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those who seek change

Aren’t afraid of unchanged

With time took actions

Yet actions can deplete time

One who loves more then himself

Knows the downside of not being loved

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It was time i realized

I accepted everything everyone threw at me

So understanding and compromising

When i spoke of my feelings

I felt wrong

Wish i had the love

Someone who understood me

Maybe i didn’t need to speak anymore

It was time to move on

Just like before and now

They all act the same

Produce all the love you want

In the end you only care for yourselves

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I couldn’t speak to you anymore yet you swore how understanding you was then i realized the only love supporting here was mine . It was for me to go in a space of acceptance and provide my love from afar .

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maybe you weren’t the one for me but deep down I wanted you to be

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I will never forgive myself for the way I begged you to love me.

-Poetry At Most

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You ( I) were killing yourself

Very much slowly

I could hear the sound of my heart

My eyes moving slow

Yet the reactions shutting down

Maybe i was okay with this

I don’t know let me tell it

Don’t fall again

I had nothing else to give

Just damaged heart

Hoping to feel love again

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I wonder did i lose the urge to write

Maybe i was hurting more

I felt these poems more then ever

At this time i was drowning

I become quiet

More silence

I didn’t know anymore

Just the point of living to the next day

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as man who is learning

I took my sadness to the table with a fork

They ate what i had yet left with fork

brought my sadness to the restaurant

Yet i was left with nothing

But a expensive bill

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Unspoken Sinner

1. The place of default where the bad has came

I wonder who is bringing such shame

I’d say his name again

Maybe i knew

Maybe i didn’t

Maybe it wasn’t a he

Maybe she

Never knowing the gender

I don’t know why i felt hurt

I didn’t understand

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I placed the greatest answer is in people

Instead you doing it just because

I started to ask myself why

What’s my end goal here

To make someone else comfortable

Yet

Was i okay with what was happening

To see what’s on the other side

I didn’t even care about it

Slowly i started to see why

Those who left

I’m the point of staying gone

I slowly progressed

Where gone never to be found

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Pinnacle of salvation , you must find peace when dealing with hurt . If you let a place of hurt consume you then the peace engulfs in rage .

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Nobody knew how much you was hurting but you kept the smile and proceeds to move forward , everything will come back to you .

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I find it pointless placing a answer on those people who don’t respond yet expect a answer out of you . No need to suggest someone is mad or feeling away . You gave genuine effort and sometimes people only like to abuse it . The same distant moment they realize of what they no longe have .

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If there is someone who gives you the attention and effort you ask for , you don’t hurt them . In this time period it’s hard to find someone who wants to show you genuine love . When you find that special person you should cherish them .

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I don’t believe in people are a product of their own environment , everyone has a choice . You either shape your mind for something better or you fall back to the emptiness of a toxic environment .