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bashar... my guy.. he gets it

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me, shifting for pietro 🤝 other shifter who shift for wanda

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I cannot stress this enough, This community is not a fandom. Treat your realities as what they are, real. maybe that means thinking twice about what you’re scripting. is this too much? am I ready to experience this?

just be real with yourself for a second

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me getting ready to shift vs a sudden idea that i should make my dr world in sims 4.......

who will win

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@wyldeshifts' shifting tag game! thank you to @sorenverse and @truth-shifts for the tag <3

doing this about my mcu dr !

answer these questions, then tag others. who in your dr is most likely to...

leave you on read - bucky barnes (later brushes it off saying something like "you didn't formulate that as a question")

accidentally start a fire - tony stark (the man trademarked reckless experimentation)

go to jail - yelena belova (proudly, might i add)

get married - umm... pietro & i (listen, a looot happens amidst the whole enemies to lovers thing)

start a pyramid scheme - possibly nick fury (and he'd defensively call it 'strategic delegation' or something)

make "that's what she said" jokes - pietro maximoff (need i say more? after we binge b99 it evolves into "title of your sex tape" jokes)

be in a band - carol danvers (she probably already is the guitarist of some intergalactic indie band)

tagging: @shift-to-go @jayshift-444 @morganisshiftingxx @nicothebug @spiritshadow @biovomit @desiredrealitytv @hxxedshifts

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part 2 posted and linked at the bottom!

the gateway experience: kami's notes 1

many people in the shifting community are already familiar with these declassified meditation exercises.

nevertheless, i've only begun exploring them myself, and i want to document my journey here.

for anyone new to the tapes:

the gateway experience is a training program designed to help individuals explore expanded states of consciousness through guided meditation and sound frequencies (hemi-sync). it utilizes a series of exercises aimed at enhancing focus, coherence, and brainwave output to facilitate shifts in awareness.

the program is structured into waves, with each wave building upon the previous one, guiding users through various states of consciousness.

i'm doing this because i've always been into spiritual development. and i'm a very curious person. and i've found that this program kinda helps me stay sane these days.

oh and, i think it might aid me in my shifting experience as well.

below the page break are listed all the tapes, because i love a neat coherent list!! and then below that are my notes on the first recording (the orientation).

GATE 1: DISCOVERY

orientation: introduction and focus 3

intro focus 10: mind awake/body asleep

advanced focus 10: expand perception, learn greater control of personal energy

release and recharge: detach from old fears & negative emotions

exploration, sleep: expanding & exploring while asleep

focus 10 free flow: all gate 1 tools

GATE 2: THRESHOLD

intro focus 12: higher energy state of expanded awareness

problem solving: receive creative solutions

one month patterning: reshape your life in desired directions

color breathing: link mind & body to support healing and energize

energy bar tool: direct nonphysical energies

living body map: balance & strangthen the physical self

GATE 3: FREEDOM

lift off: achieve ease with nonphysical experience

remote viewing: tools for distant perception

vectors: reference points for easy movement

five questions: answers from your total self

energy food: absorb nonphysical energy

first stage separation: explore nonphysical consciousness self

GATE 4: ADVENTURE

one year patterning: for designing your desired future

5 messages: insight from your total self

free flow 12: unparalleled background for personal exploration

nvc i: nonverbal communication, the language of intuitive thought

nvc ii: broaden perception in all states of your being

compoint 12: establish a reference point for communication with higher consciousness

GATE 5: EXPLORING

advanced focus 12: strengthen and reinforce this state

discovering intuition: use focus 12 to enhance intuition

exploring intuition

intro to focus 15: the state of 'no time', where time doesn't exist for you

mission 15 creation and manifestation: focus 15 for manifestation

exploring focus 15: free flow for further exploration

GATE 6: ODYSSEY

sensing: controlling your energy body

expansion: reach out beyond the physical body

point of departure: project 'out of phase' from your physical body

nonphysical friends: meet your 'helpers in energetic form'

intro to focus 21: travel the bridge to other energy systems

free flow journey in focus 21: new territory for exploration

GATE 7: VOYAGER

explore total self

into to focus 23: you are guided to the transitional reality of those who just completed a physical life

intro to focus 25: belief system teritories

intro to focus 27: the 'reception center' between physical lives

retrieval: learn how to assist those in focus 23

messages from beyond: send and receive mesaages in focus 27

GATE 8: UNION

special tour: overview of other areas i will explore

meeting the entry director: learn about your personal history, and the steps in preparing to enter a physical body

educational opportunities: learn about the educational center

healing and regeneration center: receive personal healing

the planning center: explore the place which oversees energy patterns in the earth life system

coordination area: meet energy being in charge of the focus 27 area, and learn about further development

inner earth: meet inner earth beings, explore earth's core

the absolute: experience graduation from the earth life system

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now let's get into my experience with the very first tape.

GATE 1: DISCOVERY, orientation

this recording introduces hemi synch, resonant tuning and focus 3. supposedly, by the end of the exercise you are meant to wake up to enhanced senses and improved overall sense of wellbeing.

i did this several times to truly digest it. maybe five times in total.

first few times couldn't stay awake. then, even when i managed to remain conscious throughout the exercise, i would always feel dehydrated after it. you know that feeling when you sleep for like 12 hours and you wake up feeling horrible because you just slept way too much? that's the feeling.

the first time i listened to this i also experienced increased heart rate, but after that first time—never again.

i don't feel like my senses improved any. but i do think my nervous system might just be adjusting to the new states of awareness.

when i did the exercise most recently, my body kept twitching. i had random images popping up in my mind, and my body acted upon them (e.g.: for some reason i had a mental image of me lifting up my foot to reach out and take an autumn leaf off the sole of my boot. as i lifted my foot in my mind, my physical foot twitched. very random).

my body felt heavy and relaxed for sure, and i didn't mean to move my limbs at all. but i suppose my body wanted to move together with my mind as if by instinct.

my experience might be very unique—i didn't see anyone mention the symptoms i listed here. if you've tried this meditation as well, please share what you went through!

