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Last Name

Genre: Angst,,Fluff

Pairing:Kim Taehyung x Reader,, Kim Namjoon x Reader

A/N: please give me a lot of feedback!! idek why I did this:<

When you’re in love you do crazy things, you’re bound to, even if it hurts you.

“Hi! nice to meet you seat mate”

I still remember the first time we met.

We were in high school, I was new to the school and we sat beside each other on the first day of our junior year and onwards. We’ve had experienced all the emotions you could think of, in those seats, if they could only talk, they would be able to tell how our love story started.

You had the reputation of being the baddest boy at school. They said you always skipped class and beat up kids.

But the Taehyung I know is so different from the stories I’ve heard. You made all the butterflies in my stomach flutter everytime you look at me. You never failed to make my blood rush up to my cheeks everytime I see your infamous boxy smile, that could make all the girls in our school faint. You made me experience the greatest first love, I could ever ask for.

Do you still remember your promise to me?

I was in the school garden when you came up behind me and surprised me with flowers and chocolates.

You confessed your undying love to me.

“y/n I promise to love you forevermore. I’ll promise to give you my last name, just say yes and I’ll make you happy from this day on to eternity.”

“Taehyung-ah! I want you to make me happy!”

Oh those high school days..

From then on we spent each day appreciating each other.

Remember how we were each other’s first?

Every time we made love, you made me feel as if I was the most beautiful woman in the world. You taught me how to love my insecurities. You’ve always said you love my perfect imperfections.

We now both have jobs, professions we had dreamt to be, together.

Remember when I used to stay up so late to do my essays and you come home after a long day of practice just to scold me?

Oh those old days...

You became part of the most amazing boyband in the universe, you’re part of BTS!

I’ve seen you work so hard, alongside with your wonderful brothers.

You all deserve every love in the world. Your sacrifices are now being appreciated, the way it should be.

And now as I walk down the aisle, I think about all the love, the joy, the pain that you’ve had made me feel.

I think about if I had not been seat mates with you, then I would not have experienced that pain and sadness, and memories filled with tears. But… If I had not met you, I would also have not experienced that joy, excitement, preciousness, happiness, and the feeling of absolute happiness.

So I’m very thankful that you came into my life and showed me how Kim Taehyung loves.

“We’re now both Kim, We now have the same last name as I promised you.” you told me, as you were sheepishly smiling.

“I know. We both have the same last name, but I wish it was still you.” I replied, while I looked at your beautiful eyes, one last time,reminiscing the memories of what could have been.

“Hey babe, they need us now.”

“Let’s all welcome Mr. and Mrs. Kim Namjoon”

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He and I || three

min yoongi x reader

Strangers to Bestfriends to Lovers

Angst/Smut/Fluff

Yoongi! Idol AU x College Student

“Hey! Guess what” you told him

“Wae?” he said

“I can go visit you in Korea! We’re going to have a trip for three weeks in there for our International Student Exchange! I was chosen!” You told him the great news.

“Really? Wow! That’s amazing!” He said, as he flashed his infamous gummy smile.

“I also need to tell you something” he said.

You were nervous. Your heart beating really fast. Your mind thinking about everything that you had done with your life.

Part of you thought of him going to confess to you, You thought he learned how to love you as much as you love him. Part of you thought, he also fell hard.

You thought, you were a word he has heard but has never seen for himself; yet he wants to know how that word is spelt.

You thought, this was the universe talking to you. This was it. You had waited 4 years for this. You had loved him without conditions, supported him through all ups and downs and even became his bestfriend.

“Y/N, meet Adora! My yeoja-chingu! My girlfriend!” He presented the girl. The girl that sang with him. The girl that sang parts of your favorite song of him. He presented her with so much happiness that you weren’t able to process your feelings of sadness.

It was the way he spoke about her, the way he presented her, with happiness, joy,regret and underneath it all—-just a hint of pride.

You know that you don’t own him and perhaps you never will, so the anger when he’s with her, you have no right to feel.

But what can you do? You are just a fan, a bestfriend that loves him unconditionally, who expected your unrequited love to be answered when you see him in Korea.

