Girl (I think). She/yip/kit/idol or just any pronouns really idc. No I don't support Nicole she's just relatable af
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Born to genuinely hope they feel the worst kind of pain imaginable forced to pretend that I hope they feel comfortable
#Sometimes when I see someone who brings nothing but pain and then bitch and whine because “you wouldn't understand” I can't help but#Wish their parents used contraceptives or some shit#“I deserve a space where I can romanticize mental illness!!!”#Genuinely you could not do anything with your life and you would be contributing more to society#I'm serious#If it's “ruining your life” or some shit then you probably need to find literally anything else to do#I have shitty parents. I was homeless once. One time I thought I was going to die from starvation.#My therapists never helped all that much and I'm still a hate-filled person with nothing but spite#Idc how much harm this mentality creates because it won't even amount to HALF the pain I see this SHED/Jirai accounts make#You guys are the reason people kill themselves#Well not entirely#I'm sure fuckheads like me also push people to suicide (something I'm not proud of btw)#But at least I'm not making it like this glamorous “UwU so aesthetic” thing#I know wishing pain on others is bad and all#But I have went through worse than any of you guys could probably imagine#Be kicked out by your parents and be on the brink of death#AND THEN come back to me about how people reporting Jirai accounts cause the most pain#I know I'm straight up traumadumping but damn#You guys are insufferable I think I genuinely hate you all#Because I KNOW the only reason you have an ED account is because you wouldn't know the pain of how it feels to almost die from food-relate#Problems. One of my closest friends almost died because of her bulimia and I see you guys genuinely supporting this shit like it's#Some fucking aesthetic#Fucking privileged bourgeois all of you#I swear the only people who have sense here are the people who actually suffered the most#Rant#Negativity#Menhera#Tagging this menhera because I know fucked up people like me would take solace in this deranged rant#And if they don't I hope they wake up to their nonsense#Not tagging this Jirai though because even though this is mainly about them and their white asses I don't want to possibly trigger anyone
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Anyone who's told someone to kill themselves needs to learn to stfu like how would you like it if someone told you to kill yourself
"I hate them and want them to die" we all do, me especially, but you don't see me wishing death on literal strangers you dipshit
#actually mentally ill#negativity#menhera#jiraiblr#rant#mental illness#jiraiblogging#jirai lifestyle#landmineblr#jirai kei
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Talked to people and realized how much I hate everyone actually

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An eye for an eye makes the world go blind, but it's better than the seeing holding power.
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Bruh
#actually mentally ill#Mental illness#Fuck abelism#Genuinely I hate it and everything it stands for. I hate the second poster omg shit like this is why people don't take us seriously UUUUGH#bashing my head against the wall#menhera
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"Block don't report" whoopsie my hand slipped. Fucker.
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I don't have Twitter (wouldn't be posting this if I did) but my friend who follows this Jirai confession showed me this and omg some of y'all need to go outside... Someone's a little mean on the internet and promotes bad things (which is fucked up don't get me wrong do NOT do that) and suddenly they deserved to get doxxed. Fucking get over yourself dude YOU'RE the wannabe mean girl tf do you mean

#Fuck this person#Idgaf#if it's a “confession” thing#It's public so I get to talk shit#Clearly they've never had their safety at stake#Which is a good thing everyone deserves to be safe#But wtf man#actually mentally ill#jiraiblr#Tagging this again because it's Jirai related but I'm not a landmine#I don't think so at least#menhera
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People who unironically romanticize (not struggle with, not vent about, I mean actively encouraging) SHED just stop. I don't care if it's a "Jirai" or "Menhera" thing. Self harm and eating disorders aren't cute and it's just perpetuating an abelist/misogynistic/etc cycle get your SHIT together
#actually mentally ill#negativity#?#menhera#rant#jiraiblr#Tagging this Jirai because some of y'all must see this#If someone wants me to explain why SHED is abelist and other stuff I'm happy to explain in another post
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Probably just a joke and I'm misconstruing this heavily, but I find it quite interesting that other NSO (regardless of gender) fans tend to romanticize mental illness a lot, when the game itself is literally an antithesis to that culture. In order to get the good ending you literally have to get Ame off the internet and get her to find out that there's a life beyond worsening your own condition for likes and views.
how are u a nso fan and you make fun of shedtwt broo thats your favv
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God people IRL are insufferable. You can tell someone you have BPD/EUPD and they'll immediately think you're some "possessive crazy bitch" or even worse, "a yandere", and it's all because of the romanticization and misrepresentation of mental illness. Next they're gonna think all autistic people want to be pampered and can't take care of themselves (oh WAIT.)
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I don't crave negativity, I don't want to be negative, but shit man it's all around me. I can barely go to school without overhearing some assholes or even having the displeasure of talking to them. Even when I journal it all down I can't help but cringe whenever I feel better. I want to be positive so hard that it gets kinda toxic and others have told me that.
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It's kinda sad because I pretend to be this positive girl that just wants to spread love and happiness but I'm the farthest thing from that. Not that I'm sad about it but if I'm being honest it is kinda weird that I pretend to be somebody I want to be but am really not. Maybe one day I'll be better enough to where I can abandon this account.
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The menhera community isn't what it used to be. It went from actual solidarity to "Hey guys here's how to starve yourself because fuck healing!! Suffering isn't real if you don't constantly sabotage yourself!" And I know some fucks are gonna be like "That's what real mental illness is like" and okay?? That doesn't excuse actively romanticizing mental illness. Being a vile human being isn't "being actually mentally ill" fuck off please. ESPECIALLY targeted at SHED people stop romanticizing that shit please it's not that hard. The Japanese Jirais would be disappointed in you being so mean to others and telling them to kill themselves. Solidarity my ASS if this is what's considered "awareness" then that's some BS.
(I mean I say that but I made this stupid blog instead of just leaving it be)
#Negativity#actually mentally ill#Menhera#Rant#It's one thing to vent about your struggles but it's another thing to promote it
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This fallen angel has made an account to show her true self because all she does is spout bullshit otherwise
I'd like to call myself a "creative" but really I just regurgitate self-indulgent ideas. Also I talk shit a lot here so be careful
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