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Day 38?
I have no idea why it's so hard for me to remember what day I'm on. Let's just say it's mid week six. Man today was a bummer. I've started to get super sensitive the week before my period. I know most of you are thinking duh. But honestly I've never gotten super sensitive. I just get ditzy. But today my senior manager made an comment about my language (in a very nice and jokey way he's seriously a nice guy) but I've been thinking about it all night long. Like why the hell cant I behave like a nice polite human at work. Instead I'm Gurger from the fucking dumpster. Also I may have missed a dead line. 馃槴I didn't remember until this evening and I won't know for sure tomorrow. But I'm pretty sure I'm fucked. In other news weight is 273 even. It was a fight guys. I think I'm battling period bloat here and it is not pretty. She will not defeat me! But it's hard cause I'm pretty fucking hungry. I really hope everyone is doing well with their fit goals. You guys inspire me not to lay on the couch everyday!
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Day 37
Weight: 274.2 Mood: mildly annoyed. Damn. It was the weekend I'm tellin ya. It honestly wasn't even that I ate crap food. It was all super healthy stuff since I was at my Dads all weekend. It was just that I ate so much more than I normally do during the week. Like I just have a banana for breakfast but at their house it was scrambled eggs and meat. Like I said good stuff but just more than I meant to. Cause I was fucking hungry. However I totally except that to change tomorrow as I kept myself in check today (no pillow cookies!) and I pushed it to the next level on the elliptical tonight. Ready to go and see below 270 by the end of this week!
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