You know it is your fault, you’ve hurt yourself expecting things that you know deep inside will never happen.

“Ahh Yoongi-ah I need to go” you said avoiding his eye contact.

“Yoongi-ah?” He said,looking at you

“Why you no call me oppa?” He asked you. “You call me oppa when we talk”

“Ahh, I got to go. I’m sorry” you hesitantly said, not wanting him to press you any questions anymore.

You stood up and shot both of them a smile. You turned around and started walking away.

Everything’s happening so slow, or maybe it was just you, waiting for him to stop you. Waiting for him to tell you to not go, not to leave him.

But then you turned around and reality came in. You saw him, with those pair of eyes you long for, look at the girl he loves.

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[A/N: All italics are basically the characters speaking in korean]

“Oh My Goodness, That was disgusting Yoongi-ah” Adora said

“Why did I even think of being part of this scheme? Why would you even want to make her jealous? Just tell her you like her!” She continued

“I don’t know. I just wanted to make sure we are on the same page I guess, I do not want to be hurt again” Yoongi said

“And you don’t think you did not hurt her with what you just did?” She asked

“I know, Okay? I was wrong but could you blame me? I already was rejected once” He replies

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A/N: I’m sorry for this short chapter, I’m pretty busy with school right now so I don’t even know why I made such a commitment by making a fan fic series:<

Anyways, don’t forgot that a comment or a suggestion is very much appreciated! Stay hydrated my loves~

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please don't stop writing. it's awesome. maybe one day i build up enough courage to post something myself. (haha.. who i'm gonna lie to - never gonna happen.) <3

Thank you so much! This means a lot💓 Also, don’t be too heard on yourself! I bet you’re a great writer☺️

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I've read one price of your work and I already stan

Awee thank you! This means so much🙈💜

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He and I || two

min yoongi x reader

strangers to bestfriends to lovers

Angst/Smut/Fluff

Yoongi! Idol AU x College Student Reader

Your heart started beating so fast.

NO WAY! You thought. Should I text back? What if it’s not him? What if it’s just a prank from my friends?

You stopped with the What if’s and gambled your way through it.

“Hi” You replied

“Yes, this is Y/N”

“I’m great. And you?”

It’s 1pm in Korea, you thought. He probably has a busy schedule. But again, you decided to stay up and wait, but then soon fell asleep, waiting for his texts.

You woke up 7 in the morning, excited to open your phone, you were expecting messages from him but you didn’t receive any.

Ahhh I guess it was really just a prank huh, you thought.

You took a shower to take off the ecstatic feeling you felt last night. The sound of your heart beating really fast to the texts you had seen last night, was the memory you could not erase. It was stuck to you, but you had convinced yourself not to expect things, It will just break you, again.

“Miss Y/L/N” your professor called you out.

You had been staring into space, your seatmate even had to shake you because your professor has called your name three times for the attendance.

“I’m sorry, I was just thinking of something” You apologized

“I hope you’re thinking about the project that’s due tomorrow and test on Friday” your professor replied.

“Shit! I totally forgot about that” You cursed yourself more.

You’re on your room, doing all the school works that are due for this week while eating Chinese take out.

*ping*

“Hi. I’m sorry for the late reply.”

“Can I call you?”

You thought, He might be asking Namjoon for help.

Your heart started beating really fast again.

I can’t be caught up with this again. I might fail my classes

But, what can you do? You’re head over heels with min yoongi. You even bought a ticket that was triple the price of the original just to watch the concert. You even had to travel 4 hours just to see them, especially him.

“Hello, Yes :)” you replied hesistantly.

*rring* *rringg*

Your phone beeps

You answered it.

“Hello” you hesitantly greeted.

“H-hi” He said, “Y/N?” he asked.

“Yeah” “You are Yoongi, right? Min Yoongi?” You asked him, making sure this is not a prank. Making sure, your heart will not be shattered again.

“Yes. This Min Yoongi” he replied.

