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I love you so so bad.

Like even when you make me mad

Although lately it’s been more sad

It’s still love and it’s real

I just asked for time to heal .

I never declared to end our quest

I made a small request

I couldn’t have guessed

What would come next

Because I love you bad.

But I know this was for the best

And I know you’re that you’re mad

Somethings we can’t change

I love you but you hurt me

Now I mostly feel rage

Like the pure kind.

Like your truths

Our loves evolved

I love you so so bad

But I love me worst

-b.s

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I WANNA MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR I DO NOT DISLIKE ANYONE IN THE LGBTQIA+ COMMUNITY OKAY…

BUT JOJO SIWA IS SOMETHING ELSE OKAY.

My problem with her is not the fact that she is a lesbian. But the fact she stood behind two predators (if you know the tea then you know I am not gonna explain that shit here)

My problem is she has blamed victims and not her so called creepy friends behavior.

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After all I’ve gone through with this person

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I should be enjoying my fucking Christmas. Is it wrong for me to ask someone what they wanted me to do with the stuff they left at someone’s house

Like it blows my mind that she even says this to me because I see her long ass post and I’m not expecting an answer right away like just tell me your busy and that you’ll call later

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Looking back on all the trauma I have endured this year has made me realize that some of y’all ain’t shit and you will never be anything but scum to me

No thank you to the following people

Dustin Jakes no thanks to you my ptsd flares up every time I get a text

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I AM EXTREMELY DONE WITH SHITTY PEOPLE.

You call me your friend but you go behind my back and say yes to a date with a guy I like and have liked well befor you came in to the picture. Yet you said yes….. you are a back stabbing bitch and you said yet again nothing and that to me speaks louder than words and I could never trust you or anyone like you

YOU AINT SHIT BTW YOU UGLY AS FUCK

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I do not appreciate being put on spot. I genuinely wasn’t ready to talk about the situation that occurred and that I felt my friend out of frustration had to talk about it immediately. I had told her ahead of time that I wasn’t all that ready to talk about it and I wouldn’t say much. Now I am in an uncomfortable situation

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My family ain’t shit just because I wanted to see my brother on a day you had scheduled to hangout doesn’t mean I am gonna over stay my welcome you suck stupid bitch and I wasn’t gonna argue with you but it’s cool imma just deal with your ass later

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I went from being sad to being angry and that scares me because the people that say they care about me don’t really care

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I don’t understand why people need to say there freaking piece to me assuming I am not ready to go to war over it

Like if you don’t like what I am saying move the fuck along like I am not backing down

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You know what pisses me the fuck off I swear to the gods above that I can’t go any where with my guy friends without people assuming that I’m in a relationship of fucking a guy like dude chill out I’m not looking to be in one or to be In any sorta sexual relation ship with anyone for that manor

UPDATE: the man was an asshole and I can’t believe that I ever felt like he was there for me

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AUTUMN MARIE REICHEL IS TBE MOST DUMBEST CREATURE ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET IF I HEAR HER TALK SHIT ONE MORE TIME I AM GONNA GIVE HER A PIECE OF MY MIND TBH I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW SHE NEVER OWNS UP TO HER SHIT

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I FIND MY EX TO BE THE MOST DELUSIONAL SHIT HEAD I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE

I get called a sociopath because I blocked him because he was getting rude with me because I didn’t know how to respond to him.

Now mind you I’ve been nice to his ass after he cheated on me absolutely not this motherfucker put me through hell and I was still nice to him

NOT ANYMORE BITCH I AINT GOT ANYTIME FOR YOUR LYING SACK OF SHIT HEAD ASS IM NO LINGER SUBSCRIBING TO THE BULLSHIT THAT IS THAT MAN CHILD

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I SWEAR TO THE GODS ABOVE THE MANAGEMENT IN MY BUILDING ARE GETTING ON MY DAMN NERVES

You would think that they would have their tenant safety in their best interest but NO they absolutely don’t they just about let anyone live there and no matter if there is an issue with anyone or the building itself they don’t fix it at all they expect people to just be able to fix it themselves

I can’t tell you how many times I have felt unsafe because a man has threatened me or my friends. I have had people yell at me through a drug induced rage. I should have to carry a knife on me because many men make shitty advances on me or want to make a threat on my life

I have had someone break into my apartment which has caused me to develop PTSD now my friends can’t even come to my door without me freezing up

WHEN WILL THE FUCKING CARE

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SASHA ROIZ APPRECIATION POST

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I swear to the gods above If marina talks about my mom in any sorta negative fashion we are done I do not care how long we are friends for you do not talk about my family at all in any sorta capacity.

Yes I may vent about it but your not my family. My mom is a level headed human by and I definitely respect her opinion more than my friends tbh.

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I REALLY CAN NOT BEGIN TO GRASP HOW SELF ABSORBED MY FRIEND BRANDI IS.

I explained how putting me in an akward situation and forcing me to picks side caused me a lot of stress and for her to deny any of her actions was what really pissed me off like really fast like how are you gonna demand that I give up information when I specifically told you that I don’t want to be involved like come on now