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*Smiles against his beloveds lips and happily returns the kiss. His lips moved in time with Butch, just like they always seemed fo do when they kissed. He reached out and pulled Butch towards him. Causing him to stumble back into a wall and letting out a small, soft grunt*

...This is such bullshit.

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Yeah I would. I think its a little overdue, don't you?

...This is such bullshit.

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*Shakes his head* Snake distracted you, Ace. That's the only truth you told me that damn excuse. Thanks anyway, yeah? *keeps his arms crossed and half waits for Ace to walk away, half waits for him to actually apologize*

...This is such bullshit.

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*Was expecting something else but his lips return the passionate kiss, leaving him breathless when Butch pulled away* Why the hell would I ever..*closes the apace between them and kisses Butch passionately again* do that? *Can only look into his eyes at the moment because Grubber officially wants their pants off* Was that my welcome back kiss?

...This is such bullshit.

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What else did you and Artie say to me before you said goodbye, Ace? *he asked with an unamused face*

...This is such bullshit.

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*Feels his words stab him like knives* Excuse me?

...This is such bullshit.

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*Frowns* Since, when, Ace? *Crosses his arms, tapping his foot on the floor*

...This is such bullshit.

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You act as if I did it on purpose, Butch.

...This is such bullshit.

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While in the Qudditch Changing rooms...

*Taking his shirt off before he heard a sound* Hello?

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...This is such bullshit.

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*Returns the smile and squeeze* Me too. I've really missed you. *Clears his throat* How have things been? I, um, I got you a gift....if you want it, I mean.

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*Laughs softly* I said red looks good on you, Brick. I'm complimenting you. *Returns the warm smile* I know what its like not wanting people to walk all over you, still though, they do it anyway. I guess that's why I'm not a prefect and you are, huh? Heh. *Takes a drag of his smoke and exhales slowly* Why don't you try not coming off as a dick? Or is that against some weird rule of yours or whatever?

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*Squeezes his hand, gently* It will always matter to me, Ace. *Sighs softly* I just..*sighs again because he doesn't know what he wants to say*

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*reaches out and pulls Butch closer to him* I'm a selfish bastard when it comes to you. *Lets his hand slip down to grope Butch* Is that okay?

*Casually places his can on the ground and taps his chin* I know of one, but…I don’t know how I feel about you snogging him. I might get jealous.

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Then, why does it? *reaches out to take Ace's hand*

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*Sighs sadly* I do think that about Butch. I..*softly now* love him, Ace. *Looks down at the ground as the words slowly sink in* I love him. I really fucking love him. *Looks up at him* And I love you. You both have my heart, Ace. Just...in different ways. You're my best friend, mate, everything. You're the one who I will go down with no matter what. You're the one I know I don't have to worry about hurting me. When things get bad I'm going to run to you, because you hold so much of me that..it really is scary. I didn't mean to hurt you, Ace. I never meant for you to be angry or hurt. I just...I just gave into my happiness for once and maybe...maybe if I had done that sooner...*lowers his voice* Maybe it wouldn't be Butch who I'd be with right now.

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*Just looks straight at Ace as he speaks* I fucking miss you, Ace. I miss everything about you. I miss how we could finish each other's sentences, and how we could strike fear in many first and second years just by walking down a corridor. I miss you laughing at my lame jokes. I miss seeing your sleepy face in the mornings next to me. I miss tagging with you. I miss being the one you came to when you wanted to talk about anything and vise versa. *As Grubber was talking though he was stepping closer to Ace and pretty soon he was just inches away from him* But most of all, I miss being able to call you friend. My anything. Its not the same without you, Ace. I can't stay sober if you aren't in my life. I can't fucking sleep without you. My bed is a frozen ice box without you. *Cups his face and rests their foreheads together* I'm so sorry, Ace. I'm so sorry for fucking everything up. I'm so, so, so fucking sorry for hurting you. But I can't pretend anymore. I need you in my life. I need you more than anyone, Ace. I'd do anything, /anything/ to make things okay between us again. Just please...*holds him a bit closer* please don't walk away from me.

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