His voice sounded like heaven and hell collided. He had his bedroom voice on, you were so sure it is turning you on until you hear rowdy voices on the phone.

“Hyunggg~” “Yoongi-hyungg!” someone was shouting. You thought it was one of the members.

“Yoongi hyung-i nugungawa iyagihagoissda~(Yoongi-hyung is talking to someone~)” Someone said in a singsong tone.

You giggled as you presumed it was Taehyung teasing Yoongi.

You hear a door shut and a deep sigh from the other side of the phone.

“I’m sorry” He said.

You giggle at him. “It’s okay”

“You busy?” He asked you.

“Not really” you lied. You had a ton of work load you need to do.

And that night changed your life, The calls between you and yoongi continued.

Both of you enjoyed each other’s company. For months, you guys learned each other talking habits.

You noticed how he stops in the middle of the sentence when he smiles or laughs and doesn’t want you to know.

You noticed how he would always ask how was your day and would really want to know you.

There are challenges you both had to overcome, the first thing is the languge difference, second is the different timezone. But you learned korean for him and he learned english for you.

Both of you made sacrifices, you both became close and soon shared secrets with each other.

He even asked you for facetime. You were contemplating at first. You were scared he might want to stop talking to you since you were really insecure about how you look then you remembered how he already saw you in real life. He also reminds you, how beautiful you are inside and out.

He made you fall for him, you fell hard. You took a risk, You weren’t even sure if he was there to catch you but he became your priority. You made everything just to make him happy.

You became bestfriends, 8 months of talking through the phone, He shared everything with you, while you also did the same.

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He and I || one

Min Yoongi x Reader

strangers to bestfriends to lovers

Angst/Smut/Fluff

Yoongi!Idol AU x College Student Reader

by:pichapai

You met him on the busy streets of downtown Washington DC, him busy strolling the Jefferson Memorial, you busy taking pictures for your DC history class project

“I’m Sorry” “Sorry” both of you simultaneously said.

He helps you pick up the polaroids that fell when the two of you bumped into each other, you did not even bother to look at him until he handed you the polaroids.

“Here” he said as he offered you, them, you fixed your messy hair while taking the polaroids.

“Thank you” you said as you looked up.

And that’s when you locked eyes with him, the eyes you had been longing to see up-close for so long. The eyes that you see on your computer screen, your lock screen, on your wall, you have now met those pair of eyes that you thought you will never ever see in real life.

“Min Yoongi?” you whisper, almost as if your voice was stolen. You did not know how to act. You did not want to make a scene, because you know it’s his personal time. You did not want anyone to notice him.

He gave you a confusing look as he watch your bewildered state.

You notice that he was staring at you, “I’m Sorry”

He giggles at you and showed you his famous gummy smile.

“U-uhm yeah, thanks again” you said and started to walk away from him. You thought of asking him to take pictures with you but you thought you did not deserve it, so you walked away with the memory of him smiling at you! yes, at you.

“Uhh Miss!” he silently shouted, which made you turn to him.

“Uhh I ugh question” he said in his broken english as he scratches his head also giving you that gummy smile again, the smile that makes you melt in just seconds.

He walks to where you were standing and showed you his phone, you saw the Washington Monument , “Uhm you know this?” he asked you.

“YES!” you answered excitedly, which made a few people look at you and made Yoongi laugh a little.

“Ugh, I can show you the way, if you want” as you point to the Washington Monument direction, he understood a little bit of your english and got what you are talking about based on your pointing gesture.

“You not busy?” he asked you.

“NO, ehem I meant, No, I’m fine, I can help you” you told him.

“C’mon” you said as you started walking and he started following you.

You looked back and screamed internally, you had to keep your composure,you thought.

You’re with the person that held your heart in hostage unknowingly.

Both of you were silent throughout the whole walk.

You sometime, stealing a glance and him catching you looking at him.

“Here we go, We’re here.” you said as you turn to him.

You caught him staring at you. You felt your cheeks heat up as he turn his gaze to another direction.

