gojosoups
scorched earth starring Gojo by @nanamiskentos
armageddon starring jjk!men by @nanamiskentos
the fool's guide to romance starring Geto by @cuntyji
wherever you go, that's where I'll follow starring Gojo by @milawritess
spoiled starring nanami + toji by @edenarchives
currit in sanguine nostra starring Sukuna by @ccazimi
alien!Choso by @gossamyrrh
untitled drabble starring Gojo by @cuntphoric
infect me with your love starring Gojo by @fushitoru
kiss it better starring Sukuna by @kunareads
my favorite smaus
short n sweet starring jjk!men by @tsukuhoe
nine lives starring Sukuna by @cherryblossom-heart
who is she? starring jjk!men by @cherryblossom-heart
hospital room starring jjk!men by @digitalro
aphrodisiac starring jjk!men by @naammiii
the other woman starring Gojo by @cinnamorollcrybaby
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my main masterlist is here
there were so many others I wanted to include but I tried to keep this from getting too long >.< other recs can be found on my blog using #indiesrecs *reminder to PLEASE read rules and content warnings posted for each fic* also highly recommend checking out all of these blogs since they have so many more pieces than I can list here <3
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peppertoastuniverse · 6 days ago
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more than a late night snack – gojo satoru chapter 10: yakisoba
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contents: gojo satoru x reader, gojo calls you babe, gojo being a little shit, idiots in love, super fluff, conflicting internal thoughts
summary: after getting caught sneaking out, detention with gojo proves to be a headache, but with some new found courage you and gojo grow closer.
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“yeah! okay! let's go after this?” you glance up to notice his eyes, half visible behind his dark glasses, practically flashing in excitement.
“.. uh, yeah right after this.” you nod your head, a twitch in your lips.
“okay, i can call shoko and suguru when we’re don–” half pulling out his phone from his back pocket, phone charm jingling as he unlocks his phone. But with the sound of the clearing of your throat, he hesitates and looks over at you, his eyes widening at the sight of your sheepish face, slight blush dusting the plains of your cheeks, flashing quickly.
“hm, i thought we could just go? like just us…” you mutter.
just us?
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grumbling to yourself, you ignore the growing pain on your back as you continue to clean the classroom floors with a worn out rag. 
how the hell this classroom managed to get this filthy, there were only 3 others in your year?! why were there so many scuff marks on the floor?!  
sighing, you turned to look outside at the deceivingly bright late autumn day. this was not exactly how you pictured spending your thursday. this would probably be the last nice day of the year and you were stuck in a drafty, dirty room with satoru gojo. eugh, not exactly ideal. wait, why is it so dirty still? didn’t gojo just sweep – there’s no way, no fucking way– 
“oh my god gojo! you have to sweep up the dirt – dont just fucking sweep it under something.” you exasperatedly cry, hotly tossing the rag to the side whipping your head back to catch gojo half heartedly sweeping.
your patience was wearing dangerously thin, you could already feel a dull ache developing in the back of your head – a spot where satoru gojo’s face had been in a lot more than you’d like to admit.  this must have been the most household chores that gojo has done in his whole life, begrudgingly taking into account his never ending flow of complaints. tsking in annoyance you wondered if it would be easier to just cut off your ears. 
“grumps, im boooored. we’ve been at this foreverrrr,” he pouts, his whole body sulking like a wilted daisy as he turns to meet your seething stare. you massage the space in between your eyebrows, wisely opting to bite your lip instead of voicing the even flow of obscenities that you’ve been thinking for the past 2 hours. “look, so am i but you have to fucking do it right the first time or we’re going to be here forever.” you snap, your twitching hand moving to your temple, massaging the ache. 
you and gojo were reaching the end of a two week detention for getting caught sneaking out. you remembered the way that shoko obnoxiously laughed in your face when you told her the other day, you’ve never seen her laugh so hard. suguru on the other hand knew how to get under your skin, you almost punched his arm when his familiar shit eating grin appeared, teasing for actually getting caught. but you definitely punched him when he sassily asked why you didnt get a donut for him. it was times like these that you were starkly reminded that gojo and suguru were friends for a reason.  gojo strangely seemed pleased about it all. you couldn’t figure out why, especially since he complained about it every hour. 
“fine, fine. but i dont know know why we have to do this shit for two weeks..” he whines as your nostrils flare. “ oh? you dont remember? i’ll remind you, it’s when you teleported us right into yaga’s bed when you said that you could totally do it right the second ti–” “babe!” he cries, and you scrunch up your face at the ridiculous pet name.  “i said i was sorry! what do you want me to do, i can’t fucking turn back time !” you stick your tongue out at him to gojo’s quiet amusement.  “my perfect record, soiled all due to some hyperactive white haired brat..” you mutter. 
“ hey! I heard that! you always mutter and i can always hear you! ” he says as he takes the broom to poke your side. “and that’s totally a lie, i know what you sugu have been up to – you’ve just never been caught yet!” “only losers get caught.” you answer, sticking out your tongue at him. 
gojo snickers, dropping the broom carelessly to ruffle your hair. “and look who’s the loser no–” you smack his chest in retaliation, moving away from his too warm hands and blinding smile. smoothing your hair out, you barely notice the way his trailing blue eyes shine behind his dark glasses – probably just a trick of the light. 
“i just dont see why we got two weeks, it’s so dumb. when sugu and i got detention last month for sneaking out we only got a week..” he sighs, stretching his torso with a groan. 
“uh huh..” you mutter, not even bothering to act like you’re listening. picking up the rag again to busy your hands before they strangle him. 
“OOoOOOoh shit, babe! i forgot to tell you heh , last week when suguru and i –” 
why was he like this anyway? what was his deal?frustratingly you didn’t understand gojo. 
all week he seemed to be in a great mood despite the strangely long detention, always finding new things to talk about. you noticed that gojo was getting more and more comfortable with you – if that was even possible – often dropping by your room in the evening. It started when suguru was on missions but quickly his visits happened when suguru was home, even as much as every other day. initially he’d knock on your door, “i know you’re in there babe, dont ignore me!”  somehow he’d easily slide past you despite the multiple feeble attempts to keep him out, eventually you stopped the charade and begrudgingly allowed him to teleport into your room, as long as he texted you 10 minutes before.  gojo would waltz like he owned the place, annoyingly touching everything in your room while yapping on about the cool new show he was watching with shoko or how he beat suguru in a video game. you recalled how much he’d whine in class the day after when he teleported into your room to find you and shoko on the bed flipping through magazines, loudly complaining he was being “neglected.” needless to say, you found that your nights were louder and more lively – fun. 
“-and then i said, “what the fuck suguru?! this thing is huge , and if you dont think that it’s scary –” 
you stretch out your sore back with a groan. you swear all this stupid cleaning was exacerbating your already sore back from your usual sparring session with suguru the other night. your muscles were so tense that you even complained about an unusually quiet gojo earlier in the day. 
“–but y’know how he can be, right?” he clears his throat obnoxiously, waiting for a response, a grunt, anything to acknowledge his demanding presence. ugh stupid gojo and his stupid plans for his stupid mischief. 
“..and i told him that was seriously something he had to work on – ” he impatiently whips his head to look at you, eyes narrowing when he sees you lost in your thoughts. 
“right, grumps? ??”the sound of gojo’s impatiently tapping foot on the still dirty classroom floor brings your attention back to him. you dont even need to look at him to sense the annoyance from his gaze burning into you –  what was he on about? 
oh shit he was talking to you. 
“i said, right?????” 
busted.
“yup – totally.” “i thought you got two weeks?” you try, looking up at his exaggerated frown, recovering quickly.  
“didnt shoko and i see you and suguru cleaning out the cursed tools shed at the end of the month? and then i saw you cleaning the kitchens after? you snuck me that sesame milk!” you add, attempting to ease his pouting. 
“nah, the second week was because we tried to smuggle back a cursed tool – ” he smirks.
good. a smile. he was satisfied with your response, you’d lose it if he had another tantrum. It was a long two weeks to say the least.  “gojo–” you start with a sigh. “what – hey dont look at me like that – it was suguru’s idea! you didnt see how big that blade was – it was so cool!” 
“you guys are fucking crazy.” 
“special grade, babe, can’t help it.” your rolling eyes only cause him to smile even brighter.
you look out the window once more, the sun was sitting lower in the sky, its rays of light now casting shadows on the semi clean floor. 
hmm.. if you went in the next hour, there would still be time .. 
“hey..?” you test carefully, quickly busying yourself by grabbing the discarded rag and resuming your floor polishing, missing the way that gojo’s eyebrows raise at your hesitation. 
 “..do you have training after this?” “nah, not today, thought i’d just stay in, i think. my back and legs are killing me from the slavery. ” he stretches, groaning obnoxiously, before cocking an eyebrow at your curious expression. 
“.. why?” he says nonchalantly, blowing his bangs out of his face, glasses sliding down his slender nose to reveal brilliant blue. 
that was unfair. but what do you expect from gojo? this was the gojo heir, you had to remember.  
“i just.. no, it’s okay you’re tired,” you add hesitantly wondering if he even deserved an answer, the embarrassment surging, quickly morphing into meekness against your will. you cursed your weakness, you cursed gojo as well but at this point you were afraid to even wonder if it was one in the same. “no- hey! look! look, im fine – look wanna watch me blue this chair right here because i totally can, im surging with energ–” “nah, you’re tired, it’s okay..” you quickly turn around, not wanting him to see embarrassment already taking charge of your body. placing the rag onto the desk beside you, you walk past gojo with purpose, your own thoughts enough to cause your fight or flight response to trigger. “wha-what? wher-” gojo’s eyes widen, eyes blinking rapidly in confusion at your retreating figure.
did he do something wrong? 
“–i’ll just ask suguru.” he thinks he hears you mutter as you fidget with a button on your uniform. 
why were you –  “hey…” gojo takes two large steps to meet you before grabbing your arm gently, halting your escape plans. “c’mon just tell me…?” he says softly in a voice that you don’t think you recognize from him. 
“i– no.. it’s okay. you’re busy.” you shrug his searing touch off you, it’s harder to think when he’s that close. “no, really – im not, you’re not bothering me, okay?” gojo says, his twitching hand going instead to rest on his hip. 
you’re never bothering me , he thinks, studying the way you slowly look up at him, eyes no longer darting at the door. for once gojo thinks you look defeated, you were always guarded, sometimes annoyed – especially around him – but never defeated. 
he wonders if you know that you could ask him for help – for anything really. gojo watches you as you fiddle with your uniform, a nervous habit he’s noticed. as every stale second that passes, he starts to worry. what was going on in that head of yours? 
“..okay?” he tries again, a step closer to you. you sigh, turning your head away from him, he always has to win doesn’t he?
you clench your fists in frustration, why do you always fall for it? but.. maybe, this could be good – maybe a little fun would relax your tense mind. what’s the difference? gojo and you hung out with shoko and suguru all the time, he teleported into your room basically whenever he wanted it’s not like he wouldn’t want to go, he just said he was bored – maybe you needed something to break your routine, something to shake things up - maybe – it wouldn’t hurt –  impulsively you make up your mind, throwing caution to the wind, you turn around to face him, almost defiantly. “...wanna go to jinbocho today?” “jinbocho?” gojo’s eyes light up. 
you clear your throat to rid yourself of the hesitation still attempting to gain control of your tongue.  “uh yeah, i want to get that new manga volume that came out.” 
“the one about the shark head dude?” 
“ha, yeah that one..” your eyes narrow in suspicion.
 how the fuck did gojo – “suguru mentioned it.” he says casually, easily reading your loaded expression.
“.. right.. and uh i want to check out some other books.” 
“yeah! okay! let's go after this?” you glance up to notice his eyes, half visible behind his dark glasses, practically flashing in excitement. “.. uh, yeah right after this.” you nod your head, a twitch in your lips. “okay, i can call shoko and suguru when we’re don–” half pulling out his phone from his back pocket, phone charm jingling as he unlocks his phone. But with the sound of the clearing of your throat, he hesitates and looks over at you, his eyes widening at the sight of your sheepish face, slight blush dusting the plains of your cheeks, flashing quickly. 
“hm, i thought we could just go? like just us…” you mutter. just us?something explodes in gojo, you still manage to catch him off guard every time. it unlodges in his brain and falls into his stomach, clanging loudly all the way down in his empty cavity. falling so rapidly it catches fire and leaves him breathless. this was the first time that you’ve invited him out. when you first arrived he begged you to go to jinbocho with him for months but you always ignored him or claimed that you were busy. 
 “just.. just us?” “uh, yeah?” the ghost of a cheeky smile haunting your face. “..unless you want bun bun to come?” turning your back to continue wiping down the floors on your knees, the slight sense of teasing in your voice. he’s glad that you cant see his flushing face. “honestly, i think he’d like that,” he says with a grin as you amusedly shake your head. 
he laughs, and you suppress the flutter in your heart. “oy let’s go! keep sweeping –” you say waving the rag at him. “stop yelling at me! i’m going, i’m going!” “it closes at 9!” 
“ – see sweepy sweepy!!” he shouts as his exaggerated movements toss the dirt around the floor, grinning as he catches the slight upwards turn of your lips before you hastily turn around. 
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crowded tokyo trains really were the worst. your hesitant hands play with the button on your coat, something to soothe the anxiety creeping up on you. crowds weren’t your favourite, you needed the space to breathe. crowds had too many uncontrollable variables, too many potential surprises. no control. 
maybe you should have given in to gojo’s suggestion of teleporting there. you had understandably insisted that you take the train, withstanding his annoyingly persuasiveness. you swiftly dodge the hoards of people, walking slightly in front of gojo, his long strides following you close behind. 
“..she’s not the only one who likes strawberry milk – look i’m just saying! did you see the 50 cartons of strawberry milk in her dorm trash can – how the fuck does she go through all of that!?” he yaps, as you get onto a crowded train, his tall frame slouching slightly, not noticing your slight grunt at being jostled among the other passengers. 
“and so quickly too – there’s absolutely no way she’s the sole reason why we’re always sold out of strawberry, theres like 3 fucking vending machines on campus that carry it! and i’m pretty sure suguru is lactose intolerant even though he denies it and your favourite is the sesame milk–”  you step closer to him in an attempt to gain some personal space. you mentally tsk in the irony of it all. “pff, yeah suguru’s definitely lactose intolerant but he just ignores it,” you add, adjusting your long scarf. “ right?! i fuckin' told him!  i think she also goes and buys her own stash,” he grins,  you hum in response as you ignore the laughter of some teenagers further down the train. 
 “I went with her the other day to get some, dude she bought like 2 cases.” you see his blue eyes widen in realization as you visibly watch the gears turn in his head. 
“ what? ! when?” “hm.. like two or three days ago…maybe?” you say thoughtfully as you lean your weight to one side to accommodate the swaying of the train. “that fucking – oh myyyy god - m’gonna kill her!” he moans, dragging a slender hand over his face – you couldn’t help but grin in amusement, not minding when the man beside you elbows your side softly. maybe seeing gojo struggle a little bit at something made you giddy, or maybe you just liked seeing him pout cutely. “she made me beg for the last one in the vending machine after training yesterday!  i even agreed to do her garden duties next tuesday and wednesday in exchange for it!!” he groans, lip jutting out at the injustice. 
you scoff in amusement, quickly shuffling out of the way as the business woman beside you swings her large bag. you knew too well that shoko was the sneakiest when she wanted to be, gojo wasn’t the only victim of shoko. just last week you ran into suguru at the convenience store picking up extra snacks for shoko at her request when she missed class claiming to be unwell, “she sounded really bad – must be a nasty cough,” you remember him saying with concern near the hot food section. you knew for a fact that shoko was feigning illness to get concert tickets –  shoko was incredible. “ugh it’s so crowded,” gojo craning his neck as he looks down the train, “we really shoulda just –” his eyes widen as the train lurches forward, with a surprised yelp you stumble into him 
 “–whoa babe.”
your smaller frame leaned into his, your hands settling into his chest to stabilize yourself. 
“don’t worry I gotcha,” he mutters, he loosely winds his arm around to steady you. 
your breathing hitches as you feel his comforting arm find a home on your lower back, holding you there comfortably. eyes glance up to his face only to catch him already looking down at you, the twinkle in his eyes echo a fondness for you that you didn’t notice before. something in your stomach flutters while you feel your body relax. 
the train lurches again, as school bags and bodies knock you even closer to him. you sigh – in relief or in frustration, you weren’t sure just yet but it seems that the universe was against you today. 
he slouches down to whisper to you, “don’t worry babe, i’ll fight off anyone who knocks into you again,” teasing dripping from his tone. 
“oh really ?” your eyebrow raised in amusement, your hand going out to grip his open jacket as the train hits a bumpy path. his protective arm curving around you, gently tugging you closer to his wide frame to your appreciation. 
“even that baby over there?” turning around slightly, your chin pointing out the sleeping baby in a stroller, softly sucking on a green pacifier. 
“ especially if it’s that baby over there.” 
you stifle a laugh at his theatrics, a reluctant smile spilling onto your face as you gently knock your shoulder to his abdomen to reprimand him. 
“d’ya think I can take him on?” he whispers, leaning down slightly to you, his boyish face playfully feigning worry. 
and that’s what does it, you cant hold it in anymore as your laughter reaches gojo’s pleased ears. a really pretty sound, rare and fleeting, gojo thinks. his lips perk up in pride to be the cause.
“you’re crazy.” you shake your head with a smile, tossing your scarf’s tassels in his face, not missing his wide grin. unconsciously leaning on him with the excuse of the train being crowded to ease your mind, enjoying the warmth he brings. 
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as the late autumn winter finally sets, you find a strange comfort walking side by side down the familiar street to the bookstore. 
“–and given the circumstances, i think that sugu should just let me ride that damn dragon once, even after uh.. that incident –” 
you laugh, “you mean when you threw up on it?” “look in my defense, okay –  i didn’t expect it to go that fast!” “eughhh, shut up! it was so gross dude – what did he say? Didn’t suguru say that you had like 8 pieces of cake or something before, right?” 
“right, thank you, exactly my point! i was vulnerable ! baby was being so mean – ” 
ignoring him completely, you grab his jacket sleeve to still him, something in the shop window catching your eye. you dont catch the way gojo’s eyes narrow in confusion. 
