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Alternative movie poster for Carrie (1976) by Peter Strain

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wikipedia no longer being anywhere near the top of search results when looking up anything feels eviscerating

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hello writers.

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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feeling oppressed by a word limit again

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“National teacher shortage” is a fun way of saying that the USA has made a passion driven job so ungodly inhospitable that even people who “just care about teaching, not the money” don’t even care about teaching anymore.

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new midori sour chapter up, you can read it while i collapse face first on a fainting couch and enjoy the freedom of not having to think about it for another month

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you ever just stop and find yourself thinking about that guy in indiana jones that can reach through people’s sternum to pull their still beating heart out of their chest?

yeah me neither

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a while ago, i recommended A Particular Set of Skills by zerospoons_onlyknives, and i am just doubling down on my own rec with a scene i still haven't stopped thinking about [the fic features real weapons obvsly, i just... didn't 😌]

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✨spideypool fic rec✨

A Particular Set of Skills by zerospoons_onlyknives

72k/rated E

Wade Wilson, an enhanced mercenary for a shadowy black ops organization, gets a new handler.

hello, i am back with another fic rec that hooked me like a little fish. if you like:

complicated non-traditionally romantic relationships informed by (understatement) ptsd

thinking about the way trauma can simplify you into a sort of animal

everything being so very serious but also marvelously funny

extended dog metaphors

ultraviolence as a love language

a character having such a strong hold over another that even existing as just a voice in their ear is cataclysmic

remembering that, at the end of the day, peter parker is just some little asshole from queens

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When i say enemies to lovers i do not mean "rude to each other to lovers" I need atleast 2.5 murder attempts

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made my january update to Midori Sour just under the wire

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The Thing (1982)

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big brother is now serving me ads to market the book i haven’t written so at least someone has faith in me

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writing? oh, i’m definitely writing. in my head. during the most inconvenient times. like in the shower or when i’m about to fall asleep. actual typing? no, no, we don’t do that here.

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Did you delete cagey tigers?? I just caught up on midori sour and i was like "alrighty time to catch up on the kitty cat story" and then i couldn't freaking find it on ao3, and then i remembered the name, still couldn't find it, so I looked it up and was like I THOUGHT THAT WAS THEM!! NO KITTY CAT STORY??????? Absolutely devastating, but I support your reasons, whatever they may be

I did. I’m kind of sorry and also kind of not? It was a fun fic that I was writing to fuck around and I just didn’t want to fuck around anymore.

I hate having unfinished works out there (and it’s also one of my weaker fics) so… /draws thumb across throat/

Thank you for loving it while it existed though!