But little did you know,is that he has been staring at you since you started walking to the Monument. He took notice of how your hair danced with the breeze, or how you smile at the family you saw having fun at the park. Hell, he even took notice of your lock screen, he saw his familiar face, he wondered if he could use that as his advantage to ask for your number.

“Yoongi-ah” A man shouts which made the two of you look at the direction of where the man is.

“Ahh that’s their manager” you thought.

You then looked at him, “Goodbye” as you smile, but your heart aches knowing that you’ll never have this chance again.

“Your number, Mine?” he said.

You understood what he said, but you were surprised. Min Yoongi of BTS, asking for your number. NO FREAKING WAY!

“M-my number?” you hesitantly asked.

“Mhmm” He said, as his pale face suddenly turn to pink.

“Your name?” he asked

“Y/N” you replied

You gave him your number. But you doubt he’ll text you, He probably just did that as a fan service you thought.

You’re not his type, you thought. Why would he text you, he’s too busy producing music and other important business.

But as expected, you still waited for his messages. Day and Night, you kept on checking your phone.

After a week, still nothing. You gave up. You worked yourself up with school. College has been stressful, so you decided to drop the fantasy of min yoongi texting you. You’re not that special, you thought.

*ping* *ping* *ping*

Your phone beeps continuously, you were busy with school stuff, so you did not bother to look at your phone, thinking it’s just the group chat you have with your friends.

It’s 12:00 midnight, you were preparing yourself to sleep, putting on facemask and checking your phone.

“Hi”

“How are you?”

“This is Yoongi. Min Yoongi”

“This is Y/N?”

Texts you got from an unknown number.

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A/N: It’s my first time writing a fan fiction, So I’m not really that great, but I’m working on it! So here’s a yoongi fanfic that I decided to do just for fun🤗❤️

Please drop down comments and suggestions! I would really appreciate it☺️

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ㅇ°USEFUL KOREAN VERBS.

♡ 시작하다 - to start (시작해요, 시작했아요, 시작할 거에요…)

♡ 끝나다 - to finish, end ( 끝나요, 끝났어요, 끝날 거에요…)

♡ 살다 - to live (살아요, 살았어요, 살 거에요…)

♡ 죽다 - to die (죽어요, 죽었어요, 죽을 거에요…)

♡ 있다 - to have (있어요, 있었어요, 있을 거에요…)

♡ 없다 - to not have (없어요, 없었어요, 없을 거에요…)

♡ 먹다 - to eat (먹어요, 먹었어요, 먹을 거에요…)

♡ 마시다 - to drink (미셔요, 마셨어요, 마실 거에요…)

♡ 요리하다 - to cook (요리해요, 요리했어요, 요리할 거에요…)

♡ 만들다 - to make (만들어요 만들었어요, 만들 거에요…)

♡ 사용하다 - to use (사용해요, 사용했어요, 사용할 거에요…)

♡ 하다 - to do (해요, 했어요, 할 거에요…)

♡ 주다 - to give (줘요, 줬어요, 줄 거에요…)

♡ 가다 - to go (가요, 갔어요, 갈 거에요…)

♡ 오다 - to come (와요, 왔어요, 올 거에요…)

♡ 만나다 - to meet ( 만나요, 만났어요, 만날 거에요…)

♡ 배우다 - to learn (배워요, 배웠어요, 배울 거에요…)

♡ 공부하다 - to study (공부해요, 공부했어요, 공부할 거에요)

♡ 가르치다 - to teach (가르쳐요, 가르쳤어요, 가르칠 거에요…)

♡ 읽다 - to read (읽어요, 읽었어요, 읽을 거에요…)

♡ 보다 - to watch/see (봐요, 봤어요, 볼 거에요…)

♡ 일하하다 - to work (일해요, 일했어요, 일할 거에요…)

♡ 운동하다 - to exercise (운동해요, 운동했어요, 운동할 거에요…)

♡ 쉬다 - to rest (쉬여요, 쉬였어요, 쉬을 거에요…)

♡ 일어나다 - to get up (일어나요, 일어났어요, 일어날 거에요…)

♡ 자다 - to sleep (자요, 잤어요, 잘 거에요…)

♡ 앉다 - to sit (앉아요, 앉았어요, 앉을 거에요…)

♡ 울다 - to cry (울어요, 울었어요, 울을 거에요…)

♡ 웃다 - to smile (웃어요, 웃었어요, 웃을 거에요…)

♡ 노래하다 - to sing (노래해요, 노래했어요, 노래할 거에요….)

