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Fanfiction is free therapy, except the therapist is making you suffer on purpose and you're thanking them in the comments.

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I had too much caffeine and was up all night doing these I hope u guys like it I have more in drafts :D

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OH MY SHAYLA

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it’s genuinely wild how often weak hero gets reduced to "bromance,” like the story is just about a particularly intense friendship and not something far more complicated, far more intimate. this isn't just shippers projecting. this isn't just wishful thinking. you don’t need the director and cast members repeatedly claiming that suho and sieun are each other's first love to interpret that on your own. the narrative already tells you—quietly, devastatingly, and with absolute clarity.

the queer subtext isn’t subtle. it’s not hidden in glances or throwaway lines. it’s built into the structure of their relationship, in every decision they make. suho knew beomseok had tampered with his bike. that wasn’t just bullying; it was a premeditated act of violence. he knew what kind of danger he was walking into when he went to the ring, and he went anyway. alone. outnumbered. no illusions. he knew he could die. but he went. because they hurt sieun. because sieun got hurt for him.

that’s their language. not confession, but action. not sentiment, but sacrifice. die for each other. kill for each other.

and sieun, who had always been defined by his discipline, his detachment, his spotless academic record? he lets himself spiral. he got expelled. stopped eating. stopped sleeping. stopped going to cram school. when he found out suho was in critical condition, he froze in the middle of the street and didn’t move, even with a car speeding toward him. as if life without suho wasn’t a life worth returning to.

he came back from a coma asking for suho, looking for him. suho was already in one because of him. they revolve around each other like twin stars caught in gravity’s pull—self-destructive, unstoppable, and impossibly close. love doesn’t always look like romance, but that doesn’t make it less real. or less queer.

so no, it’s not just a bromance. and if that’s all you see—if you can watch all of that and not feel the weight of what’s being said without words? then i'm sorry, but you’ve missed the entire point.

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There's not enough fics under jealous Ahn Suho tag for me, need some good food after the S2 ending😭

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they’re making me crazier

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All the torso animated studies.

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“Didn’t you try to kill him?”

“The greatest thing we can do in life…”

“…is find the power to forgive.”

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I guess the real glorious evolution was the homoerotic yearning we made along the way

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heartbreak

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episode 2 of trauma code is so gay

• jaewon really have 2 man fight over him

• kanghyuk asking help from lesbian nurse jangmi how to woo jaewon, "he said no. he's playing hard to get"

• kanghyuk RUNNING to dr han office to interrupt their meeting

• kanghyuk listening to jangmi advise to sprinkle compassion in his words

• kanghyuk cheering internally when jaewoon chooses trauma

• kanghyuk telling jaewon "I won't let you work them all by yourself" = "you are not alone i am with you"( jaewon also smiling ear to ear at that)

• Kanghyuk revealing why he chosed jaewon (also implying how he always observed jaewon)

• jaewon promising he won't disappoint him

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It feels like there’s so many more fics where Vi is the “womaniser” or “fuckboy” when CANONICALLY it is Caitlyn “snuck girls in through her window” Kiramman

LET CAITLYN KIRAMMAN GET GIRLS

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walk with me: cait and vi showing up at the same bar and having either make-up or hate sex

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gryffindor class of ‘98!

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Tim adopting Kojo🥹? That's their son !!!

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Watching the ep where Lucy gets buried, my chenford heart just😭❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF? Halfway through S2 and googled something and NoW I spoiled myself about what happens to Jackson???