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goodbye, everyone!

It seems I am still alive!

I’m sorry I haven’t been active over the past few weeks. I recently got into a whole new friendship group and already there has been so much drama and relationship issues and things have happened. 

Since I joined this group, I have changed completely (in a good way, and not through peer pressure), to the point where I don’t really enjoy watching Dan and Phil anymore. I want to focus on my life and my friends rather than writing fanfiction, and I think I have finally made my decision to say goodbye to this blog.

It has been a mad time - I have received so much support and love and I won’t forget any of it. I’ll miss running this blog so much but I think I have made the right decision. I love you all so much, and thank you so, so so much.

If you want to contact me, I will be starting a new account just to repost things and interact with people, so feel free to come follow me (I will put my new user in when I have made my account). Also, feel free to drop me some asks before I log off for the last time.

Thanks again for this crazy ride <3 

Goodbye! 

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i hope you wanna stay for a long time, because my heart really likes you

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Do it.

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend,

Dear ex girlfriend,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear girlfriend,

Dear boyfriend,

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ask meme!!!

Send me an emoji if you want to!!!

INTERACTION 💫 - I want to be friends with you! 🎀 - I consider you a friend already! 💖 - I have a platonic/QP crush on you! 💕 - I have a romantic crush on you! 💌 - I’m not currently crushing on you, but I would date you/be QPPs if I had the chance! 🌸 - We don’t talk, but I appreciate your presence on my dash! 🌷 - We don’t talk, but I would like to! 🌼 - We do talk, and I’m glad we do!

CONTENT 🌠 - I think we have a lot in common! 🌌 - We don’t have much in common, but I appreciate you! 📷 - You have a nice aesthetic! 🌙 - You have a good sense of humour!

THOUGHTS 💙 - I think you’re cool! 💘 - I think you’re cute! 🎼 - I think you’re talented! 💟 - I love you! 🌟 - You make me happy! ☀️ - You inspire me! 🌈 - You’re gay

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today, i am depressed. i will cope with the emptiness within my chest. really, i just need a rest, but my brain screams to be my guest. no, you've done nothing wrong. in fact, i need you here whilst i wait for the sun to rise. right now, i'm searching for something not to despise, and in you, i find a certain type of respite. i'm sorry that today i'm not responding. my body seems to emit a wave of coldness, but honestly, i promise i'm not heartless, just broken, bruised, used and disapproved, thrown away every day, and trying not to lose. but i can still love like i used to. just give me some time to find you proof.

Me

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Let’s go home.

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star fall, sugar lips your burning finger tips. small whispers in the dark, you grip my hips. deep breath, heart beat who knew you'd be sweet? brown eyed captivation,  falling for my latest addiction. warm skin, damp cheeks she made me this weak. damaged, hurting, little girl can't you see you're both sick?

me

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I don’t know why I let people use me, but here I am 

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It hurts when something you should have let go of still fucks with your head and influences something that should be so good

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Don’t drink alcohol and stay out all night kids 

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Can emotions fuck off?? Like no??

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I’m at the point in the year where I’m emotionally drained and tired and I just need some time to think about who I am and remember why I get up every morning before I can continue

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Hey folks.

If you’ll have seen, today has been one whole mess, so the fanfiction I planned on getting finished today has kinda gone out the window. I’m really sorry to those still waiting on requests, I’m going to try extra hard to get them out asap for you.

I promise I’ll get them done soon. Thank you so much for being patient with me loves

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I hope things get better for you.

Thank you so much lovely <33 

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The worst feeling in the world is when everything you had in your life explodes and there is nothing you can do to stop it

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I fucking hate myself 

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Why die when you can cry to dodie clark??

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x36S3a107a8