♡ 춤 추다 - to dance (춤 춰요, 춤 췄어요, 춤 출 거에요…)

♡ 연습하다 - to practice (연습해요, 연습했어요, 연습할 거에요…)

♡ 놀다 - to play (놀아요, 놀았어요, 놀을 거에요…)

♡ 사다 - to buy (사요, 샀어요, 슬 거에요…)

♡ 주문하다 - to order (주문해요, 주문했어요, 주문할 거에요…)

♡ 팔다 - to sell (팔아요, 팔았어요, 팔을 거에요…)

♡ 내다 - to pay (내요, 냈어요, 낼 거에요…)

♡ 기다리다 - to wait (기다려요, 기다렸어요, 기다릴 거에요…)

♡ 찍다 - to take a picture (찍어요, 찍었어요, 찍을 거에요…)

♡ 알다: to know (알아요, 알았어요…)

♡ 모르다: to not know (몰라요, 몰랐어요…)

♡ 생각하다 - to think (생각해요, 생각했어요, 생각할 거에요…)

♡ 말하다 - to talk, speak (말하요, 말핬어요, 말할 거에요…)

♡ 전화하다 - to telephone (전화해요, 전화했어요, 전화할 거에요…)

♡ 얘기하다 - to talk, chat (얘가해요, 얘가했어요, 얘기할 거에요…)

♡ 채팅하다 - to chat on the internet (채팅해요, 채팅했어요, 채팅할 거에요…)

♡ 물어보다 - to ask (물어봐요, 물어봤어요, 물어볼 거에요…)

♡ 도와주다 - to help (도와줘요, 도와줬어요, 도와줄 거에요…)

♡ 필요하다 - to need (필요해요, 필요했어요, 필요할 거에요…)

♡ 타다 - to ride (타요, 탔어요, 탈 거에요…)

♡ 운정하다 - to drive (운정해요, 운정했어요, 운정할 거에요…)

♡ 태어나다 - to be born (태어나요, 태어났어요, 태어날 거에요…)

♡ 사랑하다 - to love (사랑해요, 사랑했어요, 사랑할 거에요…)

♡ 좋아하다 - to like (좋아해요, 좋아했어요, 좋아할 거에요…)

♡ 싫어하다 - to hate (싫어해요, 싫어했어요, 싫어할 거에요…)

♡ 보내다 - to send (보내요, 보냈어요, 보낼 거에요…)

♡ 받다 - to receive (받아요, 받았어요, 받을 거에요…)

♡ 공유하다 - to share (공유해요, 공유했어요, 공유할 거에요…)

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HOW HE HUGS YOU (BTS HEADCANNON)

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Jin

Jin loves hugging you

Like so much,

He’s constantly giving you surprise back hugs

He does it so much they’re hardly ever a surprise

HUG

“Hi Jin”

“How’d you know it was me?”

“Who else would be in our kitchen at 3 in the morning”

“God- wait no”

He loves to give you neck kisses when he hugs you,

He loves how warm you feel

And loves how he can just bury his face in your neck

Mumbling about how in love with you he is

He loves to hold you tight when he whispers to you how much he loves you

“You’re my favorite person, YN, I love you so so much,”

Without fail whenever he’d whisper to you he’d always snuggle up against you

“I love you too Jinnie, I love you too,”

Yoongi

Yoongi loves sleepy hugs more than anything

He’s not one for showing much attention in public but when he’s tired he’s super clingy

Whether it be before you fall asleep or right after you wake up

He loves to pull you close to him

His legs tangling with yours

His fingers running through your hair,

“Yoongi your hands are cold,”

“Just shut up and let me hug you,”

His voice was always laced with sleepiness when he spoke

His eyes always closed as he held you so tight and close to him

Reminding you just how much he loved you with his tight hugs

Hoseok

Hoseok loves surprise hugs,

He loves hugging you when you least expect it

Making breakfast?