“let’s go in here!” you say grasping his hand to pull him along with you, not waiting for an answer – you didnt want to wait for protests or commentary. gojo’s eyes widen at the contact, your smaller hand grabbing his. your hands were cold, were you warm enough? he could keep you warm if that’s what you wanted, he’d give you the clothes off his back if it meant that you were safe and happy, but holding your hand would be preferable. he lets you lead him, gently tugging on him to follow you but as quickly as it happened, you let go of his hand in favour of walking around the small store of knick knacks and handmade gifts. he looks around in mild curiosity, stopping to smell some of the hand poured candles.
his ears perk up to the sound of you softly calling him over, finding you in the back corner of the store,  picking up something that clearly interested you on a table, filled with what looked like little chopstick rests in different shapes, cups and little ceramic sculptures. “look! it’s shoko!” you hum, examining the little brown cat, gojo leans into you his large frame brushing your arm as his eyes pull away from the carefully painted prints on the table beside you. 
gojo grins, “hehe! it’s just missing the cigarette...” he comments as he bends down to examine the homemade ceramic animals. he decides that  he likes seeing you like this, shy smiles and mischievous eyes, teasing words dangling from your pretty lips. it was a rare sight but gojo’s happy to see it more often even if it meant he had to be a bit more ridiculous than usual. his stomach does backflips as he watches your growing smile, hands picking up little trinkets examining them with a careful eye. 
“oh my god, they have suguru too!” you grab the sleek black haired ceramic cat with purple eyes, “doesn’t he look kinda spooky?” stroking the cat’s sleek head with your pointer finger, you were practically buzzing with excitement. 
the sound of your gentle laugher, brings his attention to you picking up a little fluffy ceramic white cat with big blue eyes and bringing it close to his face to compare. eyes darting between the sculpture and him, gojo feels his breathing pattern change under your scrutinizing gaze and sharp eyes.  “damn... you look good in cat form too! yours is the cutest.” you say casually, stroking the head of the little white cat, the kitty versions of suguru and shoko carefully held in your other hand. 
cute? did you think he was cute? he thinks his grin will split his face open as you go back cooing at the other ceramic cats, commenting on the cute little stripes on a green eyed tabby. “heh. grumps,” he mutters, bending dramatically to knock his shoulder into your much shorter one when you don’t give him attention. you grunt as you feel him pat your head when you ignore his shoulder bumps. you turn to him, eyes narrowing at his dramatics. “..what??? eugh , no pats, gojo !!” “..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
“hm? oh, –” you say hastily but not quick enough, “ definitely not . i was talking about the cat goj- catoru , dude.” 
gojo’s eyebrows raise at the slight wobble of your voice, as you immediately turn around to look through the rest of the shop, busying yourself with the homemade cards on a rolling rack. 
“really, babe? catoru ?! and you can’t call me satoru ? always gojo this, gojo that..” ” he groans playfully, clutching his chest dramatically, like you somehow wounded the strongest – and you have. 
but all wounds heal as he catches you shaking your head, the blush on your face telling him all he needed to know. 
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“what about this one?” his lanky figure trailing you like a clingy puppy as you move up and down the aisles of your favourite book store, the paper bag of safely wrapped ceramic cats brushing against his pants. 
“ehh? I actually haven’t read that one…” you say as you take the manga volume from him, an eyebrow raised in curiosity. 
“wait, really? it’s actually really good! it’s a little slow in the beginning but once you reach his arc –” he taps the cover of the book to a red haired protagonist, “it goes so hard, trust,” gojo says with a smile, taking the bag of shopping from you as you flip through the book. “really? what do you like about it? oh– ” you scoff, showing him a large spread of the book featuring a character with an absurdly large chest. “- i see, gros–” “okay wow, kill me for being a guy! you’re so judgemental you know that?! and it’s not just that, okay!? but even if it was I have needs, i have – ” “OKAY, then what –” you snort at his frantic expression. “it’s the character development, the way he –” he leans forward pointing out what seems to be one of the main protagonists, “learns from his past to find the strength to move forward, and the dialogue is so smart and the humour is so relatable like – actually, y’know i actually have the other volumes, you can borrow them,’ he adds exasperatedly, you snicker, seeing gojo so frustrated always tickled you, he was definitely the type to be able to dish it but not take it on the receiving end. 
“ honesty , you think i like this because of a pair of boobs?” 
“uh yeah, you’re a guy, you’re – ” “that’s so rude dude! i swear, babe i’m not some –”  
“dude come onnnn, i’ve seen your phone backgrou–” “honestly babe that’s super reductive of yo–” 
“tsk! gojo, have you read this one?” you point to a colourful cover behind him, determined to move away from that conversation with gojo. gojo looks over and wrinkles his nose obnoxiously. “nah, it looks weird – ” “ugh, don’t tell me you’re the type to not read something if the art style isn’t your preference!” “it’s so distractinggggg,” he whines, “how can you concentrate on the story when their bug eyes are staring back at ya? it’s scary . ” “you just get used to it –” “– but their whole face is all eyes!!” “ your whole face is just eyes, gojo!” 
“no it isn’t! look –” he swiftly removes his sunglasses to move his face close to yours for you to inspect, “i got a cute nose, some sculpted cheekbones – i’m a well proportioned boy, i mean heh.. except my d –” you slap your hand over his mouth, you hide your grin when you hear his muffled whine of your name.
“shhhhh!! you’re so fucking loud dude, we’re gonna get kicked out!” you scold, your grin leaking onto your face, only removing your hand when you make him promise to quiet down. 
“babe, you gotta stop doing that..” he mutters poutily. “you really need to be nicer to me…” 
you grab a copy of the manga on the shelf next to you, slamming the volume onto his chest, his wide eyes blinking curiously. “here, i’ll read your suggestion if you read mine,” you say with a grin. 
“oohh! babe’s book club?!” he whispers excitedly, his frown instantly turning into a bright smile at the potential of spending more time with you. baby steps. “we can call it BBC –  wait, actually no –” you roll your eyes but gojo you couldn't help but be amused at his enthusiasm. “c’mon let’s go pay, they’re closing in thirty minutes,” you look back at him with a smile as you watch him make quick strides to catch up with you, easily falling into place and chatting your ear off about how the bug eyed characters would haunt his dreams. 
curiously, you dont seem to mind. 
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for once it was you leaning closer to gojo, the glow of the street lights illuminating his uncharacteristically serious face. “– look okay, you can’t tell anyone -”. this was the most serious you’ve ever seen gojo you nod curiosity filling you. the moon fully out now, illuminating gojo’s bright hair as he enthusiastically sways your bags of shopping back and forth. 
“ – not even suguru!” damn he was good. you roll your eyes. 
“fine.” you sigh. 
“pinky promise?” 
you huff, hesitantly hooking your pinky with his, dropping your hand immediately to hear what he has to say. 
“... i was known for biting other kids until i was 9.” he says stiffly, his hand ruffling up his hair. 
you blink, his confession stopping you in your tracks. gojo takes a few more paces before he notices your stiff figure and stony expression, lip bitten.  a pregnant pause. 
your muffled giggles. 
“babe dont laugh –” the panic in his voice amplifies your loud laugh, flowing loudly and endlessly as it echoes through the dark streets.
 “y’said you wouldn’t laugh!!” he pouts, his heart beating quickly, a rhythm matching the tempo of your laugh. gojo crosses his arms poutily, bags of shopping rustling in his hands. 
you mumble something close to an apology through your giggles, cold hands moving to wipe the tears in your eyes.
“listen, like i wasnt used to being around other kids because i always had to go to specialty training and – like i did it one time and then –” “ ah okay, sure! so the first taste of blood and then you were addic–” you laugh, the visual of a smaller more feral gojo biting every other child in sight has your legs weak, crouching as another giggle attack takes over you. “ oy, it’s not like that!” gojo quickly walks back over to you, shoulders hunched, self conscious hands running through his hair. “Ughhhhhhhh!! I  knew i shouldn’t have– ” “s’okay gojo, you were just a kid..” you snicker, standing straight once more, you swear you hear a sigh in relief. “but is that why you’re always eating gummy candies?” “no! they just taste go–” 
“wait, have you bitten shoko or sugu –” 
“i- mean, uh – of course not –” his frantic answers interrupted by another wave of your laughter. 
“HA! that means you’ve definitely bitten suguru! I cant wait to ask hi–” you say excitedly, grabbing your phone out of your coat pocket. “Babe! BABE! STOP –” gojo’s widen, quickly using his large frame to pry your phone out of your hands before you could sent the message. 
“OY! give it back!” 
“nope!” he says, a smile cracking onto his face. 
“gojo!” you giggle, “heh- stop!” you lightly slap his forearm, cursing his freakish height. “i’ll give it back to you if you tell me something that you haven’t told anyone.” you hum, considering his deal, a small smile still on your face – a curious one that always seemed to take over you while gojo was around – something you haven’t told anyone? 
“ and watch  – you just watch – i’ll be so nice i wont laugh at all!” 
“ suguru’s contact name in my phone is “throat goat.”’
gojo snickers, easily handing you back your phone. 
“you just laughed, gojo!” you snort, pocketing it, shrugging your scarf tighter on you. 
“what, i can’t laugh at funny things now? ‘sides,i told you something personal about myself! you told me a lame secret -” 
“still something about myself!” you argue, tone testily, cold hands moving to dry your eyes from your previous laughter. 
“doesn’t count babe, y’owe me another secret!” he says in a sing song voice, wagging a finger in your face as you roll your eyes. 
“man, now I have to change his name on my phone too! why didnt i think of that…” he mutters, taking out his flip phone from his back pocket. “what do you have him under right now?” he grins, flipping open his phone, his other hand gesturing you to come close for you to take a closer look. gojo snickers in your ear, suguru’s contact had a photo of suguru pouting with his arms crossed in a high bun with blue bows in it with the contact came of: sugu baby decorated with bow on the side 
you snort,  “where’d you get the bows?” “shoko!” he responds cheerily. “it suits him, strangely.” you comment, head tilting to the side. you watch in amusement as he changes suguru’s contact name to THROAT GOAT, opting to keep the bows on his contact name. “see thats what i said, babe! it contrasts his sharp jaw, cute right?” he says, glancing at his contact screen proudly, as you stifle a grin. 
“how ‘bout me? what am i, grumps? knowing you, you must’ve changed it.” he frowns slightly, eyes still bright. 
“mmm wouldnt you like to know, chomper ?” you playfully tease, wiggling your eyebrows. 
“ hey !” he pouts incredulously with a whine, “you promised …” he takes off his glasses to rub a hand past his face exasperatedly groaning dramatically. 
“if you keep pouting, it’ll stay that way, gojo!” you laugh at his expression, ruffling his hair playfully in an attempt at an apology, you could practically see his imaginary tail wagging at the gesture before walking down the street. 
a bright stall comes into light, a savoury smell insticing your brain, beside you hear your stomach grumble loudly. he sniffs the air enthusiastically, eyes almost glowing in the dark as you approach a busy yakisoba stand.  
gojo shoots a knowing look at your sheepish face, “that smells good, hey? wanna grab some?”  
you nod as you make your way forward, gojo trailing behind you closely. your eyes take in the busy yakisoba stall, the glow of the amber lights illuminating the steam rising from the noodles and vegetables cooking, making your mouth water from the short line at the stall. 
“hi, can we get 4 yakisobas?” gojo contemplates, “and… uhh maybe 2 of the sodas?” 
“– please!” you tack on, elbowing his side as you, chastising him silently at the lack of his manners. you satisfyingly smirk at gojo’s dramatic grunt as the middle aged woman at the counter smiles at the scene. 
“that’ll be 2405 yen, please.” “ah okay – hmmm” gojo hums, pats his coat pockets for his wallet – where’d he put it again?
bumping your hip to his, you move to grab your wallet in your jacket pocket. 
“you literally paid for everything else today, gojo, lemme – ” “babe, it’s okay –” 
with a soft sigh, a soft hand stills his forearm, the heat of your kindness burning through his coat. “but you cant do this all the time…” displeasure written out on your face, a slight pout, your nose scrunching up – a cute combination that gojo has learned means that you’re stubborness is rearing its head. “really, it’s fine – ” gojo tries again, he’s stronger than this, but he also knows that the sweetness of your gaze in combination with your gentle touch is enough to question his sanity. “can you just let me this time?” 
“nope – ” he says cheerily, triumphantly finds his wallet amongst the empty candy wrappers, loose digimon cards, hair ties for suguru and strangely enough some star stickers in his back pocket. he wrenches open his too stuffed wallet to grab some yen before –  “thank you, auntie,” you interrupt, bowing slightly as you quickly hand over your money. 
turning to accept two containers of steaming noodles, you meet gojo’s confused stare, his hands still holding his open wallet, suspended in mild disbelief, the frigid cold late autumn air biting at his fingertips. 
“just let me, you can’t do everything all the time...” you say quietly. 
gojo blinks. 
“heh,” he quickly recovers, a smile gracing his pink face. 
“... what?” 
“so that’s what it feels like to be a sugar bab–” “just go find a seat.” you interrupt with a grumble, shoving two containers of steaming yakisoba at him as gojo snickers past you, singing a thank you. 
you shake your head as the sound of his fading laugher is replaced with the lively sound of the sizzling of vegetables and noodles on the grill. 
“your boyfriend –” a rich voice calls. boyfriend? you choke on the breath that you’re trying to catch, almost dropping the last two steaming containers in the process. 
what? who? 
“ – really likes you. i remember when my husband and i were like that, it felt like just yesterday –” the middle aged woman at the stand comments while putting two sodas in a bag. 
gojo?
you can’t help your widening eyes as you stare at her, as you try to juggle the containers of steaming yakisoba while accepting the bag of drinks and utensils.
“..and he’s always looking at you, you know? how sweet – oh here he comes!” 
likes you? boyfriend? 
perhaps sensing your thoughts, he rushes over, an arm stilling behind your back gently moving back and forth sweetly. 
“y’okay? here, lemme grab them..” he easily takes the containers gently from you, your fingers brushing against each other clumsily. 
you feel his warm hand on your back, your muscles easing at the short amount of contact. boyfriend?“take care of each other!” the yakisoba shop lady calls out with a knowing grin, as you carry the plastic bag of drinks and cutlery into your cold hands, waving to you before turning her attention back to the frying noodles. 
satoru. 
you stutter out a thank you and a quick bow before you follow gojo’s retreating figure, wondering if you even heard her correctly. as you sit at the table you feel gojo’s foot gently poke yours underneath the table, “where’d you go, grumps?” you feel him nudge you as you snap apart some wooden chopsticks. 
“mmm, just thinkin.” you hum between a mouthful of noodles. 
“well…” he mumbles as a slender arm pokes at  you, “aren’t ya gonna tell me?” 
you shrug him off annoyed, “i just did!” “babe, dont act dumb – i meant tell me about what you’re thinking about!!” “i can’t.” 
“what do you mean you can’t? ya got a mouth don’t ya” he points at your lips with his chopsticks with a cheeky smile. “i just can’t – it’s a secret.” you snort. 
“well great, you still owe me a secret, so – ” gojo teases as he opens his second container of yakisoba enthusiastically, his dark shades fogging up immediately from the steam. “oy! i dont owe you shit !” you counter, mouth full of slightly crispy noodles and perfectly cooked savoury vegetables. “mhm – well also, there’s babe tax –” he says with a mouthful. 
“no fucking way there’s more babe tax – “ you grumble, eyes rolling so hard that you think that your eyeballs would detach. “ – fine, suit yourself! so now you owe me two secrets!” he adds joyfully, wiggling his eyebrow at your pouty frown, taking off his fogged up sunglasses. 
you take extra time to aggressively use your wooden chopsticks to grab some yakisoba from your container to avoid looking at his too bright eyes. 
gojo notices the very subtle twitch of the corner of your lips – he loves it when you pretend to be mad at him, the way the ice melts, the brightness of your smiles bathing him in new light. 
“.. i was just thinking that i’m having fun is all,” you say shyly quickly shoving a mouthful of yakisoba in your mouth to counteract the flush of your cheeks. staring at your nearly empty styrofoam container you feel gojo annoyingly prod your foot under the table. you could already feel the heat of his gaze, the energy radiating off him infectious. 
“babe!” he lightly kicks you fussily, “hey!” his pout deepening with every passing second that you’re ignoring him. “babe! HEY! babebabebabe –” he pouts as he lightly pokes at your shin with increasing urgency, his empty containers of yakisoba tossed carelessly back into the plastic bag. 
“ow! what?!!? can you stop being so annoying for one second, im eati-” 
it’s the soft call of your name in gojo’s baritone that interrupts your complaints. you couldnt deny that you liked the sound of it in that way, something gentler with more intention. 
“i like hanging out with you too.” 
you blink owlishly. 
the words that you had planned to say die in your throat at his genuine smile, your eyes widening at the admission. you’ve seen gojo’s grin plenty of times, hell it was rare to see him without it – but this time was different. his eyes light up, a slight dimple on the left side of his cheek. he was the sun. 
with nervous tension you continue to slurp the rest of your noodles trying to find something to focus on other than his sparkling blue eyes, his white hair catching the amber glow of the lights, the way his shoulders would tense while he ate –  when did gojo get more.. muscular? why was he so – wait – 
you manage a noncommittal grunt in response, not trusting your fuzzy brain right now. must be the cold or something, right? 
being around gojo more often makes you more stupid, you guess – you make a mental note to hang around shoko more. he huffs dramatically at your silence, antsily bouncing his knee up and down under the table while drumming his fingers on his thigh. blue meets your daring stare –  did he always look at you this way? like you – “heh, got something there! you’re so messy, grumps.” he motions to the left side of your face, tapping his smooth face gently. 
you roll your eyes as you wipe the side of your mouth with unusual aggression, hoping the scrubbing erases the turning of your stomach. you must be hungrier than you thought. 
“You’re hopeless, to the left, grumps, no – left! my left not -y’know lemme just get it …” gojo mumbles, producing a napkin out of thin air and leaning forward to dab at your cheek with surprising gentleness, his other large hand caressing your cheek. 
your breath hitches  – what was he doing? but.. it felt kind of nice? 
what? 
stop.
have some self control. 
your hand winds around his wrist to still his slender hand on your face. “i can do it myself, im not a child..” you hiss, leaning back as his fingers obnoxiously wriggle as you tsk in annoyance, rubbing your hand to your face before he could dangerously come any closer. 
“uh huh, well accepting help is the mature thing to do, you literally said so back there!” 
gojo scoffs in amusement as feels you dramatically throw his wrist, effectively shoving his other offending hand away from your flushing face. 
“oh now you listen to me..” you mutter as  refrain yourself from being too sarcastic. Leaning over to you flick his forehead. gojo thinks that there should be a welt there for how much you flick the exact spot, but if it meant that you got into his personal space, he wouldn’t mind. 
using a spare napkin to scrub the yakisoba sauce off to distract yourself from his too loud voice, you’re sure there’s a red mark on your face where you wiped it. your were lips itching to say something, anythin–“see? what would you do without your best, most handsomest and the strongest friend satoru –” 
ugh, god – you’re going insane to have to have even considered – you stand abruptly, opting to collect the rest of the empty styrofoam containers on the table and shove them into the plastic bag to quickly dispose of them rather than confronting whatever that was. 
