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Personal post incoming, but I'm getting top surgery in exactly two weeks!!! I've never been more excited for something in my life

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ArtFight is here!! You can find my account here. I try my absolute best to attack everyone back (even friendly fire), but I work full time so I can't guarantee a revenge! I've attached my AF card so you can see my blorbos... :)

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We're back for round three

Making a list

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New cryptid sighting: Completely unmixed song that only had rhythm guitars and drums for the inst so far

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Is the Vocaloid ask blog community still alive on Tumblr? Kinda want to remake my ask blog that I had when I was 15, but idk how the scene has changed in (checks the calendar) the past 8 years

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Making progress on song... I have four days off this week, so I'm hoping that maybe I can lock in and finish this song before I go back to work. Depends on how ambitious I get with the PV, though. I think I could probably finish this song today if not for the need to draw and edit together a PV

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To the person who very kindly suggested I use Sonika in the WIP I shared a few days ago: You're so right. You're so right, in fact, that I'm tuning Sonika for this song even though the V4 parameter editor is being really annoying and laggy for some reason.

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Maybe I speedrun this song?

Messing around with samples (lyrics below the readmore)

You found me close to dead With a halo 'round my neck Tangled in electric wires Holding me upright

I'm alive

Metal wings, holy vice With a voice made to entice Tangled in my own fate Love me until it's too late

And when God comes to be He'll dissect the worst of me Don't you know I'm not me? I'm not who I'm supposed to be

Come to me

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Messing around with samples (lyrics below the readmore)

You found me close to dead With a halo 'round my neck Tangled in electric wires Holding me upright

I'm alive

Metal wings, holy vice With a voice made to entice Tangled in my own fate Love me until it's too late

And when God comes to be He'll dissect the worst of me Don't you know I'm not me? I'm not who I'm supposed to be

Come to me

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I don't know if I just have the blind confidence of a cis man or if I'm just really autistic, but I loooove to brute force my way through a big project involving things I have literally never done before. Right now I'm re-learning Python so that I can do data analysis from the data in Pokemon Sexualities project. And yes, this is coming from the guy who got a C- in his intro-level stats class in college. These graphs only reflect the first 100 or so Pokemon (counting forms and variants as their own entries which actually pushes this up to about 150 entries)

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I have this instrumental ready to upload but literally the last thing I want to do is draw anything for it, so I'm uploading it here for now.

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Have I ever shared my Neocities here? It's a personal page unrelated to my art and music, but I'm really proud of it. I'm completely self-taught in HTML, CSS, and JS!!

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Working on my dream journal for my neocities and found the dream that inspired "Reflection?" (dream text below the readmore for accessibility)

Phos was living their life but they were actually happy. But as time went on it became obvious that Phos was hiding something. It turned out that Phos was actually two people, twins that were born together and spent their life living like they were one person. The other Phos was the one who went through the horrific traumatizing stuff that happened in the manga and happy Phos was aware of the other's existence but pretended they didn't exist and avoided learning what happened to them. But happy Phos could never truly be happy or at peace because the other version of them was always nearby banging on the walls trying to be let in. The rattling never ceased and happy Phos could only pretend the rattling wasnt there at all. But they never stopped being aware of it and everything they did was tainted by the horrible rattling of their broken twin trying to be let in.

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Hello everyone! I just had to spend 95% of my paycheck on rent, so I could really use a little extra money right now. I'm opening doodle commissions - for $10 USD you can get a lined and colored doodle! Examples of the style and quality you can expect are attached. If you commission me within the next 2-3 hours, I can guarantee a same-day delivery! I prefer PayPal for payments but I can also do venmo and cashapp.

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Tysm!! ;w;

Guys it makes me so so happy that people listen to my music ... I feel so grateful for the audience I have and I'm really happy that there are people out there who not only like my music but continue to listen to it and stay up to date with my new songs. It really means the world to me. I've been really busy with my new job but I'm going to try to post a song before my ten year anniversary of writing music. I don't really have any wips going right now besides some instrumentals for my game. But I'm gonna write something!!

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Guys it makes me so so happy that people listen to my music ... I feel so grateful for the audience I have and I'm really happy that there are people out there who not only like my music but continue to listen to it and stay up to date with my new songs. It really means the world to me. I've been really busy with my new job but I'm going to try to post a song before my ten year anniversary of writing music. I don't really have any wips going right now besides some instrumentals for my game. But I'm gonna write something!!

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I'm gonna let you guys in on a little secret account since I have so few followers here: @manyguys

It's a more personal account there but I'm still pretty uptight about what I share on there so it's like. A semi-personal semi-public account. I will be talking about DID on there though so if you don't care for that kind of info then don't worry about it