HUG

Just got out of the shower?

Hug!

Just got done eating?

Hug!

His favorite time is when he has you in his arms

He loves giving your forehead little kisses as you hug,

He loves the way your arms feel around his torso as he sneaks a kiss on your lips

“I love you YN,”

“I love you too Hobi, can you please let go of me though, the pancakes are burning,”

“No, I love you too much,”

Namjoon

Namjoon’s favorite hugs are bear hugs

After long days he loves engulfing you in his arms

He loves when your arms wrap around him returning the same forcefulness he gives you

He always laughs when you strain to try and pick him up in a tight hug,

Usually retaliating by lifting you off the ground.

He loves squeezing the life out of you,

He feels as if the forcefulness shows all his love

“Namjoon you’re suffocating me,

“Suffocating you with love”

“SUFFOCATING ME WITH YOUR ARMS,”

“Shhhhh,”

Jimin

Jimin loves holding you tight

He loves when he can pick you up when he holds you

Your legs wrapping around him as he pulls you closer

He loves peppering your face with kisses as he hugs you,

Loves pressing his nose against yours,

Tapping your cheeks lovingly,

He loves holding you more than anything

Loves proving his strengthTM by doing so in front of other people

His favorite thing to do however is make you laugh while he holds you

He loves seeing your eyes crinkle,

Your lips forming into a smile as he laughs a long with you

“You’re cute when you laugh you know that?

Taehyung

Taehyung’s favorite hugs are the ones where he sweeps you off your feet

Literally.

He loves hugging you tightly, picking you up off the ground

Spinning you as your arms wrap around him,

Your legs wrapping around his torso as he lets out a giddy laugh

And tells you how much he loves you

He loves how happy you get when he tells you this,

How you give him a smile, as he sets you down

Whenever he sets you down he loves to place a kiss in your lips

Pulling you close

Only to pick you up and spin you once more

Jungkook

He loved the hugs where he could pull you close

Look into your eyes and get lost in them

He loved the hugs you could have, where both your breathings would get in sync,

And he’d just hold you there,

Looking at you lovingly as you leaned towards him,

Pressing a kiss against his lips as his arms pulled you closer,

His hands trailing down your back as he holds you tightly,

Whispering in your ear how much he loves you

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소울-메이트 Soul Meiteu -Masterlist

Part 1 -  Your night at a concert turns into a dream come true experience. All you have to do, is take his hand.

Part 2-  Group chats, hanging out, and dance practice

Part 3 -  In which hanging out for the day turns into staying the night

Part 4-  Or that one time important matters are discussed and completely misunderstood

Part 5-   sleepovers, hangovers, and remembering that boys are boys and nature does it’s thing

Part 6 - first time behind the scenes and being reminded that they are still Idols

Part 7- coming soon

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Pairings: Taehyung x Reader ~ Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Angst / Fluff

Word Count: 2.1k

A/N: Hello again! I’m really happy you’re liking the story so far. I think it will have around 8 parts, so now I leave you with the sixth one. Let me know what you think :)

Part 5.2

Part 6.

Jimin came back to the dorms the next morning. He had seen you from afar the moment he crossed the door looking for you, and wasted no time in running towards you as you were getting inside a taxi. He managed to stop you from closing the door just in time, getting inside the car with you. He tried his best to comfort you, not really knowing what to do since you were just a crying mess that couldn’t stop sobbing for the love of God. He tried to make you go back to the dorms, to convince you to change your plane ticket, he tried everything in his power, but you were not giving in. So he decided to just be a good friend and keep you company that night at the airport, while you waited for your flight.

He closed the door behind him, taking in how quiet everything was. Yoongi called him from the sofa, where he and Hoseok were drinking a cup of coffee. “Where’s Y/N?” he asked. Jimin simply shrugged, his face letting both his friends know how sorry he was for not being able to make you stay.

