pergaminaa
pergaminaa
Manon Blackbeak Apologist
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pergaminaa · 8 hours ago
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actually never mind he's dating both apparently???? but at least aelin is normal but again what the actual fuck is going on????
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pergaminaa · 8 hours ago
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yeah actually nevermind bro is getting into his own problematic romance because what the fuck is this???? but also this is SO chaol core I'm actually not surprised but still WHAT THE HELL????
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pergaminaa · 8 hours ago
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hold on a fucking minute--
I take my sim to the romance festival and yeah sure other couples are there but EXCUSE FUCKING ME???? MR CHAOL WESTFALL YOU WERE FLIRTING WITH AELIN A FEW DAYS AGO WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?????
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pergaminaa · 22 hours ago
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Modern au
OMG like Manon still has issues/feels shy about voicing her own needs!!
Sleep was one issue because one time after replacing their mattress Dorian noticed she was kind of avoiding sleeping in their bed. And after A LOT of prodding he finally got it out of her: it was too soft it was causing her back pain. And this confession happened after nearly two months and Dorian was like ‘babe why you keep quiet about this 😭’
So Dorian was on it immediately like same day he took her with him back to the shop and had her pick the one that makes her comfortable because what do you mean you’ve been having back pain?????
Months later they traveled for vacation for an entire month. When they got back Manon confessed that it was nice being home because comfy bed. For the entire vacation she couldn’t really be comfortable because it’s different than her own and she never adjusted so it was mostly bad sleep for the entire vacation.
Dorian didn’t like how she never mentioned it, but he was happy that she was expressing how comfortable she is at home like this was his goal and his girl is finally talking about her feelings and needs.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#because grandmother was like ‘you dare complain about something???’ all Manon’s life and she KNEW better than to voice any thing that isn’t#agreeing with her grandmother because the woman knows how to make her regret even entertaining the thought#so Manon grew up repressing all of her thoughts and preferences like she legit didn’t even know the words to describe things#she would go on a long tangent just to explain ‘uncomfortable’ because she can’t even say the word bc she was never allowed to express#herself. she just READS the room and the person’s body language and knows how to respond. like her entire life she focused on how to#SURVIVE any encounter with anyone she’s around because that’s been her whole life#one wrong word and she’s in heaps of trouble. honestly when Dorian was working with her and her emotions he got all those books for#toddlers that identify each emotion and describe it because he had to TEACH her that all those emotions exist she just needs to know how to#identify them and use these words like it was a long journey because it’s not that she never learned but she was terrorized out of using#them. because her grandmother was all like ‘I’ll give you something to cry/complain about’ and she wasn’t short on creative methods to#achieve this. so expressing herself is associated with abuse which is why she really finds it all so difficult#but she has the best boyfriend and a great psychiatrist so she will get there#EVENTUALLY like that’s over twenty years of all kinds of abuse so it will take VERY LONG to cure her and like— there is A LOT because it’s#not just grandmother but other things happened so that also needs some work#but our girl is in safe hands she will be okay!!
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pergaminaa · 1 day ago
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I return home and power up the sims just to find it unplayable because fuck ea and their updates that keep breaking the game
I spent all of last night trying to get it to work and i narrowed it down to script files somehow making the game nonfunctional ugh I miss my tog sims all I want is to play
BUT now that I figured out the problem I’ll just remove ALL my script files and add them one by one to figure out which ones are causing the problem ugh man fuck ea
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pergaminaa · 2 days ago
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Modern au
Sorrel is actually judgmental and will call anyone out for being a dumbass. The only exception is Manon because she’s different and missed out on A LOT so her not knowing something is very justified and she never makes any mistakes or has any lapse in judgment (Sorrel is just playing favorites and giving Manon a free pass just because)
Vesta is an enabler. Sure, she and Asterin are chaos personified because they’re both fearless, loud, adventurous, and meet every challenge because yolo anyway, Vesta with Manon? Not good. Because having Vesta around is basically Manon’s intrusive thoughts and she just… doesn’t hold back.