“we should get going, i'm not getting another detention,” you grumble stiffly, interrupting gojo’s passionate musings about the banned live action Dragonball movie.  if your interruption bothers him it, gojo doesnt show it as he carelessly throws a slender arm around you to teleport you both back. 
“well you shoulda said so! c’mere!” he says happily at the excuse of being close to you, not catching your grumbling.  ompffff.  
you stumble. 
you’re always stumbling lately. 
you dont know when you closed your eyes but you could still feel your stomach turning as you straighten your back as you feel your feet hitting the smooth wood of the hallway floors. “hehehe, see, grumps? see – I’ve been practicing! i told ya i could –” you feel his warm hand still around your shoulder, fingers soft and long, his thumb moving comfortingly back and forth on your shoulder as you blink away the dizziness.
huh. gojo actually did it this time. you sigh in relief, shrugging his too warm hand off of you.
thank god. shoko would’ve never let you live it down if you got another detention with the white haired devil. “– next time we should go further, i’m pretty accurate around most of central tokyo but it starts gettin a lil’ fuzzy past toshima. anyway, thanks for today, did you wanna go to the matcha cafe you mentioned next week?” 
“mhm.” you nod, accepting the bags of shopping from him, your cold fingers briefly touching his too warm ones. your twitching hands quickly latch onto the handle of your door, feet shuffling awkwardly. 
“sweet! okay, good night!” he turns abruptly, stretching. he takes out his phone to send a quick text to suguru – hmmm he should be home on his mission by now maybe he would want to play some game cube with him in his room? or they could spar together, but suguru would probably be too tried… or if gojo asked really nicely, maybe they could go on a ride on rainbow dragon and then he hears creaking of the floorboard –  Turning around with his eyes on still his phone, “what’d id this tim–” “satoru..?” 
gojo whips his head up to your pouting face, figure still your door way. wait- wait, you called – satoru? who’s satoru? gojo’s brain short circuits. the thumping of his heart going into overdrive, completely overwhelming him. a strangeness penetrating his heart. somewhere in his mind he hears his phone falling to the floor, his unfinished text to suguru cut short. 
gojo . you – 
satoru. 
he feels a slight jab to his shoulder, bringing his attention back to you. when’d you get so close?
“you good?” you ask, dusting off his phone before handing it to him.
gojo blink, words seem too heavy to hold, he takes the phone quickly. did you just call him satoru? he takes in your appearance. your cheeks still flushed from the cold, your scarf hanging from your neck, the ghost of the bags under your eyes still prominent from this close up. 
“...hey? i said, where are you going?” you ask with a furrow in your brow, something that gojo finds adorable coupled with your softened voice. he stares at you. you looked hesitant, almost meek, like a child waiting to be punished but ready to fight back. there was a bit of fight in you, there always was, you wouldn’t be you without that cold quiet defiance in your eyes. but in this light, there was something else in there, something softer and more fragile, something fleeting and gentle. 
“...uhh my room?” he says. “...i thought we were gonna read together.” you say gently motioning to your door behind you, the rustle of your paper bags sound too loud. 
in your room? you and him? reading? 
together. 
satoru? his eyes widen, the brightest blue blinds you for a second, you swear you see the slight tinge of pink in his cheeks as his long fingers card through his floppy hair. 
“uhh...read what?” 
“hello?? honestly, did you smack your head while you teleported or something?” you shake the bag of books in front of his face, brow furrowed in mild concern. 
what’s wrong with him? you knew first hand that gojo could be dense, but this dense?  this was strange behaviour. you take note of his loaded expression with a decision to ask suguru about it tomorrow. 
“c’mon, do i have to do everything?” you say rolling your eyes. gojo catches the miniscule smile in your eyes, something that he’s noticed that you were doing a lot more, smiles came easier to you now. 
his attention is drawn back to you when he feels your smaller hand grab his arm to practically drag him into your room. 
it only takes him seconds to settle beside bunbun on your bed, excitedly pulling out multiple volumes of manga out of the paper bags, pointing enthusiastically to the cover of one. you nod as he talks enthusiastically talks  about the stupid haircut his favourite character has in the first 3 volumes. the door shuts quickly, your quiet joy hidden behind a barely concealed smile, but gojo’s too loud laugh can be heard reverberating through the halls. 
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snackies!tags: @starmapz @ghost-buddies @perqbeth @thatbitchsatoru @briezy04764 @averyjadedemerald
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a/n: lol gojo would 100% be the kid to bite other kids. helloooooo! im back! did you miss me? this chapter was pretty indulgent, hope it's worth the wait. ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) what did you think? -- head image credit: Isekai Izakaya Nobu 異世界居酒屋のぶ dividers from: @/adornedwithlight
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peppertoastuniverse · 4 months ago
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more than a late night snack – gojo satoru chapter 10: yakisoba– appetizer!
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contents: gojo satoru x reader, really bad flirting attempts, swearing, fluff, 2 idiots in love, really cute shenanigans summary: when you and gojo get detention after sneaking out, gojo sees you in a new light after spending the day with you. current wc: 5.1k ish
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“..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
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previous chapter ll master list ll next chapter
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as the late winter sun sets, you find a strange comfort walking side by side down the street to the bookstore. 
“–and given the circumstances, i think that sugu should just let me ride that damn dragon once, even after uh.. that incident –” 
you laugh, “you mean when you threw up on it?” “look in my defense, okay –  i didn’t expect it to go that fast!” “and suguru said that you had like 6 pieces of cake or something, right?” 
“right, thank you, exactly my point! I was vulnerable! baby was being so mean – ” 
ignoring him completely, you grab his jacket sleeve to still him, something in the shop window catching your eye. You dont catch the way gojo’s eyes widen. 
“let’s go in here!” you say grasping his hand to pull him along with you, not waiting for an answer. gojo’s eyes widen at the contact, your smaller hand grabbing his. your hands were cold, were you warm enough? he could keep you warm if that’s what you wanted, he’d give you the clothes off his back if it meant that you were safe and happy, but holding your hand would be preferable. but as quickly as it happened, you let go of his hand in favor of picking up something that interested you on a table, what looked like little chopstick rests, cups and little ceramic sculptures.
“look! it’s shoko!” you hum, examining the little brown cat, gojo leans into you his large frame brushing your arm as his eyes pull away from the hand painted prints on the table beside you. 
gojo grins, “hehe! it’s just missing the cigarette...” he comments as he bends down to examine the homemade ceramic animals. 
“oh my god, they have suguru too!” you grab the sleek black haired ceramic cat with purple eyes, “doesn’t he look kinda spooky?” stroking the cat’s sleek head with your pointer finger, you were practically buzzing with excitement. he likes seeing you like this, shy smiles and mischievous eyes, teasing words dangling from your pretty lips. His stomach doing backflips as he watched your growing smile, as you picked up little trinkets examining them with a careful eye. 
the sound of your gentle laugher, brings his attention to you picking up a little fluffy ceramic white cat with big blue eyes and bringing it close to his face to compare. Eyes darting between the sculpture and him, gojo feels his breathing pattern change under your scrutinizing eye.  “damn... you look good in cat form too! yours is the cutest.” you say casually.
cute? did you think he was cute? he thinks his grin will split his face open. “heh. grumps,” he mutters, bending dramatically to knock his shoulder into your much shorter one. you grunt as you feel him pat your head when you ignore his shoulder bumps. you turn to him, eyes narrowing at his dramatics. “..what???” “..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
“hm? oh, –” you say hastily but not quick enough, “definitely not. i was talking about the cat goj- catoru, dude.” 
gojo’s eyebrows raise at the slight wobble of your voice, as you immediately turn around to look through the rest of the shop, busying yourself with the homemade cards on a rolling rack. 
“really, babe? catoru?! and you can’t call me satoru? always gojo this, gojo that..” ” he groans playfully, clutching his chest dramatically, like you somehow wounded the strongest – and you have.  but all wounds heal as he catches you shaking your head, the blush on your face telling him all he needed to know. 
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an: hiya everyone! it's been a long time, but i've been writing again! I am excited to catch up on all the comments and share with you the rest of chapter 10 soon!
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peppertoastuniverse · 4 months ago
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more than a late night snack – gojo satoru chapter 10: yakisoba– appetizer!
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contents: gojo satoru x reader, really bad flirting attempts, swearing, fluff, 2 idiots in love, really cute shenanigans summary: when you and gojo get detention after sneaking out, gojo sees you in a new light after spending the day with you. current wc: 5.1k ish 8.1k
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“..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
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previous chapter ll master list ll chapter 10 out now!
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as the late winter sun sets, you find a strange comfort walking side by side down the street to the bookstore. 
“–and given the circumstances, i think that sugu should just let me ride that damn dragon once, even after uh.. that incident –” 
you laugh, “you mean when you threw up on it?” “look in my defense, okay –  i didn’t expect it to go that fast!” “and suguru said that you had like 6 pieces of cake or something, right?” 
“right, thank you, exactly my point! I was vulnerable! baby was being so mean – ” 
ignoring him completely, you grab his jacket sleeve to still him, something in the shop window catching your eye. You dont catch the way gojo’s eyes widen. 
“let’s go in here!” you say grasping his hand to pull him along with you, not waiting for an answer. gojo’s eyes widen at the contact, your smaller hand grabbing his. your hands were cold, were you warm enough? he could keep you warm if that’s what you wanted, he’d give you the clothes off his back if it meant that you were safe and happy, but holding your hand would be preferable. but as quickly as it happened, you let go of his hand in favor of picking up something that interested you on a table, what looked like little chopstick rests, cups and little ceramic sculptures.
“look! it’s shoko!” you hum, examining the little brown cat, gojo leans into you his large frame brushing your arm as his eyes pull away from the hand painted prints on the table beside you. 
gojo grins, “hehe! it’s just missing the cigarette...” he comments as he bends down to examine the homemade ceramic animals. 
“oh my god, they have suguru too!” you grab the sleek black haired ceramic cat with purple eyes, “doesn’t he look kinda spooky?” stroking the cat’s sleek head with your pointer finger, you were practically buzzing with excitement. he likes seeing you like this, shy smiles and mischievous eyes, teasing words dangling from your pretty lips. His stomach doing backflips as he watched your growing smile, as you picked up little trinkets examining them with a careful eye. 
the sound of your gentle laugher, brings his attention to you picking up a little fluffy ceramic white cat with big blue eyes and bringing it close to his face to compare. Eyes darting between the sculpture and him, gojo feels his breathing pattern change under your scrutinizing eye.  “damn... you look good in cat form too! yours is the cutest.” you say casually.
cute? did you think he was cute? he thinks his grin will split his face open. “heh. grumps,” he mutters, bending dramatically to knock his shoulder into your much shorter one. you grunt as you feel him pat your head when you ignore his shoulder bumps. you turn to him, eyes narrowing at his dramatics. “..what???” “..y’think im cute?” he asks with a shit eating grin, hand stilling on top of your head. eyes widening ever so slightly as you budge his hand off of your head. 
“hm? oh, –” you say hastily but not quick enough, “definitely not. i was talking about the cat goj- catoru, dude.” 
gojo’s eyebrows raise at the slight wobble of your voice, as you immediately turn around to look through the rest of the shop, busying yourself with the homemade cards on a rolling rack. 
“really, babe? catoru?! and you can’t call me satoru? always gojo this, gojo that..” ” he groans playfully, clutching his chest dramatically, like you somehow wounded the strongest – and you have.  but all wounds heal as he catches you shaking your head, the blush on your face telling him all he needed to know. 
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an: hiya everyone! it's been a long time, but i've been writing again! I am excited to catch up on all the comments and share with you the rest of chapter 10 soon!
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peppertoastuniverse · 6 months ago
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well, you can't make old friends
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year's end
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peppertoastuniverse · 6 months ago
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PEPEPEPEP I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS FIC..YOU HAD IT HERE BUT i can't find it it was on ao3 it was ceo gojo and assistant reader i remember it being based on a series and reader was gonna quit and she was good friends with nanami PLS HELP ME FIND IT
Hi pal 💕💕 hmm the first one that comes to mind is @madamechrissy’s super fun fic, Time after Time - could it be this one?
If not dm me and we can find it together!!
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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secret meetings 🖇️
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snow day ☃️
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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no. one party anthem
track three: catapult | prev track< | setlist
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take a picture! it's always a night to remember when you're spending it under someone you (probably) shouldn't be!
synopsis: your best friend has always been an asshole - whether it's in his band or in his bed. him ditching you? nothing new. but when one bedroom door closes, another one opens
pairings: rockstar!Suguru Geto x f!Reader x childhood-friend(with benefits)!Sukuna
content: MDNI, this one is FILTHY (but perhaps my favorite smut scene I've ever written), multiple povs + positions, spanking, oral (f! receiving), fingering, piv sex, soft dom + sub undertones (I think at least lol) the morning after, jealous Sukuna
divider by @plutism !
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You were such a fucking brat.
Probably bluffing about Suguru Geto giving you a ride home just to get back at him for not picking you up, a weak attempt at making him jealous. Like the idea of you going to one of their shows in one of your tight little outfits wasn't annoying enough. You always knew how to crawl under his skin, the same stupid itch he couldn't scratch.
“Is this, um, okay or-” A sheepish voice tentatively asked, the plush thighs readjusting on his lap. Since you bailed on him, Sukuna bailed on Jin. He only ever visited because you liked playing with his little nuisance of a nephew anyway. Instead, he went to the nearest bar a couple hours after you left his place, picked the first starstruck girl brave enough to approach him and brought her home.
“Yeah, whatever,” He shrugged, too distracted by the phone in his hand to bother looking up.
The king of the idiots had posted a bunch of backstage photos, and sure, normally Sukuna would've just scrolled past it on his feed after rolling his eyes, but he found himself swiping through.
You might not have been in any of them, but your name was. He'd recognize your handwriting anywhere - even if it was hastily scrawled on his arm.
“Am I doing something wrong?”
Shit.
You weren't even here and you still found a way to ruin his night.
“Just go,” He muttered, his knuckles white against his phone, his free hand reaching up to rub the crease between his brows.
“I'm sorry?” Whatever-her-name-was stammered, covering herself up as she started to get off of him, head on a swivel like she'd somehow managed to lose her clothes in the twenty minutes she'd been here.
Sukuna didn't really feel bad. More inconvenienced than anything else.
It wasn't like any of the losers you'd fucked before ever bothered him. Well, not like this, anyway.
“Something came up,” He mumbled, a lie he normally wouldn't have bothered to tell if it wasn't for the fact he was having performance issues for the first time in his life.
Her eyes lit up anyway.
“Band stuff?” She chirped, hooking her bra back on, bending over to snag her discarded skirt from the floor.
“Yeah, sure,” He shrugged.
“I'm so excited for your show on Saturday, I've been-”
Sukuna was already tuning her out, but she had given him an idea. If you wanted to make him jealous, he could do the same.
“You ever been backstage?”
Suguru could have you tonight.
But you'd always come crawling back to him.
You felt wasted on him by the time he pushed the door open and flicked on the lights, one of his hands fumbling to flip the lock as the other tangled back in your hair, trailing careful kisses up your neck and across your jaw. Kicking your heels off and pulling down your jacket, tossing it onto the closest piece of furniture, fingers hurrying to tug up his shirt and discard that too.
He laughed, helping you get it the rest of the way off, throwing it where the jacket had landed, but you were distracted staring at him while he bent over to untie his boots, kicking them over to your shoes. His defined muscles, the dark happy trail peeking up above the band of his underwear. There was a tattoo by his ribs, but you didn't get much of a chance to look before he was kissing you again, a hand sliding over your hips, your waist, all the way up until he reached your breast, his fingers digging into the soft flesh, testing how much pressure he had to apply until you started squirming in his hold, the short breaths you were forcing out of your nose starting to stutter.
“On the bed.”
It was hard to place what it was. Not a command, but not exactly a request either. Nonchalant, honeyed, knowing you would obey before you'd said anything.
“How do you want me?” You couldn't resist teasing him a little first, brushing back his bangs and batting your lashes.
“Is that what you-?” He started to ask, an eyebrow barely arched up, probably about to issue some unneeded warning or give you an out you didn't want to take.
“I told you last time,” You sighed as you reminded him, dragging your finger down his chest. “Do what you want with me.”
You just said the silent part out loud this time.
And it didn't surprise you that Suguru was the sort of man who knew exactly what he wanted.
Face-down on the mattress, sturdy fingers pulling down the zipper of your dress excruciatingly slowly, sliding it down your body as if he needed time to admire every inch of skin as it was revealed to him. His touch seemed to leave phantom fingerprints with each lingering graze, and by the time your dress hit the floor, you were pretty positive he had a full view of the damp patch of your panties the intensity of his kisses and touch had left.
Suguru chuckled, and you buried your face in the comforter.
His hand slipped in between your thighs, rubbing tantalizing little circles over your clit, everything inside you tensing at the friction through the thin lace.
“Poor baby, you're all worked up,” He commented with a condescending hm.
You hadn't realized it was a question until the heat of his palm disappeared, a tiny whine of disappointment escaping before you could stop it. But it came back down just as fast, his cupped hand connecting firmly with your clit as he spanked you, tearing a gasp from your throat.
“Well?” He waited, your brain too stunned to process what was going on, all the receptors flicking from pleasure to pain then back to pleasure, the bundle of nerves aching for him to do it again.
“I need you,” You mumbled into the comforter, the fabric rustling underneath the grip of your nails, the need in your core pulling so tight it almost physically hurt.
“Need me to what?” Suguru clicked his tongue, his hand skimming over your ass appreciatively, so gentle it was hard to believe it was the same hand that just spanked you.
“M-more,” You stammered, flustered to find yourself under his thumb so readily.
The next one was harder, his fingers returning to massaging dizzying circles against the swollen bud, and you couldn't help the way your body jolted, your muscles taut and straining. He pulled you back, hooking his fingers around the band of your underwear and pulling it down your thighs as he pried them further apart.
You gasped when you felt his tongue lick a clean stripe up up up, dipping it inside slowly. Warm open-mouthed kisses, taking his time to explore you like you were something worth exploring. Letting his tongue swirl around, push in deeper, every flick and drag of it earning him muffled whimpers, unable to resist the instinct to grind back on him.
He was so steady. Every motion deliberate, precise, dragging his tongue up and down, fluid and practiced in every devoted circle he made inside you. Lapping the mess you'd made up like your taste belonged on his tongue, a quiet moan leaving him that made your stomach twist and knot. Drowning out the blood roaring in your ears when all you could focus on was his heavy breathing, hoping to hear that again.
“What do you wanna cum on first, baby?” He breathed, planting slow kisses along your ass, acting like you were a treat rather than just a toy for him to play with. “My tongue or my fingers?”
Fuck, you wanted both.
You couldn't answer, only managing shattered gasps when he suddenly bit down, his teeth sinking into the cheek.