“She wouldn’t come back, so I just kept her company during the night” he lamented sitting on the smaller couch next to them. “She left an hour ago”.

Everything went quiet again, his hyungs sipping on their coffees being the only sound filling the room. Neither of them knowing the right words to say.

“What happened last night?” the younger one asked, looking around. Because of the atmosphere in the dorms he knew something had gone completely wrong after he left. It was odd not having any kind of movement in the dorms at this hour. Where was everyone?

“You don’t wanna kno–“

“Jungkook kissed Y/N” Hoseok cut Yoongi off. Jimin nodded, letting him know he already knew that, of course you had told him everything last night. “And when you left, Taehyung somehow figured it out and went straight to Kookie’s room.”

“I had never seen him so mad, it honestly scared me” Yoongi added, Hobi nodding by his side. “We ran after him to, you know, try to control things…”

“When we got to his room Tae was holding Jungkook by his collar” it was Hobi’s time to speak again. Jimin’s jaw fell open. Were they talking about the same Taehyung? “We managed to break them apart in time though, so nothing else happened besides them both screaming at each other” he finished.

Everything was so fucked up. There had never been that kind of fight between any of them before. They had an agreement of never going to sleep without talking things out after an argument, but last night that didn’t happen – it was impossible for it to happen. Normally all of them would’ve sat down together to talk, finding a way to solve whatever had happened, but that night things had been different.

Taehyung had gone to Jungkook’s room looking for answers, and he got them all. Jungkook had told him everything. Everything from how utterly in love he was with you, to how he had kissed you that day you were both alone at the dorms, ending with how he had told you to leave. And Taehyung didn’t know what hurt him more. He was mad at himself for hurting his friend for so long without realising it, and he was mad at Jungkook for taking you away from him. Jungkook was hurt and mad overall. That being the reason things escalated so quickly. Both of them crying, screaming at each other, letting their feelings get the worst of them. Saying things they couldn’t take back. It wasn’t something that could be fixed that easily.

“Where are they?” Jimin asked.

“Tae stayed with Namjoon in his room, I don’t think he’s stopped crying ever since Y/N left. Jungkook is in his room with Jin.” Hobi sipped on his cup again.

Jimin just nodded, hating the way things were turning out. When did things get so out of hand?

Almost two months later, things showed no sign of getting any better. Jungkook and Tae’s relationship consisted now mainly on the one they had because of BTS, having to keep an act in front of the cameras and the fans, not wanting any kind of attention being dragged into all their drama. The moment they crossed the dorms’ front door, they were complete strangers. They wouldn’t even stand in the same room together and it was really taking a toll on everyone else.

On his side, Jungkook was trying his best to get over you, not once did he write you to see how you were doing, even though he was dying to do so, to tell you how sorry he was, how he should’ve tried to fix things that night you had gone to his room, but he was just too hurt at that moment, blaming everything on you and not thinking about his words before saying them out loud. He also missed his hyung. Things might have been so damn different if he hadn’t reacted that way towards you that night.

Taehyung, on the other hand, texted you almost daily. Some days he would ask you why you had to leave him like that. Some days he would beg you to come back. Some of them he would hate you for hurting him so much. Some others he would tell you how much he loved you. He would even text you to tell you about something he saw that reminded him of you. He missed you like hell. He needed to have you back. Everything felt so unfair because you didn’t even leave because of something any of you both did. It was because of Jungkook. And you wouldn’t come back because of Jungkook. For that, just looking at the maknae made his blood start boiling.

You were trying to move on from everything, burying yourself in your studies so you could think about anything but the two boys whose hearts you had broke. You kept in touch with Jimin mostly, who would keep you updated on everything going on there, which made all this moving on thing way harder, but you didn’t stop him because you needed to know how the guys were doing. And if Jimin’s texts made everything harder, Taehyung’s just left you hanging there not being able to move on at all. You wouldn’t always reply to him, the obvious way to getting over each other being not keeping in contact. However, whenever he wrote you he loved you, you wrote it back. Not once had you not replied to that. It was wrong and you knew it, leading him on, but you did love him so much and you couldn’t let him believe you didn’t. He was going to stop saying it at some point and that was when you were going to stop as well, even if you loved him still.

