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how it feels being the ONLY major symptom holder for a disorder unknown to the rest of the system

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Who would’ve thought the fucked up sense of identity disorder would lead to a fucked up sense of identity.

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We in the torment nexus today boys

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THIS MOTHERFUCKER STOLE MY NAME !!!!1!111!!!!

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when yr laying in bed and your brain starts releasing long lost archival footage

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They should invent a not being exhausted

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living, laughing, losing my fucking mind

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arent you the infernal collective ??? /Genq

Nope, just a coincidence /lh

He actually dm'd me about that, but I'll also let it be known publicly too, just to clear up confusion. We both decided that we'd be okay to just chill in our own spaces

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*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

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[inhales]

[sighs]

[moves another playlist from the 'OCs' folder to the 'system parts' folder]

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bored as shit have an ask game for systems

but it's not info that's mad dangerous to share online

NOT ENDO SAFE I DON'T LIKE U

🕯️what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?

🗝️ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?

🔮 if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?

🐇 what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?

🎻 are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?

🎀 how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?

🌘 is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?

🗡️ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?

🦋 who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?

🍓 which part has the best music taste?

🐠 what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?

🍄 what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?

🌙 what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)

🌱 how different are your food preferences?

🍉 if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?

💿 what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)

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Similar to another ask but I just got reminded and apparently I have no original experiences

"Ugh. British people. 😒"

"We're all British."

we have one (1) british part and we know she's lurking when we vaguely here "can we make a cuppa"

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it should be illegal to not be able to lay in bed without getting sleepy

I should be able to turn the sleepy on and off

(distant screams of sleep hygiene haunt me)

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We stay calm, we stay rational, we stay calm, we stay rational, we stay calm-

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reblog to give your headache to elon musk instead

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Hello persecutors, or whatever you choose to call your role! Friendly reminder that no matter what you believe, you aren't evil. You are not wrong for existing. You are the way you are for a reason.

Does this mean you shouldn't heal? No. Of course not. You deserve happiness. Quite often, reformed persecutors turn out to be some of a systems best caretakers and protectors, but whatever your healing journey looks like, you deserve happiness.

And to those that deal with persecutors, I know it's hard, but be patient. That is a part of you, show yourself some love. Having persecutors is not a moral failing on your part. Shit takes time.