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Honestly, not eating isn’t the hard part for me. It’s the waiting. Every moment of the day I just want it to be over: so I can go to sleep, wake up, and get back on the scale, so it can tell me I’m one step closer.

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sometimes I just want to drink until I can’t see but then I remember how fucking many calories are in alcohol

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I wish that non-ed sufferers would one day understand just how horribly personal eating disorders are. It’s not just “oh I’m not hungry”, it’s waking up and the first thing on your mind is weight and food, going to sleep planning the food you’d eat the next day, having nightmares about fear foods, cancelling so many plans because you’ve overthought all the food that would be there and now you’ve had a panic attack, feeling so exhausted you can hardly put a sentence together but still forcing yourself to do a workout, having an unexplainable fear of weight gain and when it does happen the further into your own head and eating disorder you fall.

I’m sorry that I can’t just “eat a cheeseburger”, trust me I’ve been thinking about one for months. I just so deeply wish there was more sensitivity and understanding around eating disorders.

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You think that eating it is gonna make you feel better, but every time it just makes you sadder, angrier, disappointed, So what’s the point? The hungrier I am the most comfort i feel.