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Sugery

Had my surgery about two weeks ago. It was a Wednesday morning I had to be there at 6:45am and the surgery was to start at 8:00am. I got there and changed into my gown and was taken in to await surgery. They put this inflatable heat blanket on me I ma assuming to tenderize my insides lol. I meet with everyone and was having a beta blocker inserted into my stomache to freeze my abdo so I wouldn’t…

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HELLO ALL,

Well it has been a bit I apologize! Corbin has had a busy couple weeks with two tournaments back to back. Games and practices. He is starting to get more comfortable or more in a routine with the new players and coaches. He has not played in 2 or 3 years because of covid an his broken thumb. His last game he got a hat trick and some assists so that was exciting to see! We went and met the…

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Hello

Well hello all! OMG I know I hace said this before but some days do you wonder what the hell was I thinking? I really have these often about myself. Not that I screw up alot but, when did I get to be such a wimp? When did I start feeling like I could not handle anything to be frank. My job is loud, chaotic and my house is constant disaster and I can not buy nice things because they get wrecked. I…

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AHHH

Feel like I am on a constant edge of a breakdown. I know that seems a lot to say. With having to take six weeks off without pay is extremley scary it is more scary to me then the surgury. I also feel like I have done daycare long enough and am looking for somethinf else that I can do from home. I love typing and research. I also really love my crafts and so wish that it would bring in the money I…

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Surgery

Saw the gynecologist to go over test results. The suggestiion was Hysterectomy but keeping my ovaries so I don’t go into full on menopause. That makes sense I guess he said I have another 4-5 years left out of them hahaha. So I am freaking out it is six weeks recovery! six weeks no pay and had to tell all parents I am off for six weeks. Panic attack for sure. They all seemed to understand in…

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News till now

Hello all! I hope you had a very Happy Easter. It has been awhile since I wrote anything. I have been down in the dumps this past couple of months has had me feeling depressed. It is usually this time of year my mind is constantly tired and I just want to sleep or lay in my bed and watch movies, read and just have alone time. It makes it hard when you have a family and they like to not lay in…

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BIOPSY

Well I went yesterday for my Uterine biopsy it SUCKED! I am not sure if anyone has had one before if so I am sorry. It is basically about the feeling of 2 minutes of labour. Then you get to have cramps and bleeding for days after. I was not sure what to expect as I have a man Gynecologist so he said it would just me like a period cramp. So they have this medal serving spoon it looks like lol and…

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Life Update

Hello all. Well I hope everyone had a good Valentines Day or a Tuesday! I went to the Gynecologist last week and the appointment took about 6 minutes. I have to go get a biopsy in my Uterus and do an Ultra sound and then come back and talk. I guess when you get to my age and have screwed up periods (every 2 weeks, for 2 weeks) they just do a biopsy. He said it will just feel like a period cramp…

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Doc

I typed this post twice and it errassed and only saved iii for some reason, so I took a break to write it all over again. So we went to see the Pediatrician for Corbin and his months of fevers and anxiety, missing school. It was a lot of could be, possiblies. So I lwft with my mind spinning and still not really sure what to do. He is still having fevers and all his blood, cultures and xrays where…

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Etsy listing available in my shop

Check out this item in my Etsy shop https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/1347592573/handmade-macrame-keychain-jewelry

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Sickness

It’s been awhile! My son has been sick for 2 months. Not extremally but fevers and sometimes stomach ache and tired he sleeps a lot. We have been to the Doc a couple times and have done blood work, x rays and urine test. We are waiting to hear back from the Pediatrician for an appointment. The Doc does not know what’s going on and that makes my anxiety really high. He has missed so much school…

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

I hope everyone had a very merry Christmas? Soon New Year’s. Mine was good busy it just goes by so fast. So much work and money for minutes it seems. Not sure the age of your kids if you have any but the older they get the more expensive the gifts it seems. I usually buy to much my kids don’t ask for much throughout the year so I like to spoil them at Christmas. It then makes things expensive. It…

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MORNING

Hello everyone I hope you have had a good week. Everyone getting ready for Christmas man o man what an expensive holiday huh? It seems everything is so much now from all the inflation. My husband wants to sell the trailer we have parked in a park. To try and pay off some debt. I have been going to this place since I was 4. My family rented a cottage for 2 weeks each summer there . I made friends…

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FRENCH BULLDOGS

This is my Frenchie Nova she is 2 years old and I love her to pieces. They are full of attitude and love. They usually stick to one person and that is me so she is basically like another child. She howls and waits at the wondow when I go anywhere and when I get back greets me like I was away for weeks. Then she follows me everywhere. Nova won’t let me do anything by myself she waits when I go to…

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This week feels like a lifetime

This week feels like a lifetime

Hello all I hope you are having a great day. Everyone seems to be getting sick this time of year with the temperatures so up and down. Everyone out and about with the start of the Christmas season! I used to love this season more. Maybe it is because my kids are older? Or there are more grey day’s and it is hard to keep that seasonal depression at bay. I just seem to feel down in the dumps…

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Day in the life

Day in the life

I was walking the dog and thinking of all the things to do in a day wondering how to get my energy up after work. I was thinking of a day in the life how people do vlogs about it and seem to do well. I just feel mine is so busy yet boring at the same time people probably wouldn’t want to watch. I wake up either 5:45 or 6:30 depending on when the first daycare child comes. I quickly get dressed…

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WHY?

Do you ever ask yourself why? why am I always in pain? What did I do to make my kid doubt himslef so much? Why do I feel depressed or like crying way to many days lately? Why do I get so frustrated and mad when Corbin won’t go to school? Well maybe not the last question but I do. For me it’s one of those days. I have not been sleeping well and keep waking up in the night sweaty then cold. In pain…