“Want me to pick for you?” He teased, tracing the little indentations his teeth had left on your skin.
“F-fingers,” You managed to stutter, chest heaving.
The thought of him fingerfucking you had lived rent free in your head since the first time you'd watched him play guitar, how quickly his thick fingers strummed over the strings.
“You always this needy, angel?” He pulled away to not-very-coyly ask, digging his fingers into the plaible muscle of your thighs, squeezing tauntingly.
“N-no.”
He laughed again, his breath on your skin sending a shiver down your spine. You didn't blame him for not believing you when you were clenching around nothing. His hand drifted over your ass, up just past the small of your back to push down, forcing you to arch deeper.
You didn't know how he could be so patient when it felt like your lust was eating you alive.
Glancing over your shoulder at him, the unfairly gorgeous smirk gracing his face while he looked down at you like you were the prettiest painting he'd ever seen.
“What? You want a picture or something?” You pouted, his firm hold not giving you the room to budge.
“Are you offering?” The dark little glint in his eyes dared you to say yes.
Part of you screamed that you probably shouldn't let someone who was practically a stranger take naked photos of you. But you weren't exactly thinking with your head anymore.
“I guess I am,” You breathed, unable to tear your gaze off his face.
His crooked smirk got even wider, the hint of sharp canines poking out as he went to pull something out of his pocket. You expected his phone, but it was the same marker from yesterday.
You didn't say anything, watching him the same way he'd watched you.
Suguru didn't disappoint.
Scrawling his name on your ass over the bite mark, adding a little star next to it.
“There,” He mimicked you, like the moment you'd done it to him had been stuck in his head ever since, popping the cap back on the marker and trading it in for his phone. “We're a matching set now.”
You shielded your face, the scent of bleach filling your nose when you hid it in the blankets while he snapped a photo. Really, you just didn't want him to see your blush at the idea you and him made a pair.
So you completely missed the way he raised his hand, his palm smacking against your other cheek hard enough you hoped he left a handprint.
“You like that, huh?” He dryly commented, his fingers dipping down to the slick dripping down your bare thighs, across to the aching bundle of nerves, letting his thumb swipe over it.
You were pretty sure you'd like almost anything he'd do.
“Maybe,” You hm-ed.
“So pretty for me,” He softly said, so gentle compared to the second harsh crack! of his palm hitting the same spot. “Stay still, okay?”
You were trying.
Biting down on the comforter, waiting impatiently for the next one, a broken little whine escaping when you heard his clothes rustling, something hitting the ground.
Then he was adjusting you again, positioning your hips and forcing your back into a sinful arch, calloused fingers dimpling our thighs as he opened you up like you were a Christmas present. A wet glob of spit hit your entrance, your body shuddering involuntarily at the sudden sensation.
He shoved it in with two of his fingers, slowly scissoring you open, harsh breaths forced out every time he pushed in deeper. You didn't think you were thinking.
Trying to fuck yourself back on his hand, openly moaning now, not caring how needy you were if it was for him.
“Baby,” His voice came out as a low purr, almost condescending as he tsk-ed. “Thought I told you to stay still?”
You paused, fighting every instinct to roll your hips back and grind against him.
“Sorry,” You forced the apology out begrudgingly, clenching your jaw, pretty fucking positive you were throbbing around his fingers where they stalled knuckle-deep inside you. “Can you-”
Your question was cut off when he slotted a third finger inside, the stretch burning as he ripped a lewd moan out of you.
“Can I what?” He feigned innocence, as if he hadn't just made you forget everything except for him.
“I, um, fuck,” You stammered, racking your brain for whatever the fuck you were going to ask him when his fingers filled you up, crammed in so tight you couldn't breathe.
“Can't understand you, sweetheart,” He cooed, pulling his fingers out just to hear your pathetic mewl.
“Sugu, please,” You were begging, and you both knew it. “I-”
“What's that?” He shut you up, thrusting in harder, fingertips grazing against the spongy spot in the back that made everything tense, your frustrated whine interrupted by your sharp inhale.
“Wanna cum,” You whispered, squeezing tight around his fingers. “Please, please let me, Sugu.”
“Aw,” He clicked his tongue, pulling out his slick fingers, using his index and middle to rub practiced patterns against the swollen bud of your clit, dipping his thumb teasingly back inside while his calloused fingertips worked you closer and closer to the edge.
“Oh fuck, just like that,” You whined, tears brimming on your lashes, what was left of your mascara most definitely smeared on the clean white of the blanket.
“My greedy girl,” Suguru hummed, casually rolling your clit between your fingers while you unraveled underneath him.
Crying his name into the comforter, not caring how desperately you'd started to rut back into him, warm waves of pleasure washing over you, white stars dusting your vision even when your eyes fluttered shut.
“Look at me, baby,” He sighed a little, his fingers still roughly circling over your clit while you came, acutely aware of how each stroke edged you closer to overstimulation.
Your body felt almost limp, the sore muscles in your legs and back from holding your position starting to ache as you managed to turn your head to peer back at him, blinking slowly, trying to get your brain to work.
“You still doing okay?” He checked in, assessing your fucked-out face for any signs you needed a break.
“M’ fine,” You mumbled, your attention drifting down to his bare chest, the sculpted muscles and the dark patch of hair above his thick cock, his pretty pink tip dripping for you, the vein throbbing from the rock-hard erection he was sporting. “I want you to fuck me.”
You couldn't tell if you'd meant to say that last part out loud.
Suguru's chuckle was dark, and so fucking sultry it shot straight through your core. He bent over to his crumpled jeans on the floor, pulling out his wallet to snag a condom from inside. His cream-coated fingers made quick work of tearing the package open and sliding it carefully down his girth.
You expected him to hoist you up enough to fuck you doggy style, but instead, he climbed on top of you, his chest resting on your back, pinning you down as his tip pressed against your clit, one arm slipping under your front to cup your breast.
“S-shit,” You stuttered at the unexpected contact while he readjusted, angling his tip at your soaked entrance, pressing his tip in just barely.
“You're okay.”
His lips were skimming across your ear, pressing long kisses along your throat, his teeth tauntingly nipping at the thin skin there. You were tilting your head for him, lost in his mouth when he abruptly bottomed out, your body going rigid underneath his broad frame.
“Fuck, oh fuck, Suguru-” You whimpered, squeezing pitifully around him, pretty sure he was lodged in your fucking lungs with how full you felt, no room to breathe when his cock was stuffed tight inside you and still grinding deeper.
“Mhm?” He murmured, his breath hitching, his lips pausing his trail of his kisses as he groped your breast harder, pulling out just to plunge back in. Using his weight to hold you in place to fuck as he pleased.
You were quivering, almost incoherently mumbling his name under your breath, the sound of skin-on-skin and breathing and the bed squeaking under his forceful thrusts were all too much, even if your body was still screaming for more.
“Feel so fucking good,” He praised, pinching your nipple as he smashed his tip practically against your cervix.
You whined, your knees pushing you forward just for him to yank you back, making a disapproving little sound. But you were clenching around him tighter, fist closing around the blanket at how hot it was when he manhandled you.
“If you want me to be rough with you, just ask,” He drawled, a hint of mocking to his tone.
“I-” You didn't know what you were even trying to say, fucked dumber with every stroke.
He slowed down, his steady rhythm coming to a crawl to force you to respond. To tell him what you wanted. To pretend to give you a portion of the control he currently possessed over you.
“Fuck me like you own me,” You were embarrassed to even voice it, writhing against him weakly for any ounce of friction you could find.
“Then tell me I do,” He casually said, holding a conversation like he wasn't molding you to his veins, imprinting your shape into the mattress.
“I'm yours,” Your voice broke when his kisses got hungrier, sucking a wet spot above your collarbone. He let out a soft grunt, his hand on your hip pushing you down into the bed so he could fuck you deeper.
“Try again,” He muttered.
“You own me,” You whispered.
Suguru snapped. Whatever restraint you never realized he'd been clinging to shattered, his thrusts not sloppy, but far from steady either. Shoving every last inch in, one hand groping your breast to pull you back into him while the other adjusted your hips, using you how he wanted.
The pressure building, the tension pulled taut in your stomach, already sensitive from how easily he'd played you earlier.
“C’mere, baby,” He murmured, so much of his body, all his defined muscles, the hard edges and ridges pressed against yours, like he couldn't get enough of you.
“Sugu,” You moaned his name, straining to stave your oncoming orgasm off, panting.
“Fuck,” He cursed like he was doing the same, abruptly pulling out to flip you over, your heart jumping into your throat when your back hit the mattress, forced to look up at his face.
He was beautiful.
So much that it made you almost sick. Stealing whatever sense you had left to study his swollen bottom lip barely pushed out, the way his pupils had swallowed up all the color in his eyes, his dark lashes framing them so prettily, black hair hanging loose.
You wondered if this was what love-at-first-sight felt like. Or love-at-first-fuck.
But he was pushing himself back in, and you found yourself surrendering to him and whatever these bizarre sort of feelings he stirred in you were. Slamming into your soft spot, his mouth crashing back into yours.
“Right, ah, ah, right there,” You panted between kisses, tangling your fingers in his hair, your hips arching up to meet his rough thrusts. Suguru cupped your cheeks with one hand, drawing your attention back up to his eyes.
“That's right, sweetheart, wanna see your face when you cum,” He softly said, somehow making something filthy sound sweet. Groaning when your nails scraped down his back, his sharp chin tilted up as the lump in his throat bobbed.
His free hand slipping from your hip down to your clit, massaging it slowly, knowing every feathered touch was dragging you past the precipice.
“M’ close,” You whimpered, his sharp nose brushing against yours, your body stalling.
“I know,” He chuckled, his thrusts starting to stutter, struggling to maintain his composure so he could finish at the same time as you.
His talented fingers nimbly rubbing against the overstimulated bundle of nerves just right, his cock throbbing as it practically kissed your womb, and you let go, the second orgasm hitting you like a wall, all at once, bright and hot and searing as it coursed through your body.
“God, Suguru-”
Your moan was interrupted by someone banging on the wall to the connecting room.
“Can you guys fuck any quieter?” An irritated voice yelled through, knocking hard enough to rattle the headboard.
You stifled a giggle, your hand flying up to cover your mouth, eyes glancing up glossy and wide at the man whose cock was currently still stuffing you full.
“I think we might get a noise complaint,” You whispered as he removed your hand so he could kiss you again, fingers interlocking with yours.
“I'll risk it,” He murmured against your lips.
“Yeah?” You giggled again.
“What are they gonna do?” Suguru casually said, making you really laugh, erasing any lingering disappointment as he climbed off of you.
He pulled the condom off slowly, walking over to flick on the bathroom light, where you guessed the only trash can probably was. The shower turned on, the running water cutting through the sound of the exhaust fan that automatically came on.
You started to sit up, but he was already coming back, his lips tugging down into a frown when he saw you moving.
“Let me take care of you,” He insisted, padding over to pick you up, his hands on your waist, your legs wrapping around his as he carried you to the shower. Pinning you against the glass pane door, his lips refusing to part from yours when he adjusted the handle on the temperature. “You're mine tonight, remember?”
Yeah, tonight.
Your pillow wasn't exactly soft, but it was comfortable. Warm, rising and falling with every steady breath, his palm pressed flat on your back to hold you against him, the thin comforter concealing your bare bodies. Blinking a few times, your eyes adjusting to the bright sun filtering through the cracked curtain as you tried to prop yourself up, planning to slip away without waking him. Get a ride share, call a cab, find some way back to your car or apartment.
Spare both of you the awkward morning after where he would probably smile and say he'd call you later and you'd nod and say you'd look forward to it when later would never come and you'd just have to get over it.
But when you started to sit up, he pulled you back down, wrapping both arms around you and cradling you against his chest.
“Going somewhere?” He murmured, yawning, his eyes still closed as he readjusted.
“You want me to stay?” Your words were muffled into his skin.
“Why would I want you to go?” He wryly asked, his voice still syrupy from sleep as your fingers settled back on his waist.
You could safely say you had never done this with a one night stand before either.
And it was stupid, and really, it's not like you even knew him, but when his arms were around you, he felt safe. All your defenses, the walls you'd spent so long building starting to come unglued with a few lingering touches and sweet words from him.
“You have somewhere to be?” He asked, one of his arms releasing you just for him to start stroking your hair instead.
“Well, no,” You admitted, cheek squished against his chest. “I just figured you were probably busy today. I didn't want to bother you.”
“I am,” He muttered, letting out a little sultry chuckle as his thumb rubbed over the ridge of your spine. “But I can put it on hold for you.”
For you.
You hated how much you knew those words would echo in your head for the rest of the day. And probably the week. Maybe the rest of your life if you never saw him again.
“Oh,” You mumbled, tracing over the edges of a tattoo on his side, irritated at yourself for being so curious, so enticed to even consider asking about it, the urge to poke and prod him for all the details about his life he was in no way obligated to offer.
“Guess next time I'll have to make sure you can't walk afterwards so you don't try to sneak out on me,” He teased, tracing another star on your skin with a clipped nail.
You made an involuntary little noise, and you wondered if he could feel how flushed you were, cheeks burning at his insinuation.
“Might need to splurge for the late check out time then,” You tried to laugh, come across unphased, but you sincerely doubted he was buying any of it. He spared you a chuckle though while he pulled you up higher until your nose was nestling his neck, head resting on his collarbone so he could rest his head on you.
“Consider it done.”
So what'd that make the two of you? Fuck buddies? Lovers?
He'd certainly treated you like the latter.
You'd only met twice. Shared a single night together. So you doubted you exactly qualified as a friend.
Him being so charming didn't help. How casual he was about it, the quiet confidence he carried himself with. Always saying the right thing and sounding so sincere about it. It screwed with your brain, fried the synapses before they could register if what you were feeling was a crush or just how close he always was.
You hadn't meant to doze off, but you guessed you were sleepier than you realized, lulled back into fuzzy dreams by the steady rhythm of his heart pressed against your ear. It was only when he slipped out from underneath you, pulling the blanket back up to cover your bare chest that you stirred again.
What you expected to be a drop, or maybe a puddle, was more like a typhoon, some huge wave of disappointment crashing down at you as the mattress creaked under his weight, the dull thuds of his footsteps hitting the floor with the realization that this might be it.
He must've noticed the way you stiffened under the blanket, his footsteps pausing in place.
“You want some coffee?” He yawned, offering like this was his place, his coffee machine instead of some cheap hotel one that probably barely functioned.
“Hm?” You murmured, rolling over and pulling the blanket up higher, tighter. A cocoon of protection. Against what, exactly, you weren't positive.
“I’ll just make enough for both of us,” He called out, padding over to it, fingers running through the knots in his hair from last night, detangling them with ease.
You started to sit up just to wince, all your muscles still aching. Glancing down at your sore body, the hickies he'd left after your shower together littering your breasts, proof that what you shared had been real. In the moment, at least.
Either way, you steeled your resolve, refusing to let how reluctantly you really were to go show.
“Thanks,” You mumbled softly, rubbing the corner of your eyes with the back of your free hand.
“How'd you sleep?” He asked as you slowly climbed out of bed, straining to stand when half your limbs felt like they were still dreaming.
“Like a baby,” You yawned, closing your eyes and stretching. “You?”
“Even better.”
“I didn't know it was a competition,” You laughed, walking over to where he was standing to collect last night's clothes from the floor, bending over just for him to smack your sore ass teasingly.
“I didn't break you, did I?” He teased, clearly taking pride in how slowly you were walking, how stiff your movements were.
“Sorry, guess you'll have to try harder,” You returned his flirting, shimmying your panties back up your thighs while he chuckled. The cheap coffee machine started with a hum, steady drip-drips starting as you tried to clasp your bra. He reached over, hooking it back on for you, fixing the strap over your shoulder.
“Oh?” He murmured, pressing a tender kiss against your collarbone.
Okay, that just wasn't fair for him to do.
You bent back over to pick up your dress, your ass accidentally brushing against the bulge barely contained in his boxers.
“Listen,” He started, your heart preemptively sinking. You pulled away, tugging your dress up your legs while you silently waited for him to deal the death blow or delay the execution of your one-way crush.
But he paused, waiting for you to get your dress most of the way up before he was tugging up the zipper for you.
“I'm gonna be pretty busy for the next week or two, but I'll call you later, okay?”
You were pretty sure you'd heard Sukuna use almost the exact same line a time or two, when he wanted to get a girl out of his hair without dealing with crying or bitching.
“Yeah, sure,” You swallowed hard, offering him a small smile when he poured you a cup of coffee.
Pretending that it didn't ache to catch his stare out of the corner of your eyes the entire time both of you finished getting ready. Faking a smile and making small talk about what other music you listened to, answering his questions about what sort of food you liked, your hobbies, just whatever filled the silence during the short drive back to your car.
"Photography?"
"I mean, sorta? It's been a while," You shrugged, glancing out the window. "I was never that good at it."
"Landscapes or-?" He started to ask, and you wished you could just squash the butterflies that fluttered with every additional question he asked.
"People, mostly." Sukuna actually, on and off stage, to be more precise. But it'd probably be better to just omit that and avoid whatever awkward conversation that'd surely ensue.
But by then he was pulling up to park next to your car, and you couldn't put a name to the bittersweet feeling twisting in your stomach.
You didn't hesitate getting out this time, your smile more sincere when you waved and told him you hoped he had a good day, shutting it behind you and hurrying to get in your own vehicle and start the ignition.
There wasn't a goodbye kiss.
You didn't want one when it'd just make you crave him more. If you weren't going to see him again. You pulled awayy without looking back, sliding in one of Sukuna's CDs, buckling up and twisting up the knob for the volume.
Honestly, you just wanted to go back to your own bed and sleep for what was left of the weekend.
But an uninvited guest was waiting for you when you exited the elevator at your own apartment building.
“You look like shit.”
“Good morning to you too,” You grumbled, yawning as you pushed past him to slip the keyring from your finger and unlock the front door.
“Bad night?” A stupid smug grin on his face, not even having the decency to hide what answer he was hoping for.
“The opposite, actually,” You revealed, shoving the door open and ignoring how hard he was clenching his jaw behind you, following you into your living room after he practically slammed the door shut. Fantastic night, shitty morning.
“So?”
“So what?” You hummed, tossing your bag onto the couch, shrugging his jacket off your shoulders and throwing it on top.
He huffed, on your heels.
“What happened?” Sukuna grunted, his hand grazing over your shoulder before you twisted around to actually face him.
“You should already know I don't kiss and tell,” You pushed him back a step, putting some much-needed distance between you. Years of being his dirty little secret should've made that obvious. He'd fuck you in private (or public, if bathrooms and storage closets counted), but treat you the same way he always had around everyone else. You didn't think Jin even knew, and they were twins.
But his sharp gaze had spotted the bruises staining your skin that told on you, what was leftover from the heated kisses Suguru devoted so much time to leaving there last night.
