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OOC: Happy pride to all my fellow queer folks! May this month bring us all joy and empowerment through self expression and self love! <3

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OOC: I haven't been having much muse for Xuxu lately, so I think it's best I make a public PSA to let you guys know about it that I probably won't be writing him for a while. It might take a few days, or a few weeks, I am not sure. He's a stubborn soul as is, but just know that I still love all of our ships and that no one is being ignored.

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Been revisiting my Spotify playlist lately and to celebrate 1500 songs accumulated over the span of two years, I'll do my own RP meme themed around it.

Send in "🎶" and I'll write you a starter based on one of the lyrics of the first song that lands on shuffle.

Bonus: Since it's also Sinday today, send "🎶 + 🌶" and I'll write a starter based on a spicy song I have in the playlist.

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"I love you so much, you can't imagine just how much."

"I love you even more, my precious sweet prince!~ My heart and soul belong to you in every life, I promise you!~" Xuan felt like he could melt from Kibum's cuteness and sweetness. That's just how much he loved the mischievous boy!

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⚡️- "What's a dream you failed to make it come true?"

SEND “⚡️” AND A QUESTION AND MY MUSE WILL BE FORCED TO ANSWER HONESTLY

The question seemed to fall heavy onto the man's thoughts, as he leant back against the pillows, staring at the ceiling above them, while immersing himself into the vast wild sea of his inner world. Even if Xuan was a proud man who refused to ever showing weakness or admitting to having any imperfections or flaws in the eyes of others, there were a few things even he couldn't deny he wasn't fully pleased with or proud about.

In his life, the green-eyed man hadn't met many failures, so few in fact that he could count them all on only one hand and still have plenty of fingers to spare, but Xuan was still displeased by their existence itself. "There are a few things I once dreamt of making true, but which unfortunately were met by the disappointing end of failure. But if I had to choose one in particular, maybe that would be the fact that I've never managed to make my father proud not even once." Xuan explained, a low, almost silent sigh parting from his lips. "All I wanted was to hear those five words from him... Just once, and I would've been content... But even in the very end I couldn't make him proud enough to hear the words 'I'm proud of you, son' uttered from his lips. I guess to him, I was the worst mistake and failure of his life, because I abandoned him when he needed me most, and I couldn't do anything to save him."

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Teru steps up to Xuan with a rose between his teeth like a flamenco dancer.

"Oh..." Xuan exclaims, pleasantly intrigued by the sight of his fiancé coming to greet him like that. He could tell what the incubus might've been trying to reference with that strategically placed rose, so it was safe to say that Xuan was slightly excited. Engaging into a sensual and captivating dance with his boyfriend was a thought that did indeed appeal to him, so he was more than willing to play along to the invitation. "Mmm... Are you trying to invite me on the dance floor, or are you perhaps trying to seduce me, my love? Cause with that sexy look in your eyes is hard to tell which one's more likely!~" Xuan wrapped his arms around Teru's neck into a hug, pulling the younger closer as their eyes met into a silent exchange of fervent desire.

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OOC: Awww, you're going to make me blush! My writing isn't that great, but I do try my best to deliver quality content worthy of my wonderful friends, so I am glad to know that i do succeed to some extent! ^^

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👨‍👩‍👧‍👦Do they want children?

🐶Are they a cuddler?

🔮Do they believe in soul mates?

⚔️ Are they protective of their partner?

🚀 How far are they willing to go for the person they love?

My muse in a relationship ?s

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦Do they want children?

The topic of children isn't something that Xuan would openly bring up himself. It's not that he doesn't want any, considering that he's often openly expressed his wish of working alongside his auntie at the orphanage to help take care of the children there, but he's the type who thinks that he wouldn't make a good father figure if he were to be a full time parent. Plus, he'd have to be in a stable, long term and serious relationship for him to even start considering this possibility for the future. But if it really were to happen, be it planned or unplanned, he's not against the idea of raising a baby with his partner. So, to answer this question shortly, Xuan is pretty much neutral to the topic of children, leaning towards being open to the idea of becoming a father if chance showed itself.

🐶Are they a cuddler?

Even if he wouldn't admit this out loud himself, since it doesn't really benefit his bad boy persona he tries so hard cultivating for himself, Xuan is actually a big avid cuddler. He enjoys the feeling of his partner lying close to him, being able to feel their warmth and scent as they stay embraced. So yes, Xuan is an avid cuddler if given the chance.