After a few days without knowing anything about things back in Korea and the boys, you started to think things were finally looking up.

Wrong.

As you were on your way home from your university, your phone vibrated with a new text. Jimin. “Taehyung and Jungkook got into a fight today at dance practice. Kook accidentaly bumped into Tae and he went off. Can you please talk some sense into him?” you read.

A sigh left your mouth as you rested your head on the bus’ window, closing your eyes. You would call Jimin when you got home so he could explain everything better. However, your phone started ringing the moment you got down from the bus and started walking to your house. You ignored it the first time, thinking it was Jimin and you would call him anyway once you got inside your home. It rang a second time as you were taking the keys out of your bag. You hurried inside and took out your phone, answering without bothering to look at the caller’s ID.

“Jimin! Sorry for ignoring you, I was walking home and was just ab–“

“I’m not Jimin” your knees went weak at the sound of that deep voice you loved so much. The line went quiet. It was the first time in two months you heard each other’s voices. You had texted, yes, but you always denied his calls. You didn’t even listen to his voice mails. You really should’ve looked who was calling before answering.

“Taehyung” your voice betrayed you, letting him know how much his call afected you. You cleared your throat. “Are you okay? I heard you and Jungkook got into a fight today” he sighed on the other side.

“I’m fine. I mean, my eyebrow is bleeding but apart f–“

“It was a physical fight?!” you practically screamed. When Jimin told you they got into a fight you thought it was them mainly screaming at each other and saying things they would regret later. But this? Taehyung wasn’t the kind of guy who would start a fight out of nowhere. “Are you out of your mind, Kim Taehyung? You could’ve got hurt! Are you sure you’re okay? Is Jungkook okay?”

He smiled feeling miserable as ever, God, he even missed you scolding him whenever he did something wrong. “Both of us are fine, I just…” he sighed again and you felt him pacing around, probably in his room. There was silence for a bit and you felt the way his breathing became uneven, your heart tightening at that. “I need you. Can you please come back to me?” he begged.

“Tae…” you started. There was nothing you wanted more in the world. “I told you already that I can’t” you said softly.

“Please?” he asked again.

“We shouldn’t even be talking anymore” you added, ignoring his request.

“Don’t you love me anymore?” by the sound of his voice, you could tell he was really starting to believe that. Him thinking you didn’t love him anymore made your heart ache. Maybe agreeing with him would make things easier, he would just stop trying, wasn’t that the whole point anyway? But you didn’t want to keep hurting him, and you didn’t know what would hurt him more – if telling him you didn’t love him anymore or telling him you did love him but either way you were not going back to him.

“I do love you” you went with the last one. “You have no idea how much I love you and I’m pretty sure I will never stop doing so” you heard him sniffle, breaking your heart a little bit more.

“Then why won’t you come back to me?” he cried. “We didn’t do anything wrong, baby, why are we even apart from each other?” it was now your time to sniffle, noticing just then you had started crying as well. He was right. But things were more complicated than that, and there was still someone stopping you from going back.

“Jungk–“

“Is he why you’re not coming back?” he interrupted you mid sentence, not wanting to listen to the answer you had been about to give him. His voice sounded even more hurt than it did before, if that was even possible. He knew already the maknae was the main reason, but actually hearing it from you… it made him go mad. He had hoped there was something else stopping you, something he could actually fix. Something that wasn’t another guy.

“I can’t keep hurting him” you tried to reason with him. His scoff letting you know he clearly couldn’t understand.

“So instead you hurt me” he stated. You froze, realising how wrong your wording had sounded.

“You know it’s not like that” your voice came out weaker than you wanted to.

“No, I get it” the coldness on his voice made your heart ache even more, not being used to that tone of his being directed towards you. “You’re clearly choosing him over me if you care so much about his feelings that you’re willing to throw our relationship away. I won’t bother you anymore” with that being said, he hung up on you.

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