A disgusted noise left his throat, his scoff almost loud enough to have its own echo.
“How long have you been waiting out there?” You changed the subject before he could voice what he really thought of that. He knew what you were doing too, squinting at you, and you realized you could actually hear his molars grinding against each other.
“Your location is on,” He gave you a nonanswer, unwilling to admit that he drove here once he saw you were on your way back. But that must've meant he'd seen you go to the hotel last night too.
“Oh,” You nodded, scratching the back of your head, waiting for whatever crude comment was coming about what a classy guy Suguru was to take his one night stand to a hotel.
Sukuna was just staring.
“I'm gonna shower,” You mumbled, mostly just to have an excuse to escape his glower, turning your head as you walked towards the hall. “I can make us something to eat after I get out.”
The bitter coffee you managed three sips of earlier hadn't exactly killed the appetite you'd spent half the night working up.
“Did you get this out of your system?” Sukuna clicked his tongue in irritation, following you inside your bedroom.
“Get what out of my system?” You let your exasperation show, huffing at him wanting to act like a possessive boyfriend now when you'd never been his and he'd never been yours.
“Him?” It came out in a gravelly grunt, like it hurt his throat to even begrudgingly spit it out.
It was your turn to just stare at him, trying to process why he was so pissed about it and weighing what sort of reaction he'd have or what might do to yours if you told him to get his panties untwisted.
“Well?” He scoffed. “Don't tell me you're actually planning on seeing him again.”
“I dunno, maybe?” You shrugged, thinking back to his vague words, his promise of a later you couldn't tell if he actually meant. It would be easy to tell Sukuna no, but you did wanna piss him off just a little bit for being such a dick about all of it.
“Maybe?”
“It was nice. I wouldn't say no if he asked,” You sighed, deliberately vague while you reached for the door knob like putting a quarter inch of wood between you would stop the argument brewing.
“Nice?” He laughed, rolling his eyes and folding his arms across his chest. “That’s all you gotta say? If I-”
“What? You wanna know what positions he had me in?” You cut him off before he could finish, irritated with his cocky assumption.
His smirk faltered, his lips still parted but the words no longer leaving his mouth.
“It's kind of cute when you're jealous,” You tried to tease, find some semblance of friendship in the uncomfortable silence, but his expression didn't change.
“I'm not jealous,” He muttered under his breath.
“Whatever you say,” You shrugged, yawning. “While you're here, mind taking a look at my car before you go? It keeps making a weird noise.”
“I'm not a mechanic,” He grumbled, frown lines etched into his skin as his brows pulled together.
“Yeah, but you can tell me if I need to take it to one,” You sighed, opening the door.
“Fine.”
“Thanks,” You raked your fingers through your hair, still mused from sleep before rubbing the back of your neck.
He tch-ed, but he dropped the subject for once, his eyes narrowing as you disappeared behind the door, letting you pull it to a close.
A shower wouldn't fix the fact that you'd eventually have to deal with the aftermath of fucking Suguru, but talking to Sukuna right now would definitely just make it worse.
You'd barely managed to strip out of your dress and underwear, the cold air conditioning making your nipples harden as you turned around to turn the shower on.
“The fuck is this?” Sukuna's muffled voice called out through the door, the knob jiggling before he shoved it open, not giving you enough time to reply.
“Seriously, can you fucking get-” You started to turn back around to face the door and cover yourself up with the closest towel.
But he'd already seen it.
The name written in permanent marker on your ass right above the bruised bite.
There was a soft crinkle, a piece of paper you hadn't noticed him holding getting crumpled in his grip, the tendons straining over his knuckles while he stared at where the spot had been like his glare could burn the lettering off of you.
“The fuck is that?” He bluntly asked, mild irritation twisting into something more raw. But it was hard to tell what considering of the five faces he was capable of making, four of them were all just various stages of anger or apathy.
“Nothing,” You lied, shrugging as you glanced around the makeup still scattered around your bathroom counter, the almost-empty bottle of soap you'd have to replace soon.
“You let him do that?”
Letting something go wasn't exactly a skill Sukuna excelled at.
“It's just a stupid joke,” You huffed, blushing involuntarily at the memory as you readjusted your towel for more coverage. Sukuna looked maybe half a second from snatching it, forcing small exhales through his nose. “Not like it's a tattoo. It'll wash off.”
In a few days judging from how well your name had stayed on him.
Sukuna was still staring like he was about to have a stroke.
“You've never cared who I slept with before,” You pointed out, uncomfortably shuffling, the air vents humming loudly overhead.
“I don't like him.”
Yeah, as if you could've possibly missed that.
“I do,” You replied, lips pressing together in a thin line.
Even if everything was over already, and your goodbye was the final one, he'd still been nice to you. Kissed you like he meant it, fucked you like it was fate somehow for you to end up under him, washed you and held you and treated you like you were someone to him.
“Shouldn't you be, like, I don't know? Glad he wasn't an asshole?” Or relieved at least. After all his talk about not wanting to listen to you bitch about a broken heart?
He tossed the balled-up paper in his palm onto the counter, glaring at you over his shoulder when he turned to leave.
“You really think any of that's real?”
The hinges whined as the door slammed shut behind him, his question hanging in the air, demanding to have the last word even in such a stupid argument.
He was wrong.
You weren't dumb enough to think Suguru was in love with you, or that his feelings ran deeper, but why should you stop sleeping with him just because Sukuna didn't like him?
You picked up the paper, unfurling it to find a note with handwriting you didn't recognize. It took four tries for you to finally figure out who it was from - and what it was about.
Forget something?
Two words scrawled in the middle, accompanied by a crude drawing of who you guessed was supposed to be Gojo, his own version of a signature.
If Sukuna had found that in your pocket, what the hell happened to his guitar pick? Nanami had returned it after the show with another polite thank you, and you were pretty fucking positive you'd slipped it back inside for safekeeping. So what? Gojo must've stolen it when you weren't paying attention?
At least Sukuna hadn't realized what the something you forgot was. Or it probably would've been a very different sort of conversation. One that more than likely would've ended with you bent over the sink and getting spanked until his palm rubbed Suguru's name off of you.
Knowing you'd let him, that you'd spent the past few years doing what he wanted and when, made something inside you break. You'd always told yourself it was fine to fuck him, that if you were sleeping with anyone, you'd rather it be someone you trusted, someone who you knew would at least make sure you finished - even if it was just a matter of pride for him.
The smart thing to do, or at least the responsible one, would be calling it off before these bitter feelings could fester over and infect your friendship.
You threw the note in the trash can.
It couldn't be that hard to do.
Of course, you'd definitely wait until you managed to get his guitar pick back. You just didn't know which would be harder.
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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BLOW ME (ONE LAST KISS)
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𓉸 fwb!satoru gojo x f!reader
𓉸 kinktober smut oneshot
❝ it's been two years since you last saw satoru. showing up at his door in the dead of night wasn't on your list of things to do today, but when things don't work out with your boyfriend, you find yourself back at your old best friend and fuck buddy's door. ❞
𓉸 warnings ; 18+ only. contains explicit content. fwb to strangers to lovers type thing. pwp. fluff. hurt/comfort. gojo's a lovable idiot. sub!gojo. whiny!gojo. pet names (baby, sweetheart, pookie, darling, pretty girl, pretty, love). slight spitting. slight overstim. oral (m! and f! receiving). praise. handjob. unprotected. creampie. p in v. fairly soft n sweet.
𓉸 words ; 10.8k.
𓉸 a/n ; this turned out so much longer than i expected but i had a lot of fun writing the story so i hope you enjoy!
masterlist || kinktober 2024 masterlist
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Bleary-eyed with exhaustion, Gojo’s barely able to keep himself upright as a knock at the door urges him out of bed at three in the morning. He yawns tiredly as he pulls on a pair of sweatpants and shuffles down the hall to his front door.
He wouldn’t say he’s shocked to see you standing at his door, it’s not the first time you’ve made your way over unannounced. No, the shocking part of this encounter is that he hasn’t heard a peep from you since two years ago when you ended your ‘benefits’ agreement with him after getting a boyfriend.
He scratches his bare chest, looking you up and down. Your hair is a mess, mascara streaks are smudged on your cheeks in a lazy effort to cover up the evidence of your tears and the little fuzzy kitty cat shorts and matching shirt you’re wearing tell him everything he needs to know.
But why come to him?
“You broke up.” It’s not a question, he doesn’t need you to answer. The proof is written across your face.
“Something like that.” Your voice is raspy, throat raw from the sobs that wracked your body earlier, though now you just seem exhausted.
But why come to him, not your close friends?
Silently, Satoru’s eyes raise to your car. All of your belongings are clearly stuffed in the back seat from what he can tell. You’re shuffling from foot to foot, standing a small distance away from him.
“So are you here to fuck?”
It’s blunt, but it’s the truth of the agreement you once had. Though Gojo’s somewhat bitter tone is a reminder that you had forgotten about the ‘friends’ portion of that agreement somewhere along the way.
You hesitate, jaw opening and closing once, twice, three times as you search for an explanation but in truth you aren’t sure why you’re here. The thought tears you apart inside and you bring your arms up around your torso, shrinking in on yourself. That can’t be all that’s left of what was once your closest friendship.
But after all these years, maybe it is.
“No, I’m not,” you whisper softly, avoiding his gaze. “I… I should go.”
Even in his bitterness, your ex friend doesn’t have it in him to let you drive off to god knows where in the middle of the night alone when you’re clearly upset and came to him for help. With a tired sigh, his hand grabs your wrist and he tugs you inside.
You let out a surprised gasp as he easily pulls you into his house, shutting the door behind you. He takes a step back, crossing his arms over his broad chest as he waits for an explanation that never comes as you grapple with your own thoughts. His mind drifts back to the last time he saw you, a bitter taste bubbling in his throat at the thought.
He remembers the way you excitedly told him you had a date. He’d smiled, turning to face you on the couch, though it didn’t reach his eyes. He doesn’t think you noticed, too caught up in your own excitement.
You had told him the benefits needed to end. It didn’t matter to him, he was never in this for the benefits.
In truth, he figured you would come back to him with the realization you had feelings for him. You were always so enthusiastic around him, you were the one always pushing the boundaries you had established. Satoru never minded, but the longer the agreement went on, he was sure you would come to the same realization he had.
He was so sure you would reciprocate the feelings he was so afraid to voice out of fear of losing his closest friend. After all, he had really only agreed to your whole ‘friends with benefits’ arrangement because he thought it would give him the opportunity to get closer to you.
The cocky asshole that he is, Gojo Satoru thought that his dick game was so good you would fall for him.
Then you went on a second date with the guy, gushing to Gojo about him with a movie playing in the background and he realized just how wrong he was.
He’d fucked up. He’d fucked up so colossally and he didn’t know how to fix it. He didn’t know if he even could fix it.
It was on the fourth date that your new guy made it official and you texted Satoru right away.
He feigned happiness. He would be what you needed him to be.
But the recoil of his complicated relationship with you hit him fast and hard.
It started with a decrease in time spent with you, which he could live with. Then, it was a decrease in excited texts. He’d be lying if he said it didn’t hurt, when his time had once been completely occupied by you and only you. Regardless of the benefits of your friendship, that was never what mattered to him.
You were like the sun to him. You shone brighter than anyone he had ever met, your smile as radiant as it was beautiful. Burned into his mind like a polaroid, cherished, even in the two years since he’s seen you.
There was no argument that ended everything, no big explosion or blow up of emotions that caused something so dear to both of you to fizzle out suddenly. It all came from a place of not knowing what to do after the benefits ended.
It wasn’t like sex was the only thing you did with one another. In fact, most of your time spent together was watching movies, playing games, or just gossiping and chatting. When the sex ended, however, something lingered.
It was that lingering feeling that shattered what remained of the bond you shared. Between longing looks from Satoru while out on a bubble tea run, and lingering physical attraction to him that left you uncertain, it was too much for you.
Just like that, you slowly stopped responding. You can’t blame Satoru for the fact that he stopped trying to reach out either, if you were in his place you’re certain you would have been embarrassed by the amount of unread messages he’d sent.
Now, you’re ashamed for letting your greatest ally, your biggest cheerleader and your most eager movie buddy slip through the cracks so easily. So blinded by new, young, love that you never stopped to see what was already in front of you.
Although the loss of your closest friend was gradual, fizzling away until there was nothing left, it changed you irreparably. The changes were small at first, they came in the form of little things that would bring your mood down as you reached for your phone to excitedly text him only to falter. With time, the uncertainty and lingering sorrow became a constant numbness and you were so caught up in your own world you couldn’t identify what caused it. You couldn’t make out the little hole in your heart in the shape of Satoru. With time, the hole grew until it was so immense that it resulted in a fight with your boyfriend.
A long fight in which he had insisted that although he cared for you, he had come to terms long ago with the fact that you didn’t feel the same way that he did anymore. The most gut wrenching part was that he was right, but you couldn’t accept that he was right for so long, because you couldn’t accept that you had feelings for someone you hadn’t seen in two years.
Now, standing in front of him, you’re at a complete and utter loss for words. All this time without a word and to think that he’d still let you in. No, he’d pulled you in. After two years of silence, two years of doing him so painfully dirty, he was still here. For you.
“Why are you here?” He asks again when the silence grows so loud he thinks he might be going crazy.
“Can we sit down?” You ask him quietly, feeling guilt wash over you as your eyes trail his washboard abs, as though you have any right to admire just how good he looks.
He steps aside, letting you walk into his living room. It looks almost the same as the day you were last here, probably yapping about your date like a damn fool. The only real difference is that the photo that once sat on a shelf in the corner of the room of the two of you at an aquarium was gone. A pang of sadness courses through you at the realization that he’s probably let you go.
You’re too late. You fucked up.
Gingerly, you take a seat on the soft couch, squirreling your way as far into the corner as you can. You feel small in his presence, unable to read him as you once could. You’re not familiar with the painfully neutral expression he wears, masking what lies beneath. The hint of bitterness to top it all off only adds to the taste of bile in your mouth.
“I owe you a lot of things, Satoru,” you begin. You’d run over what you planned on saying for an hour in the car before gathering the courage to walk to his door, yet the words died in your throat as soon as you took in the sight of him.
He sits opposite you, the distance between the both of you like a rope pulled taut. All you want to do is pull him towards you, but you fear the rope might snap if you do, frayed at the ends. You swallow hard, chancing a glance at those gorgeous blue eyes of his.
“I’m sorry,” you whisper. It will never be enough. You left him behind, and no apology will ever do him justice. “I’m so sorry,” you whisper again, choking on your words as tears burn in your eyes.
Satoru lets out a long breath. He never stopped hoping, praying, you would come back, but now that he has you here, something holds him back. Fear, maybe. Dejection, assuredly.
He doesn’t want to be your second choice.
As a tear trails down your cheek whilst you try your best to stay strong before him, the grip that fear has on him becomes frail, crumbling at the sight of his best friend, his movie buddy, his girl, crying.
“C’mere,” he sighs, sliding across the couch as he closes the distance between you. You cling to him like a lifeline as you sob against his bare chest. His skin is soft and warm, just as you remember it, tainted by your salty tears.
It takes him a moment, but his arms do eventually snake around your waist, pulling you into him.
“You deserved so much better back then,” you hiccup, a sound that has Satoru shutting his eyes as your pain crackles in the air around him, charged. “You deserve better now, I shouldn’t be here, I-” You panic suddenly, pressing open palms against his chest to push yourself away but his arms don’t relent. In fact, he rests his chin softly atop your head as he tucks you back against his chest in an effort to soothe you.
He still doesn’t say a word, but the silence and his insistence on holding you tightly serves as your encouragement to talk. That’s all Satoru wants, it’s all he needs. He needs to understand what happened. He wants to know why you’re here after two years of radio silence.
And do you ever talk. The words spill from you, messy and unorganized thoughts falling from your lips like a waterfall.
“You tried so hard to get through to me, and I was such an asshole. I kept trying to- to-” you stammer over your words as you catch your breath between sobs, “-to tell myself my attraction to you was just physical, but then I cut you off anyway and that wasn’t fair. I just don’t think I ever realized-” again, a sob wracks your body, “-that I had feelings for you, I wasn’t willing to admit it because that was my number one rule between us and then I ruined everything anyway, so what does it matter?”
You sniffle, the tips of your fingers gripping at his skin.
“I was so stupid, and everything was so much worse without you. I wanted to text you to tell you little things but anytime I stared at your contact, it scared me how long it had been and how awful I felt and now- now-” you swallow hard, “-now I’m here in front of you and I don’t know what I’m even saying. I- I-” you stammer, your breathing picking up as the words fall from your lips before you have a chance to think twice about them. “-I think I’m in love with you.”
Satoru stiffens beside you, his arms rigid with the revelation. It takes a moment to sink in, before his chin lifts from your head and he pulls back to see your expression. Your cheeks are puffy, eyes red, pupils blown. You look exhausted, and somewhat shocked, as if you’ve just realized this yourself.
His eyes have the sea held within them as turmoil flows through them. Wave after wave, each crashing ashore as he wrestles with his own thoughts.
He whispers your name in a sigh, running a hand through his hair. He should have told you two years ago, before everything became so complicated. “I can’t be your second choice,” he sighs, rejecting you, although his arms don’t leave the tight grip he holds on you.
Of course he never stopped loving you. He got together with others afterwards, had the odd fling here or there, but it was never enough. It never filled the hole in his heart that you’d carved to fit you and only you.
Yet you didn’t fit within that hole either now, he feared. His heart had been hollowed out for someone that didn’t exist anymore.
“We broke up,” you tell him, as though he doesn’t already know. He just stares at you, so you continue. “He told me something changed after we started dating. Like a part of me died and he was never sure why,” you sigh, staring blankly at Satoru’s chest. “He said his feelings weren’t being returned, and he was right.”
Satoru’s grip on you tightens. It’s miniscule, but you feel the way he pulls you just the tiniest bit closer.
“I just couldn’t admit it to myself. It felt wrong because of all the rules,” you try to explain, but it’s all a pathetic attempt at what you’re trying to get to. “You were never my second choice, Toru.” The nickname sets his heart racing beneath your palm. “You’ve always been it for me. I was just too caught up in those stupid rules to see that.”
Pain lingers in the back of his mind, but something new seems to fill his chest. Like you’ve found the hole in his heart that he was so sure could never fit you again, and you’re molding it to fit you as you are now. Healing him in your own way.
“I’m not a rebound,” he blurts out. He can’t let you in so easily, not when you could snap him in two like you had once before. Yet beneath the walls he’s trying to uphold, he’s so painfully vulnerable, an open book for you to see. Behind your tear-filled eyes, he knows you recognize this.
“Never,” you agree, the tips of your fingers tightening against him. “Promise, pookie.”