The thirteen are generally not afraid of anything or anyone, and they all have sharp tongues like ‘if you’re acting like a bitch then you’ll get treated as one’ and they know no moderation they’re always taking things too far.
Example is Vesta riding in the car with Manon who is going a little bit over the speed limit on the freeway (let’s say she’s driving at 150/160 km/h) and Vesta is like ‘why are you driving like a granny?’ To which Manon would respond with ‘the fuck you’re calling a granny??’ Which lead her to double the speed and actually nearly get them arrested but they totally used their looks to get out of trouble like— she wasn’t even fined because she knows exactly how to use her looks to break the law and get away with it.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#asterin blackbeak#sorrel blackbeak#vesta blackbeak#im just trying to set the dynamic between the girls in modern au#because they ARE super close#and each one of them brings something to the table that can be counted as destructive#well not all but some are worse than others#sorrel isn’t the mom friend but she is only go Manon#and Ghislaine too#but the others? it’s time they reap the consequences of their actions#but never Manon because she actually doesn’t know any better#she was sheltered her entire life and only knows about what her grandmother wanted her to learn#plus all the lies and brainwashing so there is actually a lot for her to discover and learn on her own because she missed out on it as a#child. so she is the only one who gets a free pass because yes she actually is not aware of these things#like Manon’s entire perspective was shaped by what her grandmother wanted her to see and nothing more#sure she rebelled at times but it wasn’t something that got her ahead like she’d sneak out to go to a party or she’d lie about where she is#but it wasn’t more than these small things she can actually pull around her grandmother because she has eyes everywhere and just KNOWS when#Manon is up to something so she’s been careful about that#so sorrel is like ‘I’m adopting her’ because early in their friendship she actually learned that Manon has no life skills and someone#needed to keep watch on her. like sorrel LOVES baking and she’s always making something for the girls but ESP for Manon because you need to#eat ok??? and at times she reminds herself ‘this is fine. no one parented her’ because some of the things Manon says and does are????
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pergaminaa · 4 days ago
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Modern au
(This is an au of an au but I fear this very much within grasp for my sim manorian so HEADCANON TIME)
Rhiannon would be around 11 years old when Manon start feeling violently sick and just miserable all the time. Unfortunately, to Manon and Dorian’s shock, she finds out she’s pregnant. Once they got over their shock, and figure out where to go from there, Dorian decided to get a vasectomy because he’s not fucking with having kids at random.
All goes well as long as pregnancy is with Manon (absolute misery) and just like with Rhiannon, she never makes it to full term because even her second daughter was born some four weeks early so whatever.
The baby is only 13 months old when Dorian and Manon discover that his vasectomy didn’t work because guess who’s pregnant AGAIN. Dorian immediately went for another procedure because this is getting out of hand???
Luckily the second vasectomy was a success and there were no surprise babies. But Manon nearly had a breakdown because what do you mean two babies who aren’t even two years apart????
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pergaminaa · 5 days ago
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REAL
she doesn’t even let Dorian use hers (because he has his own) and she is definitely the ghost because Dorian was going to (jokingly) get the ghost because he’s tall and she’s short but one glare from Manon and he handed her the ghost because he actually values his life
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This is 100% Dorian Havilliard
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pergaminaa · 6 days ago
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This is 100% Dorian Havilliard
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pergaminaa · 6 days ago
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Modern au
Dorian would be driving at night and somehow he and Manon end up arguing about something. Both of them are stubborn and. Kg backing down so it got very heated really quickly.
It was nearing midnight so he pulled into the parking of the nearest hotel and Manon was pissed off enough to request they get separate rooms but unfortunately there is only one room available with one bed in it.
Dorian has no issues because he wants to talk about the issue and put an end to it but Manon, bless her soul, doesn’t agree with that.
Dorian tried to talk to her because yes they’re actually stuck in the room together but what did Manon do? She stormed out.
