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update: in the time since i last posted (9 months ago?) i have…

- witnessed my parents divorce

- started streaming on twitch

- got accepted into my dream college

- discovered there’s a possibility i have endometriosis

- got a new cat

- turned 18 (march 24th <3)

- released a youtube video

anyways thanks for being moots??? friends??? with me on tumblr if you are, might come back soon :)

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shaking six year old me by the shoulders YOU WERE RIGHT. YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT LOVE AND ABOUT FAIRNESS AND ABOUT SHARING IS CARING. YOU WERE RIGHT. THE ADULTS DON’T KNOW ANY MORE ABOUT TRUTH THAN YOU DO. KEEP BELIEVING IN THE FAIRIES AT THE BOTTOM OF THE GARDEN. NOTHING IS “JUST THE WAY IT IS”. I AM SORRY THEY EVER CONVINCED YOU TO FEEL SHAME. YOU ARE REAL AND A PART OF THIS WORLD. YOU WERE RIGHT.

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i’m done with my freshman year of college

what. what am i supposed to do now? sit in my room all summer? (i will likely do that)

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shoutout to everyone this pride month who still hasn’t figured out their gender identity but just knows that they aren’t cis

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hey guess what

happy pride month :)

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rebrand hey hmu mutuals im bored (and like usually friendly ig)

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preach‼️‼️

Gender is crazy what do you mean I can’t compute

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manifesting the job at the local bookstore PLEASE I WAS MADE TO WORK THERE IT IS MY PLACE </3

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my tbr is tragically short :(

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yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?

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i hate the growth of AI not only bc of dishonest work, but bc of honest work being deemed “dishonest” and “written by ai”

this is about my political science class

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i am mushroom-coded.

A decorous cluster of bonnet caps - Mycena galericulata - in a sequestered glade. <3

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a group of guys in my chem163 course got accused of cheating so they all got zeroes on our first pre-lab and reported to the admins

sucks to suck losers (i find the situation very funny, maybe im a bad person but idc).

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it's very important I think to both have in your life a) people who will listen to your insecurities and gently reassure you that they don't necessarily reflect reality b) people who will listen to your insecurities and say "that's the stupidest shit I've ever heard. you think WHAT about yourself??? I'm gonna kill you"

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One of our siblings was murdered recently, and you need to know about it.

TW // transphobia and violence against trans people

Brianna Ghey was a 16-year-old trans girl from Warrington, England. On Saturday, February 11th 2023, Brianna was found dead on the side of a park with multiple stab wounds. Two 15-year-olds have been taken into custody in connection with her murder.

People in the Warrington area have alleged that Brianna was being bullied in school, and that neither the administration nor the police did anything.

Despite this, local police have said there is no evidence that the attack was hate-based and most news articles don't mention her status as a trans woman. This is deliberate. This is genocide by the hands of transphobes and TERFs.

Britain does not have gender self-identification (your legal gender being determined by how you identify and not any arbitrary medical requirements), meaning even in her death she will be deadnamed and misgendered on her death certificate.

She deserved so much better.

Mourn the dead, and fight like hell for the living.

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at the beginning of december i decided i needed a rubber duck bc im in STEM and im therefore entitled to one and now i have a tiny plague doctor named tourmaline that knows more about lattice energy than i do, hoping he wants to know about cain’s jawbone next bc i will be talking about it a lot soon