The nickname he’d used to tease you all those years ago feels foreign from your lips, you’d always hated when he called you it, yet he can’t help the way it makes his lips quirk up. He chuckles, unable to resist the laughter bubbling in his chest.
Such a stupid nickname.
You laugh along with him, sniffling as the lighter air between the both of you settles comfortably.
“Four years and three months, by the way,” Satoru’s fingers fiddle with the hem of your shirt as he holds you to him. The curious tilt of your head that’s oh so cute to him is enough for him to continue. “That’s when I fell for you.”
Your eyes widen at the realization you’ve both just confessed. Your heart races in your chest, battering at your bones like a caged animal. “Four years and three months…? What…?” You trail off, brow furrowed.
“We went bowling with Ieiri and Nanami. You and I versus the two of them.”
“I remember.”
“They were beating us until the last frame. You bowled a strike and ran back to hug me.”
The memory feels fresh in your mind as you recall how silly Satoru looked in those oversized bowling shoes. You’d all looked like clowns, but Satoru had playfully dressed the part too in an ugly over-patterned button-up, always the butt of all jokes as long as it meant making everyone smile.
In reality, it was always to make you smile. He never cared about the scoffs and playful banter from the rest of the group. He wanted nothing more than to hear your pretty laugh.
“That’s it?” You ask, mouth agape. You and Satoru have so many similar memories from many years prior, so why that one?
“Dunno. There was just something so endearing about you running into my arms over bowling. You looked so gorgeous.” Satoru pauses for a moment as he grins to himself, reliving the memory. “You were smiling like winning bowling was our greatest achievement, wearing those stupid bowling shoes and you had on ugly socks specifically for the occasion-”
“They were cute,” you pout. “They had snails on them.”
Satoru snickers. “The snails looked high, sweetheart.”
“No they didn’t!” You whine, although you can’t deny the heat in your cheeks as he relaxes with you, observing you with the fondness of someone who never lost sight of you, even when all seemed hopeless.
“Their eyes were literally red.”
“Nooooo,” you whine, jutting out your lower lip. Gojo’s eyes flicker down to your lip, returning to your eyes. “It was just a design choice,” you insist.
“A design choice that made them look high,” he snorts, rolling his eyes.
You laugh through the remnants of your sobs, running a hand over your face in an effort to wipe away what’s left of your tears. To your surprise, Satoru’s hand closes over yours, moving your hand away from your face as he softly wipes your tears away.
“You asked me why I was here,” you state as Satoru watches the movement of his thumb beneath your tearline, wiping the liquid from your lashes. “I think I’m here because it’s the only place that feels right.”
His face softens, and what’s left of his bitterness sputters away like a candle burning out. It leaves warmth in its wake that spreads through Satoru’s body. Although he thinks the pain will take time to heal, it’s not like the hole that you left when you shut him out, one that hollowed his very soul. Time will heal his wounds, he just hopes that this time around, you’ll let him in. Although you’ve both confessed, he knows you well and he can feel the way you’ve carefully barricaded your heart.
For now, he just hopes you can get some rest as he takes note of the heavy dark circles beneath your eyes.
His hands grip your waist, long thumbs settling beneath your breasts, brushing their undersides. You have no bra on, you’re in pajamas that Satoru’s seen a thousand times before. It’s clockwork, the way he shifts you until you’re settled comfortably on his lap while he leans back.
“Movie night?”
You nod, eyes widening hopefully, a familiar sparkle shining within them that warms Satoru’s heart.
He hates to see you cry. It brings him more pain than he could possibly have imagined, even after two years of bitter silence.
He uses his foot to pull the remote on the coffee table towards him without needing to move you off his lap, leaning you both forward before resting back. Your head rests comfortably on his bare chest, his arm circling your waist like it belongs there.
There’s no question of what you’ll be watching as he turns on your favorite Studio Ghibli movie. Not a single memory of you has been lost to him, each one fresh in his mind as though you never left.
He sets the remote down, reclining back on the couch with his feet up on the table. Your knees lean over his thighs, hands resting comfortably on his muscular arms that hold you flush to his skin. Settling comfortably, you do your best to focus on the movie and keep your thoughts from spiraling, although it isn’t so easy.
“I’m sorry, Toru.”
Satoru’s white lashes flutter as he hears your voice amid his near-slumber halfway through the movie. He blinks a few times to wake himself up, inhaling as he looks down at you. Your head still rests on his chest, eyes looking up expectantly at him.
“It’s okay,” he shrugs blearily.
“No, it’s not. It never will be. I’m not asking you to tell me what I did was okay,” you insist. Satoru observes you quietly. You’ve matured over the last two years in ways he’s never considered. “You don’t have to forgive me right now, but I’d like a chance to earn your forgiveness.”
In truth, Satoru thinks you might have had his forgiveness since the moment he saw you standing at the door. The depths of his pain are already long forgotten as his sorrows wash away to leave space for blossoms taking root in his veins.
He’s not one for caution. Satoru has always been the type of man to dive headfirst into something without a second thought, that’s how the two of you ended up in this situation anyways. A joking suggestion on his part taken entirely too seriously to land him the official ‘fuck buddy’ status.
This time, as he dives headfirst into your request, it’s not a joke or a dare or anything of the sort that he’s so used to.
You’re taking this seriously. You’re taking him seriously. Taking into account his feelings of being a second choice, a rebound, and you’ll spend a lifetime showing him he never was to begin with if you have to.
He shoots you a tired smile, head flopping to the side in a lazy fashion. His white hair falls over his eyes, obstructing your view of his gorgeous cerulean irises. “Consider your wish granted,” he agrees.
You return his smile, reaching up to card your fingers through his hair, unaware that you’ve soothed him almost instantly to an easy sleep as his gentle snores fill the air.
Despite the events of the long night and the early morning light beginning to peek through the windows as dawn approaches, you settle into an easy sleep in his arms.
When you awaken the following morning, the two of you have somehow shifted to be on the couch horizontally. You’re tucked between the back of the couch and Satoru’s chest, his arms wrapped protectively around your middle. His breath fans the crown of your head, his grip on you almost suffocating, he's holding you so tightly.
You don’t dare wake him, not after the night he had. Settling back comfortably against his chest, you rest your eyes as you wait for him to stir. It isn’t too much longer before you feel his muscles begin to twitch and the pace of his breathing increases. After a few minutes, his eyes flutter open and he takes in his surroundings, but more importantly, the gorgeous girl in his arms.
It’s a dream he’s had so many times that it can’t be real, can it?
“Ow! Did you just pinch me, Toru?”
“Sorry,” he mumbles groggily in a voice so incredibly sexy you can’t believe you didn’t notice your feelings sooner. “Had to make sure you were real.”
He shifts, moving to pepper kisses over your hair. Your giggles are musical as he showers you in affection, but when he pulls back, he catches a glimpse of… something that he can’t place.
“What’s on your mind, pretty girl?”
Your worries are forgotten momentarily with each pet name he uses, but you find your words soon enough. “I guess I just feel guilty,” you admit with a shrug and Satoru sees it again. He sees the walls you’ve built reflected in your eyes, shadowed with guilt.
“Eh? Nothing to feel guilty about,” he grins, but the look you shoot him in return tells him you’re not in the mood for him to take this so lightheartedly.
“I’m serious. I missed two years of your life.”
Satoru’s thumb rubs circles beneath the fabric of your pajama shirt with one hand, bringing the other up to rub his eyes. He’s not sure he’s awake enough for this conversation. Certainly not in a serious capacity.
“It’s not that long,” he shrugs, moving his free arm beneath his head as he shifts on the couch to lay on his back with you tucked into his side. He stares up at the ceiling. “I mean, you owe me a lot of movie and game nights, but that just means I get to make you pay,” he smirks, prodding your side.
It’s not the serious response you’re hoping for, but it does wonders to quell the nerves bubbling beneath the surface. “Yeah, yeah, whatever. You better go easy on me though, you’re not a cheap date.”
He pouts playfully, lip jutting out as he prods your side beneath your ribs. You squeal in surprise at his finger jabbing into your side and in an effort to escape the ticklish sensation, proceed to shove him off the couch.
With a thump and a soft ‘oof’, he lands on his side on the (thankfully) carpeted floor.
“Sorry, Toru!” You squeak, peering down at him.
He rubs his shoulder with a wry smile. “Geez babe, I thought you were trying to make things up to me,” he grumbles as he pushes himself up off the floor.
You flash him an apologetic smile, taking a moment to admire him as he stands at his full height before you. He’s always been handsome, but even in the couple of years since you’ve seen him, he’s filled out and bulked up further. There’s a faint hint of barely visible white stubble growing along his chin and his hair is a breadth longer than you remember and falls in a more intentional manner over his head rather than its usual disheveled style.
He’s breathtaking, and you wonder how you were ever so foolish to begin with.
Unfortunately, he’s also just as frustrating as the day you last saw him.
“See something you like? You know, if you really wanna make it up to me-”
You cut him off by getting to your feet and shoving a hand against his stupidly pretty face, shutting him up with the action as he reels backwards. Catching his balance, he chuckles and trails after you as you walk into his kitchen just as you had so many times before.
Aside from a few new magnets on the fridge and a new set of dishcloths, it’s just as you remember it. Something about the knowledge that even in two years, things haven’t changed so dramatically that you’ve missed everything helps to keep you from feeling guilty.
“You know, I was gonna say if you wanted to make it up to me you could make me breakfast,” he grins cheekily as he leans into your personal space.
“No you weren’t.”
“I thought about it,” he shrugs as you catch him in the act of lying. You can’t resist the way your lips quirk up into a smile. He’s still so Satoru and his presence comforts you in a way you didn’t know you needed.
Opening the fridge, you take a look at what he’s got available, or more like the complete and utter lack of food in his fridge.
“Have you always lived like this?” You ask as you move to his pantry, which is somehow equally empty apart from a jar of peanut butter sitting beside some protein powder and a sickening amount of sweets.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” He whines as he stares over your shoulder at what looks like a perfectly full pantry to him. It has mochi and chocolate and-
“What do you even have for breakfast usually?”
He purses his lips, staring up at the ceiling. His hair falls back over his ears as he does so, his skin so perfect you’re almost jealous at just how blessed he is with good looks. “Dunno. Mochi and some eggs?”
You recoil at the thought of mochi and eggs as a meal, nose wrinkling. “What happened to pancakes or omelets? We used to make them all the time.”
Something akin to sadness flashes in his eyes and you turn your full attention to him. “You weren’t there,” he says simply, his voice lowered, his tone unusually vulnerable. “I only really made them because you wanted them.” He doesn’t say it with the intent of making you feel guilty, but your shoulders fall to your sides as your chest coils with the emotion.
“Right.”
“Hey,” he raises his hand to cup your cheek and pull your attention away from your feet. “That’s behind us, yeah?”
Your eyes flit between his, the way they seem to hold galaxies within them. His face is so close to yours that his breath fans your face and your heart speeds up as you glance at his lips-
Like a gentle reminder of your wrongdoing, guilt churns in your chest and you stumble backwards out of his grip. Although he’s already forgiven you and given you another chance with him, you can’t help the way your heart stutters around him and your walls heighten out of fear of fucking things up again.
Yet your behavior only serves to confuse Satoru, who had been so sure you were about to kiss him and his heart is still hammering in his chest as you nearly trip over a flat of outdated soup cans, which is wild because how do soup cans even get outdated?
Before you can crash into the shelves behind you, Satoru reaches out to wrap a strong hand around your forearm and tugs you from the pantry.
“Um-” you clear your throat, trying to divert his attention away from your sudden meekness. “Can we order something?”
Satoru observes you for a moment, his expression unreadable before his usual grin finds his face. “Sure, pretty. You want your usual?”
Your eyes widen slightly, the guilt burrowing itself deeper into your chest as you realize just how many pieces of you remained tightly wound within his life all these years. “Yeah, that sounds good.”
He saunters off to his bedroom to grab his phone and place an order, your eyes trailing after him until he’s out of sight. With a sigh, you bring a hand up to clutch at the shirt hanging over your chest with a photo of a little cartoon kitty on it. Your heart hammers against your hand and you wonder what you’ve done to deserve such kindness from him when you had left him behind so easily.
Well, no, that’s a lie. It hadn’t been easy. It left a hole so deep within you that it tore you from a two year relationship and brought you here to Satoru’s door in the middle of the night in pieces. It was selfish, really, to ask him to help put you back together, and seeing how eager he is to have you back in his life does little to quell the growing feeling of wrongfulness.
With a deep breath, you try to remind yourself of the fact that he’s giving you another chance and you need to use this opportunity to prove yourself rather than shut him out again. Letting the breath out through pursed lips, you pad slowly from the kitchen to the living room, looking around the familiar room in daylight.
The TV is newer than you remember and there are a couple of mostly dead plants that you wonder if he’s ever watered that are new to you. A couple of empty mugs sit atop a table to the side of the couch and there are some new movies and games stacked in the bookshelves at the side of the room.
Before you even realize you’re moving, you stand in front of the shelves. Sitting on one of the lower shelves beneath a thick layer of dust is a small bowl you recognize all too well.
Satoru hadn’t been too keen on the idea of taking a pottery class with you, but he couldn’t resist your doe-eyed pleading. He always was weak for you, and so you had learned how to make bowls together. He had beamed at you upon completing his bowl, showing it to you with such childlike glee that it had warmed your heart.
Taking the bowl delicately into your hands, you flip it and feel your heart clench as you see the familiar initials carved into the bottom. Yours, alongside Satoru’s, with a heart. How had it never occurred to you?
How horribly clueless had you been?
You set the bowl down as your gaze trails the rest of the shelves. There’s a small collection of rocks from each of your beach trips, a strange tradition you had shared after finding a fossil lodged into a flat stone you’d been intending to skip across the water.
Finally, you stare at the empty spot where a framed photo of the two of you once sat. Although the photo was gone, you would never forget the day. You had visited the aquarium together with Suguru and Shoko very shortly after becoming friends with benefits. Suguru had noted that the two of you seemed particularly close, but you’d brushed off his words.
He was right, though. It solidified your friendship. It was the beginning of something beautiful and you regretted ever letting it turn ugly. Blinking, you bring a hand up to your face to wipe away the beginnings of tears when you catch a glimpse of something laying on the top shelf where the frame was just barely in view.
Reaching out, you pick it up and your jaw practically drops, your heart gripped with so many emotions you don’t know where to begin. Relief, longing, fear, uncertainty, guilt, and most importantly, love. Satoru never let go of you.
There, in your hands, is a photo of Satoru grinning with an arm around your shoulders as you peer up at the whale shark behind you, wide-eyed with awe at the beautiful creature. The photo never moved, he’d just laid it down when it became too painful to look at.
“Alright, I ordered all of our favorites and some new things I wanted to try-” Satoru comes around the corner from his room, phone in hand, peering into the kitchen before he finds you in the living room. “They had something called a Croffle, I just had to- are you crying?”
Satoru’s hand falls to his side as he hears you sniffle. You straighten, refusing to face him as you attempt to compose yourself.
He takes a step towards you, setting a large hand on your shoulder as he peers down at your hands. “Oh, pretty girl. C’mere,” he coos, pulling the frame from your fingers with one hand as he wraps the other around you. He sets the photo back in its place on the shelf, upright now, before his full attention is on you.
He sways you softly from side to side, soothing his hand up and down your back as he tucks your head beneath his chin. Your cries are silent, the only sign of your sobs being the way your body shakes and the warm tears that wet his bare chest. He stands with you like that, swaying you gently from side to side and humming gentle “it’s okay”s into the crown of your head for a couple of minutes.
With a sniffle, you pull back and wipe the remnants of your tears, keeping your head down in an attempt to prevent him from seeing your puffy features. “Sorry, I- I don’t know what came over me,” you croak with a half-hearted laugh.
Satoru is silent for a moment as he quietly observes you. “You know,” he starts, “if you keep shutting me out, you’re not gonna be able to make things up to me.”
“I’m not shutting you out,” you retort stubbornly, peeking up at him.
He dramatically swings his head back to stare at the ceiling. “You show up at my door at- what-? Three in the morning? To try to fix things- which is working, by the way- and now you shut me out?” He asks, reeling back and crouching until he reaches your eye level. You can’t escape those stupidly gorgeous eyes of his now, taking in a deep breath as you attempt to compose yourself.
You pull your lower lip between your teeth, mindlessly chewing on it as you consider what he said. You’d be foolish not to take his words into consideration given that he’s right, you are here to fix things, and the fact that he said it’s working sparks hope you haven’t felt in a long time within you. Yet, you’ve upheld your walls for so long that it’s difficult to let him in. Years of rules between the both of you, no kissing, no cuddling outside of aftercare, no PDA, they all still lived within you, even if you wanted to break them down. Sure, the rules were broken often, but not without reminding yourself why they were there later.
Then there were the walls you built to protect the Gojo-shaped hole in your heart. The hole that you couldn’t identify the shape of until now. With Satoru standing alongside you attempting to crawl his way into that hole and fill it, it scares you. Having what you didn’t know you needed for two whole years, if not more, is a terrifying thought.
You glance up at him, patiently waiting on your response as you consider his words while his thumbs rub soothing circles into your upper arms.
With your attention now on him, Satoru takes the opportunity to slide one hand down to your waist, taking a small step towards you until you’re flush to him. You hold your breath at the contact, giving him a wide-eyed stare. His words replay over and over in your mind as his other hand slides up your neck to rest on your cheek. He deftly tilts your chin up as his eyes bore into yours.
“Let me in, sweetheart,” he whispers, his face so close that your entire body feels as though it’s on fire and you can’t help the way your eyes flicker to his lips, so soft and close.
The air between you is charged, tension crackling in the air as the world seems to pause just for you. Your heart beats erratically and you fear it may escape its cage if it pounds any harder.
Satoru swallows hard as his thumb runs across your lower lip. Your breathing speeds up, as though it’s racing with your heart as you cling desperately to his chest like a deer in the headlights. His heart races beneath your fingertips, the only sign that he’s anywhere near as flustered as you are.
“Can I break rule number one?” He whispers, his voice low and sexy in a way that you’ve heard so many times but it’s charged with something new. Something more tender than you’re used to.
You glance between his eyes and his lips, letting out a shaky breath as you throw caution to the wind and slide your hands up to wrap around the back of his neck and pull him the remaining distance down to your lips. Time stands still as his lips softly capture yours, moving slowly as he pours every ounce of adoration into the kiss. As though he fears he may never have the chance to kiss you again, he puts everything he has into it.
It takes only a faint brush of his finger along your chin to tilt your head up to give him better access as his tongue crests your lips. You’re pliant against him, your lips parting for him as he breaks down your walls. His tongue takes over your mouth, his minty taste flooding your senses as his fingers grip your waist almost bruisingly with how tight he holds you.
