queenof-thedark

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I will spend the rest of my life angry and hurt if for nothing more than a reminder to never let myself be weak again.

I am this way because you made me this way.

You look at the past through rose colored glasses, I’d bet I was the brightest thing you’d ever seen.

When I see my past I see nothing, a black room. But I feel needles. I feel knives. I feel myself dry heaving from sobbing so hard, and screaming into the void for help.

Nobody came. Everyone left. Yet here I am. Stronger than you will ever be, more fearless than I ever was, and I’m still fucking hurt.

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Sketchbook dump

I didn’t die - but I did start my tattoo apprenticeship :)

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Said he likes crazy girls

But he hates when I act crazy

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My Wednesday night consists of..

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I'm getting no answers

I'm finding no peace, no release from the anger

I leave it at arms length

I'm keeping my distance

From hotels and Jesus and blood on the carpet

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I've been prone to lose myself in these halls

These spirits haunt these walls I call home

A treasure trove of times I've lost myself here

I fear the worst is yet to come

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Some good asmrs here

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I’m still painting!!! Here’s a fun little timelapse

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Here’s some progress on that last huge thing!

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And if you’re coming back to find me

You’d better have good aim

(I haven’t touched this thing in 3 years so I’m starting over!! 5x4)

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Here’s a edit

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Sex in the cemetery all through the night Making love among the dead is the only time that I feel alive

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“An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind” Says the man with both eyes intact

How quickly the hawk becomes a dove when faced with the barrel of a gun