🔮Do they believe in soul mates?

Part of him does believe in it, wanting for the legend of the red string to be true, so that he wouldn't have to live all of his life in solitude, but at the same time he doesn't want to get his hopes up for nothing.

⚔️ Are they protective of their partner?

Very protective. If someone were to lay even a finger on a strand of his beloved's hair with malicious intent, Xuan is more than ready and willing to kill that person in cold blood. No one lays harm upon his person and gets to walk out of it unscathed.

🚀 How far are they willing to go for the person they love?

When he is in love with someone for real, then he's fully in. Xuan's love goes to such lengths to the point where he'd be willing to sacrifice his own life for that of his lover. This also stems from the fact that he'd never known any healthy displays of love, so he tends to take things to the extreme since he thinks that's supposed to be normal.

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Seeing Xuan was the highlight of Kibum's day, every day. Even late at night, when the clock showed way past midnight. When he was sleeping in their bed, feeling Xuan's loving arms wrap around him felt like magic after being away for more than 24 hours. But today, he needed more. He needed to be fully awake and feel him close, be more aware of it. His face brightens up at the sight of him, their little reunion making him feel butterflies. Nothing was more beautiful in the world than seeing your partner every day, for the rest of his life. The way Xuan hugged and picked him up with so much ease made the younger male giggle and cover his face in loving kisses.

"I have missed you so, so, so much!" he said each word after another kiss and another. His hands cupped his cheeks, staring into those beautiful green eyes with so much love. "Oh?" he glanced over at the pile of papers on Xuan's desk, then back at his lover. "Your day must have been so tired, but I'm here to save the rest of it," he smiled, and gave him another kiss, this time on the lips. "Oh, please, Watari loves it, his life would be so much more boring without me in it," he grinned. "But other than that, I'm good! I organized all your socks and underwear by colors, I played with he cats, I danced in the shower so if you see a big bruise on my ass tonight, know I slipped and feel, I didn't do anything weird" he laughed. "And Watari made me a sandwich, but I dropped it on the floor. So I couldn't eat it, but he doesn't know! So don't tell him! I hid it under your bed," he nodded.

The feeling was very much mutual for Xuan as well, the raven-haired male looking forward to seeing his beloved boyfriend after every long work day. Even if his soul might be drained by the exhaustion of long drawn out board meetings or really difficult to deal with customers, the moment that clock on his wrist his the hour marking the end of his work day, he'd be revitalized almost instantly by the thought of going back home, into his beloved's arms! It was such a change from back when he was all alone and going home felt nothing different to his hours spent at the office, to the point where his personal and work life blended into a confusing mess devoid of any color. Now he had someone to come back to, whom would wait for him and greet him cheerfully at the door. Yes, Xuan wasn't alone anymore and he had Kibum to thank for that wonderful change he'd brought into his life! And of course, his happiness wasn't limited only to when he saw his lover after work hours, because Xuan was more than happy and excited to have Kibum there by his side even when he was at the office! And this showed in the excitement and overjoy with which he'd greeted his boyfriend upon entering his office, having picked Kibum up and twirled him around in his arms as if they were two lovers seeing each other after an eternity of separation.

Each new little kiss was greeted by joy and Xuan's big bright smile, the older male making sure to return as many of the adorable pecks with ones of his own. "I missed you to, my beautiful bright soul, light of my eyes!~" He'd chuckle and finally capture Kibum's lips into a longer, lingered kiss. Following his glance afterwards, Xuan nodded at Kibum's words, displaying a very dramatic and defeated expression as if to add to that effect of being completely exhausted by that heavy amount of work. "Indeed, my love! It'd been horrible! So many order placements to take care of and product placement approvals to give! I'm in dire need of a break!" Sitting back down at the desk, with Kibum in his lap, Xuan heaved another long and dramatic sigh. "I think I'll be needing lots and lots of love to be able to recuperate after such a day!" Listening next to the boy's recollection of the events of that day, Xuan couldn't help but chuckle a few times at the little endeavors he could be up to that day. "That is true, but he'd also have way more time to himself and peace of mind if it weren't for your presence there, which I can't really tell if it's for the better or the worst." He let out another little chuckle and grinned at his boyfriend. "This does sound like a really full day though, one packed with events! But as much as I wouldn't want Watari's heart to be broken by the ruined sandwich, we'll have to take it out from under the bed at some point. Otherwise, it'll start smelling bad and it will attract all sorts of bugs. And I am sure you don't like bugs now, do you, my sweet little Bummie?" Raising an eyebrow at him, Xuan cocked his head to the side. "As for that bruise on your cute little butt, I'll have to assess the damages for myself and see how we'll be dealing with that. Can't let your precious skin to risk getting damaged!~"