He hesitates as he pulls back, both of your eyes fluttering open to take in the sights before you as you catch your breath. Satoru’s cheeks are red, white lashes fluttering as he blinks quickly.
“Why did you never say anything?” You ask, your voice barely a whisper.
“You had so many rules. You’d scold me for just putting a hand on your shoulder in public, what was I supposed to do?” He examines the way your expression returns to guilt, pressing a quick peck to your lips once more in an attempt to pull you away from the walls he’s trying to break down. Your eyes shine once again and he lets out a breath of relief. 
“I’m sorry, Toru.”
He kisses you softly again. “Stop apologizing. Just be with me here and now, we can figure everything out, yeah?”
As you nod, there’s a knock at the door and Satoru grins.
“Now come try this Croffle thing I got.”
“Am I supposed to know what that is?” You tilt your head as you trail after him to the door.
“Croissant Waffle.”
“Right. Of course,” you shrug playfully, heading back to the living room where Satoru sets the delivery bag on the coffee table. The two of you had always had a habit of eating anywhere but the kitchen table and it seemed that wasn’t about to change now.
As he pulls out your favorite order of pancakes alongside his own, you shoot him a lopsided smile at the fact that he remembered every single little detail of your order, right down to the specifics of no whipped cream as it was too sweet. He always insisted it was perfectly sweet, but maybe that’s just because of how saccharine Satoru himself is.
“Okay, I got a sweet and a savory one,” he beams, holding up what you can only assume is the Croffles. They seem to be just croissant shaped waffles, though you assume the dough is likely flaky.
“There’s no world where you eat the savory one, so just give me that one,” you chide with a roll of your eyes.
“Ouch,” he pouts, “I’m an adult, you know. I can eat it.”
“Satoru Gojo,” you get his attention and his back straightens as though he’s in trouble with you. “Look me dead in the eye and tell me you would eat your pancakes and a savory Croffle.”
The way he avoids your gaze tells you everything you need to know and you burst into laughter, followed shortly after by his own. You snatch the savory Croffle from his hands as the two of you share your favorite breakfast once again. It doesn’t surprise either of you to find the Croffle is also delicious and you may need to change your orders. Then again, everything from this restaurant is delicious.
“I missed this,” Satoru hums as he adjusts the way he’s sitting on the floor, leaning on his elbow over the short coffee table.
“Me too,” you hum, a bittersweet smile gracing your lips as you set your breakfast down to stare at it.
“Ah-!” Gojo blurts out a noise and just as you look up at him, he’s tackling you to the floor, pressing short and chaste kisses to your lips followed by your nose, your cheeks, your chin, and your forehead. He peppers them across your face as you squirm beneath him, laughing as he refuses to relent.
“Toru! Toru, stop!” You whine through giggles, pushing against his chest.
“Nope! Not until you stop trying to shut me out,” he insists, his hair draping around your face like a curtain as he holds himself just above you, pressing more chaste kisses to your face and lips. In an effort to stop his relentless attack, you pull him down and deepen one of his kisses. He hums contentedly into your lips, letting you lead.
You move slowly at first, cherishing the gentle feeling of his soft lips, but the way he treats you as though you’re porcelain causes something to coil in your stomach and you greedily pull him down harder, deepening the kiss as his lips part. Your tongue explores his mouth, the taste of sugar and syrup fresh on his lips but it’s the way he whines that sets your stomach on fire with need.
You part from him, the evidence of your lust now wet in your panties as you stare at him with blown pupils. He recognizes the look on your face and tugs you to your feet in one fluid motion. Like every other time you’ve done this dance, you figure you’ll end up in his arms, making out as he stumbles to his bedroom and tosses you on the bed, but to your surprise, he instead scoops you into his arms bridal style.
You yelp in surprise, snaking your arms around his neck as you cling to him. “Toru?” You question as you peer curiously up at him. He shoots you a genuine smile, filled with glee.
“Lemme treat you like a princess for once,” he grins. Your face softens and you bury your face into his chest. Who would have thought your eager fuck buddy would be such a romantic sweetheart?
He sets you gently on his bed before sitting beside you, the bed sinking beneath his weight. To your delight, he pulls you into his lap so that you’re straddling him. Leaning back towards him, you capture his lips in an eager but passionate kiss and it seems the dissolving of your rules has changed the way it feels being with him.
Where once you kept kissing always off the table, the addition of it changed the entire tone of being in his bedroom. Where once you would eagerly fuck like rabbits, using the act purely as a way to relieve stress and have some fun, now it feels like a union of years’ worth of emotions. The way Satoru holds you as though he’s afraid the moment is fleeting, the way he puts his soul into the kiss just as you do, it’s a moment you know will play in your mind like a movie years into the future.
Satoru moans needily into your mouth as you let your hands roam, exploring the peaks and valleys of his abs. He’s grown bulkier since you last saw him, clearly continuing to work out. When your eyes flicker open as you catch your breath, his eyes are locked on you with a look of wonder that’s entirely too sweet given just how badly you want to see him between your thighs.
You set your hands on his collarbones, pressing him down onto his bed. You’ve had sex more times than you can possibly count, but everything about this still feels new. Satoru has always been fairly dominant, but the man looking up at you now is needy with lust and willing to relinquish all control to you. He’s looking at you like you hold the sun up in the sky and he wants to worship you for it. His gaze holds such adoration that you could melt into him.
You grind against the growing bulge in his sweatpants as you lean down and hungrily capture his lips, tugging his bottom lip with your teeth. He whines into your lips, sliding his large palms along the length of your curves. He tugs your pajama shirt over your head, breaking the kiss only to toss it aside before he pulls you back to him.
Parting from the kiss to catch your breath, you trail the tips of your fingers down his broad chest, past his chiseled abdomen, until your featherlight touch reaches the waist of his sweatpants. His cock noticeably jumps beneath you and oh how Satoru yearns to submit wholly to you, to be yours and let you do anything you wish to him.
Satoru’s pupils are blown with desire, his jaw slightly ajar as he stares at the swell of your breasts, admiring the way you look on top of him, so pretty. You smirk at his reaction to a simple drag of your fingers along his skin, wondering what else you can elicit from him now that you have him laid out beneath you.
Now that you’ve tested the waters, you cup Gojo’s face gently as you press a kiss to his lips before sitting up on your knees to shimmy out of your shorts and panties. Satoru thinks he may actually be seeing stars when your fingers card through his hair and you sit on his face. You sharply inhale when he moans at the taste of your pussy, at being used by you and the way his lips vibrate from the guttural noise sends white hot lust straight to your core.
“Shit, Toru-” you breathe out, throwing your head back as he laps at your entrance, pressing chaste kisses to your clit that have you whimpering as you rock your hips forward with need. The additional pressure you place on him that restricts his breathing subtly sends him into a haze of pure lust as he tightens his grip on your thighs and plunges his tongue between your folds.
As you pant and fist his hair harder, Satoru’s tongue delves deeper until he’s tongue-fucking you so well you’re seeing stars. “T-Toru- hah- don’t stop,” you pant, legs trembling as he eats you so expertly you’d think he’s a professional. With how many times he’s eaten you out, he may as well be. He still knows exactly what you like as he nudges your clit with his nose, sending sparks through your body like only he knows how to.
Grinding harder against his tongue, Satoru relishes in the sounds of your pleasured pants and moans mixing with the obscene squelching of his practiced tongue as your gummy walls pulse around him. He can tell you’re close by the way you grip him, the way you tug his hair and subtly restrict his breathing between your thighs in an effort to chase your high.
Your stomach tightens and twists as you hurtle closer to the edge and you lean forward, eyes locking with the definition of an angel beneath you. “Look at me, Toru,” you pant between pleasured mewls. One look from those lust-blown eyes sends you over the edge and you collapse forward as your body trembles and shakes.
With languid licks up your folds, Satoru draws out every last drop of your orgasm, eagerly drinking up every last bit until you weakly push his head back into the mattress out of overstimulation. His lips are parted as he pants weakly in an effort to catch his breath.
“Tastes so good,” Satoru moans from beneath you. You take the opportunity to push yourself back up and slide down his torso somewhat to look at him, shooting him a lopsided smile. He grins back at you, slick dripping down his chin.
“You’re still so good with your tongue,” you whisper in a sultry voice. He swallows hard, his abs noticeably tensing beneath your thighs as his cock jumps. All these years and you had absolutely no idea Satoru got off so much on praise. “Such a good boy,” you purr, testing just what sets him off.
Immediately, his fingers tighten bruisingly on your thighs and he whimpers. “Please, baby. I need you.”
Your lips curl into a devious smirk as you slide down his body until you’re on your knees at the base of the bed. Satoru sits with his legs thrown over the edge and a look of pure eager desire as he watches the way you slowly leave a trail of kisses up his thighs.
There’s a noticeable wet spot on his gray sweatpants from where his cock is steadily leaking with pre-cum and you tease the spot with a kitten lick and a glance up at him. Satoru whines, relieved when you tug his sweatpants down to the floor, his blue boxers following shortly after. His cock springs to attention, the tip swollen and leaking for you.
Just as he thinks you’ll bring him relief, you duck your head down to kiss a trail up his inner thighs once more. Satoru mewls, babbling out a needy “please- please, sweetheart, please,” as he attempts to direct your lips to his jerking cock.
The sound of his begging is intoxicating but you want to drag out the pleasure for you both. “Let me take care of you, Toru,” you hum, pulling away when he attempts to move his hand to your hair. He lets out a broken groan as his hand goes back to the bed, gripping the blankets beneath with enough force to turn his knuckles white. “Good boy,” you purr.
Satoru’s breath hitches, pre-cum leaking from his cock as it jumps again, aching for your touch. Sparing him of your teasing, you finally swirl your tongue over his swollen tip. He lets out a tortured groan, his abs contracting with the effort of not immediately cumming onto your lips, so needy for you that he’s not sure he can last.
“Sh- Shit,” he whispers, watching intently as you lick a stripe up his length so slowly that he mewls. The amount of time he’s spent fantasizing about this moment is shameful, really, and now that it’s here, he’s sent into a frenzy. His thighs are twitching, abdomen clenching with the effort of not blowing his load immediately.
“Tell me what you want, Toru,” you whisper, your breath ghosting warm over his leaky tip.
“Need you, baby, need your lips on me so bad, please pleasepleaseplease-” he babbles out, swallowing his broken moan when you teasingly kiss his tip, chasing after his desperate reactions. Pleased with his begging, you take his cock between your lips, sinking down slowly over him as you take him to the hilt.
His cock nestles into the back of your throat as you choke on his length. Bobbing your head as you set a slow pace, Satoru’s brain turns to mush as pleasure courses through his body. You take him so well and he’s already careening dangerously close to the edge of an orgasm, abs clenching as he throws his head back when your pace picks up. What sends him over the edge is the feeling of your little hum when you take him down to the hilt again.
His hand reaches out to hold you steady as a broken cry leaves his lips when his orgasm comes crashing over him suddenly, cock pulsing as he paints your throat with his arousal. You swallow it with a hum that makes his whole body jolt. He gently pulls your lips from his cock, leaning back on his hands as he comes down from his climax.
A chaste kiss left on his cock makes him shiver. Glassy eyes meet yours, pleasure swirling within the barely visible blues of them. “Such a tease,” he murmurs before pushing himself up the bed and flopping down on his back.
He smirks at you as you slide back on top of him, your wet cunt grinding over his hardened length. “So fuckin’ gorgeous,” he groans, warm hands coming to rest on your hips. Rocking your hips back and forth as you chase the friction you so desperately crave, Satoru throws his head back. “Fuuuuuck, pretty. So fuckin’ good.”
You lean down to kiss him, slowing your ministrations as you capture his lips in a heated kiss laced with your own desperation. His tongue eagerly explores your mouth again, the taste of him fresh on your lips. Every second of you on top of him sends him into a spiral of glossy-eyed pleasure that he hopes he can bask in for the rest of his life.
When you pull back suddenly, he whines, sitting up on his elbows to watch your movements as you slide down the bed with a predatory gaze. His lashes flutter as you intently watch his reaction while you spit on his swollen cock head. His jaw hangs slightly open and he groans when you use your thumb to spread the saliva down his shaft.
“You’re gonna be the death of me,” he groans unevenly between shallow breaths. His length jerks as you slowly pump your hand, so slowly it’s painful. “Baby, ne-need you,” he babbles, bucking his hips to chase the friction of your hand.
You grin, kissing his tip. “Yeah, Toru?” You purr, reveling in the way he turns to putty in your hand. “Think you’ve been a good boy for me?”
“Mhm. Wanna cum inside you,” he pants, raking his hands through your hair.
Your breath hitches as you crawl back up his body and position yourself over his twitching length. You don’t have the strength to tease him anymore, more for your own sake than his.
“Please,” he begs once more, leaking pre-cum as he waits to feel your walls squeeze him. No matter how many times you’ve had sex, this is entirely different. This is full of a new kind of desperation, full of a new kind of adoration as you grip Satoru’s shoulders tightly while sinking down on his cock slowly. Satoru’s long thickness makes you moan as you break past the first ring of resistance.
Your pussy is heaven for Satoru, a moment he’s dreamt of so long he has half a mind to pinch himself to make sure this isn’t the world’s most vivid wet dream, but he’s entirely too fucked out to manage a sane thought.
“So tight, love,” Satoru moans, his grip bruising on your hips. Every bone in his body begs him to fuck up into you, desperate to feel your gummy walls milk him. 
You hold still for a moment as you adjust to his length, whimpering at the feeling of his cock twitching within you. As the pain of the stretch turns to pleasure, you begin to rock your hips slowly, leaning back on his cock as it brushes your g spot and bliss floods your body.
Suddenly snapping, Satoru grips you tightly as he matches your rhythm and rocks his hips in tandem with yours. Every stroke of his cock within you pushes you both closer to the edge and as your nails rake his chest, you can hardly manage a coherent sentence.
“Toru- so big-” you moan, your pussy fluttering on his length as he needily whines along with your words.
“Shit, not gonna last long baby, I’m-” he watches your heavenly expression as you whimper and babble through your own words, both glassy-eyed and fucked out. He can tell you aren’t far behind him in spite of how teasing you’ve been all night, increasing the pace that he rolls his hips at until he feels your cunt pulse and your orgasm hits you like a wave.
You hunch over on him, your pace slowing to a halt. Your body trembles with the strength of your climax and your walls milk Satoru’s orgasm from him at the same time. “Fuck- nngh- feelsogood-!” He slows his rhythm as he works wave after wave of both climaxes out, chest panting from the overwhelming feeling of reaching such a high with you.
The sounds of your breaths fill the room as blood roars in your ears. After a moment of catching your breath, your eyes flutter open to find Satoru already staring up at you. His eyes are glazed in pleasure, but the look of pure adoration is what makes your heart flip. If your cheeks weren’t already flushed, you’re certain the look he’s giving you would have that effect.
“Toru?” You breathe, staring down at him.
“You’re beautiful,” he whispers as his breathing begins to steady. You can’t help the grin that spreads over your features as you giggle at the man beneath you. Both of you so clearly spent in the afterglow of sex, and he’s being entirely too cute with his cock still nestled deep within you.
Sucking a breath through your teeth, you push yourself off of him, flopping down on the bed at his side as his slick drips from your folds and paints your thighs.
Comfortable silence settles between you both as you bask in the moment. Sparrows sing outside the window and the faint sound of distant traffic breaks through what’s otherwise a silent room. Your mind wanders to every moment in the past where Satoru shot you a longing gaze, where his words implied more than just friends. To each moment where you had brushed him off, assuming he was just pushing your buttons because that’s just how he is.
Now, each one of those moments held a different, new meaning. You turn your head to take in the sight of Satoru. He looks angelic in the morning light with his hair slightly disheveled, skin warmed by the sunlight peeking through the blinds.
“Where do we go from here?” You ask suddenly, pulling his attention to you.
Cerulean irises take in the sight of you just as you had done for him. It takes him a moment to reply, admiring your features and committing your face to memory as though he might lose you if he utters the wrong words. “As long as you’re by my side, I’ll go anywhere.”
“Satoru that’s… Cheesy and not what I meant,” you giggle. “But I’d love to start with a date. I know it won’t begin to make it up to you, but-”
“Sweetheart. Stop,” Satoru leans up on an elbow, kissing you so softly you would assume he thinks you’re glass. “I forgive you. I forgave you the moment I saw your pretty face last night.”
“Toru, please, let me make it up to you-”
“I forgive you. I forgive you, I forgive you, I forgive you. Okay? Stop worrying.” He peppers kisses over your face amid playful giggles as he speaks, eyes warm with mirth.
“Let me take you out, then. Just- Let me do something, at least,” you insist.
“Yeah, gonna plan something, baby?” Satoru smirks, pressing a kiss to your collar. You nod eagerly. “Sounds like a plan, then.”
Sitting up, Satoru shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. Quietly, you admire the musculature of his back and arms, smiling to yourself. You have to consider yourself lucky that you have this chance at all, grateful you didn’t miss your opportunity with the angelic man.
“Let’s get you cleaned up,” Satoru hums as he bounds to his feet. In spite of his own tiredness, there’s a pep in his step that makes you grin.
“Satoru?” You call after him before he can disappear, sitting up on the bed. He pokes his head back around the corner, giving you his full attention. “Since we’re doing everything out of order anyways, uh-” you hesitate for a moment, not because you doubt what you’re about to say, but because you don’t want to scare him off. “I love you.” Although it’s an admission you made last night as well, without the tension of the prior night it holds a new meaning.
His expression softens but his eyes seem to glow as he grins. Giddily, he quickly makes his way back to your side and kisses you with all the passion in the world. “I love you too, you gorgeous, wonderful, maybe a bit sticky girl.”
You wrinkle your nose at him. “Did you have to mention the sticky part?”
Bounding back over to the ensuite door, he hums affirmatively. “Yeah, if you keep calling me back and don’t let me clean you up.”
And with that, he disappears to grab a warm cloth as you stare with a smile at the place where he just stood. You sigh to yourself at how goofy Satoru has remained over the years, always the butt of the joke and the life of the party.
Now you think he just might be the light of your life too.
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𓉸 a/n ; i don't know what happened this was meant to be like. 3k words of pure smut. but here we are so i hope you enjoyed! ♡ writing sub!gojo was a CHALLENGE for me it's not my usual thing so i hope i did it justice. as always likes, reblogs, and comments are super appreciated :))
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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𝙎𝙊𝙐𝙋 ━━𝙎. 𝙂𝙚𝙩𝙤
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Synopsis: Suguru wakes up on a late Saturday evening and the soup on the stove can’t compare to the warmth he feels when you’re near
Tags: fluff!! intimacy, established relationship, pet names (baby, sweetheart)
Word count: 1k
Authors note: I love you Suguru Geto. Just a short Drabble I did in like 10 minutes because I really wanted to write for him. I hope you enjoy!!
