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Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation

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“just forgive and forget” nO i don’t think i will

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I can't even to begin..

Arthur Rimbaud (b. 20 October 1854)

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every girl should be allowed to lie on the floor for 16 hours a day to cope with the agonies

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so much love

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Dec..13th..

Im.. done..

I'm dragging bare feet now.. so please drop all ego, all pride, bc I definitely have.. thats why these "talks " don't go anywhere.. but godamn soon my bear feet will only be the bones of a girl who use to be..

- the strings that battered woman clutch on, to stay alive..

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" when the expectations rise, the words that never meet your ears stab the soul like blades..each one deeper than the next. Hurting, yurning, bleeding, out through the now hollow being of oneself to realize...all the painful years of effort have been done, as if it hasn't aided in your shallow gasps for approval..

That said,

Ladies and gentlemen,

My peace has finally been said...

💔

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I’ve been writing about us lately

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"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

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And I use drugs to make me feel anything else but emptiness, but when the drugs stopped taking my pain away - I knew I was fucked.

A. Lemmer

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“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

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