Now it’s past midnight, the roads are deserted, and honestly the place doesn’t look 100% safe because all doors and elevators needed the keycard to activate as a safety measure. But Manon? She just stormed out without a keycard and Dorian was staring into the empty space she was occupying moments ago.
Looking for his girlfriend in the middle of the night? No problem.
By the time Dorian made it out of the lobby and out in search of Manon, she was nowhere to be found. He knows she’s angry but he doesn’t want her outside facing danger in her own just because he cornered her.
Eventually, he found her in the nearby bar. Luckily, by then both of them were calm enough to talk without lashing out on each other. A couple of hours later they left the bar hand in hand and all was good.
The make up sex they had thought was worth everything they’ve gone through and none of them was complaining about that night at all.
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pergaminaa · 6 days ago
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i finished this book a couple of days ago and i can’t move on from it
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pergaminaa · 7 days ago
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that woman is beyond evil and for no reason
i love your posts so much my daily affirmations are love dorian i love manon so soso sos so much and i will never say anything bad about them ever again
listen you have no idea how much i love these two like im thinking about them every day esp my girl Manon because she deserves to be happy you know???? i hate what the books did to her i never want to see her suffer ever again which is why i will keep posting these things because im here giving my girl the justice that she deserves 🤍
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pergaminaa · 7 days ago
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Modern au
I mentioned before that Manon doesn’t swim but i never got into details about that.
If asked, she’d say that she drowned in the lake behind their mountain house when she was young. Because that’s what she remembers: she literally drowned. She was around 4-5 when it happened, and she can clearly recall being stuck in the water. Something kept pulling her down and she just couldn’t fight the pull that kept dragging her down and ended up nearly dead.
She is alive because a maid was outside and she noticed her body floating on the water.
Manon woke up in the hospital three days later with almost no memory of what had happened. She learned that she had drowned but no details at all.
The truth is, her grandmother pushed her in the water. Not only that, but she also kept pushing her under the surface, not allowing her to come up for air until she went limp after breathing in all the water in her lungs.
Manon only survived out of pure luck. And that maid was fired soon after.
This is mainly the reason Manon doesn’t swim. Any time she’s around water she’d remember the physical pull that dragged her under water and she’d keep a safe distance between herself and any body of water.
To fix that problem, her grandmother’s solution was to throw her in the water and because she has trauma and actually doesn’t know how to swim she ended up drowning again. But after that she tried her best to stay away from any water surface because it’s associated with near death experiences and she hates it so much.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#blackbeak matron#literally every single issue Manon has is because of her grandmother#like Manon KNOWS that she drowned as a small child and it was awful#but she doesn’t remember anything else#so she just avoids water altogether because she believes that if she is in any water she will be physically dragged down and she’ll#breathe in all that water and quite possibly die#because she actually almost died from it#but she doesn’t remember all the details like her grandmother pushing her and forcing her to stay underwater#because that kind of trauma is blocked by her own brain and she just doesn’t remember it#and it wasn’t easy bc in school she absolutely refused to get near the pool like she was okay with failing PE and face her grandmother than#actually jump into the pool. it was bad because the school counselor called the matron about this issue and she was livid#grandmother’s solution? at home she threw Manon in the pool to force her to swim but Manon ended up drowning again because she was having#a panic attack and being IN WATER which brought back memories and she drowned#again she woke up in the hospital and it just got worse but at least now she can use the drowning as a valid excuse not to swim at school#like she has a medical report on the incident she was exempt from that at least#Dorian doesn’t know any of this tho because all Manon had to say was that she doesn’t swim and has no interest in learning and he respects#that like he never brings it up or tries go change her mind#but he also notice how she just stays away from the entire pool of things are getting rowdy around that bc even the not good swimmers are#at least dipping their feet in the water or staying near the shallow side but Manon never gets that close to the pool#he asked her about it and she said it’s because she drowned when she was young and that was that#but Dorian knows there is more to it because when he offered to teach her she refused and looked uncomfortable so he dropped it#but he KNOWS there is more to it but he’d never pressure her about it
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pergaminaa · 7 days ago
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i love your posts so much my daily affirmations are love dorian i love manon so soso sos so much and i will never say anything bad about them ever again
listen you have no idea how much i love these two like im thinking about them every day esp my girl Manon because she deserves to be happy you know???? i hate what the books did to her i never want to see her suffer ever again which is why i will keep posting these things because im here giving my girl the justice that she deserves 🤍
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pergaminaa · 7 days ago
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no because look at this and tell me this woman can actually survive in warm temperatures this is Manon Blackbeak in her natural habitats she needs the cold and snow and any sign of the sun actually weakens her
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pergaminaa · 7 days ago
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Modern au
Summertime headcanons:
• Beach house fun!