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the next part is here.

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the gateway experience: kami's notes 2

the gateway experience is a training program designed to help individuals explore expanded states of consciousness through guided meditation and sound frequencies (hemi-sync). it utilizes a series of exercises aimed at enhancing focus, coherence, and brainwave output to facilitate shifts in awareness.

the program is structured into waves, with each wave building upon the previous one, guiding users through various states of consciousness.

link to previous part.

in this post i reflect on tapes 2 & 3 of the discovery gate.

intro focus 10: mind awake/body asleep

advanced focus 10: expand perception, learn greater control of personal energy

GATE 1: DISCOVERY, intro focus 10

establish the state of mind awake/body asleep

during one of my attempts, i tried doing this meditation sitting up as to not fall asleep, but still found myself nodding off—i would just be snapped back to wakefulness upon feeling my head fall to the side. ultimately, i think it's best to do these exercises lying down.

after all, the objective is to have your body asleep while the mind stays awake. and my body simply will not sleep with my head upright.

i experienced accelerated heartbeat again (during the sitting up attempt). strong feeling of thirst as per usual.

in this recording, we go through resonant tuning and focus 3. then it introduces focus 10, through which the body is guided to a state of deep sleep.

my body felt heavy and warm, but didn't sleep. however, i'm happy i managed to finally go through the entire recording with my mind completely lucid.

there's a few extra bits of information that the narrator provides. little exercises.

tap the back of your neck (repeat, 'one') and you'll become alert and focused.

tap between your eyebrows and you'll be able to recall anything you've forgotten.

i'm still exploring these little tidbits. apparently the more you do them, the faster they work. can't expand much on that yet.

GATE 1: DISCOVERY, advanced focus 10

expand perception and learn greater control of personal energy

(potentially important to note that it's been at least a week, maybe two, between my last attempt and me writing the below text—struggled with finding time and mental willingness to do this.)

(since it's been a while, i don't recall if i've done advanced focus 10 once, twice, thrice. but whatever the number is, i'm fairly certain that this attempt was the most 'successful'.)

this attempt probably got me into the deepest state of relaxation. still, i wouldn't go as far as to say that my body was asleep.

if my mind isn't fooling me, this recording guides the mind to the state of focus 10, then back from it, and then back into it again.

i experienced some body twitches, but way less than i had with my other attempts with earlier tapes—like five instances of twitching at most. i lost awareness somewhere between entering focus 10 and coming back from it. but after that, my mind was fully awake.

this is definitely a good meditation for restful relaxation, but there's not much else i'm getting from it. although, the more you do it, the more it will be beneficial is what i deducted...

oh and! almost forgot. in this recording i was also guided through a visualisation of personal energy flow. this is the part that gets me quite excited—improving my ability to control my energy body. (an accurate visual for this is the picture i added to my first gateway experience post. fun coincidence.)

i will keep at it (and try to do this more often), and see where the following tapes take me. this so far still sort of feels like introduction.

if you've tried the gateway tapes, do share your own experience! i'm beyond curious.

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tagged by @spiritshadow <3

rules: put your music library on shuffle, then list the first 5 songs that come up in a poll to let the people vote for which one they liked the most.

i love this game, give me new music pleaseeeee

tags: @sorenverse @iveryworld @jayshift-444 @truth-shifts @shift-to-go @moonsdrs @nicothebug @easyboyrecliner @desiredrealitytv

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tagged by @quickssiah, thank you! 💖

new tag game! show yourself or something that represents yourself in your dr and a character you are shifting for BUT NOT FOR A ROMANTIC REASON.

my meadow dr ✨️

one of my main motivations to shift to my dr is to see my black cat that died years ago. he's well and alive there 😌❤️

tagging (feel free to ignore if you already did it, i only have a few shifting mutuals rn): @sorenverse , @morganisshiftingxx , @shift-to-go , @reyaint, @junoshifts, @angelicshifts.

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yoooo!!! fellow scorpio!!! 🦂 ♏️ (i'm pisces moon, gemini rising)

hell yeahhhhh, best sign !!

also my condolences about that water moon (and samesies)

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so my bestie and i have this waiting world room

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—pietro maximoff

help i can't stop making moodboards of my beloved

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CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS AVENGERS: INFINITY WAR (2018) dir. The Russo Brothers

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shifting is as easy as breathing, but even breathing becomes hard when we think about it too much

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i was waiting for this to come around hahah @sorenverse thank you !

—mcu dr

(at first i didn't understand why everyone was making tony stark their father but um... i get it now.)

((also @schiaparellicious you are shifting for WHAT?? whatever's in that picture would make me not want to shift lmao))

tags: @spiritshadow @jayshift-444 @truth-shifts <3

new tag game!!!! show yourself or something that represents yourself in your dr and a character you are shifting for BUT NOT FOR ROMANTIC REASON. i’ll go first:

is this an excuse for me to scare shiftblr???? maybe.......

tags: @sunnygub @emmanation @kiedameron @vivimoss @easyboyrecliner

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yes yes YES. yes.

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at first i thought i might freak out if i shift and see my s/o (or anyone from my dr actually) for the first time but now i think i would just sigh with an exasperated 'finally. you're here,' and collapse in his arms.