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「 Buck-Tick + Elements 」

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"Here I came to be Your reach into the far On the stellar sea Cut in little stars"

Shoemaker - Nightwish

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Black wool riding habit, 1880-1889, Swedish.

By Augusta Lundin.

Worn by Irma von Geijer.

Hallwylska museet.

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Water is emotion, the salt must be there to help with the flow ✨

Khalil Gibran

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To write again I had to go back, back into the primal days.

A moment in time, when I first discovered I could play the keyboard in school almost effortlessly without knowing what I was doing, then I was gifted one at 12 years old because I wanted to be like Tuomas, I was never like him, I'm more of a mess that can sing alongside while moving the fingers planning how to play a song in the moment.

This now is a return to my muses, for inspiration and for better days in my memory.

Is it strange going back to artists you loved before with all your heart but forgot a bit about them? and then you re-discover them with certain innocence but also wisdom as if it was from past lives.

Singing the songs with a nostalgic brain.

[Photos from 2019 playing the keyboards/ violin/ backing vocals for a band I was asked to participate for a while]

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Just another day, I find joy in little things, things that are slightly invisible sometimes.

I thought I wouldn't laugh yesterday but I did, I was honest, I'm not here to look into the the deep well and regret things I can't control. I went back to my roots, my core, to heal, much further back than ever before, it's quiet here and calm, it brings childlike imagination and self-love.

People only interest me if they give me peace, space and time, otherwise I'm not interested. Nature gives me peace and I aim to go back there soon enough.

Loneliness is a sad condition but being alone is a cure for many illnesses.

I'll travel this road, alone.

"Story of your life

Time of solitude and strife

Freedom of an open road

Hope and many miles to go

Promises to keep

Countless gold fields to reap

To be rich is to seek

To relive a memory"

A Lifetime of Adventure by Tuomas Holopainen

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behold!

the great golden-ing 🌞✨🌾

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I'd like to hug them all, especially Yuta

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すべてにありがとうBUCK-TICK

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The Day in Question Pamphlet (2004) P.1

Credit is appreciated

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Breakfast = my favourite meal

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A store of mannequins

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Strong emotions are confusing, loosing control makes me feel guilty. I would love to be carefree and flow at my own pace but every now and then people make me feel so tired and I feel it's better to be alone for a while. I do know what I want but sometimes I find myself doing the opposite of what I intended, I guess it's human nature