Art credits: 521jie
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He thinks he must’ve been a caring, loved king in his past life or possibly he fed every little duck in the city’s pond, small pieces of bread so that they barely went hungry ever again or perhaps a cat that brought nothing but happiness to a kind old woman. He had to have been one of the best people on earth in his past life because it was the only solid reason he could come up with to be blessed with the sight he can't tear his eyes away from right now. 
It’s simple, the sounds of crashing waves of a beach are nowhere to be heard, if you look to your right outside the large windows there's no Eiffel tower and if you were to look down the Trevi fountain is certainly not down below. 
It’s just you, in his shirt, wandering around the kitchen doing whatever it is that you're doing. Your upper thigh graces him every now and then when your body quickly turns, to find something in the kitchen. He’s got to get dressed soon and get his day started, preferably not at 5 pm on a Saturday evening but you had insisted he slept in this weekend— “catch up on his beauty sleep” he remembered you saying two nights before. You two ended up staying in bed for the day but his body must've been chasing rest as he slept through most of the day, the sun already setting. 
You're caught up in making "lunch", hoping to give him a taste of warmth, as you smell the flavors seeping into the air from the darling pumpkin dutch oven pot he bought for you a year ago. It was either the pumpkin or the basic red one and he just had to indulge in your love for decorated items around the apartment. 
He too can smell the flavors of lunch but all of his senses are taken by you. All he can see is you, he can still smell the lotion you apply right after your shower every night from the bed sheets he just unraveled from, he can hear the tap of your feet as you move across the kitchen and the small hums that leave you as you finally find the ingredients you're looking for, he can almost feel the soft skin of your exposed legs and arms that he kisses every night and right now he's craving the sweet taste of your lips he could never forget and always seek for.
He can feel the cool air on his skin, his shirt missing from his chest, decorating yours, perhaps you couldn't feel the chill due to the heat coming from the stove. The harsh sound of the wind along with the snow outside is drowned out by the closed windows, and he can hear the quiet jazz from the speakers hooked up to the television if he listens just hard enough. You concentrate on the pot on the stove, stirring with a wooden spoon and then bringing it up to your lips to have a taste. He watches from the archway, a little jealous of the spoon but he stays still just to indulge in the sight a little longer. 
You’re beautiful, bewitching and he almost feels homesick just standing a few feet away from you.  
He can almost feel himself getting warm just from the sight of you and the way you rub your eyes as the steam rises to your face. 
“Suguru, how long have you been standing there?” you placed the cover over the pot as a small smile settles on your face “Did you rest well?” 
He moves from the wall in slow strides to meet you as you walk over to him, he nods before taking you in his arms. He holds your waist bringing you close as his head falls to your shoulder. You settle your head on to his shoulder as he drapes himself on top of you holding you tighter. Your fingers run against his scalp and down the length of his hair, it’s soft and perfect, a little too much like him. He hums at the feeling of your hands in his hair and straightens up to look at you, a tired smile on his face as he places a kiss on your nose and then to your forehead. You giggle and the sound goes into his ears and straight to his heart.
He can feel the weight of his love for you coursing through his body and he wants nothing more than to take you back to bed and hold you even closer that the concept of space doesn't exist anymore. His hand rests on the back of your head, “What are you cooking sweetheart?” the other hand holding your waist close to him. 
“Soup.” 
He hums, feeling warmer from your arms around his waist and the idea of soup in his stomach. 
“Are you cold,” his hand glides to your cheek, his thumb caressing your warm skin. You lean into his touch moving even closer to him, the fabric of your—his shirt pressed against his bare torso. 
“Not really,” You sigh. “I felt warm over by the stove and then I came over to you, I still feel warm. You must've been cold though, I’m sorry I didnt turn on the heater.” You frowned at him. 
“It’s alright, I feel warm with you right here.” His arm tightened around your waist. 
“Put on a sweater or atleast a shirt, baby.” You tucked a strand of hair behind his ear. You let your hand travel down his neck and to his shoulder rubbing it up and down slowly to provide some heat to his exposed skin. 
“Hm, if I remember correctly, someone took it.” He looked to the side feigning sadness. You lightly slapped his shoulder before going back to your attempt of warming him up. He looked back at your face, his eyes, arms and heart filled with you as he warmly smiled. 
He’s just so endearing and sweet and he’s yours. 
“Get a sweater, okay? The soup should be finished right now.” You begin to pull away, but he takes a step to hold on to you a little longer. Your hand rests on his bicep as his face moves a little closer to yours. 
“I’ll put something on.” He kisses your cheek before moving closer to your lips, “I just can’t stand the idea of having soup before I taste you.” 
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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more than a late night snack - master list gojo satoru x reader
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warnings: tw!ptsd, descriptions of injury and death additional tags: slice of life, fluff/angst, strangers to friends/ friends to lovers/idiots to lovers, black cat/golden retriever dynamic, student!gojo, slow burn. no smut.
status: ongoing (no schedule)
summary: with the burden of being a sorcerer weighing heavily on your mind, you find an unexpected friend in the strongest – satoru gojo. after bonding over late night snacks, shared traumas, midnight meals and forced proximity, gojo starts to wonder if he keeps coming back because of the delicious food you share together or for you.
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chapter 1: udon wc: 3.1k
reeling from your last mission, gojo irritatingly persuades you to make udon. you reluctantly learn to appreciate his company while gojo unexpectedly gets to know you better.
chapter 2: pocari sweat wc: 3.2k
sparring with geto is always difficult, but with gojo’s new found interest in you, it’s proving to be a different challenge all together.
chapter 3: green tea wc: 2.5k
after trying to cheer you up after a bad day, gojo starts to wonder what these growing new feelings towards you mean.
chapter 4: chicken curry wc: 4.1k
gojo shows up unannounced during one of your solo missions. in a battle of egos, you have a disagreement when you mistake his worry for bravado. 
chapter 5: mandarin wc: 3.2k
when you consistently ignore gojo’s frequent texts to hang out, he takes matters into his own hands.
chapter 6: taiyaki wc: 4.5k
while on your first joint mission together, a new level of understanding is reached when you open up to gojo about your past as he tries to get closer to you in more ways than one.
chapter 7: congee wc: 5.1k
a healthy satoru gojo was already annoying, but a sick satoru gojo is almost unbearable. ieri comes up with a plan, while you and gojo learn about the things that you have in common.
chapter 8: strawberry shortcake wc: 6.2k
when gojo finds that he’s surprisingly irritated observing your growing friendship with geto, ieri has some advice for him.
chapter 9: donuts– out now! wc: 7.7k
after returning from kyoto, gojo asks you to sneak out with him to get late night donuts. after he gives you a thoughtful gift, you can't help but admit that he makes you happy
...more to come!
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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part of snapshots | prev<< | pairings: bsf!Gojo x f!reader x ex-bf!Geto
content: mentions of drinking, college AU, post-breakup hurt and fluff! ft. soft + protective gojo!
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"You, uh, really shouldn't drink that much."
"Are you gonna stop me?"
Bright blue eyes flickered from the plastic cup in your hand up to your mouth, a heavy sigh falling from his own as he reluctantly plucked it from you.
"Someone has to," He grumbled, pouring its contents in the sink before crumpling the cup and tossing it into the already overflowing trash can. "Come on, let's get out of here."
"Aren't you s'pposed to be, I dunno, the fun one?" You were starting to slur, wobbling on your feet when Satoru pulled you down from your perch on the counter. You couldn't even make it a step without tripping, your body refusing to do what your brain was trying to tell it. Fuck, your brain probably stopped recording half an hour ago, and you'd just wake up tomorrow with nothing but blurred memories and a hell of a hangover.
A sturdy arm wrapped around your waist, supporting your weight as he started half-dragging you through the packed living room.
"Toru," You whined, resting your head on his shoulder. "Carry me?"
You couldn't tell if he scoffed or laughed.
Either way, he turned and maybe your eyes had just given up on processing what was happening because one blink you were staring up at him, lost in just how annoyingly blue his eyes were and the next your face was pressed into his chest, being carried bridal style out of the party. You sorta just figured he'd throw you over his shoulder or make you climb on his back, not something so affectionate.
"You better not puke on me," He warned, nudging the already half-open exist with his foot, the autumn breeze brittle against all the exposed skin in the thin dress you'd worn hoping to find a rebound, drunk make out session, something. The fact that you found yourself comparing each guy to Suguru and Satoru didn't exactly leave you with many options.
It was even more infuriating to see how much attention the latter received everywhere you went. All the people milling around him, the numbers offered and lashes batted his way. Meanwhile, the one guy who had approached you was scared away in approximately twenty seconds once he noticed Satoru's icy glare directed his way.
"You puked on my favorite pair of shoes, literally, like two months ago," You reminded him, burying your face in his shirt to escape the cold nipping at your nose. He'd gotten wasted at the very first party you attended and you were stuck dragging his ass back to his dorm. Wasn't it only fair he returned the favor?
That was before though.
When he was still neatly slotted into the spot of your mind reserved for your boyfriend's Suguru's best friend, instead of your own. Which was its own kind of depressing, honestly.
You never expected him to actually stick around. Constantly poking his head through the door of your dorm and insisting on studying together (despite not sharing any classes) or even bringing you lunch on the days your schedule was too crammed full to make time to feed yourself.
You hated to admit it. But it was nice. He was nice in a way you'd never given him credit for. His company, his easy laughter, the goofy smile he always seemed to save for you.
Neither of you ever brought up Suguru. You knew they surely still talked, but you didn't ask, didn't want to know.
"You sleepy, princess?" He teased, laying it on thick like he'd been the one drinking tonight. You'd even grown to not-loathe his pet names, something the you from a few years ago probably (definitely) would've throttled the current you for.
"Mm," You sighed, the warmth of his chest through the thin cotton of his shirt feeling almost like a blanket. Whatever expensive cologne he had on was almost as sweet as his voice, airy and light. "You smell nice."
His steps froze for a second, some other drunk party-goer nearly crashing into him on the cracked sidewalk.
"Why'd you stop?" You complained, drawing your body closer, nuzzling your face against him when another particularly chilly gust of wind rattled what was left of the leaves in the trees.
"Nothin'," Satoru mumbled, his wrists flexing as his grip tightened around you.
His heart was beating fast though, the rapid ba-thumps and the roar of your own blood thrumming through your ears lulling you into a sense of security, your eyes starting to shut, muscles relax while he carried you back to his car.
"Wake up," He murmured softly into your hair, brushing it back out of your face as you squinted up at him.
You weren't even sure what you were mumbling back, but he just sighed again, having to awkwardly press you against his car so he could dig his keys out of his pockets and unlock it.
The cold metal of his car made you flinch, reflexively curling back into his heat. He chuckled, and it sounded so cozy, and for a second, you felt like you were home when he held you in his arms like that.
That was your excuse, at least.
You reached up to cup his cheek, sliding it back to tether your fingers in his soft undercut, halfway thinking he might smack your hand back down. But he didn't, his eyes slowly flickering down to meet yours, stunned. And then you were pulling him down, your mouth tenderly capturing his.
His bottom lip slotting so perfectly between yours, and after a moment, he was kissing you back, your chin tilted up as he hungrily returned the same urgency. Your fingers curling up to play with the soft ends of his hair, sucking softly, surprised by how plush his lips were.
"Your lips are soft," You pulled away to whisper, your eyes getting heavy just looking up at him.
"Two compliments in one night?" He mused, trying to sound nonchalant when you could hear how breathless he sounded. "Must be my lucky day."
"Please," You yawned. "We both know you got way more than that in there."
People practically worshipped at his feet wherever he walked. Time changed a lot, but it never changed that.
"Those don't count," He pouted, brushing his nose against yours with how close he was.
"Why's that?" You hummed, failing to hide the smile creeping up on your lips.
"They aren't the ones I want to hear that stuff from," He muttered, his breath cool on your cheeks.
"Yeah?"
"You are."
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peppertoastuniverse · 7 months ago
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the colour of yearning – gojo satoru
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contents: gojo satoru x reader, angst with LOTS OF FLUFF. man i'm sorry guys this one was a doozy summary: the last moments you share with satoru before leaving to join suguru wc: 1.3 k
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“but you keep looking at me like that, m’gettin’ shy.” he teases, his smart mouth forming into a soft pout. you feel his warm breath on your skin, moving his head slightly to look you in the eyes. “like what?” “like I’m going to disappear or something.” your throat constricts slightly.
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you could hear the rain tapping a warning on his window against the low hum of the forgotten movie that satoru had put on mindlessly in the background.
you glanced at his calm face peacefully curled beside you. you wanted to memorize every detail. the way his chest would gracefully move up and down while he breathed, how his slender nose would twitch while he was dreaming, how he would sometimes jerk in his sleep if he had a particularly interesting dream - you’d definitely hear about it the next day over breakfast.
you weave a hand through his soft hair. his fair brows scrunched at the contact, chuckling, you gently kiss his cheek to appease your disturbance. kissing him was a privilege that you were thankful for everyday, his touch reminding you of the love that you were capable of. he had so much life in him, his presence boisterous and lively , his voice breathing life into your previously dull days. you couldn’t help but smile at him as you place a gentle kiss on his forehead. satoru’s breathing stills, strong arms pulling you impossibly closer upon feeling your lips on his cheek. “what’s on your mind, sweetheart?” he murmurs, voice raspy with sleep. he was warm and you savoured the feeling of his skin on yours. his strong arms wind around your waist, head nuzzling into your neck, his long limbs twisting with yours, a puzzle made of your favourite moments, the brightest days – a story of love. you hum in pleasure. he was an antidote for the cold weather, he felt warm and soft by your side, a comforting blanket that you never wanted to be separated from.
“hm? nothing really.." “but you keep looking at me like that, m’gettin’ shy.” he teases. his smart mouth forming into a soft pout. you feel his warm breath on your skin, moving his head slightly to look you in the eyes. “like what?” you ask, noticing the skepticism in his expression. “like I’m going to disappear or something.” your throat constricts slightly.
 “i’m just going to miss you, satoru," you say voice terribly quiet. vulnerable. you knew that he hardly had to search your eyes to see the stars that only came out for him. if you couldn’t give him the stars in his universe, you would gladly give him yours. he needed the light more than you did; you knew that even in the dark you would be able to recognize him. even if you went blind, you could distinguish him by touch alone. you would choose him every time and even if time changed him, you knew that you would love him regardless. it was an easy choice.
a crease appears in between his eyebrows, a temporary flaw on his handsome face.
“hey,” he whispers, concern flooding his tone, “i’m only gonna be gone for 4 days.”
to hide your teary eyes, you move down to conceal your face in his neck, arms clinging to his frame as you feel him hold you in return. murmuring quietly attempting to keep your voice steady, “too long, satoru.” his eyes soften at your admission.
“m’sorry, I just.. I thought we wouldhave more time together, y’know?” you say, voice half muffled by his neck.
he coos, “I know, sweetheart, I know. but you know me right? I’ll make it quick, m’sure it’ll be easy and boom! i’ll be back before ya know it! and I’ll text you all the time. And - and then we can go to that cafe that we saw, ‘member?” he adds trying to cheer you up, rubbing your back soothingly.
touched by his concern and sweet words, you hum, greedily allowing yourself to be engulfed in his comforting scent.
he reaches for your hands, his large ones easily engulf your smaller hands, he groans “god! you’re always so cold!” satoru guides your hands to his cheeks, warming them up. “good thing you’ll always have me, eh?” he smiles.
your chuckle. eyes full of adoration, you stare at his playful expression. you knew that he had a dimple on his left cheek and that it made its first appearance when he laughed when you slipped in the rain and pulled him down with you into the puddle in first year. you knew that his bottom lip would quiver on the rare occasion that his eyes would water, or how his eyes would sparkle into a light blue when you kissed him for the first time under the city lights two summers ago. you knew that you would be able recognize him even when you didn’t recognize yourself. and yet there was so much more you wished to know.
and still you knew you had to leave.
he, who was burdened by his own strength, he who worked so tirelessly for change, he who deserved only the very best of good things in this world but received nothing in return. life wasn’t fair to him, so you decided that you had to do everything in your power to make up for the universe’s cruelty. there had to be a change, it wasn’t fair that sorcerers bore the brunt of the world. especially him.
“satoru?” you mumble, as he moves to sweetly kiss your palms. your soft hands reaching out to find a home on his face, fingers tracing his lips. his blue eyes flicker to yours, your favourite shade of blue - the colour of laughter, of ephemeral secrets under the covers, fleeting promises of forever. his eyes close, savouring the gentle way you touch him.
“y’know I really love you, right?”
he smiles, your name falling from his lips like the it was his favourite word, and it was. a prayer, a thank you for the red string of fate that somehow brought you to him.
“of course I do, but why don’t you show me?”
he moves impossibly closer, lips touching yours, plump lips moulding to yours easily. he tasted like the that melon candy he had during the movie, so sweet. your hands find their way into his white hair, body begging to be closer to him, feeling his devotion through his touch. you rest your forehead against his, feeling his hands caress your face. unable to resist, he kisses your cheek.
“promise, i’ll be back soon. love ya too much to be gone for that long.”
kissing him made you dizzy, his warmth burned hot, an inferno that you would be happy to die from. as long as he was by your side, you knew that everything would be okay, even death would not be able to separate him from you  finding a way back to him was second nature. if he fell, you would ensure that you would dive in after him to catch him.
“don’t keep me waiting, satoru.” you whisper, another secret just meant for him. you were generous, he could add it to his collection hidden in his heart.
“never, sweetheart," he guides your body to fully lie in his arms. you indulge him, curving your body to complete his. you hold his hand underneath the covers, unable to let go. but satoru was gracious – he always was when it came to you – and easily wound his long fingers through yours, a place where he familiar with. home.
you listen to his soft breathing, a steady rhythm, a song you never wanted to forget. you loved seeing him like this - so calm and unguarded. for a fleeting moment you forgot that he was the strongest, that he unjustly had the world on his shoulders, he was just a boy. he was yours.
you permit yourself one last look at him as you carefully untangle yourself from him, breaking the pretty puzzle. you make sure to hang your heart up on a clothes hanger in his closet, it didn't belong to you now, it was his for as long as you could remember. eyes filling with tears, you gaze at his peaceful sleeping figure. you couldn’t resist as you make your way to the bed to you kiss him gently one last time, soft lips and tear stained eyes. the final memory of love to last the years.
you scribble a quick note, tears staining the paper. leaving it for him on his bedside table, you hope the three words you leave him would be enough. you hoped that he could forgive you somehow, and if he didn’t, if he hated you forever - that it would be fine as long as he was safe.
stepping out in the cold rain, you immediately miss his warmth. you had a feeling that you would never be warm again.
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a/n: surprise! here’s a quick drabble before chapter 4 of snacks. maybe angst just comes more naturally to me hehe
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