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#Indigo

An orphan to your mind you sit in silence and think. Her deep indigo colored eyes start to tremble an the deep ocean you carry within becomes a storm, And soon her mystical indigo eyes turn in into a waterfall of emotion, you can't hold it all inside as you sit in silence. A silent tear made of indigo crystals breaks the silence as she fades to the stars. The nurse enters the room and all you hear is the crying of the living, as you hold her you realize, she got her indigo eyes

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Golden Wings

I am sure angels exist, I know one, it’s the blood in my dead heart, the soul in my empty vessel and the shine in my eyes. Not perfect in any sense, but it takes imperfection to create something so beautiful. The world goes dark when you spread your wings, so you decide to keep on the ground and help those in need, yet when I look in your eyes, I can see what rests within, the most perfect creature the universe has created, waiting to be activated , waiting to feel safe in the arms of worthy one. It takes chaos to compensate your spark of madness, but chaos isn’t just a mess, chaos follows its own rules, rules that are not written anywhere , rules that no one understand but chaos itself. A heart full of pain and chaos is not lost, it follows its own cycle and only a similar heart of chaos will be able to understand what lies within.

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Soothing touch

As you hold my hand I feel my heart becoming warm, I feel the blood in my veins go faster and my fears fading, my vision gets blurry because I know I am safe around you. I give in to your warming soul as I lay on your chest and head nothing but the beautiful beat of your heart. Your heart seems to play a magical rhythm, because I soon fell asleep and when I woke up you were still there holding my hand and running your fingers through my hair, you smiled at me and I knew This is what I want, this is the gift life gave me and never will I do anything to harm that gift, since nothing is making this world be worth while more than you.

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When I grow up

"ꜱᴏɴ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴜᴘ", ʜᴇ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ. "ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴜᴘ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ ᴅᴀᴅ, ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ", ʜɪꜱ ꜱᴏɴ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ɪɴ ᴀ ʟᴏᴡ ᴛᴏɴᴇ. "ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴀɴ, ʜᴏᴡ ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴏɴᴇ ?", "ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴏʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴏɴʟʏ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴀᴅ, ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ�� ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱʜɪᴠᴇʀɪɴɢ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ɢᴏɴᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴡʜʏ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ ᴅᴀᴅ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.... ɪ- ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏɴᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ, ɪ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ɪ ᴛʀɪᴘ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴇᴇᴍꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ.", ʜɪꜱ ᴅᴀᴅ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ʜɪᴍ ɪɴ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ. ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʜᴇ ʀᴇᴘʟɪᴇᴅ: "ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ꜱᴏɴ, ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ, ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ᴅᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ?", "ɴᴏ ᴅᴀᴅ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ , ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅɪᴅ."

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ɪ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴘʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴇxᴛ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ʏᴇᴀ ɪ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ, ʏᴇᴀ ɪ ꜱᴀᴡ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ʟɪᴇ (ᴅᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀ) ᴏʜʜ, ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴ' ᴜᴘ, ʙɪᴛᴄʜ ᴏʜʜ, ꜱʜɪᴛ ɪ ᴘʀᴏʟʟʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ

guccihighwaters (Can’t you see I had enough)

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Discord Server soon!

We are currently working on a server for everyone who loves to write, illustrate or create. It will soon be launched feel free to stay and listen ~

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Sunset

As the sun goes to rest, the chains around my heart loosen their tight grip and the demons on my chest give me room to breath, my mind finally starts to  slow down. Falling to the ground I pray, I pray for the day I can hold you close to come soon, I pray for you to rescue me from my misery and remove the chains that keep me on the ground. I want to be free , I want to fly and see the world, yet without you I only got a single wing and fall as soon as I raise my head too high. As the moon starts to greet the animals of the night I can see it, I can see it as clear as the water in the great oceans, formed by the light of the stars, the silence of the night and the beauty of the nature. It was you, standing in the open field and giving me the light in the dark I always needed.