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((ooc; you're gold bby, not trash))

OOC: You're too sweet, but tbh I don't think that I am really that great to be called gold. Otherwise people wouldn't dislike me or grow bored of me as easily as they do. I'm probably mid at best, if not sub-mid even.

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After Xuan's hum, Babe lifted a hand and slid it very gently to his boyfriend's cheek, just watching him while he thought and then as he answered, admiring how he took the question seriously, and warmed Babe's heart with his response. "Swans it is, then." He murmured, nodding slightly, and ran his fingers through Xuan's hair, smiling the entire time, still barely managing to believe he got this lucky in life. "Once we are reborn, you start searching for me, and I will search for you. Whoever finds the other sooner, gets to decide the name of our first baby chick." He said, the smile widening into an almost-smirk, but not turning any less affectionate. "I can't wait to swim in some beautiful lake or sea with you, and teach our chicks to be big and strong like you."

The gesture of running his fingers through his hair was something Xuan found great delight in every time Babe did it. It was so simple, yet such an intimate kind of gesture full of love and closeness. Plus, it sent tingles of pleasure running through his body every time he had his scalp caressed, so Xuan couldn't help but lean into his boyfriend's touch, wanting to feel more of that love and care. "Yes, two swans deeply in love raising their cute baby chicks!~" He couldn't stop from smiling, something that had become a habit around Babe and his cuteness. Then, as the race driver raised up the little hypothetical challenge for their future life, the smile got pulled into a playful grin. "Then I am afraid that you'll have to get used to the fact that I'm going to be the one naming our first baby chick, because I'm going to find you first no matter what!~" Xuan pulled Babe closer, wrapping him into a tight and affectionate embrace, as he pulled him to sit into his lap. "My love for you is so strong that it's like a magnet pulling me towards you no matter where we are, so I will always find you. It's a promise!~" He lifted up his hand to do the pinky promise. "And I'll make sure that I will find us the most beautiful lake or ocean you've ever seen, with lots and lots of beautiful lily pads and weeping willows to act as protective curtains shielding our love from any prying eyes.~"

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There was a certain beauty to Apple's violence that day. Usually Xuan wasn't one to take pleasure or any interest in the gory part of torture, other than the delight of seeing a piece of shit scumbag finally getting what he deserved. But this time around, he couldn't help but somewhat admire the way in which Apple had decided to let loose and abandoned herself completely to her anger and the savage need to punish and destroy her enemy. Her bloodthirst had almost something poetic in it, like the mythical siren that drew the poor idiots in close to her with her beautiful voice, only to then turn from a beautiful angelic looking woman into a scary nightmarish monster of the deep ends, her sharp claws and teeth laced with the fresh blood of its victims. Something similar had happened to their victim as well after all: He'd let himself be blinded by the greed of trying to steal what was hers, only to in the end discover that behind that glamour richness and beauty that seduced him into their lair laid a dark and horrific truth.

Kicking to the side a piece of what appeared to either be a chunk of the man's muscle tissues, or maybe a piece of a lung or bladder, Xuan took a few steps closer to his woman, taking out a handkerchief to then hand it to Apple so she could wipe off some of that blood. "I'm just saying. I did like that glint of feral excitement in your eyes as you began inflicting all those wounds onto that poor bastard's body, taking pleasure in his slow death. I don't know how to describe it exactly, but it reminded me of when you hand a kid a new toy and you watch them having fun with it for the first time. I know, kind of a fucked up comparison, but it was a similar type of joy." The man shrugged, then took off his jacket to place it over Apple's shoulders. With all that blood soaking her clothes, she must've started feeling cold from that sticky dampness.