• This time it’s only Dorian, Manon, Aelin and Rowan.
• while everyone is spending most day outside, tanning and swimming, Manon spends some time outside (under a big umbrella because she won’t tan, she will just burn) and going inside because the heat is a little too much.
• Manon applies like, five layers of sunscreen all over her body before she steps a foot outside.
• She’s used to the cold and the summer heat is not an opponent she can take. She overheats, and she faints.
• No really, the other three learned the hard way that she actually does faint due to the heat so now Dorian is worried and he keeps her inside with a lot of drinks to keep her cool and hydrated.
• There is a mall nearby and they usually go there to shop or eat or just spend time.
• At the small they split, Aelin and Manon are together while the men are left to their own devices.
• Dorian was picking up on weird skills so he and Rowan are buried somewhere tinkering with different toolboxes for some reason.
• Aelin and Manon are actually having fun. They stopped for drinks, and Aelin kinda wasn’t paying attention and kinda Manon was just so quick. Honestly? She was back to her old bs. While Aelin went for iced tea Manon (secretly) went to an old favorite: Red Bull, mixed with syrup and ice. Aelin didn’t know what it was, but she did note that ‘aren’t you getting perky?’ Because she was being secretive. And no, Dorian would never approve. But she doesn’t have much self control and she thought fuck it, it’s too hot outside to settle for anything less.
• They met up with the men later (actually they had to go to the store and drag them out because why are you looking at 483843 different screwdrivers?
• When they first arrived at the mall, Dorian suggested they drop off Aelin and Manon by the main entrance first before going to the parking lot nearby. Reason being, the walk from the parking to the main entrance might cause Manon to have a heatstroke. Now had Rowan not witnessed Manon faint he would have called Dorian dramatic but he saw it happen so yeah let’s not tempt this again.
• Despite their best efforts, the few feet between the car and the main entrance made Manon feel like her face is burning off. Aelin was going to say something but didn’t because yes, Manon’s face was actually getting red (hence them going for cold drinks first thing)
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#aelin ashryver galathynius#rowan whitethorn#rowaelin#summer is miserable time for Manon like her body collapses in the heat it’s not a joke#girly thrives in the freezing cold and snow and dark clouds she just can’t survive the summer at all#while people tan and sun bathe she’s staying indoors with the cold ac and drinks because these are not weather conditions she can survive#this is how nature would take her out give her bright hot sun and she’s out#Dorian actually worries and keeps a close eye on her because any kind of activity in the heat might drain her and cause her to faint so he#just worries and tries to provide a cool environment#like beach house is fun and all but she doesn’t really go out before sunset or close to that time because any earlier would be lethal#and Manon doesn’t care because she actually hates the sun and the heat she LOVES winter and the cold#so she’s cool#and it sucks that she overheats quickly like some people can tolerate the heat for a bit but she can’t#she’s just not built to withstand any warm temperatures so summer time is just her suffering endlessly#and she counts the days until this miserable season is over#long dark nights are her favorites long summer days can go fuck themselves#but she also loves her boyfriend and wants to spend time with him so she actually goes to the beach house with him#she’s supportive in her own way okay#she tries her best really but not much can be when she has no melanin this isn’t her fight at all
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pergaminaa · 9 days ago
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at least three of these are 100% Manon 😭😭
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