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quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

��   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

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{{ who’s watching the finale live y’all? i am. omg. send help! }}

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{{ hello all! i don’t know if anyone much is still here, but i’m looking to finally come back here and revamp this place, start fresh in some cases and then continue others. gonna kick this double ear infection i have and then try to get here thursday if not sooner. much love to you all! }}

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@wexarethewalkingxdead | Shane Walsh

{{ this definitely them }}

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@wexarethewalkingxdead | Happy Father’s Day, Shane. Papa. Love of my life, of all of our lives. We wouldn’t be us without you. Love, Mama, Wade, Billy and Dani.

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“ur up early” bold of you to assume i’ve slept

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@wexarethewalkingxdead | Shane

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It's Friendship Friday! I just wanted to let you know that I couldn't be more happy that you and I met all those years ago and that we're still friends today. You're just perfect, and remember that I'm always gonna love and adore you!

{{ i’m not crying. you’re crying. or there’s a branch in my eye... or something. anyways this was a really nice thing to come back here to. i’ve been really tormented about coming back here... for reasons... and really emotional every time i log in. and this was really kind. thank you my dear. <33 }}

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空: Did you ever throw up after one roller coaster ride or a few? ☆: Have you ever played games such as ‘Spin the Bottle’?

           @wexarethewalkingxdead

“Alrigh’ Tracker... Looks like we’re gettin’ int’all the shit, t’night, huh?” She smirks slyly before settling in next to him, her pregnant belly large enough now to drape her hand over. It seems effortless as she does it because it literally was without forethought. Natural. Like breathing. “Ah’threw up after every damn one. Naw! M’serious... No foolin’.” She laughs softly but fully, looking over at him as she continues. “Ah’was never a roller coaster girl. Fearless’n a lot o’ things but never more ‘fraid’n when ah’was goin’ close t’the speed o’ light...” Her face sobered for a moment. “Ah’always was a creature o’ the earth, Daryl.” She suddenly smiles again. “Made a mess all o’er Tommy Sullivan’s shoes though, an’ he was an asshole’s asshole s’...all’n all was damn well worth it.”

She paused and leans her head back against the sofa before rolling it to the side and her temple rests on his shoulder. “Spin the bottle was a waste o’ damn time. Always landed on somebody ya never really liked like tha’...least fer me.” She looked at him from the corner of her eyes, sheepish. “S’yeah... Ah’wasted time on it once. Alrigh’ twice! But no’ no more, ah’swear...” She smirked, chuckling. “How ‘bout you?”

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Darling Tracker - @wexarethewalkingxdead

the new style

second drawing/editing

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{{ hey y’all... i know i haven’t been around much. sorry about that... ummm... i am gonna be cutting threads with a bunch of people i had been writing with here because i’ve kept you waiting long enough, and i don’t feel right about that. but it doesn’t mean i don’t wanna continue something... or maybe fresher? so if you’d like to keep anything going between us leave a note or something... and i’ll try to get around to it when i get back on in a few days... thanks for understanding. }}

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NSFW ASKS (Ohgod why)

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Shane & Bobby -

You walked into my life like you had always lived there, like my heart was a home built just for you.  ( ❤ for a moodboard about our muses’ relationship) || @prettymuchdeadalready