"It was lots of work, but I can tell you've enjoyed yourself while doing it and that you're finally satisfied. And I think that's all that matters, no? You got your revenge, and that piece of shit got what he deserved. Everything's well when it ends well." Xuan smirked as they began walking back towards the exit, signaling to the men waiting outside to start working on the clean up. "Well, now that our job here is finally done, how about we go back home and I prepare you a nice warm meal and a relaxing hot bath? I think you deserve those after all that hard work, no?" Xuan always seemed to know what to say and when to say it, but that was part of his charm after all, this ability of his of always knowing what his partner needed.

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" it's a good look on you. you should get covered in blood more often. " (for Apple, from Xuan)

While Apple would typically take the compliment well, today wasn't one of those days. It showed in her actions, the way she was quick and violent. She prolonged the rat's suffering as long as she could, and adrenaline keeping her going through the night, as well as the man's life in the center of the room. After all, he was responsible for the most recent attempt on her life. The attempt that had been the most successful.

Finally, however, she was done, and the man now laid in parts on the floor of the warehouse. His torso still hung on hooks from the ceiling, with his tattoos noticeably carved away from his body. That was the first thing she had done, making sure each wound didn't bleed too much as she started. It was nighttime again, and she hadn't slept at all, nor did she feel the exhaustion as she kicked the man's head against the wall.

Lifting her head, she looked over at Xuan, a completely serious look on her face. "Why? It's a lot of work, and I'm not a complete psycho."

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Having heard Kibum's yelling from the garden, Xuan had imagined the worst of the worst, and so he came almost running in a hurry. What could it be that got his precious Bummie calling for him so desperately? His heart was beating so hard in his chest, like a hammer threatening to break out through the cavity of his ribcage. Eventually, the raven-haired male made his way out, looking and calling out for Kibum in an equally frantic state, until he finally found him sitting down on the lawn, near the small pond they had installed not too long ago. "Goodness gracious, there you were!" Xuan heaved a long sigh of relief and came to sit down next to the younger man, pulling him into a tight hug. "What's gotten into you? Are you okay? Have you hurt yourself?" There was still obvious worry readable in his green eyes, Xuan looking Kibum all over from head to toe. He could hear a faint noise coming from somewhere near, but it was too low to actually be able to pinpoint where it came from. But just as he was about to ask about the sound as well, Kibum got ahead of him and pulled his hand out from behind his back revealing a... tiny frog.

The following explanation made him chuckle, not knowing what other reaction he should have to that. "That's a little pond frog, my love... They don't turn into princes like in those fairy tails and neither are they poisonous... You aren't going to die, I promise you." Xuan leant in to place a sweet gentle kiss to Kibum's forehead in a recomforting manner and pulled him in closer to be able to scoop the boy up. "Now please, free the poor thing and let him return back home to his family." From the looks of it, Kibum had indulged yet again in his old endeavor of mingling with the devil's lettuce. But as long as it wasn't anything of the 'heavier' kind, he was going to let it slide this time. "Come on now, let's get you back inside and cleaned up. You've gotten your clothes full of freshly cut grass and Watari will go insane if you stained your brand new white shirt." The older male chuckled again and got up to start walking back towards the house with his boyfriend. "You might've not made the lil frog turn into a prince, but you've already got your own devoted beautiful prince right here to take care of you and to protect you. So please don't be sad, Bummie my dearest!~"

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After screaming and yelling out Xuan's name, Kibum sat on the floor, clearly hiding something in his hands; something that seemed to be making noise but not trying to escape yet. After spending the entire day alone and with Watari, who had grown tired of Kibum's constant, endless energy, the younger male decided to hit a blunt and relax in the garden. That's where he found a new friend. A frog, to be more specific. "I saw this, and I thought it was you! I heard they turn into a beautiful prince if you kiss them. And since you were nowhere to be seen…I thought you might have turned into a frog." But the excitement in his voice slowly started to fade.

"I kissed its little head and now I think I'm going to die…cause it might be poisonous……" He hadn't actually kissed the frog, that's what he thinks he did, or what his high little brain makes him believe. That's when he started to panic. "I don't wanna die… I'm too young…" he whimpered, on the verge of tears, still clutching the frog in his hands. Its small green head peeked out from between his fingers, staring straight at Xuan with wide, innocent eyes.

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